Girlfriend addicted to unrequited love (gl)

When her lips were about to touch, Jiang Yujie opened her eyes, and Lu Man's figure was reflected in her dark pupils. Those eyes, which could not see any emotion, only contained a deep coldness, which kept spreading ,diffusion.

Infected by those frosty eyes, Lu Man instinctively took a step back and opened the distance between them. In that short moment, she had already understood the meaning in Jiang Yujie's eyes.

That's a warning.

Warn her that once the rules are exceeded, there will be no, law, return, or head relationship.

For no reason, she trembled.

If I lose my status as a 'friend', what is left of me?

No.

Lu Man's legs went limp, and he sat down on the bed in despair.

Looking at Lu Man who was trembling all over, Jiang Yujie's smile was as warm as usual: "Why are you up so late? You have to practice your speech tomorrow. It's better to go to bed early tonight."

Jiang Yujie's tone and expression looked the same as usual, and Lu Man's mind seemed to have been beaten a few times, making him confused.

Did Jiang Yujie not notice that I wanted to kiss her just now?The lips and the lips are already close to that point, can't they be confused at will?Thinking of this, she felt a pang in her heart --- what's more, if the other party really didn't find out, then why did Jiang Yujie show such a cold expression to her just now?

But if Jiang Yujie really noticed it, why would she be able to gossip with herself like this?

What is the answer ---?

"Xiaoman?" Seeing that she was silent, Jiang Yujie called her suspiciously. Lu Man was startled, her body weight leaned back, and she almost fell off the bed.

"I, I'm going to sleep too, thank you, no, good night." Lu Man said incoherently, she pulled up a corner of the quilt, and pulled it to her chin to block her flushed face.

"That's it, An Luo that night. Then, I'm really not used to sleeping in other people's beds. I'd better go to the living room to sleep tonight. I might have to apologize to Jingxuan tomorrow. She gave me the bed in vain."

Jiang Yujie's expression looked really apologetic, while Lu Man sat motionless, but she let out a soft 'ah' in her heart.

So it turns out, Jiang Yujie has already noticed it, it's just because Jiang Yujie is too gentle and too cruel, so--

She didn't say a word to keep Jiang Yujie, but silently watched him walk to the door of the room, and then watched him close the door.

"Jiang Yujie has woken up?" In the early morning of the next day, Cao Jingxuan opened the door connecting the two rooms, glanced at the bed where Lu Man was alone, and quickly realized that something was wrong, "No, she didn't sleep with you last night Why? Why is it only your pillow?"

Lu Man smiled bitterly: "Yu Jie went to sleep in the living room yesterday, because something happened..."

Cao Jingxuan was taken aback, but Lu Man had no intention of explaining.

In the living room, Jiang Yujie had already woken up, wrapped in a thick blanket, and was nestling on the sofa with a bag of potato chips in her arms. She looked at Cao Jingxuan who came out of the room with Lu Man and asked.

"Wow, piggy, what's up with your dark circles?"

"Ah, I played video games with Zhao Wanru all night last night, and now my whole head is like cement, which is very heavy." Cao Jingxuan leaned forward and took the potato chips from Jiang Yujie's arms uninvited. Where did you get the biscuits?"

"Hey, you are really a pig. I just went downstairs to buy this—hey, don't snatch it." Jiang Yujie snatched the potato chips from Cao Jingxuan's hand, ignored Cao Jingxuan who was protesting, and turned to Lu Man, "Xiaoman, do you want to eat?"

"Thank you, thank you." Lu Man reached out to take the potato chips from Jiang Yujie's hand. Jiang Yujie gave her a faint smile, then turned around and continued the silent hand-to-hand combat with Cao Jingxuan.

Lu Man stared blankly at the potato chips in his hand. This routine, which was no different from usual, actually made him feel a little... melancholy.

Maybe Jiang Yujie didn't care at all, or maybe she didn't notice at all.

Anyway, no matter what the answer is, it is an embarrassing and painful person immersed in this inextricable love.

She was the only one from beginning to end.

Accompanied by Zhao Wanru's exclamation that "it doesn't matter if I have snacks", this gloomy Sunday still began.

After finishing the takeaway in the afternoon, Jiang Yujie took Lu Man's speech and seriously corrected Lu Man who was practicing for her.

"I think about it, the problem should be in the eyes. Xiaoman's eyes have been drifting all the time, and he didn't meet my gaze. In the official competition, you must dare to look at the judges to get a high score."

Lu Man lowered his head: "Aren't your eyes matching? I didn't notice it before. Neither Cao Jingxuan nor Zhao Wanru told me about it."

Did she have this problem in the first place, but the other two didn't point it out before?Or is it because the other party is Jiang Yujie that she dare not look at him?She wasn't really sure either.

"Can I practice again? Yu--"

Lu Man stopped in the middle of her sentence, because Jiang Yujie was not listening. She was reading the poem manuscript over and over again, muttering the words in it: "'Dreams that are destined not to belong to me, before I can touch them Withered before it arrives... this doomed dream' this is a sad new poem."

"After all, compared to happy poems, isn't the mood of sadness more likely to resonate? That's why I tried to write such words." Lu Man replied.

"Xiaoman...do you believe in fate?"

"Huh?" Lu Man looked puzzled.

"Because you used 'destiny' many times in your sentence, so I'm a little curious." Jiang Yujie still looked thoughtful, "Don't you think the existence of the word 'destiny' itself is very sad? People Calling something that cannot be reversed no matter how hard you try is fate, for example, love, isn't that the case?"

Lu Man still couldn't understand, Jiang Yujie just smiled: "It's nothing, let's continue practicing."

"Before we start, Jiang Yujie, I have a question to ask you." Lu Man paused for a while before summoning up the courage to continue asking, "Will you come to see me on the day of the game? After the game After the game, no matter what the result is, you, me, and Jing Xuan will all go to have a meal together, and my treat is a thank you to you and her for helping me practice."

"The game will be on the afternoon of October 29th... I will definitely watch your game." Jiang Yujie replied, "As for the treats, there is no need, but we really have to have a good meal after the end as a celebration." , because Xiaoman will definitely win the championship."

"How can there be such a thing, everyone else is very strong."

They spent the weekend in such an atmosphere.

On Monday evening, Jiang Yujie stood alone in the staff locker room of the fast food restaurant, staring at the maple leaf bracelet in her hand in a daze. The bracelet was a gift from Yan Ziqiao on her half-year anniversary, because she used to wear it for a long time , the silver surface has become somewhat dim.

Lu Man is a very good girl, with a gentle and kind personality, and so is Cao Jingxuan. Getting along with them is very comfortable and at ease, as if she can forget all the sorrows and troubles, and escape the darkness of reality for a short time.

But she had to return to reality after all. Whenever she saw the maple leaf bracelet in her pocket, memories would flood in with heart-piercing pain.

After breaking up with Yan Ziqiao, she didn't wear this bracelet anymore, but she still kept it in her pocket and carried it with her everywhere, and whenever she thought of it, she would take it out and play with it, immersing herself in the memories of the past.

Senior sister is the first person who taught her what love is. Ten or 20 years later, will she have a way to fall in love with other people besides senior sister?

She doesn't know.

Jiang Yujie sighed. For her, breaking up with her senior was certainly a very painful thing, but---

The saddest one should be the senior herself, right?She put the bracelet back in her pocket and looked through the transom of the dressing room.

How much Yan Ziqiao trusted herself was that she was willing to entrust such sincere feelings to her without reservation. Her confession would definitely cause her senior sister a second injury, and she clearly knew this.

The reason for confessing to Yan Ziqiao is that she doesn't want to continue to deceive her senior sister, but in fact it is to make her conscience feel better, and she doesn't want to suppress her emotions anymore.

She is the most hypocritical hypocrite, wearing a gentle mask, chooses to be with Yan Ziqiao because of her loneliness, and chooses to confess to Yan Ziqiao because of her own pain.

If I could do it all over again, I--

"Lash, have you changed into your uniform yet?"

A call from her colleague Bo Xue came from outside the door. Jiang Yujie wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, turned the doorknob of the locker room, and tried to smile: "Okay, I'm in charge of the explosives area today, right?"

"Yes, there are more people ordering French fries today than usual." The colleague replied.

Jiang Yujie rubbed her temples to clear her mind, and then put on thick gloves.

It's time to get your life back on track.

She put aside her worries and started busy work.

The head of the store, Chen, carried a large bag of cold chicken drumsticks. At nearly nine o'clock, he moved his increasingly fat body and walked over to the frying area like a penguin: "I'll bring this here."

"Thank you, manager, just put it on the iron table next to me."

Datou Chen put down the chicken legs with a "hey yo", wiped the sweat off his cheeks with the back of his hand, and glanced at the electronic watch in his hand: "It's already nine o'clock, why don't you call now when there are not many customers?" Your girlfriend, isn't this your daily routine?"

The unhealed scab was unintentionally lifted again, and Jiang Yujie's smile immediately froze at the corner of her mouth.

"I... don't need it anymore." She couldn't even maintain her smile, but lowered her head weakly, revealing the haggard and exhausted hidden under the smile, "I will never contact her again, I and she---"

She couldn't go on.But even so, anyone can understand what she meant, Datou Chen was taken aback, Bo Xue dropped the clip, rushed over and slapped Datou Chen on the head: "I'm sorry, it's all because Datou Chen is too white-eyed, you Are you okay?"

The big head Chen also quickly apologized: "I'm sorry, I didn't know about you---"

"It doesn't matter, it really doesn't matter."

Jiang Yujie turned her back, trying to avoid the need to repeat the phrase "I'm fine" that she had said countless times, it would only make her feel worse.She forced herself to stare at the oil residue floating up and down in the oil pan, as if it was such a rare beauty, she knew that Datou Chen and Bo Xue were silently exchanging eyes behind her, but she didn't care.

The store manager comforted her and went back to the counter to get busy. Bo Xue didn't ask her any more questions about her personal affairs, but Jiang Yujie could clearly feel that Bo Xue, who is usually cheerful and lively, was much quieter and was cautious when speaking to herself. Yes, it seemed that she was afraid of touching her wound; Datou Chen also rushed to take her work away, not letting her do too much troublesome work, so she was rarely punctual, and left the fast food restaurant at ten o'clock.

Whether it is colleagues, family members, classmates, or friends, Jiang Yujie knows that she is surrounded by the most gentle and good people. Even though she has received a lot of sympathetic looks because her mother remarried and her father went to work in Shanghai in the past, but Most of those gazes came from kindness and tenderness, rather than contempt or contempt for single-parent families.

It is safe to say that she is a happy person.

As for Yan Ziqiao, although Jiang Yujie didn't know it very well, judging from the resentful tone when the senior sister mentioned her mother, it can be inferred that the senior sister was not born in a normal and happy family. The injury of the so-called "admirer" cast a serious shadow on her, and the layers of scars from the past accumulated into Yan Ziqiao's hatred of "like".

Jiang Yujie stopped by the side of the road with dimly lit lights. At the end of this alley was Yan Ziqiao's home. From the window on the third floor of the apartment, one could vaguely see the flickering lights in the room, which made people dazzled.

What should I do to make up for what I owe you?

Never see, perhaps is the best answer.

But---

Jiang Yujie took out the bracelet in her pocket, and the bracelet was lying in her palm, reflecting a faint brilliance under the light of the street lamp.

She leaned down and kissed it.

"I... want to see you."