The whole world thinks I'm a scumbag

As compensation, Gu Fang bought Lu Xingyin a meal of spicy soup for himself.

The small stall is open, and the fresh, spicy and spicy smell is wafting, and it is steaming in the cold night.All the people who come here to eat are day students or residents from the town. There are not many people and it is quiet.The smell of oily smoke, the smell of Dongfeng with gravel, and the smell of food are mixed together, becoming the most common smell of fireworks in the world.

Gu Fangwei opened a bottle of beer and asked him, "Do you want some?"

"No." Lu Xingyin took a box of yogurt by himself, inserted a straw and sucked it slowly. "I'm taking medicine. And I have class tomorrow."

"What a good student." Gu Fangwei said, "Then I'll drink directly to my mouth."

He'd seen him smoke, and now he'd seen him drink too.Gu Fangwei was blowing on the bottle, his alcohol capacity was mysterious and unpredictable, but he was a bit face-conscious, and he drank it quietly, sip by sip, a peach color appeared on his fair face, and the beautiful eyes were full of water.His beauty is quite aggressive. He is tall and has firm muscles. Even with such a good appearance, he does not make people feel "sissy", but makes people more addicted.

Lu Xingyin was eating quietly. The yogurt was ice and very sticky, so he lowered his head in front of him and dug it carefully with a spoon.

Gu Fangwei looked at him, maybe it was because of the alcohol, or maybe it was just a slight twitch in his heart for some unknown reason.

He said softly: "...Brother, I have killed people before."

With such a sudden sentence, Xiao Lu's eyes widened, and he looked over clearly. There was surprise underneath, but more calm and gentle.

"I didn't do it, but he died for me." Gu Fangwei said with a tired smile, "He didn't have to die."

Lu Xingyin put down the spoon, rested his chin and listened carefully.

"I told you that learning to compete is for fun and for fun. For me, the first place is a plaything, but for others, it may be the opportunity of a lifetime." Gu Fangwei's eyes were serious, and his voice was dark. Very stable, but the fingertips trembled unconsciously, as if in a state of neurotic delirium, "I know it's wrong to think so, it's impossible for me to give up No.1, and then everyone after me will commit suicide because of this, but I...he Looking at me after jumping off...that look, I killed him."

Lu Xingyin had never seen Gu Fangwei like this before, he seemed to have shed his proud and indifferent shell, and exposed his softness to others for the first time.

Even if he doesn't feel it, he still shines brightly.

Lu Xingyin spoke softly: "Tian Qinghua, No. 22, Dongyao Village, Qili Township, Longchuan County, S Province."

He sent packages for him, he remembered.

"It's a poor village. Few people can continue to study in high school. Most of them go back to the village to farm the land after finishing the nine-year compulsory education, or go to the city to work. The environment there doesn't encourage them to study." Gu Fang Wei murmured, "If you want money to study, there is only one way, and that is the scholarships for poor households set up in their township, which can help poor students to go to university. The only condition is that they have to be the top scorer. Whether it is the top scorer in the high school entrance examination , or the champion of some competition, it must be No.1. He is a very smart and outstanding person, and this competition means his future destiny for him.”

"But he met me, and also encountered a large-scale scoring fraud incident." Gu Fangwei was still tired with a smile, "No. 15th, S Province Regional Chemistry Competition."

Lu Xingyin lowered his eyes.

He thought of Gu Fangwei's social account that was almost never taken care of and had grown grass, and the gold medal that Gu Fangwei only kept in the drawer.

He didn't make a sound, didn't reassure him, didn't respond, just fished out the cooked things in the pot before they got too old.

After Gu Fangwei finished speaking, he gently pushed the bowl over, poured a spoonful of soup on it, and let him eat it hot.Gu Fangwei was stunned, and the surroundings became quiet.

They walked back under the starry sky.

The cold wind made people's breath thinner, and their fingertips were so cold that they lost consciousness.

Lu Xingyin followed Gu Fangwei back to the house.They agreed to sleep in separate beds, so Lu Xingyin hugged the blanket and nestled down on the sofa.

Gu Fangwei came out after washing, and wanted to come over and ask him if he wanted to add a blanket, but saw that Lu Xingyin had already wrapped himself into a ball. No, just fell asleep like this.

Bai Tuanzi's face was peaceful and steady, and he looked even smaller when he was huddled in this giant cat's nest.But I don't know where the calm and amazing courage came from.

Fair skin, black eyelashes, red lips.

Gu Fangwei leaned over slightly, looked at him, and covered him with a quilt, just like last time, his fingertips lightly brushed against his shoulder, touching a mass of warmth.The hot air seemed to come alive, rushing from his fingertips to his shoulders, and then rushing into the bottom of his heart like an electric shock.

Gu Fangwei withdrew his hand abruptly, was stunned for a while, then went back to the room and took out his mobile phone.

With the faint light illuminating his face, Gu Fangwei opened the search box.

Search: gay

The cursor flickers, then delete and backspace, and type again: What kind of performance should you like boys?

Backspaced and retyped: "What kind of performance should a boy like a boy?"

……

Lu Xingyin's biological clock naturally woke up at five o'clock, this time it was useless Gu Fangwei called him, got up and washed himself, and went out in the dark.

Before going out, I pasted a note on Gu Fangwei's forehead: "Brother, I'm going to school." Gu Fangwei didn't know why he fell into a deep sleep, and he didn't wake him up. cover.

It was raining again outside.

The ground was slippery, Lu Xingyin walked into the teaching building holding an umbrella, the first thing he saw was that all the classes were brightly lit, and the students were neatly studying.There is no head teacher to supervise, no grade group inspections, parallel classes and sunshine classes, without exception, are all studying quietly.

Lu Xingyin's first reaction was that he misread the time and was late, then he passed Class [-] and glanced at the wall clock on the top of their class podium: [-]:[-].

It was half an hour away from the usual morning self-study time: [-]:[-].

He wasn't late, the whole grade got up early.

Lu Xingyin took the stairs back to class 27, and when he entered the door, he saw that most of the people in the class were indeed studying, and asked softly, "...what's wrong?"

"This morning the Yingcai airborne class ran exercises, and they passed by the door of the boys' and girls' dormitories at five o'clock to shout slogans." Qu Jiao's eyes were darkened, "Go! The whole school is getting up! Sooner or later, they will be beaten!"

In the early morning, the rain had not yet fallen heavily, and the sound of neat running woke up the whole school.In the open field of the grade building, the students of the Yingcai Airborne Class are assembling and queuing up to listen to the teacher's speech.

"You are students of Yingcai Middle School. You entered the school as the best batch of high school candidates in the province. In this monthly exam, there are only six of us in the top ten of the whole grade, and all of us are in the top three of the whole grade. No. Don’t think that we are here to play this time, and don’t think that the problem is difficult this time, and it’s justifiable that we can’t do it.” Teacher Lin, the leader of the team, had a frosty face and a stern voice, “Our college entrance examination in S Province Known for its difficult problems, it’s not that the competition questions have not been tested! Think carefully about your questions! Think carefully about the school motto you entered the school! Are you still proud of the school you came from? Look at Qingmo!”

"The so-called centipede is dead but not stiff. Qingmo used to be a famous school for a hundred years, so there are merits in it!" Teacher Lin shouted, "Do you understand?"

The students shouted in unison: "Understood!"

"Scholar Yingcai, soaring to a height of [-] miles, with no cloud energy, bearing the blue sky!"

"Absolute cloud energy, bear the blue sky!"

The thundering slogans soared into the sky and echoed in the back-shaped teaching building.It attracted the attention of students from all classes.

Upstairs in the teaching building, a student from some class suddenly had a convulsion and shouted unconvinced: "Qingmo No. [-] Middle School—my life has a limit, and knowledge has no limit!" The voice was very bright, piercing the drowsy rain curtain.

The other students looked at each other and followed immediately, shouting in unison: "My life has a limit, but knowledge has no limit!"

All the students in the whole grade and the entire teaching building spontaneously joined this childish competition. The school motto of Qingmo No. [-] Middle School was shouted out by them, like an overwhelming force, as if it could shake the dark clouds in the sky.The slogan of Yingcai No. [-] High School was quickly suppressed.

Teacher Qing Mo on the first floor was attracted by the noise, but before it was time for class, they looked at each other with smiles, folded their arms, and said nothing.

"Report—" Someone rushed in holding a mobile phone, Meng Congzhou frowned, and before he could say anything, the two boys grabbed his shoulders nicely, "Squad leader, leave me alone, everyone, come and see, we go to school News!"

"what?"

"What, what, show me!"

A group of students moved after hearing the news, and Lu Xingyin also raised his head, wanting to know what they were talking about.

The mobile phone was small, surrounded by a bunch of people, finally Cai Jing had a flash of inspiration, went to the podium and turned on the computer, projected it directly on the big screen, searched for the news so that the whole class could see it.

News from the Education Bureau of S Province - Qingmo No. [-] Middle School, a century-old prestigious school, may face restructuring. The parents of the last three students petitioned and protested with a banner at the door of the Education Bureau!

The accompanying picture shows the blurry entrance of the Education Bureau in the heavy rain. The well-dressed parents hold umbrellas in a state of embarrassment, protest with banners in an orderly and quiet manner, and wait for work time.According to the report, they have been here all night.

"I saw my mother!" A girl shouted in surprise, pointing to a female figure on the screen.

"And more! Mother Yi Qingyang, I saw it too, I know her!"

Among them were those who drove here overnight from a small county town, and there were also rich wives who usually didn't leave the door.Parents of all the students put aside their comparative considerations, prejudices and differences in social status, and only came here for the future of each other's children. The news of Qingmo's restructuring was like a prairie fire, and finally detonated among the parent group.

The girl who first recognized her mother was a little choked up: "My mother is not in good health, and she even braved the rain to do this. Can any of you lend me a mobile phone, I want to make a call."

……

It was very quiet in the classroom.

Compared with the previous efforts, the atmosphere permeating the second grade of high school now has a more tragic meaning of fighting to the death, almost overwhelming.

Meng Congzhou was very efficient in his work. He ordered May [-] yesterday. Today he went to the bookstore owner to pick up the goods, and sent them back. There are two versions, A and B, one for each person.

The first section in the morning was mathematics. Song Li walked into the classroom and once again thought that he had opened it in the wrong way—overnight, at a glance, there were brand-new May [-] information books on every student's desk, and some people had even made three books. Five pages, the efficiency is so fast and the enthusiasm is so high that even a teacher like him can't help but click his tongue.

"This... It's a good thing for you to listen to my advice and buy tutorial books, but time is limited, and you don't need to finish writing them side by side. I'll pick a few for you for the red book, and just do some every day." Song Limo Rubbing her chin, she glanced at all the students in the class, "You are still busy correcting the monthly exam papers, then... Lu Xingyin, come with me to ask questions after class is over. You don't need to write the unit test for this class."

Lu Xingyin followed Song Li, holding pens, paper and reference books.In the past, some people would have envied him that he didn't have to write test papers, but now no one cares about it.

Deer Walk doesn't require unit tests, but they do.Everyone has goals at different stages.

The teacher's office is much empty, and most of the teachers gather around to hold meetings and discuss matters.They don't shy away from students. When Lu Xingyin sat down at Song Li's desk, he could vaguely hear some key words, such as "parents' petition", "comparison of school running standards", "principal's meaning"...

Song Li circled the questions here, and Lu Xingyin recorded them down.

The surrounding atmosphere is a bit dull.

Song Li answered a phone call and asked him to wait for a while, then went out for a while.

During this time, teachers came in one after another, all with serious faces, as if they were in a meeting.

Song Li's desk was in the back, and a student Lu Xingyin was here, but he didn't attract their attention.

"This time, because of the parents' reasons, the incident has made it to the media. The Education Bureau is now letting go of the reform, but there are still a few points." Li Gu's voice was as steady as usual. generous.

"Teacher Li, tell me." Teacher Kang Mei's voice was quiet and elegant.

"The first is student performance. This monthly exam has brought us an opportunity to discuss progress. It is not enough. Now it is clear that the most important result of restructuring or not depends on the next city-wide unified exam. This is for the children. Teachers in each class should also strengthen their supervision, this is a major event related to Qingmo's future."

The teachers all chattered: "Everyone knows this. The students themselves know the importance, and the learning atmosphere of the whole grade today is good.

"Yes, the principal just accompanied the superiors to inspect and visit. He thought this was the third year of senior high school—no, it is the sprint class for the college entrance examination. It doesn't have such a good discipline and style of study." Chen Chong's voice.

Lu Xingyin hid inside, trying to straighten his body and listen.Beside the computers lined with desks, the shadows of each teacher can be seen indistinctly.

A male teacher couldn't help smoking a cigarette to relieve stress. He ignited it and then extinguished it with his own hands. He knocked it against the trash can and sighed.

"The second is what they put forward this morning: the hardware of Qingmo No. [-] High School is up to standard, but the software still needs to be developed. One is the strength of the teachers, which is flawed, and it can't be compared with Yingcai. The other is the class system itself. We have sunshine. Classes and parallel classes, including the rocket sprint class in the third year of senior high school." Chen Chong said, "There is still a lack of quality education classes, such as competition classes, art classes, physical education classes..."

The art class in Qingmo No. [-] Middle School is better than nothing, and the enrollment rate is very poor.

Song Li came back after making the phone call. He returned to his desk, instead of sitting down, he stood up and leaned slightly, listening to the discussions of other teachers.

"Our intention remains the same: try to do something for the remaining three classes of students. The senior three classes are only half a year away from the college entrance examination, and the time span for the first year of senior high school is too long. To achieve the fastest results, we have to start with our grades. "Chen Chong looked around, "The advanced class must be held, not only to be held, but also to be directly changed into a competition class. The question now facing is whether the students are willing or not. After all, this is to sacrifice their normal preparation time for the college entrance examination. As long as we each If there are 20 people in the department, a competition class can be opened."

There was silence.

20 people in each subject, easier said than done?The improvement class has been held for a little over a month, and even the math class has only 50 to [-] students left.If it is clear what it means to tell students to choose competitions, how many students will choose to stay?

They can't use this way to confuse students, because it is also directly related to the future of students.

A gentle and clear voice came out from the corner: "Teachers... I, my class, there are at least three people who can apply for the competition class."

All the teachers didn't expect that there was another student here, so they all looked over.

Lu Xingyin poked his head out from the corner, raised his hand and said, "I will apply for competitions. Cai Jing in our class said before that she really wants to learn competitions. Only in this way can she have the opportunity to go to the university she likes. And this time Gu Fangwei, who is the first in grade, I'm not sure if I can persuade him, but he is capable. As far as I know, there are at least three people in class 27."

There are three students in a class. Except for the liberal arts class, there are a total of 42 classes in the whole grade, with a total of [-] students.

We can make two teams.

Maybe it can really be put together?

Lu Xingyin's eyes sparkled: "Teacher, we can try, we really can try."

Chen Chong shouted: "Xingyin, how did you come in—don't worry about that, just sit down!"

Lu Xingyin shut up obediently.Go ahead and listen.

"What about the teaching team? So many teachers have quit, and now they can stay, how can they not compare with Yingcai?" asked the head teacher of Class [-].

"Thinking about it from another angle, we don't need to compete with Yingcai, as long as our teaching performance is higher than other provincial key schools, what about the city's key schools?" Song Li has not said a word, but at this moment, he has given full play to his expertise as a math teacher, He quickly went through the names of schools in the city and even the province several times in his mind, "Eagle Talent No. [-] selected us because of our geographical location and hardware conditions. As long as our teaching performance is no longer the bottom in the city, as long as we Our city's unified examination surpasses the city's No. [-], No. [-], No. [-] middle schools and several other private schools, so they have no reason to come to us?"

Song Li felt that his idea was brilliant, "As long as our grades are better than theirs, why should we give way to Yingcai? They went to the third and fifth middle schools!"

"Old Song, you're doing a good trick, you're bringing disaster to the east!" The whole office burst into laughter, as if the atmosphere that had been frozen was finally dispelled for a moment.

Everyone sees hope.

They soon realized that what Song Li said was correct! Of all the key schools in S urban area, Qingmo is at the bottom, so Qingmo was selected as a candidate for the branch campus of Yingcai's repeat school.

What if they could no longer be at the bottom?

"We always say that students' grades are not good, what about us? As teachers, don't we have to work hard for the children?"

"Yes! We need to learn from some super teachers! From top to bottom, students are working hard, parents are working hard, and we teachers should work hard together!"

His proposal was echoed and ignited the enthusiasm of all the teachers in the office.

"But Mr. Song, aren't you planning to go to another new school? The price is very good, don't you want to go?"

A young teacher walked by and asked in a low voice.

"..." Song Li was stunned for two seconds, then looked down at his phone.

The call he just received was from there, and his friend once again expressed that time was running out, and there were many people vying for the seat reserved for him, and if he didn't make a decision as soon as possible, he might not have a chance.

"That's right, Teacher Song's daughter is about to take her senior high school entrance examination. This is the time when she needs her parents' company and care the most. If she has the opportunity to be transferred to the urban area, it will be better for her daughter."

Song Li hesitated for a moment.

Lu Xingyin looked up at him.

Transferring to the urban area has unlimited benefits, high salary can also buy shares, and is closer to family.Staying in Qingmo has nothing but responsibility.

But this responsibility does not mean that it can be thrown away.

The bright red May [-]rd cover on the desktop was dazzling. Song Li looked at Lu Xingyin and then at the single-subject grade sheet for this monthly exam—because of the existence of Gu Fangwei and Lu Xingyin, their average scores Pulled from the penultimate to the positive fourth.

It also contributed half of the high scores of the whole grade.

The whole mathematics group knew that Song Li had some stinky little problems. Although his teaching level was relatively average, he always liked to say a few words. For example, before Lu Xingyin, he was pulled out by him in the office to praise him for several days and nights. is proud.

Even if someone else's students are smart, it has little to do with being a teacher, that's all.

At this moment, full of arrogance, Song Li slapped the table with a slap, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "I'll stay! Our class is not bad at math!"

The more he said, the more determined he became, "What's wrong with Qingmo, once we get the school running well, my girl will come to Qingmo to study!"

"The teachers are not good enough, we can learn and observe." Song Li quickly checked the schedule, "I will take a leave of absence this week, and go to Gongyu No. [-] Middle School to observe classes!"

Gongyu No. [-] Middle School, the ace middle school in K Province, has both competition and college entrance examination results, and some people ridicule that it can become an independent province. It is the only famous school that stands out and steadily rises in the cruel competitive environment of K Province.

Li Gu interjected: "There is no need to ask for leave - just pay a business trip to observe the research activities of the mathematics group in the grade. Mr. Song, we have already intended this."

……

The teachers quickly determined the next policy.

Lu Xingyin went out with the book in his arms, and caught up with Chen Chong: "Teacher, about the competition class, I can go..."

"You don't need to do anything, just study hard and take the exam." Chen Chong's expression was no longer unruly as before, and the aura of old school illness was gone, only the majesty of being a teacher remained, "I didn't pass the English test this time. If you want to learn to compete, remember what I told you the first time—English is better. Take care of yourself.”

"But..." Before Lu Xingyin could finish speaking, he was interrupted.

Chen Chong patted him on the shoulder: "Go back, leave the adult's battlefield to the adults, and the children's battlefield to the children. Trust us."