We are six and five years

10 What is love?

Zhang Yue is a person with introverted feelings.

How should I put it, everyone has seen her serious and passionate love, and Xu Tian bears the brunt of it, living in Zhang Yue's tenderness all the time.

But every time Zhang Yue gets entangled, he won't tell anyone.No discussion, no sharing, no questioning.Think along your own thinking, think to the end and give yourself a conclusion, do it when you decide, and don't regret it after you finish it.

Steady, accurate, ruthless.

It doesn't look like a woman in love, or in other words, all women in love are like this?

Xu Tian didn't know.

After Xu Tian's sleepless night, Zhang Yue's alienated smile greeted her. She didn't dare to ask any more questions, and just sat and played with her mobile phone. She heard Zhang Yue happily watching dramas, chatting with others on WeChat, listening to songs, and keeping a calm smile. Smile, ignore her.

Xu Tian was determined to cheer up, she thought about it seriously, and then decided to have a talk with Zhang Yue at night.

"Why do you say you're tired?"

"Because I always feel that I have to serve you, it's too tiring."

"...But, but I don't know..."

"Well, you're used to it. I thought I was used to it too, but I'm really tired."

"I can do it!" Xu Tian turned to look at Zhang Yue, "You don't need to wash my clothes, I will wash your clothes, and I can do everything for you. Okay?"

"No, it's not that simple." Zhang Yue hesitated to speak, and turned around.

"Okay, let me think about it again, you go to sleep." Xu Tian didn't say much, but lay down slowly by himself.

"How long have you not slept?" Zhang Yue suddenly asked after a while of silence.

"Me? It hasn't been long." Xu Tian whispered. "I'm fine and I'm not sleepy. I won't disturb your sleep."

Zhang Yue lost his voice, but he didn't fall asleep for a long time.

Xu Tian didn't dare to move, so he had to stand upright.

"Come on, let me hug you and sleep for a while, you will get sick if you endure like this." Zhang Yue turned around and hugged Xu Tian.

"I... I'm really not sleepy..." Xu Tian panicked, he didn't know what to do, he was attracted by Zhang Yue's body fragrance, he didn't want to struggle, and he didn't dare to sleep.

——"You are really a body cleanliness freak," Lu Han and Xu Tian were chatting on the phone, Xu Tianzheng said that she didn't like anyone to touch her, and also emphasized her family including her mother and younger brother.But only Zhang Yue couldn't extricate himself.Lu Han concluded, "The body is the most honest. No matter what you find fault with, what you think in your heart, or how pessimistic you are about the future, as long as your body still likes her, you are loving her. Sometimes the body is more honest than the heart. "

——"Well, it actually developed to the point where she will recover overnight after being sick," Xu Tian smiled, "But I am consistent in body and mind. I may not be doing well, I may not be mature enough, but I love her. Until now, I dare to pat my chest and say that no one loves her more than me except her parents."

Many friends who knew Xu Tian said that she felt that she was unusually mature, that she could even hide her childishness from her parents, but she showed Zhang Yue her childishness and sensitivity.It might be sweet at the beginning, but over time it became a burden for Zhang Yue. She felt like a mother who always had to take care of her children's little emotions, but couldn't enjoy the joy of being in love.

Although Xu Tian succeeded in recovering this time, he still lost to his childish reality.

Xu Tian went to Zhang Yue's house and spent four days asking her to give her a chance to correct her mistakes and pursue her again. On that day, Xu Tian, ​​who had lost weight, finally slept peacefully for the night.

After school started, Zhang Yue carefully packed up all Xu Tian's things in his dormitory, put them into boxes and returned them to Xu Tian.

Xu Tian was not discouraged, she knew that she had a chance, but she was really afraid in her heart.

In the morning, whether there is class or not, she wakes up on time at 6 o'clock. The stress response of her body is really terrible. She is not hungry and sleeps very little, but she has the energy to think about her every day.

I searched all the delicious breakfast shops in Harbin, got on the first bus early, packed and bought it, and sent it to Zhang Yue in the bag upstairs.Xu Tian will attach a small heart-shaped card with a paper clip.

Later, later...

When Zhang Yue said that sentence, let me think about when to invite you dormitory people to dinner.The big stone in Xu Tian's heart finally fell to the ground, because the tradition of the two dormitories is that the partner should have dinner with the people in the dormitory.

At that time, Zhang Yue was not as restrained as he was later, because the other seven people in the dormitory knew the fact of Zhang Yue’s relationship, and Xu Tian also had a good relationship with them. After the reconciliation, Zhang Yue’s roommate told Xu Tian in private Although Zhang Yue cruelly sent away all Xu Tian's things, as long as there is the sound of someone walking in the quiet dormitory corridor, Zhang Yue will look up with anticipation, and he will know that it is not Xu Tian, ​​and will continue to play with his phone in frustration .

Zhang Yue, do you miss her now?

Xu Tian knew that no matter whether Zhang Yue was thinking about her or not, he would not tell her. This is her style, never backing down, never looking back.