Girlfriend addicted to unrequited love (gl)

Although she got Jiang Yujie's mobile phone number from Huang Shanmei as she wished, it has been almost five months since then, and she still has no courage to call him.

After all, she and Jiang Yujie only met twice, if she suddenly ran to pretend to be familiar with each other, she would definitely be regarded as a weirdo with ulterior motives, right?

Alas, in the end, it's just that I'm too timid to take the initiative to get to know each other, but I can't simply give up.

The more she thought about it, the more depressed she became. Yan Ziqiao sighed while binding the documents. After processing the document in her hand, she turned to Wang Yuyou and shouted, "Can't you turn on the air conditioner?"

She was sitting cross-legged on the wooden floor of the gymnasium at this time, with sweat streaming down her temples. It was already winter, but the airtight air in the gymnasium still made her so hot that she took off her knitted vest.

Wang Yuyou was struggling to move a cardboard box over, but he was also full of helplessness: "I can't help it, the department's school office can't be used, it's January, and the school won't let us turn on the air conditioner."

On a rare holiday, at the behest of the president of the department, that is, Wang Youyou, she came to the gymnasium to help prepare the materials for future activities, but when she arrived at the scene, she found that the only person who came to help was her, Wang Yuyou and Ye Dongming, a member of another department society.

Ye Dongming put down the stapler and got up: "Well, be patient, I'll turn on the electric fan to the maximum."

Yan Ziqiao sighed, continued to nail down a document, and glanced at the mobile phone beside him from time to time.

"President, are the people from the drama club also going to use the gymnasium today?"

Ye Dongming turned on the electric fan and came back, pointing to the door and asking.

"Huh? How come, I'll go ask their president."

A dozen or so people from the drama club had already gathered at the door, Wang Youyou ran over to negotiate with one of the short boys, Yan Ziqiao sat there in a daze, the girl standing next to the director of the drama club wasn't exactly---

"Jiang Yujie?"

Yan Ziqiao muttered to himself, and Jiang Yujie also noticed her sitting here, waving and smiling at her from a distance.

Wang Yuyou came back quickly, with an annoyed look on his face: "The gymnasium is theirs today, I was confused and misremembered the date, and my registration time is the day after tomorrow."

"Then shall we return the venue to them now?" Ye Dongming asked at a loss holding the box.

"Oh, it's not necessary. They said that they are going to make big props for the performance today, and they don't need to use the fourth floor, so although the third floor can't be used, we can still go upstairs to use up the things before leaving."

"...Do you have to go upstairs?"

Ye Dongming and Wang Yuyou looked at the unwilling Yan Ziqiao at the same time, Ye Dongming asked suspiciously: "You don't want to go up? What's the reason?"

"It's nothing..."

Because if you go upstairs, you won't be able to see Jiang Yujie.Of course, this sentence could only be said in his heart, Yan Ziqiao couldn't find a reason to refute, so he stood up obediently and prepared to go upstairs, when Jiang Yujie had already come to this side.

"Hello, Senior Ziqiao."

"Hello, junior." Since we parted at the entrance of the veterinary hospital on a rainy day, Yan Ziqiao was so nervous that he didn't know what to do. He accidentally dropped the stapler, "Sister is from the drama club." ?"

Jiang Yujie bent down to help her pick up the stapler: "No, it's because my friend is from the drama club, and she asked me to help them."

"Hehe, yes, that's right, haha."

What am I smirking about?Seeing Jiang Yujie's confused expression, Yan Ziqiao complained inwardly.

"Yan Ziqiao, come quickly."

Hearing Wang Yuyou calling her at the top of the stairs, she took this opportunity to escape from Jiang Yujie as if she had been pardoned.

"Wow, what's the matter with your face? Have a fever?"

Wang Youyou and Ye Dongming were shocked when they saw her. Yan Ziqiao knew that her face must be red as if it was on fire, but she couldn't control it so much, she just said "I'm fine" and continued to work.

Calm down, she has to think carefully, what if that Jiang Yujie is the same person as Yang Zongru in the past, but with a gentle surface?

However, if she were to just give up like this, she would be unwilling. If she could have a chance to get in touch with the other party...

While she was thinking, Ye Dongming's cell phone rang suddenly, and he asked anxiously within a few seconds after listening to the call: "... What did you say? Are you seriously injured?"

"What happened?" Wang Youyou looked at his nervous expression and asked in surprise.

Ye Dongming said with tears in his voice: "My brother was hit by a pickup truck while reversing, and he is now in the hospital---"

"Isn't that dangerous? You don't have a car, right? I'll take you to the hospital to see him." Wang Yuyou got up decisively, but then thought of Yan Ziqiao next to him, "By the way, Ziqiao, you---"

"Don't worry about me, you go quickly, I'll do the rest." Yan Ziqiao helped them pick up their respective backpacks.

Not long after they left, there was a startling sound of rain outside, and the rain hit the roof like hail.

The rain was too heavy, luckily I remembered to bring an umbrella, otherwise I would have to go back in the rain, Yan Ziqiao thought while looking out the window.

It would be nice if the rain could be a little less when the work is done later.

Of course her wish didn't come true. By eight o'clock she finished processing all the materials, and when she went down to the first floor, the rain was still pouring heavily on the windows of the gymnasium.

She took out the folding umbrella in her bag, raised her head, and saw Jiang Yujie standing in front of her, standing on the outermost edge of the arcade in the gymnasium, and was about to leave with an umbrella.

Staring at Jiang Yujie's dark waist-length hair, the scene in the alley that day seemed to be playing in front of her eyes again. Suddenly, a bold idea broke into her head.

If I take the initiative to approach her, will she treat me so tenderly?

Yan Ziqiao hid the folding umbrella in his hand back into the back of his bag: "Sister!"

"Hey, what's wrong, senior?" Jiang Yujie turned around, "You didn't bring an umbrella?"

Yan Ziqiao nodded, showing a troubled expression: "Because the person who came with me left in a hurry, so---"

"Then shall I give my senior sister a ride?"

"But, aren't you going back to the dormitory? Will it trouble you too much?"

Jiang Yujie responded straight away: "It doesn't matter. Anyway, you are my senior sister. Now that everyone is gone, how can I leave people without umbrellas alone and leave with an umbrella? I'll take you home. "

From the distance under the umbrella, the shoulders that kept touching each other could slightly hear the sound of the other party's breathing. This feeling of the heart hitting the chest crazily was not an illusion.

I, want to get closer to her, want to hug her tightly, want to believe that she is not the same as those people used to be---

After returning home safely, she pondered for a long time alone. That night, Yan Ziqiao made up her mind and dialed the phone with nervous, still slightly trembling fingers.

"Sister, I'm Yan Ziqiao. I'm sorry to disturb you so late. Are you free at two o'clock tomorrow afternoon? Please wait for me next to the student cafeteria. If I have something important, I must tell you in person."

In the afternoon when we agreed to meet, the rear of the student cafeteria was full of damp smell. In my eyes, you, who are the gentlest, are always so dazzling. No matter how cold the air is, it can't quench my love for you.

Standing on the yellow-orange fallen leaves, she exhausted all her courage and strength in this life, and conveyed her heart to the other party. Jiang Yujie looked away and gave her a negative answer, but she still refused to give up.

"The person you like and the person you choose to be with can sometimes be two different things under special circumstances. Besides, I have known for a long time that you don't like me, and it will never be possible to have the feeling of falling in love with me. "

Jiang Yujie didn't speak, just listened quietly.

"Or, it should be said, it was this that attracted me deeply, and when I realized it, I was already deeply trapped in it and couldn't extricate myself."

"Then, what do you want me to do?"

"I hope you can be my girlfriend. You don't need to pay anything for me, let alone force yourself to like me. Just stay by my side and let me continue to like you."

Jiang Yujie was silent for a long time, then---

"...I see, I promise you."

Before meeting Jiang Yujie, she never knew that being with the person she likes is such a happy thing. Every day, every minute and every second spent together is as bright and beautiful as a dream ---

Then, the dream shattered.

With Jiang Yujie's confession, along with her broken heart, she scattered all over the ground.

In the room, Yan Ziqiao was sitting alone on the bed, looking at himself in the mirror, with the makeup that had already been spent on his face still on his face.

Why does Jiang Yujie like me?

Whatever the reason is, it doesn't matter anymore.

"Anyway, it's over, us."

She got up, closed the window, and blocked the moonlight from the window.

"it's over."

How long does it take for a person to let go of a relationship?

a week?a month?a year?

Or forever?

Jiang Yujie didn't know the answer to this question.

"...The three of us haven't traveled together for a long time. Do you want to go somewhere next weekend?"

In the student cafeteria at noon, Cao Jingxuan asked Jiang Yujie and Lu Man.

"Well, it's not bad to go out to play, but does Yu Jie already have arrangements with senior sister Ziqiao?" Lu Man secretly glanced at Jiang Yujie's expression carefully.

"No, we're not going on a date. It should be said that unless we meet at school, we won't meet again in the future."

The dining table fell silent for an instant, Cao Jingxuan was dumbfounded, Lu Man stared blankly at Jiang Yujie, and didn't even notice that all the creamer balls in his hand had been poured onto the table which was five or six centimeters away from the coffee jelly.

Jiang Yujie managed to squeeze out a smile: "I broke up with my senior sister."

There was another silence, and then—

"sorry."

"It's okay Xiaoman, I was going to tell you guys this morning, but I just couldn't find the time to say it."

Jiang Yujie curled the corners of her mouth with great effort. Is she smiling properly now?

Lu Man and Cao Jingxuan looked at each other with complicated expressions. Cao Jingxuan hesitated and said, "What is the reason...can you tell us? I mean, it doesn't matter if you don't want to say it..."

"The reason..." Jiang Yujie lowered her head and used a spoon to flip through the leftovers on the plate.

Tell the truth about the real reason for the breakup?No, definitely not, let’s not talk about how difficult it is for others to understand the sentence "Because I fell in love with my senior sister, so we broke up", there are other more important issues, she has promised Yan Ziqiao will never disclose the other party's unrequited love to others.

This is an agreement between them, a secret that belongs only to the two of them, and must be kept even after they are separated.

The reflection of myself on the back of the spoon is so embarrassing and emaciated, I am really useless.Jiang Yujie put down the spoon and thought to herself, she was like a child who lost her favorite toy, the person who relied too much on the other party was not Yan Ziqiao, but herself.

"...The reason is a bit complicated, and it's not easy to explain. In short, it's all my fault that we broke up, because I didn't keep the promise I promised her. That's probably it."

Cao Jingxuan glanced at Lu Man, who was silent from beginning to end, then turned around, reached out to hold Jiang Yujie's lowered face, and forced her to look at him.

"What, what?"

"Jiang Yujie, you still have to go on the trip of the three of us."

Jiang Yujie was stunned and couldn't react: "Why did you say this all of a sudden?"

"Let's go for a walk outside together. It will feel better. Aren't you and Xiaoman three good sisters who share the same blessings and difficulties? How can it be possible to leave behind a broken-hearted friend and be happy on your own? Traveling?"

"Oh, you are really... thank you." Jiang Yujie smiled wryly, "Really, thank you."

The two of them cheered up and said a few words about the trip. Lu Man stared at Jiang Yujie's wrist, and the maple leaf bracelet that was originally hanging on it was gone.

It seems that the bracelet was really a gift from Yan Ziqiao to Jiang Yujie, and she took it off because they broke up.

"Xiaoman? Why don't you speak?"

Hearing Jiang Yujie's shout, Lu Man's shoulders trembled, and he quickly looked away: "I was thinking about something else just now. I'm sorry, but I just got distracted. It's okay."

"It's fine." Jiang Yujie wiped off the creamer that had flowed all over the table for her, "Sometimes I worry about whether you will keep your troubles in your heart and bear it alone. Since you said it's okay, I will not worried."

"By the way, shorty." Cao Jingxuan clapped his hands, "You can come to Lu Man's house and me to stay for a few days? If you are broken in love, you should have fun with your friends all night long."

Jiang Yujie's heart warmed up: "Is it okay?"

"Come on, come on, we can discuss together where we are going to travel later. Let me tell Zhao Wanru first, wait for me, you go back to the dormitory later and prepare some simple clothes."

"Okay, really, thank you very much."

For the first time today, Jiang Yujie smiled from the bottom of her heart.

Leaving the student cafeteria with them, we walked through the path covered with fallen leaves. From a distance, we could still see the thin figure of our senior standing under the ginkgo tree.

Even if you are no longer by my side, time will still move forward, and I will still smile again for other people and other things; I will still cry again for other people and other things.

The afternoon of that day was our beginning, and it was also a wrong beginning. At that time, because I never had love, I was more eager to be loved than others. I have always been the selfish person. From the time I love From the moment I fell in love with you, separation was already inevitable.

Jiang Yujie raised her head, looked up at the blue sky, tears flashed from the corner of her eyes.

She got it, she got it.

She had never seen Yan Ziqiao clearly, nor had she seen herself clearly.She thought of You Yan, of Yan Ziqiao's suitors, and of Zhuang Yuqun's face full of tears, and the scenes seemed to accuse them of their crimes.

It was wrong from the beginning, our meeting.