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The next day Lin Jingfan woke up with a feeling of suffocation.

The neck was pressed by a heavy object, which made him almost out of breath, and there was a long and long-lasting "gurgling" sound in his ears.

"Well, go away, smelly", Lin Jingfan stretched out his hand to push the cat aside, but accidentally hit a soft object with the back of his hand.

He was stunned for a moment, the picture before going to bed last night was slowly loaded into his brain, and Lin Jingfan was refreshed in a second.

He turned over and looked sideways.

Zhou Hao lay curled up on a corner of the bed, while Smelly stood upright on his face, stepping on his face rhythmically with his front feet.

Lin Jingfan: ...

Just as he was about to take this stinky guy down unconsciously, Zhou Hao's eyelids trembled and he opened his eyes.

One person and one cat stare at each other.

Zhou Hao obviously couldn't react for a while, but Smelly was very confident and stomped on his face as if it were flat.

"Cough, that." Lin Jingfan was the quickest to react, quickly grabbed the cat and stuffed it under the bed, and said nervously, "You were drunk last night, and the guy from the bar called me. Where...just..."

"Thank you." Zhou Hao stood up and nodded at him distantly, "I'm sorry for causing you trouble."

"Why are you being so polite?" Zhou Hao walked out of the bedroom, Lin Jingfan followed closely behind him, "Brother Hao, where do you live now? Are you doing an internship or doing an experiment, you..."

"Can I borrow the bathroom?"

Zhou Hao stopped at the door of the bathroom, and asked politely, "I'll leave after I wash my face."

"Use whatever you want, you know where everything is," Lin Jingfan said indifferently, and followed him into the bathroom, "Brother Hao, don't you...do you have anything you want to tell me?"

Zhou Hao stood in front of the sink, staring fixedly at the two pairs of toothbrushes on the sink. After a while, he twitched the corners of his mouth nonchalantly.

"New boyfriend?" He looked at Lin Jingfan in the mirror, the expression on his face was still smiling, but Lin Jingfan was inexplicably guilty.

"I can explain." Lin Jingfan took a deep breath and looked at Zhou Hao with pleading eyes.

Just at this moment, the phone rang suddenly.

It's Tao Xiao's call.

"Hey baby, are you awake?"

"Just woke up."

"Is the stuff packed? Do you want me to help?"

"It's almost... not much, I don't need help, I can do it myself."

"Then I'll pick you up? Four o'clock in the afternoon?"

Lin Jingfan glanced at Zhou Hao, and wanted to say yes, but suddenly changed his mind.

"Tao Tao, the leader suddenly has something to ask me today, can we talk about the moving next time?"

There was silence for a long time, and after a while, Tao Xiao's tolerant voice came: "Okay, I'll listen to you."

Lin Jingfan let out a long sigh of relief, and when he looked into Zhou Hao's eyes again, he found that he had washed his face and was staring at him.

"Are you going to live together?"

Zhou Hao had no expression on his face, and said casually, "Congratulations."

"Do you have to speak so eccentrically?"

Lin Jingfan took a deep breath, the long patience and grievance finally broke out at this moment.

"Is this situation caused by me alone?"

"I have looked for you so many times, and every time I am full of expectations, I hope to have a good chat with you face to face. I want to see you so much, and I have so many things to say to you."

"But what about you? Confessed inexplicably, moved out of the house inexplicably. Or just didn't answer the phone and disappeared, and when I answered the phone, I would find all kinds of reasons to prevaricate and not meet me. What are you running away from?"

"If you are afraid to hear my answer, I can tell you now."

"I love you."

"I love you", Lin Jingfan looked at him provocatively, and repeated again, "Why, is it unexpected?"

Zhou Hao was stunned.

He stood there sluggishly, his pupils dilated slightly, as if he couldn't react for a while.

After a few minutes, he suddenly sneered and said, "Don't pity me, Lin Jingfan."

"Who pities you? Why do you pity you?" Lin Jingfan said with some breakdown, "Why don't you believe that I really like you?"

"At the beginning, I couldn't tell whether my feelings for you were liking for you or the dependence caused by living together for a long time. But after I separated from you, I realized that I miss you every day."

Lin Jingfan calmed down now, and said calmly, "I've made so many phone calls, but I just wanted to tell you this personally. It's because you haven't given me the chance..."

"Impossible..." Zhou Hao seemed a little confused.

"Why is it impossible?" Lin Jingfan asked back.

Zhou Hao's expression was very complicated, he looked at him scrutinizingly, as if he was judging the truth from his words, Lin Jingfan was laughed out of anger almost instantly.

"Why do you think I'm pitying you? Are you so unconfident in yourself?"

"I'm sick!"

Zhou Hao suddenly said with red eyes, "You already know that I am "None", don't you feel...disgusted? "

"What kind of sickness are you!" Lin Jingfan became agitated by him, and hoarsely shouted, "What kind of sickness are you!"

"My friend's boyfriend has AIDS and I haven't seen them dying. What are you doing? What's the problem? Can't we handle it together? What the hell do you want me to do to believe that I really love you? You, do you want me to strip right now and let you do it?"

"Damn it!" Meng Nan and the female tester Qi Qi exclaimed, and were so shocked that they couldn't speak for a long time.

"It's too exciting," the female tester patted her chest, obviously unable to calm down for a long time.

"Then...did you do it?" Meng Nan asked gossipingly.

"Why are you so shameless?" Lin Jingfan pushed her head away helplessly and said, "I didn't do it."

"He seemed to be frightened by me. He couldn't speak for a long time, and sat on the bed in a daze."

"Then...you", Meng Nan asked tentatively.

Lin Jingfan nodded with difficulty.

"We both cried that morning," Lin Jingfan said. "It was the first time I saw him cry. Sitting on the bed, his shoulders trembled uncontrollably. When I saw him cry, I couldn't control it either. We The two just hugged each other, sat on the bed and cried, and finally...well, together."

The atmosphere in the office was very quiet, Meng Nan and the female tester did not speak for a long time, Lin Jingfan was obviously a little emotional, his expression became serious.

"Scumbag", after a while, Meng Nan changed his tone and teased, "What about little brother Tao Xiao?"

"Alas", Lin Jingfan sighed, his expression became more solemn, "That's why I said that the more affectionate people are sometimes the scumbags. I called him that night... ..”

That night, when Lin Jingfan and Zhou Hao had dinner, they were absent-minded.

Tao Xiao didn't look for him all day, neither a phone call nor a text message or WeChat.

Lin Jingfan used to be like this when he was busy, but he didn't know if it was because of guilty conscience, he always felt that Tao Xiao seemed to know something.

"Do you regret it?" Zhou Hao put down the chopsticks in his hand and looked at him seriously, "I can pretend that nothing happened today."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Lin Jingfan gave him a displeased look, then suddenly softened his tone, and said thoughtfully, "I'll make a phone call."

He walked to the next room with his mobile phone, hesitated for a long time, and called Tao Xiao to apologize.

Tao Xiao was not surprised by this, and smiled smartly on the other end of the phone.

"I'm sorry, when I was chasing you, I expected that one day this might happen, but I still followed my heart."

"People, sometimes they like to do what they know they can't do. If you don't really hit the south wall and get hurt, you won't look back."

"Tao Tao...", Lin Jingfan heard him say this, his calm emotions became agitated again, and he wanted to cry again.

"I really like you, Fanzi." Tao Xiao seemed to sigh over there, and continued, "If it's not suitable for you to be with him, please remember that there is someone waiting for you .”

"Don't do this, Tao Tao," Lin Jingfan said sadly, "Don't wait for me, do you want me to die of guilt?"

"It's good to be guilty," Tao Xiao took a breath, and said lightly, "You will always remember me when you feel guilty, or you will forget me within two days."

"I won't take the things in your house. If it disturbs you, just throw them away. After all, I just broke up with you, so it's inevitable that I'll be hurt."

"Okay, I'll listen to you." Lin Jingfan nodded with difficulty, "You..."

"Don't even think about inviting me to dinner." Tao Xiao interrupted him again, and said, "It's best not to see each other these days, or I might want to hit your boyfriend when I see him."

"……it is good."

The two chatted a few words back and forth, during which Tao Xiao always behaved very decently and chicly.

But the more he was like this, the more uncomfortable Lin Jingfan was, feeling that he was simply a peerless scumbag, and he couldn't help but spurn himself.

"Don't think so," the female tester comforted him, "The past is in the past, and it's not fair to your current lover that you feel guilty all the time."

Meng Nan nodded in agreement: "I was just joking when I said you were a scumbag, although you are indeed a scumbag hahaha..."

She paused, Lin Jingfan made a gesture to hit her, Meng Nan hid behind the female tester with a smile, and continued: "But emotional matters are inherently complicated, and there is no way to discuss right or wrong. At this point, you should stay with your incumbent."

"Didn't you say before that he has depression, how is the situation now?"

"I don't know if it counts as depression, maybe a little bit, and I don't dare to mention it..." Lin Jingfan frowned, shook his head, and his brows frowned into a word, as if there was still something that couldn't be solved. melancholy.

After finishing the conversation that day, he and Zhou Hao were together.

That night Zhou Hao didn't go back, so Lin Jingfan tidied up the master bedroom for him, and lived in the second bedroom by himself, just like when the two rented together before, they lived in separate rooms for one night.

The next day was a Sunday, and he planned to go to his current rental house with Zhou Hao and bring his luggage over.

Zhou Hao refused very strongly, and insisted that he just move the things here, and Lin Jingfan was not allowed to go.

However, Lin Jingfan has a cheap problem, the more others don't let him do something, the more he wants to do it.

He also insisted on going back with Zhou Hao, and threatened that if he disagreed, he would go directly to Zhou Hao Academy and his company to disclose their relationship.

After the quarrel during the day, he has mastered the method to deal with Zhou Hao.

That means he is tough, and you have to be tougher than him.If he is sloppy, you will be more sloppy than him.

Sure enough, it didn't take long for Zhou Hao to lose momentum, so he agreed in desperation.

However, when Lin Jingfan pushed open the door of Zhou Hao's rental house and saw the scene inside, he burst into tears almost instantly.

The author has something to say: I still love you today~