Girlfriend addicted to unrequited love (gl)

"So I said, are you and Zhuang Yuqun together?"

"Well, I just said we can't, and I already have someone I like."

Looking at Jiang Shihan's bright eyes, Jiang Yujie was very helpless, but Liu Mingying and Jian Jingwen also followed suit: "But don't you have a good relationship with him? You come to school together every day, and walk together after school, and we often watch in the corridor Until he holds your hand."

"With friends, this is normal." Jiang Yujie didn't take it seriously.

"Normal? No matter how good it is, besides couples, which high school couple would hold hands?" Liu Mingying couldn't believe it.

After entering high school, Jiang Yujie was assigned to Class Three, and Zhuang Yuqun was assigned to Class Four next door. Although the classes were different, the distance between the two did not cause them to become estranged. On the contrary, their relationship was even stronger. in the past.

Since Shiban High School is located in Taipei and their homes are in Keelung, the train is their common means of transportation, and they will take the same train to school every morning.Perhaps because they often walked together, many people speculated about the relationship between the two in private. Among those who doubted their relationship, there were also friends in Jiang Yujie's class: Jiang Shihan, Liu Mingying and Jian Jingwen three.

Jiang Yujie felt a little troubled by this.

"...Besides, the senior you like, isn't he---" Before Liu Mingying finished speaking, Jiang Shihan elbowed her.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Yujie tilted her head and looked at them suspiciously.

Jiang Shihan secretly looked at Jiang Yujie's eyes, and said cautiously: "Yu Jie, the boy you like, I heard that he already has a girlfriend, doesn't he?"

Jiang Yujie smiled: "So you were talking about this, so what will happen?"

Of course she knew that Liao Jiayou had a girlfriend. She also knew his girlfriend. She was a girl in the same class as the senior, and also a senior of Jiang Yujie's high school club, named Dong Xinchun.

Dong Xinchun is a gentle and graceful girl with excellent grades, she can play the piano well, and she looks like a character that only appears in comics. I have to say that she and Liao Jiayou are very compatible.

"Aren't you sad? After all, you chased him into this school for the sake of your senior, but he fell in love with another girl." Jian Jingwen asked Jiang Yujie worriedly.

Jiang Yujie didn't even frowned: "It's strange to say that when I found out that his partner was Senior Xinchun, I didn't feel sad at all. Maybe it's because they are very compatible, so I feel for Senior from the bottom of my heart." happy."

"Wow, Yu Jie, you're not the type of saint who says 'As long as the person I like is happy, I'm satisfied'?" Liu Mingying looked admiring.

When the school bell rang, Jiang Yujie suggested to pack her schoolbag. In fact, she didn't know much about it, but she never shed a single tear because of Liao Jiayou and Dong Xinchun. She only knew that she wanted to be like her senior. One thought never changed.

"Your boyfriend is here to pick you up."

"Let's just say he's not my boyfriend anymore."

Jiang Yujie rolled her eyes at the smiling Jian Jingwen, and came to the door of the classroom, where Zhuang Yuqun was already waiting.

Because Jiang Yujie said that she had a few biological questions to ask, so Zhuang Yuqun asked her to come to the grocery store opened by her home and ask them while eating. Looking at the questions that add up to less than [-] questions by visual inspection, Zhuang Yuqun was completely dumbfounded.

"How many questions are these? It seems that you may be asked very late again today."

Zhuang Yuqun hated it, but he was a little happy in his heart that he could spend more time with her, but this joy did not last long, because Jiang Yujie's next sentence was: "Thank you, if my biology scores can improve, I will I can go one step further to the position of the senior."

"Wait a minute, haven't you given up on him yet?" Zhuang Yuqun was so surprised that he even forgot to restrain his voice, "He and Dong Xin---"

"Oh, are you arguing?"

Zhuang Yuqun's grandmother came into the room slowly from the store with a hunchback, and gave each of them two ice cream eggs sold in the store: "Come, please."

"Thank you Grandma Yuqun."

Jiang Yujie happily took the popsicle, while Zhuang Yuqun embarrassedly said to his grandmother, "No, we're not arguing."

Zhuang Yuqun's grandmother walked out of the room slowly, Jiang Yujie bit down the popsicle, and continued the topic just now: "Don't worry, I'm not going to grab a boyfriend from Senior Xinchun, it should be said that I didn't get up even once I just want to stand at the same height as him, that's all."

No, this is too weird.Zhuang Yuqun subconsciously blurted out: "I've wanted to ask you since before, do you really like him?"

"Why do you ask that?"

"Although you always say that he is the person you like, I think your attitude and thoughts towards him are too strange. Your feelings for him are too rational. You only want to see his good points, and you only hope He can continue to maintain his current excellence, and I seriously feel that what you feel for him is not love, but longing and admiration, and you regard him as an idol, not an object of admiration."

Jiang Yujie didn't understand Zhuang Yuqun's words until she was a sophomore in high school.

In order to cope with the busy schoolwork of the second year of high school, Jiang Yujie quit the club when she couldn't take care of both sides. Except that the school does not open the self-study classroom on Friday, she will stay at the school for self-study until nine o'clock every Monday to Thursday, doing as much as possible Spending all her time on her homework, her school rankings are getting closer day by day.

In order to have a good experience in his autobiography of applying for university, Zhuang Yuqun chose to participate in class associations, and was often responsible for planning various large-scale activities. Even with the back of his head, he still got good results every time.

However, when the winter vacation was approaching, a news came that surprised Jiang Yujie---Liao Jiayou and Dong Xinchun broke up.

The breakup of campus couples that everyone admires is worth gossip, especially when Liao Jiayou announced that he had a new girlfriend the day after they broke up. The new girlfriend Zhang Si is a student from another high school, smoking, drinking, skipping classes, and without a license. He doesn't miss anything while driving, and he is completely different from his ex-girlfriend Dong Xinchun.

Everyone couldn't understand why Liao Jiayou would abandon the excellent Dong Xinchun and choose Zhang Si, but Liao Jiayou really seemed to be possessed by hanging around with Zhang Si and her group of friends all day long, and got into all kinds of bad habits , At the beginning, I didn't come to school, and my grades plummeted.

It is of course embarrassing for a student with excellent character and academics to become a delinquent boy that everyone despises. Standing in front of the bulletin board, Jiang Yujie quietly looked at Liao Jiayou's name. This is the first time that her school ranking won passed him.

At that moment, something seemed to be broken. She knew that it was the perfect image of Liao Jiayou in her heart. At the same time, he was no longer important to her, and he didn't even leave a trace in her mind.

She finally understood what Zhuang Yuqun meant. The love she thought was actually just a strong longing. She just admired Liao Jiayou's excellence and longed to be the object of everyone's admiration and praise like him. Once Liao Jiayou was no longer perfect, He lost the reason for her to worship him, so she naturally didn't "love" him.

In other words, she never really liked Liao Jiayou at all. It took her three years to understand such a simple thing.

Love is still out of reach for her.

At the end of the self-study that night, she told Zhuang Yuqun all about this matter and her thoughts on the way home by car.

Zhuang Yuqun opened and closed his eyes, staring at her side face: "It means, you never loved him?"

"Probably, or should I say, I have never liked anyone in my life." Jiang Yujie leaned her head against the car window and lowered her eyes, "Yu Qun, let me ask you, what does it feel like to like someone?" ?”

"I like someone... I don't know how to explain it. I feel happy when I get along with him, and I look forward to seeing him every day. Is that the case?"

"Well, Yuqun, do you have someone you like?"

"Ah."

"That's great, I've never experienced it before. But, if one day I can feel 'love' for someone, I hope it will be you."

Jiang Yujie held his palm resting on the armrest of the seat, Zhuang Yuqun lowered his head, staring at his toes: "Is that so?"

Jiang Yujie let go of her hand and stretched her waist: "I think so, but the most important thing right now is schoolwork."

"You have an ideal school now?" Zhuang Yuqun followed her words and changed the subject, his gaze still remained on his toes, and he didn't even dare to look at Jiang Yujie's face.

"Is this...near the mountain?"

"Isn't it too high? The difficulty of taking high school and university is not the same level. Judging by your current scores, it may still be a bit difficult."

Jiang Yujie turned her head and thought for a while: "Then the clear spring or the Huanhe?"

"... Among your goals, isn't there a school that is not recognized as the top three choices? And Qingquan is famous for science?"

"Then Pinewood University. Anyway, I will work hard. In this section exam, my school ranking has improved to 39th." Jiang Yujie applied to another university with the same high score, and seemed a little unhappy to be seen Bian said, "But no matter where I go, I still hope to continue staying with you like this."

Of course she didn't know that that day, after she said goodbye to him, because of the irresponsible words she said casually, that night, Zhuang Yuqun completely lost sleep.

Time flies, May NO.14, Friday night, Zhuang Yuqun, as a member of the class association, needs to stay in school to deal with the planning and preparations for the graduation ceremony of senior seniors, and this tossing until nearly nine o'clock.

"Zhuang Yuqun, are you leaving?"

The classmate of Banlian was carrying a schoolbag and asked Zhuang Yuqun who was operating the computer, and the latter shook his head: "I haven't finished it yet."

"Why have you used it for so long? Is it too much work? Do you want me to help you?"

"No need, because I stayed late for self-study a few days ago, I'm only rushing to work until now. I probably have a long time to go. You should go first." Zhuang Yuqun smiled wryly.

"Then I'll go first, be careful when you go home, Baoluo."

"Goodbye."

The door was closed, it was pitch black outside the window, and it started to rain pouringly outside. It seemed that only the classroom he was in was still lit in the whole school.

Alas, hurry up and finish the poster and leave.Zhuang Yuqun sighed, and held the mouse again, when the phone ding-dong rang.

It was Jiang Yujie who sent the message, and she immediately said, "Are you home?"

"I'm still in school." He sent back.

Jiang Yujie replied quickly: "What? It's almost nine o'clock?"

"I can't help it. The manufacturer requires the electronic file to be handed in tomorrow, otherwise I won't have time to print it. I'm so pitiful. The things haven't been finished yet, and it's raining heavily outside. It seems that I have to go home in the rain (laughs)."

"You didn't bring an umbrella? Is there no one else at school?"

"Yeah, I'm the only one left, why ask this, are you going to bring me an umbrella?"

He half-jokingly sent her another 'laughing' sticker, but Jiang Yujie didn't reply after reading it, and his phone also popped up a notification window indicating that the battery was low, so he simply turned it off, and then continued to work hard.

When he finally finished, it was exactly 54:[-]. He got up and turned off the lights and fans in the classroom, pushed open the door, and went down to the first floor with his schoolbag on his back. He was stunned by the sight in front of him.

Under the steps, the girl holding an umbrella is Jiang Yujie.

"Why, are you here?"

Jiang Yujie smiled embarrassedly: "Because you said you didn't bring an umbrella, if you go back in the rain, you will definitely catch a cold. By the way, when I was about to arrive at school just now, I remembered that I only brought an umbrella. I wanted to go to the supermarket I bought one, but I was worried that I would miss it with you, but your mobile phone couldn’t get through, so I—”

Zhuang Yuqun came down from the steps and hugged her tightly, but Jiang Yujie couldn't react: "---Yuqun?"

"Did you come here from Keelung just for me? Why, why did you do this for me? Why did you treat me so tenderly?"

Obviously, it was just a joke, a joke he said casually, but she came here from Keelung on a heavy rainy night, just for his unintentional words.

"Why? Of course because you're my most—"

Listening to Zhuang Yuqun's heartbeat, Jiang Yujie felt a different atmosphere than usual, "Best friend", this sentence she was about to say, but she couldn't say anything.

The warm breath, the hot skin, and the pleasant smell coming from him, but his expression could not be seen.

"I like you, Jiang Yujie. I have always liked you who are so gentle. Since junior high school, I have never changed."