bedside calendar

Bear and Cat: [Got it. ]

Lin Feng who opened the Q space was stunned, what does this mean?

"I thought I was different and important to you, but I was narcissistic. It turns out that I have no place in your heart. I really feel that there is no place to put my face, and I made a wrong judgment The weight of yourself in your heart is so insignificant..." Many friends left messages under this mood.

Han Han: [Literary youths are still sentimental. ] (to judge others by oneself)

Lei Zi: [How much did you drink? ] (Thinking that other people are as fine as my own man, so I like to drink two taels)

It's very late at night: [Fuck! ] (lack of words)

Gang San: [Don't pay attention to him, he's sick or insane. ] (too understanding and ruthless)

Sui Yue: [According to research, most comrades are narcissistic. ] (This is an argument thrown out with a scientific attitude)

……

Because of being hospitalized, because I was not in the mood, anyway, I never thought of reading this comment, and of course I didn’t reply to any of it. When I opened it today, my fingers swipe quickly. Lin Feng didn’t know what he was looking forward to, but The anticipation appeared, and I was surprised at first that there was a message from "Bear and Cat", but after looking at it again, I was not happy or surprised, and the reply from Xiong and Cat was "Got it." What does this mean?What the fuck do you know?What do you know?

"Fuck!" Lin Feng cursed loudly, pacing in the narrow space extremely irritatedly.The puppet monkey that makes electronic sounds at the door, the microwave oven on the wall, the lazy mobile phone holder on the table... Also, the oil, salt, sweet and sour, disposable chopsticks, paper cups in the drawer... Could all of this be Because of your leaving, you lost the care you originally contained?Is there really nothing left?After I wrote a message like that, after I was stupid enough to commit suicide, you just "got it"!Just know it, right?And all the messages were terminated after those three words.It's all the people who read this message and said nothing, just because they know who the madman is talking to, and that person has replied.

Lin Feng felt that he was going to be suffocated to death, who the hell could he talk to about his indescribable feelings and concerns?

Han Han: [Lei Zi, have you found anything delicious recently? ]

Lei Zi: [Grilled fish]

Gang San: [Well, it’s delicious and not expensive, and it’s less than 100 for three people to eat. ] As soon as Lin Feng entered the Q group, he saw a few people he knew dating. Management, everyone's opinions are also unified, and the group management has become a Qingshui comrade group.How clear is the water?Those who curse people, those who post pornography, those who spread rumors, those who post advertisements, those who are MB...even those who don’t like it are all kicked out. Now the most active ones are those who have nothing to chat with, sometimes have a meal, and occasionally can People who have a party, clean ones are unnecessary, even if someone sends an advertisement about sex, it will be wiped out in minutes.See these people are discussing food again!

Han Han: [Oh, where is it? ]

Gang San: [I said fruit plate, don’t you like spicy food? ]

Han Han: [Grilled fish is spicy? ]

Lei Zi: [Spicy and delicious]

Han Han: [Stop eating]

Lin Feng remembered that this person couldn't come to anything spicy. He didn't remember what he ate at a party. Anyway, it was something spicy that didn't appear on the surface. This guy was teary and snotted by that little bit of spicy food. Boss I happened to see it, and said that I thought everyone knew that this dish was spicy and didn't mention it in advance. I was really embarrassed, and finally gave a fruit plate.Just because of this incident, Gang San called Han Han "fruit plate" for a while after that, Han Han said he was not angry, and Gang San called Han Han "fruit plate" for a while, so he stopped calling him.

Xichu: [There is a steamed fish shop in Wuai that is also delicious. I only discovered it recently, and I have been there three times since I got addicted to it.I also heard that it is an old shop! ] Han Han: [Is it spicy? ] Sure enough, I can’t eat any spicy food, and this is what I’m most concerned about.

Xichu: [You can make non-spicy ones. ]

Han Han: [Where is the five loves? ]

Xichu: [Shunfeng Seafood World, you go to Wu'ai Street to find this store. ]

Han Han: [Oh, try it on the weekend]

Lei Zi: [Take your family with you]

Han Han: [If you don’t bring it, he will go on and on and find a friend to go with you. ]

Lei Zi: [Take me with you]

Han Han: [Who are you, how old do you know? ! ] This is Han Han who is bored again, he is always running on Lei Zi for nothing, Lin Feng also heard that Lei Zi said that he had privately chatted with Han Han and asked him where he offended him, Han Han immediately called Lei Zi and said no If not, it was just teasing and playing in the group, making Lei Zi dumbfounded.

Gang San: [Haha, scold him, make him greedy! ] If someone said Lei Zi, Gang San would have refused to let it go. It would be Han Han.

Madman: [Take me there! ]

Han Han: [Who cares about you?Who to take and not you?And you don't eat fish? ] Madman: [Why do so many men not care about me? ]

Lin Feng's mobile phone suddenly popped up a prompt, private chat voice!It was Han Han. Lin Feng knew that this person was very meticulous and sensitive. Last time, he was the one who found something wrong and saved himself, so he moved his finger to answer.

"What's the matter?" Han Han's voice was very gentle, Lin Feng always thought it was a bit neutral, not manly enough, but not a mother, Lin Feng felt "soft" every time he heard Han Han's voice.

"It's nothing!" Lin Feng replied casually as if nothing had happened.I thought, what can I do?Isn't this still alive?

"Your man still doesn't have a phone call?" Lin Feng was taken aback by Han Han's very direct question.

"That's right, I'm lost..." This question was too direct, Lin Feng wanted to say that he was broken in love, but he didn't know what to say for a while, so he was stunned.

"What's missing? What do you mean?" Hanhan insisted on asking.

"I wanted to say I was broken in love, but I felt wrong in my heart. How can I be broken in love? I'm obviously 'lost'!" Lin Feng said, his heart skipped a beat.Lost, just met Jia Zhipeng in the crowd, and then stole two years of happy time, and then lost, in the crowd.

"I just feel that something is wrong with you these few days. Something really happened! Why? He can't come back?" Lin Feng's fragile little heart couldn't stand the barrage of questions from Han Han.

"Well, you know he's not from the local area." The lunatic replied evasively.I thought to myself: This buddy is really sharp-eyed, I just said a word in the group, and he took it to heart!His eyes swelled suddenly, and tears fell silently.It doesn't matter if you can't see it, but let's talk about it, I'm really embarrassed to let my friends who are too familiar with me like Gang San laugh at me for crying like this.

"He—has parents in his hometown?" Although Han Han was asking, there was [-]% certainty in his tone.Han Han has known Lin Feng and Jia Zhipeng for a while, but people in the circle rarely inquire about other people's family conditions, especially those who met in this group, let alone talk about it when they are together.

"And a wife." Lin Feng added.How does this buddy say hello to the vitals?

"Damn! You are San'er!" Lin Feng heard Han Han swearing for the first time, and Han Han's tone was not calm when he said this.

"I don't want to do it either?" San'er, it's a very popular word at the moment, but it's the first time someone pinned it on her head, and she turned around unexpectedly.This person doesn't need to be so merciless!Come on, when I broke up with Jia Zhipeng because of this matter, I didn't want to be the "three sons".

"Well, in fact, no one wants to do this. If the society doesn't accept it, they are forced to do so." Han Han's tone turned 180 degrees, and even Lin Feng wondered if he was delusional, so why did he vaguely hear a sigh.

Lin Feng didn't speak, and sighed, feeling uncomfortable, tears kept falling down.The two sides were silent for half a minute.

"Are you okay?" Han Han asked first, his concern was beyond words.

"It's okay." Said it was okay, but the lunatic's voice was a little hoarse.What can be the matter?No matter what, I still have to live.

"Are you all right? Can you fall asleep?" Lin Feng gradually got used to Hanhan's affirmative question in the days to come, but he had to start admiring that this Hanhan has eyes in his heart and can see people's hearts go.

"Can't sleep." The lunatic replied honestly.Indeed, I really couldn’t sleep. I thought I had developed a habit in the first few days after I was discharged from the hospital, and I was able to sleep early at night, but it doesn’t look like it now. It may be that I fell asleep after a lot of tossing and fatigue in the past few days. , I have been unable to sleep for the past two days, especially when I saw the three-word message "Got it" this afternoon, Lin Feng thought it would be strange if he could fall asleep tonight.I don't know if I close my eyes again and keep recalling the little things between the two, but when I open my eyes, it's my own room, alone on the bed...

"Oh, that's fine, I'll rest tomorrow, let's chat with you tonight!" Han Han's sigh seemed to reach Lin Feng's heart.

Lin Feng suddenly became angry, "Are you accompanying me? You don't know what to do, brother, thank you, have you ever lost love?"

"Go away, I'm 36, who's the brother? Are you as old as me? Who hasn't been in love, and who the hell hasn't met a scum in his life?" Han Han heard, how could this person be so heartless after being in love? Yes, immediately yell back.

Lin Feng was taken aback when Han Han yelled at him. This neutral voice and his gentle and ageless appearance had always made him mistaken for an older boy who had just passed his twenties.Think about it carefully, I heard this person said that he has been with Haitao for five or six years, and he also said that he has been with Haitao before, so this person must be at least 35 years old. Scum, that's really... "Brother, I was wrong, I'm [-]." It turns out that it's not easy for everyone, and Lin Feng softened his mouth when he moved his heart. Brother's name is also sincere.

"Forget it, let's switch over." Hearing this brother, Han Han couldn't hang on anymore, and immediately let go of what happened just now.

"Brother, I—I feel really uncomfortable."