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"It was Qin Yu who won in the end, right?"

"Guess right." The eldest princess said.

"As expected. Although Qin Feng has a more guessing temperament, he is too arrogant. If he wins, nine out of ten he will send troops after Chang'an is restored. He wants to catch the court by surprise. Qin Yu will not Qin Yu will only think of a way to make up for the loss of Xiliang first, and then make plans. As far as he is concerned, it is not impossible to bow to the court again, after all, he is Xiaofu."

The eldest princess smiled and said: "You are right, until my death, Qin Yu did not retaliate."

Yan Zhaoge looked at her, dazed.

It's not that Yan Zhaoge didn't want to know about the past life, she wanted to and didn't want to.If she had connected with the eldest princess in her previous life, how much pain would the eldest princess have after her death?In order to get revenge, it is impossible for her not to attack the descendants of the Duke of Shu, which will lead to the Duke of Shu's revenge and want her to die.

If she is unwilling to die, there will be rumors.The people are the easiest to incite in the world. They will be tricked into thinking that as long as she dies, the city of Chang'an will be opened and the Duke of Shu will surrender.Anyone with a brain knows that this is impossible, but under the urging of emotions and the instigation of caring people, how many people can maintain their rationality?

She had to die, she had to die, and she couldn't escape it through emotion and reason.

Besides, in her own heart, she didn't want to test each other with the eldest princess anymore, since everything was wrong from the very beginning.

Starting from the five "Jian Jia".

No matter how stupid she is, no matter how ignorant of the love between children, she will not be so stupid as to think that this is an expression of her heart.She was just trying to test the eldest princess, and it was no wonder that the eldest princess would return to her "Hooligan" in the future, everything was her own fault.

It's because she thinks she's smart, she doesn't want to lose the upper hand, and she doesn't want to hide it in her heart.

If she had been more honest and courageous at the beginning, would the ending have been far different, would it have been unnecessary to leave the eldest princess alone in Xingping for 14 years.

Could it be... Could it be that Si Jianhong dared not rebel... Ning Kang would not die...

She didn't know all this, and she would never get an answer.

Yan Zhaoge gathered himself together, and looked into the eyes of the eldest princess. In addition to the affection in those eyes, there was unconcealable uneasiness in those eyes.

"Ah Shao, tell me about what happened after my death."

The eldest princess responded in a low voice.

"In April of the 14th year of Xingping, King Yan rode alone outside Chang'an City and was killed by random arrows. The younger brother of King Yan was named King Yan."

"At the end of October in the 14th year of Xingping, the guard of Chang'an City killed the Duke of Shu and offered the city to surrender. Chang'an City was recovered."

"On the first day of November in the 14th year of Xingping, the emperor ascended the throne in Weiyang Palace. Three days later, he abdicated to King Lu. On the ninth day of the lunar new year, the eldest princess was imprisoned."

"In January of the 15th year of Xingping, King Lu ascended the throne as the nephew of Emperor Xingping, and changed his name to Jin'an, which is the first year of Jin'an."

"In February of the 15th year of Xingping, Emperor Jin'an issued an edict to cut down the vassals, cutting down 39 cities in the four counties of Yan State."

"In April of the 15th year of Xingping, King Yan rebelled."

The Eldest Princess' tone was extremely calm, as calm as ink written in a history book.This is what she has experienced, and the tears that should be shed have long been exhausted.

--no.

In the beginning, it was her unrequited love.

The eldest princess was exhausted for the fragmented country. She desperately tried to save the crumbling Dajin country.

It was her wishful thinking, it was she who wanted to express her affection, but she concealed it, it was her vain attempt to stay with the eldest princess for a lifetime, but she refused to let go of family hatred, it was she who insisted on the eldest princess's heart, but she refused to give up, it was her. She died willingly, but refused to let the eldest princess go.

Every word and sentence before she died was deliberately poking the eldest princess's heart.

She loves and hates at the same time, she is willing to give everything, but she is also mad with hatred.What she said about "if you have a sweetheart, burn a stick of incense" is a lie. She wished that the eldest princess would never forget her again in this life, and she wished that the eldest princess would never marry and only guard her for her. He hated to say goodbye in front of her, because he knew that in this way, the eldest princess would never forget her.

But this situation is not irreversible.

If she is willing to protect the heir of the Duke of Shu, the Duke of Shu may not surrender when he is desperate. She will cut the heir of the Duke of Shu into pieces with her own hands.

It's all her fault.

It was herself who made a wrong step and refused to repent.

"In the 15th year of Xingping, the war resumed, and the flames of war burned all over the rivers and mountains in the north."

"In June of the 16th year of Xingping, the king of Yan was defeated and committed suicide."

Yan Zhaoge clenched her fists tightly. Although she had expected it, things might not go as smoothly as she had imagined. Otherwise, how could the eldest princess live her life again?Neither she nor the Duke of Shu died happily, and ninety-eight out of ten the eldest princess did not die with a smile on her face.

It's just that she has thousands of calculations, and it's impossible for Si Jianhong to rebel.

When the prince was young, he suffered from a serious illness, and the court also debated whether the clan should succeed him. The final candidate was Si Jianhong, who was Lord Pingshan, but he rejected it. At that time, the prince was almost on his deathbed. At the same time, seeing that the possibility of being rescued was slim, he still refused and refused to succeed.After that, the prince miraculously recovered from his illness, and no one mentioned it again.

That's why Yan Zhaoge felt that Si Jianhong was an extremely loyal candidate, and it was she who made a lot of effort to make him King of Lu later.

But how is it possible?

How could Si Jianhong rebel?

Did she see the wrong person?

She thought with all her heart that there would be a peaceful and prosperous world after her death, but it turned out to be a chaotic world?

She didn't fulfill any of her father's last entrustments.

There was already warm liquid gathering in her eyes, her nose was sore, and she swallowed back her tears abruptly.

"In March of the 17th year of Xingping, the Huns came and asked to marry the princess."

"On the first day of April in the 17th year of Xingping, Princess Jinyang killed herself with a horizontal sword."

The first day of April, how could it be the first day of April?How could it be the first day of April?

Yan Zhaoge rolled his throat uncontrollably, and a drop of tear fell down.

"no……"

"no……"

She was shaking, her eyes were full of tears, one drop after another.

"No...A Shao..."

"I didn't want this..."

She looked at the eldest princess with tears streaming down her face, and kept shaking her head, her eyes full of panic.

"A Shao...why..."

"My brother...why...why on earth..."

Why is it like this after I die?

Obviously I died for you, for my family, country and world, why did I become a sinner in the end? !

Tears also flowed from the eyes of the eldest princess, she hesitated for a moment, but still held Yan Zhaoge's trembling hand.

"Ying Yue, it's not your fault..."

"How can you not blame me?!"

"If I don't die, how dare Si Jianhong dare to rebel?! If I don't die, who has the guts to cut down the feudal clan?! In the 14th year of Xingping, Yan State had a total of 41 cities in five counties, and cut 39 cities in four counties. How could Yan Ningkang not rebel?! Then How can he not rebel against what I left him?! Si Jianhong banned you, how can he not rebel, tell me!!"

"It's all my fault!!"

"……Why……"

"Why--!"

It seemed to be asking the eldest princess, but it was more like asking herself.

She stared at the eldest princess with red eyes, and murmured: "Is it because I was wrong in the first place? Is it because I shouldn't miss you in the first place? Is it because I shouldn't be self-righteous in the first place, thinking that I can get you?" You... I have been wrong since then, right... Yes... I shouldn't have... If I hadn't been smart, Mr. Pingshan would not have been King Lu, he had no chance to rebel, and Ningkang would not have died... Si Yao doesn't dare to force you to marry the Huns...it's my fault...it's all my fault, right—"

——The eldest princess suddenly embraced her in her arms.

Yan Zhaoge's eyes widened.

"...A Shao?"

"No, it's not all your fault." The eldest princess hugged her tightly, hugging her almost with all her strength, as if she wanted to strangle this person into her body. "We are all guilty of being self-righteous."

I clearly saw through your thoughts at the beginning, but I didn't point it out clearly. I accepted your kindness to me, but I didn't return the slightest bit.

Your hatred for me and your revenge for me are all what I deserve.I also schemed against you, whether it was replying letters, testing each other, or the so-called intrigue, it was all planned by me.The only thing that was not in the plan was that I still put my own mind into it. No one can predict what kind of person they will like in the future, including myself.

Fortunately, I finally understood myself, and understood that this was not guilt, pity, or apology.

Otherwise, I would be totally unforgivable.

It's just too late. At that time, you were already determined to die, but I couldn't stop you.

The fault was actually me.

I can save it in time, I can stop Si Jianhong from usurping the throne, I can also send a letter to Yan Ningkang, I can even raise troops to Qingjun, the people who are loyal to you and me are far more loyal to Si Jianhong.It's just that I don't want to go on with it anymore.

I'm really tired.

I even lost you, what else is worth cherishing.

"It's me who indulged Si Jianhong, it's not your fault, it's not your sin." The eldest princess said: "If we have to say it, both of us are guilty, maybe that's why we can live again. It's God Those who asked us to make atonement have to confess, and it is the two of us who confess together.”

Yan Zhaoge struggled a few times in a disorderly manner, and finally wept loudly in the arms of the eldest princess.She cried until most of the incense in the corner was burned out, then she sniffed and curled up like a cat.

This time it was finally untied.

"A Shao."

"Ok?"

"shameful."

"It's good to know that you are ashamed, and let me see how you cry."

"I do not want."

Yan Zhaoge blushed, nestled in her arms and refused to show his face, the eldest princess didn't force her, and gave her a handkerchief to wipe her face.

"...A Shao."

"Ok?"

"Close your eyes."

"Not before marriage."

"A Shao—"

Shouldn't she be released, so that she is at least a little more reserved.

The eldest princess was still thinking about this question when she closed her eyes.The next second when her eyes fell into darkness, something soft and warm touched her lips and disappeared instantly.She opened her eyes again, Yan Zhaoge leaned against her chest, pursed her lips and smiled, her cheeks were rosy.

The eldest princess's ears turned red quietly, and she pointed her fingertips at the place where she had been treated lightly just now, and said, "I don't know how to be polite."

The author has something to say: You didn’t guess right

The four catastrophes of the eldest princess are: the death of the emperor, the turmoil in Chang'an, the death of Yan Zhaoge and her suicide

The Three Tribulations of Yan Zhaoge are: Yan Lan died, Yan Ning Yue died, and the eldest princess was missed by accident.

Why do you keep saying that my younger brother is missing? Yan Ningsheng is missing, but Yan Ningyue is more important to Yan Zhaoge orz

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