Girlfriend addicted to unrequited love (gl)

After that, just as he said that night, he really stayed with me almost every day and stayed with me until the end of the night self-study.

He still rides his bicycle home with me every day, which is different from the previous tryst in the community classroom, only the place where he stayed has become a self-study classroom.

The self-study classroom is on the first floor, separated from the square where the flag team practiced by a corridor.

Occasionally, Su Xiangkai can be seen holding his chin, holding a pen, and looking at the back of the flag team practicing.

Thinking of the news I heard from Chen An this morning, I feel inexplicably uncomfortable.

Even though there was only less than a week left before the exam, my heart was weighed down by guilt, and I couldn't concentrate on the handouts in front of me, and I couldn't take my eyes off his face looking out the window.

"I heard that the club's instructor invited you back to compete in an important competition."

Su Xiangkai scratched his head with a pen: "Ah, so you know Manman. That's right---"

"Why did you refuse?"

"Didn't I say that it's more important to be with you than other things, so let's talk about the competition or something later, after all, I'm not a member of the club anymore."

The bright red flags in the square outside the window were waving in the hands of the students. I put down the highlighter in my hand and looked at him: "If there is no next time, what should I do?"

"It's okay, don't think too much, there must be a chance."

Su Xiangkai comforted me with a hearty smile, but I could see from his eyes that he actually understood it in his heart.

Already, there will be no next time.

The temperature seems to be getting colder.I definitely feel this when I'm holding a bike.

I haven't checked the weather forecast for a long time. Is there a cold snap?This weather is more prone to colds than usual.

"By the way, Manman, can you meet a friend with me the day after tomorrow?"

"the day after tomorrow?"

I looked at Su Xiangkai in some confusion, and he also took his car.

The day after tomorrow, less than a week before the test, that is the first three days of the test, going to see friends?

"You really have leisure time, have you fully prepared for the exam?"

I said to Su Xiangkai in a joking tone, I wanted to bring this topic up.

"I know the day after tomorrow is very close to the exam, but they are really important friends. They only said that it will be in January, but I didn't expect it to be before the exam. I agreed, so I said---"

Listening to his words, I suppressed my anger and patiently listened to him continue.

"---So, please, just have dinner, it won't take too long of your time, I'm really sorry, I shouldn't have promised others hastily, but, just this time, just Just like I stayed with you for evening self-study, please also accompany me this time, okay?"

In fact, it can be seen that Su Xiangkai feels very sorry, and I also know his personality very well, he values ​​friends and trust, and once he promises something, he will complete it even if his head is broken.

but.

The bright red flag of the flag team floated in front of my eyes, and finally turned into an equally bright red rope, binding me tightly.

I still agreed.

The temperature didn’t rise the next day, but it ushered in a downpour. Su Xiangkai and I shared an umbrella and rushed to the agreed restaurant. As a result, the so-called gathering of important friends was nothing more than a group of men showing off their girlfriends. .

Su Xiangkai didn't join this kind of discussion, he obviously didn't expect that the important thing in his friend's mouth turned out to be such a thing, he desperately tried to comfort me, and kept apologizing to me, I didn't look at him, neither accepted him I don't have the strength to be angry with him.

The rain outside the window is still torrential, and I just feel tired.

Tired, really tired.

I always knew that my health was not good.

Ever since I was a child, during the changing seasons, or whenever I caught a slight cold, I would inevitably get sick a few times, so I always took care of myself carefully and took adequate protection.

But I didn't expect it.

On the night when this farce finally came to an end, in the rain when Su Xiangkai left in a hurry, the heavy rain was accompanied by the wind that came while riding a bicycle, and the coolness that hit my body through the raincoat that was almost useless.

It just happened.

I had a bad cold, and the moment I stepped into the examination room, I was destined to be just one of the people trampled on by others. I took the test with a score that had never been seen on the mock test report card.

I still remember that I was holding the report card, squatting outside the tutor's office and crying heartbreakingly, completely ignoring the eyes of the students around me.

And he, squatting in front of me, cried with me.

He actually did very well in the exam, far exceeding his usual mock exam results, but at this moment, he was crying more miserable than me.

"It's all my fault. It would be fine if I didn't find you that day. If it wasn't for the rain... I would have stayed with you. For you, I don't have to apply for the school. Let's take the finger test together, just Let’s work together like before, this time we will definitely be able to…”

For me, Su Xiangkai gave up the chance to apply for a university, and decided to take the index exam with me.

Obviously he was the indirect cause of all this, but I couldn't blame him for seeing his tears and the decisions he made.

Because, it's like he gave up the flag team and gave up the game.

It's all for me, it's all--

He cried into tears in front of me, and I reached out and hugged him.

Suddenly, there was a feeling in my heart.

It seems that at this moment, the wrong person, the one who is ashamed of the other person, is me.