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"Ah Shao, I'm so happy."

"Ah."

"I'm really happy." Yan Zhaoge looked up at her, and the still wet eyelashes were stained with a little bit of crystal.

The eldest princess looked at her tenderly, stroked her brows and eyes with her fingertips, and said, "I know all about it."

A sob choked up in Yan Zhaoge's throat, and tears almost flowed down the corners of her eyes again, but fortunately she reacted quickly, sniffing and holding back.

"I'm really... really happy..."

I can see you again.

We still have a chance to come back.

And... you are willing to share with me.

The eldest princess could hardly restrain herself from lowering her head and kissing the corners of her eyes.

"I am also very happy that we are the same." So, don't be afraid.

In her previous life, the Eldest Princess didn't know what Yan Zhaoge looked like until she settled down in Beidi.She had seen Yan Zhaoge when she was young, and she was particularly impressed by those eyes. If it wasn't for the premature death of Prince Xian, she would have been faintly pushed to the level of prince prince by the late emperor, and everything around her became more orderly and strict. Maybe they will know each other before the turmoil in Chang'an, and maybe they will become confidants.Unfortunately, there is no if.

For a long time after escaping to the Northland, because he had seen too many deaths, Yan Zhaoge was numb, his expression was as dull as a statue, and he refused to touch everything, including Yan Ningyue, asking Ji Xia to mention it. Only then can I remember to eat and drink, and remember that I am a human being.Only when she saw the prince, she would not be so numb, probably because she realized that this was the hope of the Northern Court.But she is the person in charge of the Northland, and the soldiers and civilians of the Northland trust the only remaining Prince Yan's heir more than the royal family and the imperial court. Yan Zhaoge must take up the big responsibility.

The eldest princess had no choice but to use the word revenge to enlighten Yan Zhaoge, and the effect was remarkable.It's just that she didn't know Yan Zhaoge well enough, so she never expected that she would be so paranoid.

Before he had time to take revenge, Yan Ningyue was tricked away, along with dozens of children who had managed to escape to the Northland.Small groups of soldiers scattered from all over the city continued to enter the city, and there was chaos everywhere. Yan Zhaoge was so busy that his eyes were bloodshot, and before he had time to take care of Yan Ningyue, the child disappeared.

Everyone thought that Yan Ning was dead, but he and some other missing children appeared in the crowd of refugees outside the city. The spoiled and pampered children were particularly conspicuous among the messy crowd of refugees.

Chaos can magnify the evil in people's hearts countless times, and eating human flesh while changing children is not a tragedy in a troubled world, but a normal state.

Yan Zhaoge was forced to stand on the city wall. Inside the city were the soldiers and civilians of the North who she had to take on, and outside the city were countless refugees who were no longer considered human.

and several cauldrons.

They asked to enter the city, and asked for food, clothing and housing.But the autumn harvest is not over yet, and the sudden turmoil has ruined many crops. The Northland is destined to have a poorer harvest this year than in previous years.What's more, in order to recapture Chang'an, it is necessary to train troops. How can there be extra food to support the tens of thousands of refugees.

Yan Zhaoge flatly refused.

The eldest princess was not surprised by Yan Zhaoge's rejection, but she didn't expect that she would stand on the city wall like a stone, gritted her teeth, listened to the cries outside the city, and watched what a two-legged sheep was.

This little thing is not enough for tens of thousands of people. Seeing that the refugees showed signs of attacking the city gate, the generals defending the city decisively ordered to shoot arrows.

"—Your Highness." With blood on the corner of her mouth, her expression was cold, and her eyes and brows were full of hostility, "I have lost another brother."

At that time, the eldest princess thought she could understand Yan Zhaoge, and all her brothers died, and the last brother died painfully in front of her eyes, leaving only a baby who was still in her infancy.She wanted to say something to help Yan Zhaoge win people's hearts. It is not a good thing for a ruler to be too cold-blooded. Even if it is for the sake of the family and the world, it will be criticized.

"You promised me at the beginning, blood debt, right?" She looked at the eldest princess and laughed, the teeth were full of blood oozing from the gums due to too much force, and even her lips were scarlet.

The eldest princess was stunned, with inexplicable regret in her heart, but the words that have already been spoken cannot be taken back.She said, "Yes."

Later, she saw with her own eyes that Yan Zhaoge cut the son of the Duke of Shu into pieces with his own hands, leaving only the white bones covered with minced meat, and sent the thing and a bag of minced meat to the Duke of Shu. .It was only then that she realized that Yan Zhaoge's path had gone astray, and she had personally led him astray. The madness and stubbornness in that person's eyes was terrifying.

She began to think of a way to drag Yan Zhaoge back from the edge of the cliff.

Fortunately, Yan Zhaoge also has a younger brother. Although they have a normal relationship, they are Yan Zhaoge's only remaining blood relatives.The eldest princess also tried to greet Yan Zhaoge in her own way, taking care of Yan Zhaoge the way she took care of Si Chuanzong.She knew Yan Zhaoge's actual identity, so she felt that she didn't need to avoid suspicion, but it became the reason why Yan Zhaoge liked her.

She obviously wanted Yan Zhaoge to understand that there are other things in the world, not just revenge.As a result, Yan Zhaoge let go of his hatred, but instead focused on her, his paranoia was not lacking at all.

The eldest princess didn't dare to provoke her, and she couldn't refuse because of the hard-won stable situation, so she could only let Yan Zhaoge sink step by step, being watched coldly by the people she liked, but she didn't know it.

Yan Zhaoge was sincerely treating her well, and even gave up the power of the Northern Territory. Part of the reason why the Eldest Princess was able to take over the Northern Territory so smoothly after her death was also due to this.

The stone can't be heated, but it can be scorched hot by the fire.Yan Zhaoge's stubbornness was the fire, and the eldest princess couldn't help but be moved.

But this is not in line with common sense.

The eldest princess was split into two people, one person was happy and sad because of Yan Zhaoge in her heart, and the other was like the most rigid old pedant who whipped her severely.

She kept struggling, and Yan Zhaoge's temptations came and went, making the light in the other party's eyes flicker, sometimes radiant, and sometimes dim.

Volcanoes don't erupt all the time. With the good news from the front line one after another, they are getting closer to Chang'an. The attitude responded to Yan Zhaoge, and she began to avoid, she avoided Yan Zhaoge, and avoided talking about the life in Chang'an that the other party was looking forward to.

The fire in Yan Zhaoge's eyes was extinguished.

He would die for her and Da Jin without hesitation.

After Yan Zhaoge died, she realized how important Yan Zhaoge was to her.

That was her only warmth in the past ten years.Nothing in return and nothing reserved.

Yan Zhaoge regards her as the last straw, as the reason to live, why is the eldest princess not?Is this country really that important to her?Why should I, a woman like me, do everything to guard something that a bunch of men can't keep?

Is it because of the imperial father's will?Is it because I am the eldest princess?

Could it be that I was born in a heavenly family, and that’s how it should be? !

So when the news of Si Jianhong usurping the throne came, the princess's first reaction was to sneer.It's none of my business, I'm neither the crown prince nor the emperor.

To a certain extent, the temperaments of Yan Zhaoge and the eldest princess are somewhat similar, they are both bound by something, the eldest princess is taught by etiquette, Yan Zhaoge is the identity of Yan Ge, they are both forced to move forward , and some resignation.

Yan Zhaoge's life path has been fixed since she could remember, whether she is talented or joking about her life, there is only one way to go.If it weren't for the subsequent turmoil, she would never have had the chance to appear in the court's sight.The identity Yan Lan gave her was not only a protection from marriage, but also a shackle that bound her.She was oppressed by the emperor, her father, and her dead brother. She had never resisted, and she was powerless to resist. She let herself be pushed forward, and she reached the Northland step by step. When she reached the critical moment, she chose to die. .In fact, is it really the moment of death?Not necessarily, it was just that she thought she must die. She decided that she needed to die at this time, so she died without hesitation.

With the method of the eldest princess, it may not be impossible to arouse public opinion and make her be supported by the people of the Northland.

But she is too paranoid.

Terribly paranoid.

But on closer inspection, it is different.

The eldest princess's obedience is due to responsibility. She was born in a heavenly family. While enjoying it, she also has to take responsibility. She can't refuse all the pressure on her.But Yan Zhaoge's resignation was because she was at a loss, she didn't know what to do.

Let a person be taught by his father that you can just eat, drink and have fun at home in this life, and don't do anything.will be at a loss.

So what is the meaning of my birth in this world?

Meaningless.

Yan Zhaoge's life in the first 20 years was like a pool of stagnant water. She practiced martial arts and studied step by step, regardless of world affairs.She can do whatever Yan Lan wants her to do. No one has ever asked her whether she likes to live as a younger brother like this, or if she prefers to be an ordinary woman with a future of husband and son.Yan Lan didn't even know that she liked embroidery. Whenever she saw the maid embroidering something, her eyes lit up.

The first thing the eldest princess did when she was reborn was to send Jin Yiwei to investigate Jihou's mansion.

Yinshi wakes up to practice boxing, practice guns after breakfast, ride horses in the afternoon, come back to study in the evening, and turn off the lights before Haishi.She doesn't go out, doesn't associate with anyone, treats her two younger brothers indifferently, treats Yan Ningyue a little better, but only a little bit, and respects but not close to Princess Linyuan.

The important officials of the imperial court said that Jihou's father and tiger have no dogs, and Jihou's son is clean, filial and courteous, and he will become a great weapon in the future.

God knows how many tears the eldest princess shed when she heard about it.

She doesn't live for herself at all!

It was the person named Yan Ge who lived in her body!

In the later years, the one who could cry and laugh was Yan Yongyue. She would feel embarrassed because she was too close to her, she would blush because she wanted to ask the maid how to embroider a sachet, and she would carry the prince on her shoulders full of tears. Running around in the palace, I will deliberately replace it with Jinyang paper to write letters...

The eldest princess burst into tears unconsciously.

At the time of impulse, it was great to let the emperor grant your birth.

Even if you are not my Yan Qingyue, I don't want you to live alone with an empty shell.

I want you to stand in the sun and live with flesh and blood.

"I'm really... really happy..."

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Some of the texts are too late. Originally, this part was intended to be written on the sidelines, but I always felt that it was too abused. I was abused to death yesterday, so let’s forget it.

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