The Guide to the Tear-offs in the Online Supporting Circle Part 2: Peak Acting Skills

After Qian Fan set things right, Xie Zhengyan poured concrete on the correct three views, intending to use this as a roadblock to block emotional astray, and to wash his hands in the golden basin of the unpromising fate.

With his courage, it will take quite a long time to prepare for this difficult decision, so in the next two days, he suspended his date with Zhihu Jun on the grounds that he was going to visit relatives in the countryside, and he reappeared on the night before the other party returned to Shenyang. The location was the hotel room where he was staying.

Xie Zhengyan brought two important props when he went to the meeting: a full stomach full of manuscripts prepared after two days of hard thinking and a Citizen radio wave watch presented by Zhihu Jun. The former is used to refuse, hoping to minimize the lethality, and the latter is used Come back in exchange for some righteousness and decency.The final result is something he still can't figure out. The unknown full of variables makes him timid, as if he is diving in an unfathomable underwater tunnel. The oxygen tank is almost exhausted, and the exit is still impossible to find. , but can only keep moving forward, overcoming fear to find that mysterious and mysterious glimmer of life.

Knocking on the door of the room that hides good and bad luck, Zhihu Jun's smiling face is the same as the day before, with the wind and blue sky, like a pure lamb who doesn't know what a jackal's butcher's knife is.Xie Zhengyan guessed that he definitely didn't know the purpose of his visit this time, and before he could speak, he couldn't wait to beat his conscience with guilt, and gnawed deep and shallow gaps in it.

"Xiao Di, have you had fun at your relatives' house these two days? Did they treat you well?"

After Zhihu Jun handed him a cup of hot water, he sat opposite him and asked about the current situation. Ever since he heard that Xie Zhengyan came from Chen, he seemed to regard everyone in the Xie family as imaginary enemies, and he was very wary for fear that they would embarrass his poor lover.Xie Zhengyan was not used to lying, his face was like a grape with a ripening agent, he looked at the purple swelling, and after a hasty pretense, he began to divert his attention, looked at the bed full of souvenirs and asked: "You bought so many things, Ready to take it back and give it away"

Jun Zhihu nodded with a smile: "My mother asked me to bring some gifts for my cousins. I walked around in the past two days and bought some candies and snacks. It seems that there are too many. See if you like it. Take it Go back and eat."

He grabbed a few packs of chocolates and wanted to stuff them into Xie Zhengyan's backpack, but Xie Zhengyan hurriedly stopped them.

"No, you bought this for your younger brothers and sisters, how can I have it!"

"Don't worry, they all have a share. I carry so many heavy ones by myself. Don't you like sweets? Just help me reduce the burden."

Mr. Zhihu couldn’t help but say that after stuffing the chocolates, he continued to put a few bags of candies in the bag until the backpack was filled into a bulging bag of explosives.Xie Zhengyan saw that the snacks he put in were much more high-end than the rest of the rest, and they probably bought them specially for him, but he used an excuse to force him to accept them. What's worse, those foods buried the watch box at the bottom of the backpack. It will take a lot of trouble to dig it out, and I don’t know if I know that Jun is doing this on purpose, and he must let him take all the "soft hands and short mouths".

He was frowning at the backpack that was enough to blow up a bunker, and Mr. Zhihu added some more gunpowder. This gunpowder is invincible to both men and women, and can even make a blind man open his eyes and a kid to turn a mill.

"Xiaozhi, why did you give me this?"

Seeing the stack of "Grandpa Mao" in Zhihu Jun's hand, Xie Zhengyan's eyes suddenly changed, and his temples jumped like springs and almost flew away from his head.

Zhihu Jun's smile has been soaked in honey long ago, wrapped in a layer of golden sweetness, eager to offer it to please his sweetheart: "Xiao Di, I'm leaving tomorrow, I'm very worried about leaving you alone Stay, and you will take the 10000 yuan first, so you can deal with it if you have something to do."

He wanted to put the money in the outer pocket of his backpack when he spoke, but Xie Zhengyan refused desperately, and hid the bag behind his back first, shouting anxiously: "Are you kidding me, how can I ask for your money?! Are you looking down on me?"

There was a crack in his voice, and there was a humming echo in the high place, which hurt the eardrums of both sides.

Zhihu panicked when he saw that he was angry, and stood up after him, with his right hand hanging forward in the air, as if he wanted to hold him while defending.

"Xiaodi, don't get me wrong. I definitely don't mean to belittle you at all. I just love you so much. I heard you talk about those things the day before yesterday, and I couldn't sleep for two nights. Thinking that such a good person like you is suffering This kind of crime feels like God is really unfair. I used to think that you might be reluctant to part with your family in Shanghai, so you wanted to give up the civil service exam and come here to accompany you, but now I think I should change my plan. Your family treats you so badly. You don’t have to associate with them. Come with me to Shenyang, I’ll fix the house when I get back, and then come out to my parents, and we will live together in the future, and I will do my best to love you.”

He was as devout as a martyr, eager to find the cross to sacrifice himself to, but in Xie Zhengyan's eyes, he was a lunatic possessed by love, with a fire that could burn everything in his arms.He moved back two steps in fear, and was blocked by a cold wall, and all the manuscripts were stolen by the panic of the invasion, and the brain that lost its mind could no longer bear the burden of improvisation, and reluctantly issued a clumsy and weak protest.

"I think you're just confused, wake up, it's too abnormal!"

Zhihu Jun still can't comprehend his true mood, preconceived it as escape and worry, and then throws fuel into the hearth of sincerity, eager to practice real gold.

"Xiaodi, I know that my words are unfounded, and you may think that I am overestimated. Yes, I am still studying, and my ability is very limited. For example, this 10000 yuan is only a drop in the bucket, far from enough to solve your difficulties and exchange you I never thought of relying on it to impress you, it’s just a little heart. You can doubt me, or you can set a time limit to test me, and I will use practical actions to prove my love for you!”

"Okay, stop talking nonsense. I don't even know what's so good about me. If you are so fascinated, you must have put your own fantasy on me, otherwise you won't be abnormal!"

As soon as Xie Zhengyan missed, he cut a big hole in Zhihu Jun's calmness, and listened to his roar that shook the window lattice in a defenseless state.

"I'm not out of order!"

The excited man strode forward, grabbed his arm and pressed it against the wall like a hunter. The sticky coldness penetrated his clothes and reached his vest. He instantly felt like a fish being pressed on a chopping board waiting to be scraped and disembowelled, his eyes lost their spirit.

Zhihu Jun's eyes were hot, and there was a depressive pain. He stared at him closely for a moment, and whispered: "Xiaodi, I know why I like you very well. You are gentle, careful, kind and sensible. Everyone says that the Internet is the best way to release malice." In a good place, many people rely on others not knowing themselves, gossip everywhere, gossip about right and wrong, there is no shortage of such duplicitous guys in the online distribution circle. I have met countless people in the five years of being in the circle, and I really despise them. But You are different, you are true and do not lie, you are sincere and considerate to the people you like, and you never slander others behind their backs, I feel at ease when I get along with you."

His eyes were like two gentle thumbtacks, nailing Xie Zhengyan firmly, forcing him from retreat to a cliff, facing someone who trusted him so much, it was even more difficult to pull out the sharp knife that cut off the water.

"Xiaozhi, you are wrong. I am not as good as you said. I also have a lot of dark thoughts, but you don't know."

Mr. Zhihu clearly felt the trembling from the opponent's body, and the electric waves that signaled fear were converted into the source of his excitement according to the law of energy conservation, so his breath was soon tainted with the smell of hormones, and the scorching heat was getting closer and closer, first of all Attacked Xie Zhengyan's right earlobe.

"You can tell me if you have any ideas, and I will be responsible for receiving them all..."

A shiver ran over Xie Zhengyan's body, like swarms of caterpillars crawling over mountains and mountains along his skin, he felt the eerie cold air from the vest quickly penetrated every pore of his body, and even the bone marrow froze.But this is not the worst. In the next second, a hard object pressed against his abdomen without declaring a fight. He knew what happened without thinking. It was the most representative signal of aggression for a man, which clearly reminded him the price to pay in the future.

This impulsive gun directly cut off Xie Zhengyan's most sensitive nerve, causing him to explode with the strength of a dying struggle, and ruthlessly pushed away the man who was standing next to him, grabbed the coat and backpack on the bed and ran away in fear .Zhihu Jun chased after him and almost caught him at the elevator entrance.

"Xiao Di, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, don't be afraid, don't be afraid!"

His facial features were distorted by anxiety, which made Xie Zhengyan's hair stand up. In desperation, he raised his foot and kicked his left knee fiercely. While he was lying on the ground, he desperately poked the close button, and eagerly summoned the frightened man with two iron doors sealed. screen.

Wandering on the street until late at night, the cold wind accompanied him back to the rental house. When he entered the door, he turned on the cell phone that had been turned off, only to realize that he had wandered for three hours. This long time seemed to be swallowed by a monster. Only in his A cold and silent light and shadow floated in his memory, it was because all his energy was concentrated on one distress - he must immediately end with Jun Zhihu!

At this moment, he is ready to smash the pass with a hammer and a hoe, which is harder than the copper wall and iron wall. The two stumbling ropes of retreat and cowardice are still bound, but as long as he looks back at the chilling scene just now, he would rather break his head and break his blood The flow should also completely eliminate the possibility of triggering such an event again.

Before he could do anything, Mr. Zhihu had already called first.

"Xiaodi, you finally turned on the phone. I was wandering around the streets looking for you just now, and almost lost my way. Where are you now? Are you home?"

Zhihu seems like a fly without a head, and probably regards the three hours of losing contact as the eternal farewell, and the feeling of heartache is beyond words.

In order to prevent wavering, Xie Zhengyan used all his strength to stabilize his determination, and said in a voice that was blown cold by the wind: "Xiao Zhi, I want to talk to you."

"Okay, if you have something to say, just say it, I'm listening."

"We... will never develop the kind of relationship you expect."

"Xiaodi..."

"There is only one reason why I say this... I am a straight man, and I cannot accept falling in love with men."

Every word in this sentence is like an arrow, and every arrow can shoot through the infatuated heart.Zhihu Jun’s shock is reasonable. Since Xie Zhengyan has never explicitly disclosed his sexual orientation, he suddenly claimed to be a straight man, and the listener could not find evidence to refute it. This nature is like a woman of unknown origin suddenly It's the same as a long-lost lover who said that she was a married woman, because she just concealed and didn't lie, so the blame can only be blamed on the carelessness of the big bosses, whether it's sad or angry, you have to bear it all yourself, that bad-motivated liar You can wipe your mouth and slap your legs to leave at any time.

"You said you were straight?"

Mr. Zhihu must have racked his brains to think of expressing his indignation with a rhetorical question. Xie Zhengyan's legs were already trembling, and his right hand pulled the bed under him into deeply wrinkled salt vegetables, and whispered "um".

This weak voice detonated the bomb in Zhihu Jun's chest, and he roared furiously: "You are a straight man, why are you still flirting with me?! Are you kidding me!?"

Xie Zhengyan shrugged his shoulders instinctively like Lei Jing's child. Fortunately, he was not face to face, so he could still argue hard.

"I didn't flirt with you. If I ever did something that made you feel wrong, it was really just a misunderstanding."

As soon as he opened his mouth, he knew that he was saying a despicable sentence. If despicableness was divided into three, six or nine grades, this sentence should be ranked the lowest, but he had no choice. Had to ruthlessly push his companions into the evil waves.

This fatal blow immediately destroyed all good qualities, and he heard Mr. Zhihu scolding in an unprecedented ferocious tone: "My surname is Xie, you are such a bitch!"

Knowing that this was just the first cut, Xie Zhengyan closed his eyes forcefully while biting his lips, enduring the slash that followed.

"You know I'm gay and still cling to me, coaxing me to like you and treat you well, you are a serious person, you should have made it clear when I confessed to you for the first time!"

"........."

"I'm also stupid, and I want to come out for you and change my life plan. What are you thinking when you hear me say these words? Since you are straight, you should stop me on the spot, and pretend to be virtuous without saying anything. Did you deliberately make me sink deeper and deeper, so that you can manipulate me as much as you want?!"

"........."

"If I just talk about it, it's understandable for you to take it as a joke. I'm already in Shanghai, but you pretend to accompany me to eat and go shopping, but you still refuse to tell the truth. You have to reap all the benefits before accepting it." hand?!"

"do not talk!"

Xie Zhengyan couldn't help begging for mercy after all, his clenched fist had turned into four thorns stuck in his palm, and the tips of his teeth stuck in his lips were overflowing with blood. If Mr. Zhihu continued to pursue it, he might not be able to bear it. Keep poking your own ears.

"If you ask me again, I have nothing to say. Give me an address, and I will return all the things you sent to you, and the rest will stop here..."

He panicked to the extreme, his rhetorical ability was completely lost, and all the words he said did not convey the meaning, which sounded like irresponsible evasion.His heart is clear about this, but like an out-of-place king, he can't control his mouth and tongue, watching them make mistakes helplessly.

The atmosphere condensed to the limit, and there was no room for manoeuvre, Zhihu Jun's anger also froze, and suddenly interrupted him murderously, his tone was as cold as an ice crystal dug out from the Arctic continent.

"No, I don't want to touch anything you touched, disgusting."

"Xiaozhi..."

"Shut up! Don't call me by my name again, I think it's dirty!"

The disconnected blind voice ended Zhihu's screaming, Xie Zhengyan seemed to be frozen in this scene, suffocating for a long time without moving, and slowly, a sour stream of heat squeezed from the nasal cavity to the eye socket, and the hot tears flooded Aside from everything around him, a voice came straight into his head.

"You are a liar."