The whole world thinks I'm a scumbag

He just woke up, his eyes were foggy, and after seeing Gu Fangwei, his brain seemed to shut down for two or three seconds.

Gu Fangwei saw his own shadow in his eyes, and suddenly remembered that Qu Jiao had talked with the girls in front of him one day, discussing everything from eyeliner to eye shape: "Like Xiaohua, they have peach blossom eyes, with affectionate eyebrows, just look at him His eyes will feel like he is smiling all the time, and there are deer eyes, that is, the eyeballs are very black, but the eyes are very clear when you look at them. This kind of eyes are very beautiful if you draw them a little..."

Lu Xingyin is the little deer's eyes, every time the fundus of the eyes is clear and bright, it can shine light and shadow.

"The teacher said you were sick, I..." Gu Fangwei turned a corner when he got to the point of his mouth, stared at him calmly, and changed a slightly alienated and reasonable reason, "Grandpa heard about calling Come here, let me take a look at you. You didn’t wake up at noon, and a group of your friends said that you didn’t eat anything, so I’ll bring some over.”

Lu Xingyin came back to his senses, raised his eyes again, and looked at him with some joy: "Oh. I'm not sick, I just found a reason to ask for leave. Then brother, come in first. I'll go out and pour some water, and I'll be back later .”

Gu Fangwei walked into the dormitory, and the boy in plush pajamas disappeared behind him.

The dormitory was cleaned up a little bit, mainly the lunch boxes and snack garbage were cleared out, and the paper test papers on the floor were also sorted and organized, and they were clamped with clips and placed on the study table propped up in the middle.

There was movement in the bathroom, and after a while, a boy shivering from the cold jumped out screaming: "Little brother! Your Qingmo hardware is not bad, why don't you have hot water all day long! I'm so cold! Sleepy people are so cold!" so cold!"

This boy is the panda eye who opened the door for him at noon, he is very strange, not from their school.He is very handsome, and Gu Fangwei vaguely recalled that Yi Qingyang and Huang Feijian mentioned it when they tried to lure him into the group. This person was sent by Chen Chong. He is a third-year student of Fanxing Middle School. Almost a year is left to play freely.

Shen Qingyun came out wrapped in a thin bath towel, and suddenly saw a delicate and beautiful boy standing in the middle of the dormitory, he was startled, and quickly hid: "No, who are you looking for, oh, have you been here at noon, Deer Xing Yin?"

He was obviously impressed by Gu Fangwei's beauty.

The young man's light voice came from behind: "Is there no hot water? It seems that the hot water is provided after eight o'clock in the evening. Senior, I will go to the corridor to turn on the water for you. You can take a bath and sleep for a while."

Gu Fangwei turned around.

Lu Xingyin came back with his whale water glass in his hands, and he was looking inside while tilting his head around Gu Fangwei's line of sight.

"No need, ah, grass, I'm freezing to death—" Shen Qingyun jumped all the way from the balcony into the dormitory, and finally threw himself on the bed, and the narrow double bed in the dormitory was crumbling.

He wrapped himself tightly in the quilt, exposing his two relatively strong arms, and let out a long sigh of relief: "A real man should take a cold shower in winter."

Gu Fangwei frowned, his beautiful eyes narrowed, and his eyes fell on his bare shoulders: "You don't have pajamas?"

"Real men don't need pajamas, they only need a pair of pants!" Shen Qingyun responded calmly.

Gu Fangwei glanced at Lu Xingyin, then at the naked man in front of him who was still holding a pipa half-hidden under the quilt, and was speechless for a while.

Lu Xingyin quickly changed the topic: "Brother, do you want water? It's hot."

Gu Fangwei put the things in his hand beside his table: "Don't drink, you eat something, go out with me for a while after eating, I have something to tell you."

Lu Xingyin looked at him again with his dark eyes: "Then, how long do we have to talk?"

He then counted the questions he had printed out, and said in a low voice, "I still have a lot of sample questions to write, Yi Qingyang and the others will come over later, I have to tell them the circled questions."

Gu Fangwei paused, "Two 10 minutes."

Lu Xingyin whispered again: "Can you compress it to 15 minutes?"

Gu Fangwei: "..."

Shen Qingyun was listening, and pointed out calmly: "One eats, the other talks, the time is arranged, so it's settled? You two are not in love, little brother, you have to remember our current task! The countdown is three days Mid night!"

"Okay." Lu Xingyin rolled his eyes.

He quickly found his sweet and spicy shrimp rice balls from the two big bags that Gu Fangwei brought, and stood up holding his whale water glass: "Brother, let's go out."

As soon as he went out, he tilted his head and asked him: "I can't eat what you brought me, can you share some with them?"

Gu Fangwei said patiently, "Yes."

Lu Xingyin then retreated back, brought a bunch of food to Shen Qingyun, and then walked to the balcony at the end of the stairs with Gu Fangwei.

His expression was as usual, obedient and open-minded, Gu Fangwei walked beside him, his drooping eyebrows were dark, and his usually amorous and watery eyes were a little more serious and alienated, because he was beautiful, and when he was not smiling, he would be It looks a bit cool.

It was his expression when he saw him after waiting all night in the winter wind at the school gate, his lips pursed, as if he was thinking about a very serious matter.

It was windy and cold on the roof, and many people came here to dry the quilts, which smelled of detergent and grass.

Lu Xingyin took out the rice balls, opened his eyes and looked at Gu Fangwei while eating.

Gu Fangwei considered it for a while: "My brother told you to come out, but I still want to tell you about your...uh, sexual orientation. When I was waiting for you at the school gate that day, I thought about it for a long time and also checked some information."

Lu Xingyin carefully looked at the rice ball in his hand, picked up a rice ball with a shrimp ball that was about to fall, and responded with "Mmmm", looking very obedient.

"My brother is not, and my brother does not discriminate. You are still young. If you are sure and affirmed your orientation, it is also a good thing. You don't have to worry too much about it, and you don't have to feel... er, different from other people. A lot People can't gain a sense of identity in the community, feel that they are different, and it will put pressure on themselves, you don't need to be like this."

Gu Fangwei's expression seemed to be thinking and collecting what he had seen and heard, "In the case of my brother beating someone before, it was true that the opponent chased too much and went too far. It was not aimed at this group. My brother will not How do I treat you because of this, understand?"

Lu Xingyin had already eaten half of the rice ball: "Yes."

"Because you are still young, protect yourself before you realize that you are responsible for your own choices." Gu Fangwei narrowed his peach blossom eyes, and said in a cautious tone, "Don't touch those apps, dating forum software, etc. Be realistic. If you meet someone you like, you can try it, but strangers on the Internet are risky and weird..."

Lu Xingyin ate the whole rice ball, folded the plastic paper inwards, pinched it in the palm of his hand and threw it into the trash can at the door.

Gu Fangwei was talking to him, and he had already thought about the answer to the question a few years ago.But he listened carefully, imagining how Gu Fang would do the homework for this steel straight man—these domestic forums or software would have a whole set of extremely strict registration procedures, and sometimes as long as newcomers join, they will be molested by a large group of people Booing, just come up directly and send a photo to ask if you want to make an appointment.

He doesn't actually use them.

Gu Fangwei usually seems unreliable and unreliable, but he can still do so much with a calm heart.

Lu Xingyin lowered his eyes and smiled softly: "Yes, good. Thank you brother, I know."

Gu Fangwei has nothing to say, what should be said has been said.

He stared at Lu Xingyin, for some reason, something that he had not let go of in his heart seemed to become stronger, and he sighed softly after a while.

Lu Xingyin has already chosen another path: a path that is more exclusive and excludes his elder brother.It's not that he's disobedient, it's just that he can no longer intervene and protect too much from the path he has taken.

And he knows that Lu Xingyin knows this better than him, this is a smart kid.

"Brother is so kind." Lu Xingyin looked at him quietly, "Brother is the best and cutest person I've ever met."

Gu Fangwei: "………………???"

Lu Xingyin smiled, walked back with him, suddenly remembered something, turned his head to look at him, and said softly: "The senior is sent by Mr. Chen, I like him very much, but not the kind of person who likes him. .I...I'm not interested in boys other than my brother, I only like you. So you, don't worry..."

"I'm not worried." Gu Fangwei was so frightened by his few words that he almost took off on the spot, and his quiet expression almost couldn't hold back for a moment, and it took him a long time to calm down, trying to explain, "I'm... it's... ...Let you protect yourself..."

It's too fucking scary.

The younger brother who is usually well-behaved and clever can suddenly come up with a sentence that is aimed directly at him.Lu Xingyin seemed to completely let go of himself. If it was different from before, it would not be such an exaggeration, but if it was the same as before, Gu Fangwei couldn't say it.

The outside became lively, and Yi Qingyang and Huang Feijian rushed up with their schoolbags, interrupting the incomprehensible atmosphere: "Finally class is over! The two of us secretly wrote half a set of math papers during Chinese class. After discussing it, we couldn’t prepare, and made confessions with other people, Teacher Li said that we were called to Teacher Liu’s when he smelled it, and Teacher Liu said that we were called to Teacher Qin’s when he asked, perfect.”

Yi Qingyang was also carrying a bag: "Shen Ke bought it for us, two cans of coffee, one barrel of instant noodles and two boxes of biscuits per person, a rich lady's favorite!"

A group of people rushed in laughing and laughing, probably seeing two huge plastic bags on Lu Xingyin's table, and collectively said "wow": "Awesome! Who bought this?"

Shen Qingyun's voice: "Young junior brother, that pretty brother bought it."

"Wow--"

"Brother is so kind! Brother Gu still needs a younger brother!" Huang Feijian quickly hugged his thigh, "Brother Gu has decided to join the gang?"

After several contacts, Gu Fangwei was barely familiar with this group of people. He subconsciously looked at Lu Xingyin, but Lu Xingyin didn't look at him. He leaned over to look at the bag Yi Qingyang handed him Opening the test paper, discussing the solution softly.

He said lightly: "No, I thought he was sick, so I gave him something to eat."

Lu Xingyin and Yi Qingyang walked in together, Yi Qingyang held the test paper in one hand, hooked Lu Xingyin's shoulder with the other, and studied head to head, "Look, the usage you summed up before didn't work on this topic , In the final analysis, it is still an innovative question type, and the way of questioning is very changeable, and there are many test points that an experimental design focuses on."

During this period of time, they were doing the original questions of the quality inspection in the past few years, and at the same time doing the similar question types that Lu Xingyin, Shen Qingyun, and Shen Ke found, trying to improve their proficiency in the questions.

They have almost understood comprehensive questions such as "Analysis of the Forced State of Mercury in a Rotating Glass Rod at a Temperature of X°C" and "Calculation of Emitted Electron Orbits and Energy in Cyclic Bands", but the open questions are quite varied. The rules summarized before are not applicable, and new questions can always be found.

"Gu Fangwei, do you have time to look at this question?" Yi Qingyang soon discovered that there was a living god of learning here, and came over to ask sincerely, "Do you think there are any skills for this kind of question? We do it all I can do it, but it takes time every time. To beat Yingcai, you must outperform them in the efficiency of difficult problems and the time to solve them. Lu Xingyin searched for two days and found all seven routines. We're still trying."

Shen Qingyun wanted to sleep next to him, his voice was confused: "Who is he? Is he very powerful?"

Yi Qingyang turned around and whispered, "Super—awesome!"

"I don't believe it. If he is really good, I haven't seen him helping my junior." Shen Qingyun yawned.

Gu Fangwei didn't know why, but he just looked at Shen Qingyun's displeasure, he smiled coldly, and there was a bit of hostility in Taohua's eyes: "It's true, after all, I never meddle in my own business."

A group of people hurried over.

Lu Xingyin was tearing apart another rice ball to eat, but Huang Feijian also brought it over: "Go and show your brother a cuteness, hurry up and coax him."

Lu Xingyin whispered: "No. He has a bad relationship with me."

Huang Feijian hammered him: "He's your brother, he dotes on you so much, I believe in your evil."

Lu Xingyin still leaned over, with black shattered hair, snow-white neck, wearing plush pajamas, the whole person was a little fluffy ball.With an innocent and innocent appearance, and an appearance of thirst for knowledge, he mixed among them, as if he really had a magnanimous heart.

It doesn't look like he was still enthusiastically confessing his love a few minutes ago.

Gu Fangwei remained silent.

He flicked the test paper with his fingertips, read it word by word, and then quickly glanced at their solution methods.

"You have no problem with your solution ideas. When this kind of test paper comes out, I never thought that some students can finish it all, especially the big questions." Gu Fangwei said, "As the second quality test, the question maker also considered the student group. Psychology. Use difficult problems to let students see how much they still lack in ability. It will not return to the original level of the college entrance examination until the third quality inspection. The college entrance examination in S province is the most difficult, and the second quality inspection will only make it more difficult. If you are in a hurry, you will definitely not be able to use conventional solutions."

Shen Qingyun got up from the bed and began to listen attentively.

"If you want to finish everything, you can't use the conventional solution. Choose the quick calculation method of filling in the blanks." Gu Fangwei glanced at them, "Quick calculation, except... Lu Xingyin."

When he mentioned his name, his voice was slightly soft.

"Except for the small calculator." Gu Fangwei said, "Your mental arithmetic ability should not have reached the level of quick calculation, so the only thing you can master is the higher-level spike formula. Choose to fill in the blanks and use university content to solve."

"And the big questions are not easy to solve with super-level knowledge-although you get full points for being right, you get no points for being wrong. From the perspective of the game, it is not suitable. Especially if you don't have much time left, if you use high-level Knowledge, it takes extra time, it’s not worth it.”

Yi Qingyang and Huang Feijian looked at each other in blank dismay: "Then what should we do?"

"There is a way. Find the original question." Gu Fangwei said.

"Looking for the original questions?" Huang Feijian looked at him incredulously, "This is a unified examination paper for the whole province, and the specifications are the same as the college entrance examination. Where can you find the original questions?"

Gu Fangwei asked leisurely: "Then where do you think those famous teachers of the college entrance examination bet on the original question, excluding the incident of leaking the question?"

Huang Feijian was speechless.

He and Yi Qingyang looked at each other again, and found that they had never thought about this question.

"Journals and periodicals, the latest achievements in scientific research, literature and history, competition topics, the research direction and works of the teachers in the proposition group in the past years." Gu Fangwei said, "This is only the school's monthly exam, and the quality of the test questions will be simulated and tested by our school grade group. Questions. If someone from Yingcai Middle School comes to take the exam, first exclude the original questions from previous years’ quality inspections—they have already done these test papers, and the teachers in the proposition group, at least the teachers of comprehensive science and mathematics, have always been Chen Chong and Kang Mei. .”

"They are conservatives in reforming the system. They are not in a hurry to promote the reforming system. They even hope that Qingmo can be retained. The scope and depth of Yingcai's training is deeper than ours. In previous years, Yingcai has definitely done the original topic. They will not use this kind of unfavorable The way students in this school propose questions.”

Gu Fangwei said, "It can only be a new question. The source of the new question is most likely in the just-concluded subject competition and college entrance examination journals."

Shen Qingyun was already wrapped in the quilt and ran out of bed, and asked in awe: "This brother is very stable, dare to ask his name?"

Gu Fangwei didn't speak, ignored him, and put the test paper in his hand aside: "You write the current questions first, and leave the betting to me. I never make mistakes in the exam."

"Then this means... agreeing to join the gang?" Huang Feijian asked tentatively.

Gu Fangwei lazily said: "You say so, so be it."

Lu Xingyin was a little surprised, he raised his eyes and looked at him.

Gu Fangwei avoided his sight.

Can't tell why.

It was as if some force was driving him to do so, even though he hadn't figured out the reason yet.

Gu Fangwei was very leisurely, looking up and down with his mobile phone, the screen crackling, and writing with a pencil while drinking milk tea.

He fell asleep after a while.

He put a few test papers under his buttocks, sat cross-legged on the spot, occupying the core position of their study table, leaned steadily against the side of Lu Xingyin's bed with his head tilted, and took a nap with his eyes closed.

"Is this person reliable..." Shen Qingyun asked secretly again, "Why did he still fall asleep?"

"Very reliable, very reliable, every time I take the test, I can accurately test the 650 gods." Yi Qingyang whispered.

Huang Feijian yawned: "I want to take a nap too, Deer, can you lend me your bed to lie down on? Call me in half an hour. I'm also writing questions during my lunch break. I'm dizzy right now, and drinking coffee won't help."

Lu Xingyin said softly: "Go to sleep."

Yi Qingyang also came over: "I'll squeeze with you, I'm sleepy too. Xiaolu remember to call us later."

"it is good."

Lu Xingyin didn't sit on that low study table, he received unanimous preferential treatment from everyone, so he just wrote the test papers on the dormitory table.

Gu Fangwei was actually a light sleeper.When he was working on the HMI system, he was used to this kind of work and rest. He stayed up for a while and slept for a while. Over time, he had some problems with his sleep, and he always slept poorly.

Also dreamy.

While he was clearly aware of where he was, he vaguely saw Lu Xingyin sitting at the table with his back facing him, writing the test papers, and also saw Lu Xingyin lightly turn off the lights in the dormitory after realizing that everyone was resting, surrounded by Darkness.Only the small desk lamp in front of the desk is on steadily and constantly, warm and peaceful.

On the other hand, he was dreaming again, and the thin and well-behaved young man in front of him seemed to cross time and become another imprint on his heart.

A dark dream.

"You are so amazing... It turns out that there are still so many ways to study in the exam."

"My name is Fang Qinghua, and I come from a small town."

"It's not very powerful... It's just that people like me can only work hard. Unlike you."

"Gu Fangwei, please, you are so good, you must not be short of No.1 this time, but I have to take the No.1 exam, otherwise my parents will beat me to death, can you let me, please You, although you told me about the exam skills, but can you let me..."

"You can obviously help me, or did you refuse to help me because you knew that someone was manipulating the score in this competition?" The handsome young man smiled bitterly, "I regard you as a friend, how is it possible? You are so rich , I still believe you, your previous grades are all based on black box operations, right?"

The scene changed, this time he no longer dreamed of the dead, he only dreamed of a couple with blurred faces.

"Fang Wei, you never let us worry about you since you were young, but what happened to you this time? Didn't you just die? Is this matter related to our family? It's not us who manipulated the score! "A woman's voice, "Is this worth giving up your great future and running back to China? Huh?"

He didn't answer, but asked steadily, "How many of my grades, this time's grades, and previous grades are true?"

The majestic voice of the man: "It's all true, are you satisfied? Put away your useless kindness and enthusiasm, the society is sinister, do you think it's unfair? You have so many full marks and so many gold medal patents, think about it, if you don't Born in this family, how much can you get? Your current achievements, so many laboratories, one-on-one professor guidance, academic contacts, which one is not piled up with money?"

"It seems to be our fault, too spoiled you, so that you are so naive."

……

This long nightmare never left him for a moment. In the dream, he saw the eyes of the dead again, so clear and beautiful, full of divinity and isolation.

Since then, he has lost all the ability to take the exam normally. In the eyes of others, he is "taking the exam casually" with contempt and unruly, but he will inevitably give up the reference of a subject, and will never be able to participate in the general exam.

Since then, I have been unable to stand in front of others, unable to return to the childish and passionate game of competition that Zeng Jin loved, and unable to regain everything unique to teenagers.

Someone sat down beside him, and Gu Fang was drenched in cold sweat, waking up from the nightmare.

The bitter medicinal fragrance diffuses in the darkness, bringing temporary peace of mind.

Gu Fangwei's beautiful eyes were filled with the aftertaste of a nightmare, and the palpitations slowly disappeared, and then were slowly covered up and covered by indifference.

Lu Xingyin didn't pay attention to his expression, this little guy just ran over in the dark and sat down gently beside him.

The distance is very cautious, sitting side by side, not leaning over, but the clothes are close to each other, and the body temperature is the same.

Pale and thin fingertips stuffed a piece of chocolate: "There are only two."

It was the chocolates he bought for him, a box of twelve, because they were delicious and outrageously expensive, these youngsters snatched many of them like hungry tigers.

"Brother, are you awake?" Lu Xingyin whispered to him as if doing something bad, "I'll give it all to you."