Girlfriend addicted to unrequited love (gl)

A chance encounter is a coincidence, but when the so-called "chance encounters" happen frequently, can it still be a coincidence?She had doubted the question more than once.

Summer vacation is coming very quickly. In the past, Yan Ziqiao preferred to go for a walk outside in the cool night, but---

I don't know if it's because the pressure recently is too great and she has become too nervous. She always has the feeling of being followed and monitored all the time, and this feeling has become worse than before after the summer vacation officially started. Even more intense, so intense that she couldn't ignore it.

It's not that she didn't think about telling her mother about her worries, but whenever she saw her mother's cold face that resembled hers, she couldn't say anything.

So what if she told her mother, would she really care about herself?

As for the little auntie, she is so tired that she almost fell ill recently because of the issue of her cousin's household registration. It seems that her relatives who originally agreed to let her cousin send her household registration until September next year suddenly changed her mind and asked her to move out immediately. Anyway, Because of this incident, my aunt also reduced the number of visits to her when both ends of the candle were burning, and she was ashamed to bother her aunt with this incident.

In fact, she knows that no matter how much Yan Zhenzhen loves herself, in the heart of her aunt, she is still inferior to her cousin.

She doesn't blame Auntie.

You have to learn to be independent.

She began to try to rely on her own strength to pay attention to the people, things, and things around her, and after a period of observation, all the evidence pointed to the same person.

An object of her trust and admiration.

Obviously that person's home is a long way from here. If you want to buy things late at night, there is no need to come here. Why does she often meet him suddenly in the middle of the night—especially when she feels that she is being watched?

Although she didn't want to believe it, once doubts appeared, they would start to take root, corroding her whole heart bit by bit.

The key point that turned this suspicion into a positive answer happened on the night before the end of the summer vacation. Before going to bed, she heard the sound of dripping rain from the ceiling, so she opened the curtains and wanted to confirm what was going on outside. rain.

However, on the street below, she saw the figure she had 'encountered' frequently recently.

Yang Zongru, wearing a peaked cap, a hooded T, and an umbrella, was staring at the window of her room, as if he did not expect that she would suddenly open the curtains. He was startled, covered his face, turned and left in a hurry, but even if only the other Those few seconds of eye contact were enough for her to recognize him.

Since when has he been standing there?How long has he been spying on himself?With such frequent monitoring, what intention does he have for himself?Fear started from the tip of her toes and slowly spread up her whole body---

very scary.

Really scary.

No, it can't go on like this.

Trying to prop up her legs that became weak due to fright, she held the doorknob. She staggered and ran downstairs, and almost fell. She knocked on the door on the second floor. The house was filled with reverberating sounds.

"What's wrong?"

Even after being woken up in such a late night, Yan Huiling maintained a gentle and graceful image, without revealing the slightest bit of impatience.

"There is someone who has been following me. Just now Yang, he was still looking at me outside my window. I—"

Yan Ziqiao's whole body was trembling. Although it was midsummer, she felt as cold as midwinter.And Yan Huiling looked at her on the verge of collapse with cold eyes, and said "ah" after a long time: "Is it that child? A boy who is about your age, if it refers to him, I would have known it a long time ago."

"What—" Yan Ziqiao raised his head in disbelief. What did his mother say just now?

"In the past few weeks, I went out several times and came back. I saw the boy sneaking around our house. I caught him and asked him. He said that he was your classmate. Because I like you, I want to know you better at any time. , I only did this because I wanted to see you, so I left him alone."

Yan Huiling played with her hair, and said lightly in the tone of "this is not a big deal".

"Why didn't you tell me? Why put up with him continuing to do it?"

She was obviously very sad, but she couldn't even shed a single tear, and could only look at her mother's face with her empty eyes.

"He said 'I did it because he likes me', don't you think it's a problem? Haven't you thought about how frightened I am when I'm being followed?" The title of the closest person, "Mother."

Yan Huiling was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled brightly: "Of course it's okay, because this is liking, unscrupulous, selfish, and ugly. Liking is composed of these emotions. People who are liked by others have an obligation to take responsibility." These, like excellent people, shouldn’t bear heavier responsibilities than others? The same is true for loved ones.”

"This is... Do you like it?"

"That's right, you're still young, and when you grow up, you'll know that what your mother said and taught you is correct, and it's all for your own good."

She never forgot her mother's smile when she said this, until she couldn't bear it anymore, and after telling Yan Zhenzhen about Yang Zongru, Yan Zhenzhen immediately went to the school to report to the tutor, asking Yang Zongru's parents to handle the transfer procedures for Yang Zongru, And after yelling at Yan Huiling for half an hour, all this came to an end.

Since "like" is so ugly, let him never be able to get close to me again. Anyway, I have no obligation to tolerate his liking for me, right?That's what she thought in her heart when she told her aunt.

The reason why she fell in love with Yang Zongru at the beginning was because she thought Yang Zongru was a good person who knew how to be considerate, but the stalking revealed his gentle mask and made her love for him disappear without a trace. .

Strange to say, she used to like Yang Zongru so much, but when she watched Yang Zongru confess his crimes to her in the tutor's office, she didn't even feel angry, sad or disillusioned, only "Since he If you like me, it's not surprising that you would do these things that hurt me'.

Mother is the only person in her life who has taught her what "like" is. Although she hates her mother, even though her mother is not a good mother, this is the only truth that seems to be correct. Lai Renjie and Yang Zongru are not both Did you hurt her in the name of liking her?

After entering high school, in order to escape from her mother, she couldn't wait to leave home and chose to attend a full boarding high school.

In school, she made many friends, but the best friend among them was Zheng Yashan from the class next door. Zheng Yashan was a handsome girl. Unlike her serious appearance, Zheng Yashan was very funny and cheerful. Every day is better.

Then, one day after school in the second year of high school, Zheng Yashan confessed to herself.

Zheng Yashan held her hand tightly, and sincerely conveyed her heart word by word in a voice that was trembling because of nervousness. Yan Ziqiao no longer remembered what he answered her, but only remembered that she fled there in a hurry, alone After washing my hands in front of the sink for a long time, until the fingertips began to peel and turn red, I still refused to stop, and my mind was only filled with nausea and disgust.

Ah, at that moment, she seemed to understand.

She thought that she would be able to get rid of her mother's shadow completely if she left home, but now, she found that no matter how much she escaped, she would never be able to get rid of the roots her mother had planted on her body. , She has long since become a person who cannot accept the love of others.

I hate my mother, but she is still the relative who has the deepest influence on me. Growing up in such an environment, how many people can survive the mud?

In the end, I'm just an ordinary person.

When choosing a university application, I thought the farther away from home the better, so I did not hesitate to fill in the recognized first choice, and was lucky to be admitted to the chemistry department of the school with a high score. The freshman life was better than I imagined Plain, studying, working part-time, meeting a few friends, joining the departmental society at the invitation of friends...

Then at the beginning of the sophomore year, Sunmi dragged her to the orientation party.

"...Okay, okay, don't just chat with your own department, let's go to other tables and get to know the juniors from other departments, otherwise it will lose the meaning of co-hosting freshmen with other departments."

Huang Shanmei enthusiastically took her hand and led her to the seat on the other side of the roast meat shop. In fact, Yan Ziqiao wanted to go back half an hour ago, but seeing Huang Shanmei's high spirits, she couldn't bear to splash The other party was cold water, so I had to let her go.

There were seven youthful-looking girls squeezed into the sofa chair for six people. One of the cute-looking girls was wearing a water-blue top and denim suspenders, which was particularly conspicuous among the other girls.

Huang Shanmei greeted them, and Yan Ziqiao followed suit.

The girl in suspenders was the first to respond to their greeting: "Hello, seniors, we are all freshmen in the Department of Social Welfare. Please give me your advice. My name is Jiang Yujie."

"Hello."

Yan Ziqiao responded politely to Jiang Yujie with a smile. The girl had black waist-length hair and a pair of small but energetic eyes.

After exchanging a few pleasantries, Jiang Yujie turned around and continued the conversation with the other students before they came.

Yan Ziqiao glanced at her watch again, this was the 11th time she checked her watch today, and all her actions fell into Huang Shanmei's eyes.

"Oh, really, don't keep thinking about going home, stay a little longer and chat." Huang Shanmei immediately saw through Yan Ziqiao's thoughts, and pulled her to sit down.

Yan Ziqiao sat down helplessly, and the schoolgirls beside her were already talking about the topic of love, she was not very interested, nor was she listening very carefully, only Jiang Yujie's words suddenly hit clearly in the noisy environment. into her ear--

"...I have never liked anyone. It has never happened to me to have a good impression on a person or even further like it. It might happen someday in the future.”

Has the girl named Jiang Yujie never liked anyone?Yan Ziqiao propped her chin up and looked at Jiang Yujie's side face. The one who said these words really didn't look like she was lying.

What a weirdo.This is Yan Ziqiao's only thought about Jiang Yujie. It is rare for someone who has already gone to college but has never fallen in love with others. After all, even Yan Ziqiao himself, who hates other people's favor, has had a crush before.

But whatever, it's none of my business anyway.She droops her eyelashes.

After the orientation meeting, what Yan Ziqiao didn't expect was that she soon crossed paths with Jiang Yujie again.

"Here's your salary for this week. You've worked hard."

"Thank you, Sister Di, then I'll go first."

After receiving the envelope bag from the store manager, Yan Ziqiao wrapped herself tightly with a scarf and a thick coat, opened her umbrella, and left the beverage store.

"The weather is getting colder and colder, but it's raining every day this week..." Yan Ziqiao complained in a low voice, the rain wasn't so big that you had to hold an umbrella, and it wasn't so small that you could let it drench, It's embarrassing whether you want to hold an umbrella or not.

"Those people... Are they junior high school students?"

On the sidewalk not far ahead, four or five boys wearing emerald green junior high school sports uniforms gathered around a thin black dog and kept pushing and kicking it. .

The strange thing is that there is a food street with people coming and going nearby, and there are so many people passing by, but no one lends a helping hand to it, and everyone just--stands on the sidelines?

They had to be stopped, and when they were about to yell to stop, someone had already taken a step ahead and made a move first.

"Hey, are you guys from Jinshan Junior High School? If you don't stop, I'll tell your school everything."

Jiang Yujie waved the umbrella in her hand angrily. With her powerful aura and threatening words, several middle school students flew away immediately.

"Yeah, the current middle school student---" Jiang Yujie didn't care about whether the light-colored dress she was wearing would get dirty, and picked up the wet and bruised black dog without hesitation, "Oh, It seems to have been injured quite a bit, so I have to send it to the veterinary hospital for a look, the veterinary hospital is in..."

"Well, I know where the veterinary hospital is, it's not very far from here, shall I take you there?"

Yan Ziqiao stood only a few steps away from Jiang Yujie, mustered up the courage to call out, Jiang Yujie turned her head, met her eyes, and smiled gratefully: "That's great, thank you."

At the gate of the veterinary hospital, Jiang Yujie bowed deeply to Yan Ziqiao, and thanked Yan Ziqiao again.

"...Thank you very much."

"You don't need to be so polite, I'm just helping a little bit, you've already thanked me just now." Yan Ziqiao waved his hands hastily, "But luckily the dog is fine, it's really great."

Under the guidance of Yan Ziqiao, they quickly sent the black dog to the emergency room. Fortunately, it only had some minor flesh wounds. It was just because they were worried that there might be internal injuries, so they needed to stay in the hospital for observation for a few days. Under Yan Ziqiao's insistence, each person paid half of the fee.

"Is your dress okay? It's all stained with blood, so it shouldn't be washed off."

Hearing this, Jiang Yujie looked down at her blood-stained dress, and smiled indifferently: "It's okay, it's just a piece of clothing anyway, isn't it worth saving a life?"

Yan Ziqiao's eyebrows moved, and he said softly: "You are really gentle, obviously other people chose to stand by and watch that scene, but you helped that dog without any hesitation."

"Aren't you also planning to help it? At that time, I also saw that you opened your mouth to scold them, but I want to say that to deal with the group of students who bully the good and fear the evil, use threats instead of simply yelling at them." A more effective way may be more effective, so I just..."

Jiang Yujie giggled in embarrassment, Yan Ziqiao became inexplicably nervous under her gaze, feeling her face was hot.

So gentle, why is there such a gentle girl in this world?Willing to give unconditionally for others, maybe, if it is her---

"Sorry wait for me, I'll answer the call." Jiang Yujie picked up the phone, and her phone has been ringing non-stop since they talked just now, "Hello? Is it Lu Man? Sorry, something happened on my side things, so delayed, I might now--"

It seemed that she was going to go to a friend's meeting, that's why she was wearing such a beautiful dress. Yan Ziqiao listened quietly and guessed something.But I really admire her, this Jiang Yujie, wearing high heels, can still hug a dog and run wildly in the streets and alleys in the rain.

Jiang Yujie hung up the phone, Yan Ziqiao asked aloud, "So you have an appointment with someone else?"

"Well, it's an appointment with a new friend to meet at a restaurant. I want to say that things here are more important..."

"Go, it's very important to meet new friends in the new semester." Yan Ziqiao patted her on the shoulder, "I'll watch over here, don't worry."

"But---"

"it does not matter."

"... I see, thank you."

Jiang Yujie stopped insisting and bowed gratefully.

Looking at it again, it's still very impressive. She can run so fast in such thin high heels. Seeing Jiang Yujie's back quickly disappearing into the crowd, Yan Ziqiao smiled knowingly.

"Hey, Shanmei, I have something to ask you. I want you to help me find the mobile phone number of a freshman in the Department of Social Welfare..."

Yan Ziqiao held the phone, looking at the end of the street where her back was no longer visible, her eyes were firm.

"...Her name is Jiang Yujie."