Hidden Corner - Change Xu Jing's Personality

"The Hidden Corner - Changing Personal Settings for Xu Jing" Author: Jiu Shaoai Fox

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Didn't read the novel, read half of the drama.I love Zhang Dongsheng's character design so much (wiping saliva)

The timeline moved to the seventh year of their marriage, the year before the plot took place.Change Xu Jing's personal settings to sweeten Sheng Shengzi!Watching the clip on Xiaopozhan, it was really uncomfortable to see the expression of wanting to cry but holding back when he sent Xu Jing off.

All tragedies are strangled at the source

No horror, just love.

sweet and done

Content tags: The seven-year itch sweet essay

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One sentence introduction: You can give birth to monkeys without climbing mountains or swimming

Idea: the world is worth it

a big quiet

The darkness in the dream came, and Xu Jing felt out of breath.She struggled to wake up, and it was dark all around, which made her shiver uncontrollably.

It was early autumn, and the nights were chilly.She lay back under the quilt again, and couldn't help pulling the quilt up a few times. She shrank into the quilt with only her head showing.

I haven't been this embarrassed for a long time.She fell asleep in a daze, but it was a pity that she didn't sleep for long.

Waking up again from an inexplicable dream.

At this time Xu Jing found that she couldn't remember what she dreamed of, but she was still afraid.

She was afraid, angry and wronged, took a breath, trying to suppress the unknown fear.But that fear was so strong that she didn't even have the courage to go down and turn on the light.

tomorrow!Tomorrow, I must buy a desk lamp that can be hooked to the switch by reaching out and put it next to the bed.

The desk lamp is hopeless for the time being, and we have to overcome the immediate difficulties.

There is only her husband who is sleeping beside her, who is the only support she can grasp in reality at this moment.

All right, at least he's a living person, so it's more useful than a lamp top.

Xu Jing pushed Zhang Dongsheng.

"Huh...?" Zhang Dongsheng also woke up when she sat up for the second time, but not so awake. "What's wrong?" He looked at his wife beside him.

Xu Jing's language was awkward for a while, and she said, "I'm having a nightmare!" She gritted her teeth, and she was not ashamed to face her husband.She spoke confidently, with a hint of grievance.

After speaking, he took a long breath, stretched out his hand to lift off his quilt, and got into Zhang Dongsheng's bed.At this moment, the disadvantages of sleeping separately were highlighted, so she decided to change her husband to a bigger quilt tomorrow.

Thinking of this, she hugged Zhang Dongsheng's waist.

The man beside him is warm.I don't know if it's a newly bought body wash, but it smells like lemon oak mixed with mint.Why did they sleep separately?Xu Jing nestled herself into Zhang Dongsheng's arms, and couldn't figure out what she hated for the past few years.

Zhang Dongsheng, who was suddenly hugged by his wife, also became nervous.Since getting married, in the past few years, the number of times his wife took the initiative to touch him can be counted on the fingers, let alone being so close.He stretched out his hand stiffly and hugged her back, "It's okay, don't be afraid."

The heartbeat was extremely fast, and at the moment Xu Jing hugged him, the dying deer in her heart suddenly came to life, and hit him hard, sore and slightly painful.Like a drunken dream.

Both of them thought they couldn't fall asleep, but no one expected that they slept soundly and had no dreams all night.

Zhang Dongsheng came over first, and the curtains blocked the sunlight, but did not block his extremely accurate biological clock.

The warm and fragrant nephrite in his arms made him realize that it was not just a dream that came out of nowhere in the middle of the night.Holding his whole world, he couldn't bear to get up.But the day always has to start.

The neither salty nor light daily life brings out the preciousness of the night.

Seeing his wife go out as usual with a sullen face, Zhang Dongsheng felt disappointed and sighed.But after thinking about it, the corners of his mouth raised slightly again.

He has always been easy to satisfy and good at self-persuasion.

Xu Jing didn't think much about it at all, she just had social-animal syndrome, who goes to work happily, and it's not her own business.Originally, being a doctor was not ideal.Nothing more than stability and high salary.

I don't know why, but I feel very tired.

Nothing in life and work is clear.

Looking at the ambiguous short message, she felt annoyed for no reason, and she just replied "Don't contact me again" and blocked the other party.Obviously we had a good chat yesterday.

Looking back on the life of the few years after marriage, it is a bit unpleasant.

Obviously it wasn't like that at first.

It seemed that she hadn't hugged him for a long time, so long that she forgot why, only a submissive disgust remained.It seems that they have all changed, and it seems that only she has changed, and the worldly things make her eyes dim.

At worst, treat him better.

Xu Jing pursed her lips and tapped her head.

When I was thinking about things, I forgot the desk lamp I vowed to buy.

Waking up from the nightmare, she stared at the ceiling and asked herself: What kind of garbage are you?Um?

Then he hugged his husband again.

desk lamp?What desk lamp?Ah! tui!

two big quiet

In the middle of the night, I suddenly dream about juvenile affairs.

When Xu Jing woke up, there was nothing around her, which made her heart feel empty, feeling lost.

Breakfast was set on the table, and after eating it for many years, I usually didn't feel anything, but now I ate it in my mouth, but I couldn't tell what it was like in my heart.

Probably those who are favored are so confident.

She had long forgotten the palpitations when she first saw Zhang Dongsheng, and the enthusiasm when she chased him.

If he didn't love, how could he delay him for so many years.It's just that she was unwilling, the more she wanted to tell herself that she had never done anything wrong, but she never realized that her mistakes were from beginning to end.

She wanted to go to work in a trance, she avoided Zhang Dongsheng's probing gaze, and she could feel his loss when she turned around, and she opened her mouth, but her pride allowed her to explain one more sentence.

"Doctor Xu, today's pediatric department is suddenly out of order, and there is not enough manpower, please help." Xiao Wu from downstairs ran up again, wheezing and panting to transfer people from various departments.

Xu Jing had to put on her mask, calm down, and head to the pediatrics department.

She doesn't like children.

So he kept taking contraceptive pills secretly, pretending that Zhang Dongsheng couldn't give birth.

As a doctor, why didn't she know that Zhang Dongsheng's hidden hair loss was due to excess male hormone secretion.

Zhang Dongsheng didn't want others to know that he was bald because he wanted to hide his inferiority complex.Lumbar injury is an occupational disease for teachers, and she just took advantage of it.

I never felt selfish.

"Thank you, Auntie." The little girl smiled sweetly at her.Xu Jing stared at the child in front of her. Her eyes were big and her skin was a little dark, but she looked very clever.With short hair and bangs, she looks really good.

(“I want a girl with big eyes and full bangs, like a doll.”)

Xu Jing took a deep breath, her eyes were red.

She didn't know which emotional chord was touched, she was silent for a while, and rubbed the girl's hair, "You're welcome. You are so good, remember to call the nurse sister to change the bottle for you after hanging the water. "

She was afraid that she would not be able to hold back her emotions.

Xu Jing, you are such an asshole.

She went to the bathroom and washed her face vigorously. There were too many patients and there was not so much time for her to think about things.

Summer and autumn alternate, and children are most likely to catch a cold.It wasn't until I got off work that I was busy.

It is really troublesome to raise a child. If it is cold or hot or sick, it is a problem.

Xu Jing tried to convince herself that she was right, but she failed.

"Admit it, you are selfish." Xu Jing sat in the car, the garage was empty and no one was around, she slapped herself hard.

If you don't like children, why don't you tell him that he loves you so much, he came to a city he is not familiar with alone, gave up his good future, gave up everything, he will never disagree with what you say.

But haven't you decided this matter by yourself, put all the faults on another person, and rely on him to love you?

She remembered her dream, it was more like their life from the beginning to the present.

It's a mess.

Since she got it, she has been wasting Zhang Dongsheng's feelings.

As if his opinion didn't matter.

She always knew that her parents didn't like him, and she acquiesced to the attitude of her relatives. She even told her parents not long ago that she wanted to divorce within a year.

All decisions are notifications to your partner.

If this gender is different, then he is a scumbag.

Xu Jing smiled wryly and took out a few tissues to wipe away the tears on her face.

In love, she has always occupied a strong dominant position, and she has long forgotten all the promises and plans the two of them were together at the beginning. She also forgot that she also fantasized about having a child with him, and she forgot to travel once a year.

Everything she did in the past few years was like a knife, piercing their original love and marriage with holes.

The more she thought about it, the more sad she became, Xu Jing couldn't help picking up the cigarette.

After watching for a while, he still sighed deeply.What's the matter, how did you become the person you hated the most?

She rolled the cigarette pack together, telling herself to herself, it's better to quit.

After adjusting her mood, she locked the car door and went upstairs to go home.

Zhang Dongsheng had already prepared the meal. "You're back, are you tired?" He looked at her with concern, the same eyes as before.

Back then, she liked him, wasn't it because he didn't have the machismo straight man like those science men?I like that he cares, that he is gentle, that he keeps looking at him, so why bother me?Xu Jing asked herself, did she become the only one?

"A little bit." She walked towards him and put her arms around him.

As if this proves that she hasn't changed.

Zhang Dongsheng was a little overwhelmed. The hugs in the past few days were almost more than those in the years of marriage.He remembered that Xu Jing didn't like him touching him very much, her married life was pitifully small, and she was very unwilling to even have physical contact with her.

He embraced her with both hands, his body was stiff, with some imperceptible surprises, but also some worries: "What's wrong? Is work not going well? I haven't slept well recently..."

He is very worried about his wife