The whole world thinks I'm a scumbag

He squeezed the chocolate, and handed it over carefully and cautiously, as if protecting his shortcomings, with clear and gentle eyes.

It was so quiet in the darkness that they could hear each other's breathing.

The dim light of the desk lamp found him, Lu Xingyin stuffed the chocolates for him, and went back lightly.

Gu Fangwei raised his eyes and saw Lu Xingyin sitting at the desk with his back straight. The white light illuminated the edges of his skin slightly transparent and slightly red.

The roots of my ears are red.

Gu Fangwei has never realized clearly like this moment: this little guy in front of him really likes him.

The chocolate in his arms was warm to the touch, but it cooled down after a while.The tinfoil of the outer shell is hard, just like the bold and enthusiastic courage of Lu Xingyin, and a slightly bitter, sweet and soft heart is wrapped inside.

Bang bang jump.

Before the deer groaned, Yi Qingyang and Huang Feijian woke up one after another.They always had the matter of studying in their hearts, and they couldn't sleep well, so they simply got out of bed later, borrowed the bathroom of Lu Xingyin's dormitory, took a cold shower each, and rushed out full of energy.

The lights in the dormitory were turned on again.The class bell and get out of class bell for evening self-study always ring melodiously after a while, and the slow dormitory is solemn and silent, more dignified than the atmosphere in the library.

They only talk when the bell rings.

"How many questions have you written?"

"I just finished writing this set of general principles. I have written a lot this day, and it seems that it is not as difficult as I thought at first—I seem to be able to finish it in two shift hours now?" Huang Feijian muttered for a while.

Gu Fangwei also woke up.

The bell rang over and over again. After they had listened to the bell for the end of class four times, students from evening class came back one after another. There was a lot of noise outside for a while, and within half an hour, the lights and the bell rang, and those movements slowly disappeared again. Return to silence.

"Let's stay up all night tonight. I'm going to go to the evening self-study. After all, tomorrow is the holiday. After the holiday is the monthly exam. Even if Lao Li finds out what we are doing, it's not easy to ask the parents or something." Yi Qingyang suggested .

"It makes sense!" On the other end of the video call, Shen Ke immediately agreed.

A group of people quickly changed their plans - they all slept in Lu Xingyin's place, Yi Qingyang, Huang Feijian and Shen Qingyun barely shared a bed, and Gu Fangwei shared a bed with Lu Xingyin.

Lu Xingyin said softly: "You don't need to share the bed with three of you, you won't be able to sleep like this. Brother, do you want to sleep with Yi Qingyang?"

"What about you?" Yi Qingyang scratched his head.

Lu Xingyin smiled: "I'm still the same as yesterday. I stay up all night and sleep at noon. If I get sleepy in the middle, I lie on the table for a while. I don't need to sleep on the bed."

This arrangement is very reasonable, but Gu Fangwei doesn't know why, he can hear the meaning of drawing a line from his words - it is obvious that Lu Xingyin is still concerned about their current relationship, and he doesn't want to share the same bed with him anymore .

Gu Fangwei said softly: "Sleep like this every day, sooner or later your body will break down. In this way, I will go back—no, you go back to my place and sleep, I will squeeze with them here."

Lu Xingyin stared at him with wide eyes.

Gu Fangwei said calmly: "I can't let my brother sleep on the desk. If you think it takes time to go out alone and you are easy to be caught by the grade group, then give up your seat. Brother sleeps on the desk and you come to the bed. .”

Huang Feijian listened impatiently at the side: "Brother and younger brother, the big man pushes and pushes and messes around, just sleep as you like, no one should sleep on the desk, the desk is so hard, is that a place for people to sleep?"

Lu Xingyin smiled, lowered his head and stopped talking.

Gu Fangwei twirled the pen at his fingertips, then stopped, and didn't know what to say after a while, just said: "...then you all wake up, I will tell you the formula of killing."

One sentence instantly raised everyone's spirits, and even Shen Qingyun came over with a stool: "I'll wait for you brother! Although I have already signed the university and went directly to another admission process, but I used to specialize in the college entrance examination. You Is there any trick to kill?"

"Super outline content." Gu Fangwei's voice is very lazy, "The scope of application is to choose filling in the blanks and finale calculations, and the main application scope is mathematics and physics. For ordinary students, there is no need to spend this time and effort, but you are all young. It shouldn't be difficult for the best students of Mo Qi Middle School to understand."

"Sequential characteristic root formula, implicit function derivation, Gaussian function, polynomial removal... I think you have already talked about some of them in the improvement class, and you can understand how to do it directly on the example. Use the ordinary high school method to write the process, use these formulas to calculate As a result, the efficiency can be improved a lot," Gu Fangwei said.

Everyone listened attentively and took notes.

Gu Fangwei's lecture topics are very stable. He can always find the most representative examples and use the most brief and fast language to make them understand.Because he doesn't have to take care of many people who can't keep up, his narration jumps a lot, but he doesn't skip the key logic. Everyone's brains are running at high speed and they are fully focused.

Shen Qingyun raised his hand.

Gu Fangwei glared at him with beautiful peach blossom eyes: "What are you doing?"

Shen Qingyun: "You said this, and I suddenly thought of one. The content that is only covered in many chemistry competitions is actually very convenient for high school chemistry, such as organic synthesis design questions."

"Then you will talk about it later." Gu Fangwei said lazily again, "You are in chemistry, and you have just released your competition results, so you will be responsible for the question types that may be used in this year's chemistry competition. Can it work?"

Shen Qingyun scratched his head: "I'll give it a try."

"If you can, you can, and if you can't, you can't. To find the prototype questions, you must first have eyesight, second, associative thinking, and third, you must take the perspective of the questioner, and don't waste other people's time." Gu Fangwei said.

Shen Qingyun: "..."

He secretly wrote a note and stuffed it to Yi Qingyang who was at the side: "I always feel that this fairy man seems to have something against me, doesn't he?"

Yi Qingyang was hard at work memorizing knowledge points, and looked up blankly after reading the note: "Ah? Is there any?"

Gu Fangwei spent an hour sorting out all the formulas for the crash test skills for them, and then threw the pen on the table: "I am still looking for the original question, and it is not convenient to search on the mobile phone. I will go back to the wall and use the computer to help." You search and select, and then print it out for you to write."

Yi Qingyang looked at him with nothing but admiration: "Brother, you are so strong that you have arranged everything for us?"

"It's easy." Gu Fangwei looked at the time, stood up and stretched.

It's already 02:30 in the morning.

Lu Xingyin listened quietly, wrote notes quietly, did not say anything after writing, just stood up silently, found an unused cup to wash, then went to the balcony to shower the thermos, poured a cup of hot water, Find another jasmine tea bag and throw it in.

This tea bag was one he asked Xie Tian to ask a question, and Xie Tian slipped it to him, and he kept it as a treasure.

"Brother, drink water." He handed the cup to Gu Fangwei.

Gu Fangwei took the mug that was hot and fragrant, and felt a little hot - not just literally hot.

Yi Qingyang and Huang Feijian looked anxiously at the side: "Xiaolu, do you still have any more? We also want to drink jasmine tea."

Lu Xingyin smiled, and looked at Gu Fangwei gently and quietly: "No more, only this bag."

Gu Fangwei felt that this cup of tea was hotter.

This cup of tea contained his younger brother's affection for him—even if he didn't intend to accept his true intentions, but if he refused a cup of tea, my younger brother... would probably be sad.

He still remembered the scene when Lu Xingyin nested in his giant cat's nest, with his arms covering his eyes, the corners of the well-behaved and gentle boy's eyes were slightly red, with traces of moisture.That was the first and only time he saw Lu Xing crying.

Originally, he could go back now, but Gu Fangwei sat patiently for another 10 minutes, and abruptly downed a whole cup of jasmine tea.

After drinking it, he felt a little floaty—this ordinary tea with added flavor gave him an effect similar to drunk tea, so he calmed down and told them: "Then I'll go back first, and I'll be back in the morning."

He climbed down the balcony again.

Lu Xingyin followed him to the balcony, looked down at him with his head down, his lips moved, as if he wanted to speak, but he didn't say it in the end.

From Gu Fangwei's perspective, he could see Xiaotuanzi's furry head sticking out, with the starry sky of winter night behind him.

He landed steadily, intending to look up with peach blossom eyes and wave to him according to his previous temperament, but he hesitated—but before he had time to look back, the boy above had already moved ahead of him. Step by step laughed, eyes sparkling, and waved at him again.

Suddenly, he shrank back and disappeared.

Gu Fangwei went back and stayed overnight.

The little robot has been idle by him for two days, and he forgot to charge the battery. This round little zombie is wriggling around, trying to use his last energy to get his attention: "Hello, hello, I'm about to run out of battery. , detected your status as: low battery, unable to detect, I can sing a song for you."

Gu Fangwei reached out and turned off its power.The printer at home hummed, spewing out slightly hot, ink-smelling paper.

Recent college entrance examination academic journals, competition test questions, famous teachers' journals, and the specialization direction of the quality inspection team in previous years... Gu Fangwei has his own information retrieval framework, and quickly selects the required information and topics.In the years of exam games, he has become familiar with such things.

Even though this kind of behavior has not happened for two full years, this exciting and tense silent game can still bring him back to the years of pure naivety and burning passion, which is better than countless times facing the dusk and testing the system alone. day and night.

He didn't realize that it was an addiction, he didn't feel sleepy, and even if it wasn't his own problem, it wasn't difficult for him anymore—it was just a monthly exam at the quality level.

But he was still excited.

Gu Fang tidied up everything for eight o'clock in the morning, and went back with a few stacks of test papers. As soon as he entered the door, Yi Qingyang and Huang Feijian smiled at him: "The car overturned."

He glanced at the dormitory, but did not see Lu Xingyin, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Fortunately, you left early. At 05:30 this morning, I don't know why the grade director suddenly got nervous and came to inspect the dormitory discipline of the whole grade. As soon as he went upstairs on the third floor, he saw our lights and arrested us all. Hahahaha." Huang Feijian smiled happily, as if he was not arrested but someone else, "Xiaolu went to buy breakfast, and Shen Qingyun also went, he is not afraid of Lao Chen's protection, but today's recess practice, we are afraid To be notified and criticized."

"Shen Ke wasn't arrested because he used a mobile phone. But my mobile phone was confiscated..." Yi Qingyang sighed.Huang Feijian comforted him: "It's going to be sent again on the weekend, and Lao Li won't smash your phone. Be careful, at least we can skip class now!"

The time for inter-class exercises is [-]:[-], and the second grade group has changed from doing exercises to running.

Although they were not very willing, these children were still unable to resist, and were carried away by the grade group to the flower bed in the largest square.They are visible to all grades arrayed around the flower beds.

"Criticize a few people today and disturb the dormitory discipline! Yi Qingyang and Huang Feijian from Class 27, Grade [-], and Lu Xingyin, Class [-], Grade [-]. Not only did they bring irrelevant people into the school, but they also turned on the lights all night!"

There was a lot of discussion below.

Gu Fangwei stood in the formation of class 27. Class 27 and Class 1 are head to tail, they can look directly at the flower bed, and when they raise their eyes, they can see Yi Qingyang and his group standing on it, all of them with disheveled brows—it should be said that only Lu Xingyin hangs down. Look, very embarrassed.

Yi Qingyang and Huang Feijian had a calm demeanor.

"Class 27 and Class [-]? They're both in the top grade, what are they doing? Playing cards?" The students below were discussing.

The grade director was expressionless, "The key is what are these students doing all night? Studying!"

"Fuck!" Chen Yuanyuan was holding a water glass and was drinking water, and choked with laughter, "I believe it! It's really something that a primary school bully can do!"

The whole grade was also full of laughter.

The students of the Yingcai airborne class who were enjoying the shade under the tree next to them also found it funny: "Is there a mistake?"

The airborne students from Class 1 happened to be close by, and their conversation could be heard clearly: "Is it because you are worried that the monthly exam will be crushed by us too much, so you study so hard? It's really hard work... Hahahahaha."

"Yeah, to be honest, if you want to fight hard, it depends on the timing. How far is their teaching progress? Our high school general review has started for two months. Can this be compared?"

……

After the run was over, the grade director released the guys who had been reported and criticized.

However, as Huang Feijian said, after being arrested, they skipped classes even more openly—today, the whole grade finally entered the monthly exam preparation period. They were reviewing in the classroom, and skipping class to go to the Luxingyin dormitory was also reviewing. , the head teacher couldn't help laughing, and turned a blind eye to it.

Gu Fangwei and Shen Ke went to meet them.

People around were watching them, and occasionally someone they knew would come over and make fun of them.

Huang Feijian and Yi Qingyang had a calm demeanor, but Lu Xingyin walked silently all the way and still didn't speak.

Although this little guy has a wild way, but in these aspects, he still seems to have some cognitive commonalities of traditional good students-for example, if he goes to an Internet cafe and is arrested and sent to the police station, that is a big deal, and another example is being caught like a chicken cub. It is also very embarrassing and shameful to go to the whole grade to report criticism.

So like a round and white steamed stuffed bun, it doesn't talk when it's rolled up.

As Gu Fangwei thought about it, he felt that this metaphor was very vivid. It vividly described Lu Xingyin's white, shy, and steaming appearance. When he opened his eyes, he couldn't help but a smile appeared on his lips.