The one at home has a big temper

This is not a perfect reason to convince myself, not only unreasonable, but also really lame.

It's not like children playing house, two adults treat a relationship, if even a decent farewell can't be done, then what is getting along for such a long period of time?

Su Qingse's car was still parked downstairs, but the key could not be found. Lin Jinshu probably took it with him when he left. After all, that guy took many keys from him not long after he came here. Things, including door lock fingerprints, bank cards, car keys, and the sincerity that I gradually leaned towards him.

As long as Lin Jinshu is here, this room will be filled to the brim with his flowers, his grass, his rabbit, his big head poking through the crack of the door and his loud laughter, In the kitchen, on the balcony, in the room, wherever he can see, he will use the most 'rude and unreasonable' methods to occupy this small world.

"I'm really angry if I don't go home again, the kind that can't be coaxed well."

Su Qingse sighed, and after hanging up He Yanzhao's call, he went back to his room and changed his clothes. When he opened the closet, he was stunned for a while, Lin Jinshu didn't know when he had changed his clothes I sneaked over half of it, moved a pillow from the beginning, and then moved myself.

From the beginning to the end, it is clear that he has been actively approaching.

When he resisted at first, he still clung tightly and refused to let go. He refused to listen to anything he said, and he couldn't drive him away.

But how can there be such a person in the world?

He is the one who wants to move forward, and he is the one who wants to go backwards. He alone does all the good and bad things together?

The more Su Qingse thought about it, the angrier she became. He was holding the clothes in his hand, but the hanger was thrown to the ground with a bang, but before the sulking anger started to arise, he suddenly thought, Lin Jinshu He can't be this kind of person.

He is still so young, it is impossible for him to get married so early, and the Zhangzhou police did not specifically mention that if he is a person with a family, a wife and children, it is impossible for the police not to tell him these things, let alone him If you are really married, if you want to break up, can you tell yourself that it is not okay?

Why do you have to use such an extreme way to just leave?

Could it be that there was another accident?

Could it be that he was hit by a car while going out for supper or buying something at night?

Then the unscrupulous driver was afraid of going to jail and dragged the person away and tried to throw the body in the wild?

Su Qingse thought wildly, and he was so scared that he broke out in a cold sweat.

At the same time, there was a 'click' sound of the door opening and closing from the entrance of the living room, and the crisp sound of closing the door hit people's hearts directly.

Su Qingse opened her mouth wide in a panic, "......"

Even if he is as close as Han Lin, he doesn't know the password of his house, so there is no other person besides Lin Jinshu.

After waiting for so long, Su Qingse became scared when someone came back suddenly.

He won't, it's for breaking up!

Thinking of this, Su Qingse's fingers were trembling as he stretched out his hand to grab the door frame.

The Lin Jinshu in my memory is just a simple and kind boy with a slightly bad temper, but a sunny and free-spirited boy. His hair is fluffy and thick, his eyes are clear and shining, his thin lips are lightly pursed, and the corners of his mouth are raised. Just looking at it can make people feel better, but at this moment, Su Qingse couldn't believe the young man in pure black with a peaked cap on his face.

When Lin Jinshu looked up, there was a little scratch on the right side of his face.

Su Qingse stood at the entrance of the corridor coming out of the bedroom, while Lin Jinshu had already walked to the dining room table.

The two stared at each other for a long time without saying a word, each with their own thoughts, but even if they didn't say a word at this moment, the atmosphere had already told them that the situation was not good.

"Why are you coming back now?"

After persisting for a long time, it was Su Qingse who spoke first, but he didn't ask questions such as 'Where did you go? ''What happened to the wound on the face? ''What are you doing these days? 'In this case, it is just an understatement, and there is no sense of blame. It seems that it took only 5 minutes for this person to leave and come back.

"Didn't eat, I'll cook a bowl of noodles for you first."

For three whole days, from disappearing without saying a word in the middle of the night, to appearing inexplicably at the door of the house at this time, what kind of sleepless night Su Qingse experienced, he didn't expect Lin Jinshu to know.

My mental state is not very good, I have low self-esteem and sensitivity, especially I care about other people's feelings, even if the people around me seem a little unhappy, Su Qingse will immediately reflect on whether it is someone related to me, and there are some strange things If it happens, I will toss and turn all night and cannot fall asleep.

How is it possible for such a person to experience such a thing without any disturbance in his heart?

But Su Qingse didn't want to talk about it, and he didn't want to ask. Compared with the grievance he suffered, he was more afraid of hearing something else from that person's mouth.

But sometimes, the more you are afraid, the more he will be like a tiger blocking the way.

Even without being able to enter the kitchen, Su Qingse just walked past Lin Jinshu, and the man reached out and grabbed his arm, forcing him to stop his progress.

This action, I am afraid that I want to say something very serious and important to myself.

Su Qingse raised his eyes in disbelief, but it was Lin Jinshu who grabbed the person tightly with his hands, but his eyes dodged left and right.

Su Qingse asked, "Should I listen to your explanation now, or wait for your notice?"

Lin Jinshu swallowed hard, his throat was especially dry and hot, "Sit down and talk."

The two sides have one person and one head, and the most ironic thing is that they sat in the same place where Lin Jinshu pressed Su Qingse if he liked him.

"I remember everything from the past."

"So today is it?"

He took out Su Qingse's car keys, bank cards, and the scrapped mobile phone that the other party bought for him from his pocket, and Lin Jinshu arranged these things neatly on the dining table.

"This is the last time I'm at your house."

The brim of the hat pressed down the hair and covered all the eyes. Su Qingse could only see the lips that were still tightly attached to him a few days ago.

He is afraid.

But when he said these words truthfully, he was suddenly not afraid anymore.

The self who slumped down, wanted to laugh but couldn't, and pretended to be ignorant and avoided it like a fool, was especially ridiculous at this time.

Su Qingse has never been in a relationship, and no one will believe what he said. A 30-year-old man, being pursued by someone and unilaterally told to break up, he doesn't even know what he should say at this time?

Get up generously and send someone 'get out' out of the house?

When it's time to eat and drink, it's time to drink and drink, say goodbye and say goodbye, the next one will be better?

Su Qingse didn't know what it was like to break up with others, what he should think and do, these things, but at this moment, the pain in his heart was real, the pain of cutting off his heart one by one, piece by piece.

"reason."

I still asked, Su Qingse didn't want to be in a daze and end a relationship without knowing why. Even if he wanted to break up, he should at least give him a reason to convince himself that the other party left for granted.

"We are not all the way."

"That's not a reason." Su Qingse shook his head, "At least it's not a reason to convince me."

The mood is still calm, even if the forcibly suppressed voice still has a slight tendency to tremble, Su Qingse feels that it is more decent than rolling around, crying and making troubles now.

Lin Jinshu raised his head subconsciously, but at the same time he met Su Qingse's gaze, he immediately lowered his head again, and the veins in his arms pinched with his hands on his knees protruded.

Su Qingse said, "If you don't know how to say it, let me ask you. Because I remembered the past, I think we can't go on. Why, are you married?"

As if he didn't expect the other party to ask such a question, Lin Jinshu was taken aback for a moment, then shook his head abruptly, denying Su Qingse's guess.

"So, was there a boyfriend...or girlfriend in a relationship before you met me?"

Lin Jinshu was silent.

"It seems not." Su Qingse's nose was sour, he smiled wryly, and his voice was a little choked up when he spoke again, "Then why? I can't think of a third reason to separate."

Lin Jinshu opened his mouth, maybe he wanted to say something that would make the other party give up. He usually swears and scolds, but when facing Su Qingse, he couldn't say a single hurtful word.

"I'm not someone who easily associates with others, and I can't easily break up with others. I'm not as free and easy as you imagined. If your reasons are completely untenable to me, it doesn't constitute a condition for the two parties to continue to develop completely. Then you never want to leave."

"Feel sorry."

Knowing that he would be in big trouble if he sat down again, Lin Jinshu simply got up from the seat with a 'teng' sound, stood up straight with his calves, pushed the seat behind him and backed out with a harsh sound of 'squeak', quickly The action of bowing his head in Su Qingse's direction and apologizing, then turning around and running away was also the most guilty thing he had done in the past 20 years.

"Don't go."

Seeing the man running away, Su Qingse also became flustered, and hurriedly got up to catch up.

Panicked, she kicked the leg of the table with her toes. She didn't have time to think about whether she was in pain or not, so Su Qingse just rushed to hug Lin Jinshu from behind before he went out.

"You said you liked me." With a piercing and interrogative shout, Su Qingse buried her face in Lin Jinshu's back, and warm tears flowed down her clothes. Pushing into the opponent's skin, the thin white arm still has a lot of blue blood vessels protruding because of too much force, "How can you lie to me?"

"When I first noticed something was wrong, I said that we can't live together casually. I said I was gay. I said that I liked someone for 13 years. It was not easy for you to appear, so I felt very stable. I Say you can’t continue, I said you can’t continue, but it’s you, obviously you are holding my hand and saying, because it’s you, and it’s because of you, that’s why what happened later, I trust you so much, I Then accept you without reservation, but how can you now, how can you just say that you think of the past and leave?"

I have always been a crybaby, but I usually like to hide behind people. When I cry, I can't turn on the light, and I don't want to make a sound when I bite the quilt with my teeth.

He is afraid of being seen by others, and he is afraid of being looked down upon by others.

Su Qingse has always been an extremely depressed person, but this time he did not drink or dream, and was sober, it was the first time that he showed weakness in front of a person, surrendered, and exposed his biggest weakness. I cried all over myself.

The author has something to say: Don't worry, HE, sweet text.

However, the writing style of Shanhaijiang has always been sugar with a knife, but no matter how you insert the knife in the middle, the last thing you eat must be sugar, hehehehe.

Team Lin is leaving to protect Dr. Su, he is not a scumbag.

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