HP Paranoia and Antisocial

"Mr Snape, you have a very clear understanding of your situation.

"If that memory, which is diametrically opposed to the reality, makes you feel painful and tormented, then you should take a good look at your relatives and friends who are living happily now.

"It's in their company that you feel what's real and you free yourself from this pain."

"Human memory is a very magical existence, and the brain sometimes deceives itself. But your situation is different from those who are deep in fantasy and can't tell the truth from the fake. You are very aware of the world you exist in, and everything is peaceful Good, then maybe no medical assistance is needed.

"What you have to do is open up and accept yourself.

"Mr. Snape, from your narrative, I found that what troubled you was not only about that imaginary memory, but also some misfortunes you encountered when you were a child, which made you unable to accept yourself deep in your heart. You resisted that The incompetent you in this memory, you can’t prevent any tragedy from happening, so you can’t help but think of the past, thus resisting to accept the present you. You don’t think you should have the happiness in front of you, and you don’t think you are excellent, So you will feel unable to face those who love you.

"But Mr. Snape, you are really an excellent man. You have a handsome appearance, a young and healthy body, and when you first walked into my room, I was fascinated by the elegance you displayed You can deal with the misfortune that happened to you so rationally, and you can frankly admit that you have a psychological obstacle, which is something that not many people can do.

"Mr. Snape, you have a mother who loves you, and she is sitting on a chair outside the door waiting for you; you also have someone who likes each other, if you are worried that he will turn bad, then you can guide him carefully, you The relationship between the two can also be maintained. You are not alone in the world. You are not bad at all."

The psychiatrist's words were still in his ears, and Severus followed behind Irene. Although his eyes were still a little dazed, he already understood what he was worried about.

"Severus, how do you feel? After chatting with that female doctor, is it better?" Irene also consulted her boss before she knew the doctor's contact information.

"I'm fine." Severus replied, then suddenly asked, "Mam, how did you feel when you heard the news of his death?"

When he heard the news of Tobias Snape's death from Irene, Severus acted as if he didn't feel anything, and now that he came to his senses, he still didn't feel sad about his death.

"What does it feel like...it's a little unreal..." Irene didn't see Tobia's death. The police determined that Tobia died of alcohol poisoning and fell down the stairs, resulting in excessive blood loss. There is no possibility of homicide. , directly sent to the crematorium to burn ashes, "I thought that after our divorce, he would be happier and cheer up."

Tobias blamed all his misfortunes on the fact that he married a witch and had a son who was also a monster wizard.But even when they left him, he didn't live like a human being.

But after dealing with the funeral until now, Irene has not felt a trace of sadness, and it seems that she has really bid farewell to the past.

"It's a bit unreal..." For Severus, the painful and dark memory was more real than the happy and happy world in front of him, but he was unwilling to admit that this world was fake.Erin and the others are alive, and he doesn't need to worry that they will disappear in the next moment.

It's not that he's caught in a fantasy, it's all real.If that was really his last life, then why is the happiness in this life unacceptable?

"Severus, it's all over." Irene said with some emotion.

Once Tobia Snape was the shadow in their lives, and Irene was even trapped in that poor and humble life, almost breaking her own back.But after walking out of that cage, the world is still so vast.

Della let her know that the world is not all that bad.

And now, she knows the world is not so bad.

Hearing Irene's emotional words, Severus was a little dazed.Those painful memories are gone...

The hand unconsciously touched his neck, where there was still a dull pain, and Nagini's fangs almost bit through his neck. Although it was much better, it also hurt the vocal cords, and now he can't speak like before.Although he will gradually get better as the potion takes effect, the feeling of coldness and suffocation caused by the blood being drained still reverberates in his heart at this moment.

"Severus, does your neck hurt?" Irene didn't know what kind of injury Severus had on his neck, so she spoke hoarsely.

Severus shook his head: "There's no pain anymore, it's almost better."

They walked more and more slowly, passing a park.

Very familiar park.

Severus looked at it, and it was nothing like he remembered.It is no longer the old abandoned park. Its shrubs and lawns have been well trimmed, and there are colorful flowers in the flower beds. The huge oak tree is still on the hillside, and the sparkling light of the small river is reflected on the green plants. Call them verdant.

"Severus?" Irene stepped out a little, but suddenly realized that Severus hadn't followed, and backed away.

Irene knew this small park, Severus used to like to come here, it was remote and quiet, it was convenient for him to read a book here and kill time.

"I heard that a real estate agent bought the surrounding land to build a high-end residential area, so the joint government rebuilt the park."

Hearing Irene's voice, Severus walked towards the oak tree.

Lily appeared twice in front of his eyes, that red-haired little girl with a flower blooming in her hand.Her joy was tinged with sunshine, and then he found her, a little witch, one of his kind.

Lily seemed to be still standing under the tree, and Severus reached out his hand towards "her", and the oak leaves danced with his magic again.

Irene watched her child use magic. The dreamlike scene in front of her made her see Tobia in her youth in a trance. He was also standing in the sun. The warm wind ruffled his hair. With a smile, the horns of the white shirt fluttered, looking very energetic.

Looking at his shadow, Irene smiled slightly, as if saying goodbye to her former self.

Eventually, the leaves returned to their branches.

Severus turned to Eileen.

It's passed.

Lily is married to James Potter, no one has defied the Dark Lord three times, and without that silly prophecy, she'd be fine living, with her husband, her kids, all the people she loves go down.

Dumbledore is still alive, and so is Gellert Grindelwald, who is inextricably linked to him, and no matter how long it takes them to grind each other, they can still live, and there is still time for them to live. They try more possibilities.

The Princes and Irene are also alive, they are still reconciled, and none of them will leave him without him knowing.

Also, Nagini, who took care of him as a baby, and went out of her way to keep him company and amuse him during school days.When Irene was not around, it was Nagini who acted as the mother and gave him almost all the love.Now, with his efforts, Nagini also got rid of the blood curse and turned back into a witch.He hasn't even looked at her yet.

and wadmont...

Severus thought of Wardmont, his wrist with the brand name "Tom Riddle" was hot, and the next moment, Severus was hugged.

His breath was hot against his ears, and Severus heard him say, "Don't leave me again, Severus."

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I'm a real mother

I didn't feel cruel