a quarter of his

"You...you shouldn't have done this to two girls tonight."

On the way back, Lin Jingfan's ears were still hot, and he had nothing to say.

They just got off the subway and walked through a small alley in the middle of the red light district. At this time, it was the first time the lights came on, and the beauty of the city kept flickering behind them.

"Be gentle with girls," Lin Jingfan said, "Fortunately, my girlfriends are thick-skinned, otherwise I'm afraid I'll block you..."

Zhou Hao stopped suddenly, and Lin Jingfan choked instantly.

The light in the alley was dim, and Zhou Hao looked at him with calm eyes. For some reason, being watched by him, Lin Jingfan felt a little terrified.

"Are you unhappy?" Zhou Hao stared at him for a while, then calmly spoke.

"I......"

"Don't you like me doing this?" Before he could answer, Zhou Hao asked again.

Lin Jingfan felt a little flustered for no reason, his heart was beating wildly uncontrollably, and he didn't know what he was nervous about.

How to answer this?

He just felt that the atmosphere between the two of them was really weird. They were just playing a game together, so it seemed like there was something real.

"No." His eyes drifted to one side, avoiding Zhou Hao's sight, and he replied casually.

"Just to share with you some ways to get along with girls," he added, teasing with a smile, "Maybe it will be useful when we are with girlfriends in the future."

After Lin Jingfan said this, he regretted it. He clearly knew Zhou Hao's sexuality, and he felt that what he said was too much, but when the matter developed to this point, he almost didn't know how to get along with Zhou Hao.

Sure enough, Zhou Hao's face turned cold when he heard the word "girlfriend".

"No girlfriend." He looked at Lin Jingfan with a complicated expression, "There will be no girlfriend either."

There are no stars tonight, and a full moon hangs in the sky.Under the reflection of the moonlight, the expression on Zhou Hao's face changed unpredictably, and Lin Jingfan felt as if he had never known him before.

A man with tattooed arms walked past them, hugged the woman standing under the tree and began to kiss, and dogs barked from time to time in the alley.

Lin Jingfan's mouth was parched and he didn't know how to answer.

Afterwards, he heard Zhou Hao say in a very soft voice, "You know everything, Lin Jingfan."

"Know that I like you."

Lin Jingfan's footsteps stopped suddenly, and he couldn't believe that he just said that.

Zhou Hao confessed his love just like that, Lin Jingfan's panic and shock at this moment is simply incomparable.

"You", he looked at Zhou Hao in a panic, but found that the other person's expression was calm and frightening, with a certain paranoid determination.

"Are you scared?" Zhou Hao twitched the corners of his mouth, smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "Don't worry, I won't cause trouble to you. I'll move out tomorrow."

After finishing speaking, before Lin Jingfan could react, he turned around and strode towards the community.

Under the street lamp, the hand of the flower-armed man had already reached in from the hem of the woman's dress, and he kept kneading inside.

As the night wind blew, Lin Jingfan shuddered before suddenly realizing what Zhou Hao had just said.

He wants to move?

Lin Jingfan ran back almost subconsciously, and when he opened the door, Zhou Hao had already entered his room, and he left a small night light at the entrance for him.

Standing at Zhou Hao's door, he raised his hand several times to knock on the door, but he didn't have the courage after all.

The whole night, Lin Jingfan was in a daze, and the next morning, when the door lock of Zhou Hao's room rang, he woke up.

He turned over and listened to the movement next door.

Zhou Hao went to the bathroom and returned to the room. Lin Jingfan heard that he was calling the moving company, and immediately couldn't sit still, jumped out of bed and rushed into Zhou Hao's room.

"Don't move away, Brother Hao."

Zhou Hao glanced at him, still making phone calls on his own, made an appointment for the evening, and started to tidy up the house.

"Don't move." Lin Jingfan held down his box and looked at him pleadingly, "This is your house, if you want to move it, I should be the one to move it."

Zhou Hao looked at him quietly, and suddenly smiled.

"Do you like me?" he asked abruptly.

"I...", Lin Jingfan didn't know how to answer, what happened yesterday was too sudden, he was not prepared at all.

"I don't know," he said confusedly, "but..."

"You don't like me," Zhou Hao interrupted him, saying firmly, "No one will like me."

"Don't say that," Lin Jingfan felt powerless.

"Isn't it?" Zhou Hao's expression was very indifferent, "You know that I am "None", you know that I am such a dark and cowardly person, don't you hate it? "

Lin Jingfan shook his head: "Don't say that about yourself, you are not such a person..."

"That's how I am," Zhou Hao suddenly became agitated, and poked his chest twice with his index finger, "That's how I am!"

"I already knew that you were "One Leaf Boat"." Zhou Hao took a deep breath and looked at Lin Jingfan indifferently, "I was actually very happy the day you broke up, but I still pretended to comfort you. "

"I asked you to come on purpose when I was sick. I had another ID card in my pocket at the time, but I still asked you to come... I am." A trace of disgust flashed across Zhou Hao's face, as if he was also affected by it. I can't be myself like this, "I want you to pity me."

Lin Jingfan was stunned.

"And I forced you to move here later. You didn't want to move here at the time, you just looked at me pitifully."

Lin Jingfan opened his mouth, his eyes full of confusion.

"The news on blued was posted on purpose by me. I know you will see it sooner or later. After seeing it, you will guess that "None" is me. With your personality, you will definitely soften your heart. Maybe, maybe you will... ..."

He suddenly couldn't continue talking, changed the topic, and said cruelly:

"Lin Jingfan, haven't you found out yet? I've been testing you since the day I met you."

"I want to see if you are really as harmless as you show, why you can treat others so wishfully, and why everyone likes you so much."

Lin Jingfan stood there in shock, completely dazed.

The Zhou Hao in front of him was so strange that it was frightening. Is everything he said true?

Lin Jingfan felt goose bumps all over his body.

Zhou Hao saw the fear in his eyes, he laughed sarcastically, and said, "Do you still want to save me? Little Sun."

September in City C is still frighteningly hot, with overwhelming sunlight pouring in from the windows.

The air conditioner was not turned on in the house, Lin Jingfan looked at Zhou Hao's indifferent and cruel face, and felt that although he was in a high temperature of 35 degrees, it was like being in an ice cellar.

Zhou Hao moved away.

Lin Jingfan just felt like he had a dream, everything about this person disappeared at home, as if he never existed.

Several times, he thought he was still there in a trance. When shopping for vegetables, he always subconsciously bought Zhou Hao's favorite dishes. When the meal for two was prepared and served on the table, he realized that he was the only one at home.

No one woke him up in the morning, no one accompanied him to work overtime at night, and they never met again even in the company.

One time, Lin Jingfan saw a funny Weibo while sitting on the sofa, and excitedly opened the master bedroom door to share it with Zhou Hao, but found that the bedroom was empty, and immediately felt bored.

He began to feel that this rented room was a bit too big, obviously when Zhou Hao was here in the past, he seldom talked, and most of the time the two of them were doing their own things, but as long as he knew that he was also in this room, Lin Jingfan would be happy. An indescribable peace of mind.

do i like himLin Jingfan kept asking himself repeatedly.

He only knew that he couldn't do without Zhou Hao.

Since he moved away, his life has become flat and he can't do anything.

Do you want to contact him again?

However, every time he thought of his decisive and cruel words that day, he couldn't help but feel uncomfortable.

Gold, nine, silver and ten, as autumn moves gradually enter a white-hot stage, autumn is here again.

City C has been cooling down since last week, and the autumn rain is lingering and falling continuously.

Some time ago, Lin Jingfan wanted to sublet the house and move back to school. After posting it on the website for a few days, he was so frightened by the sudden drop in temperature that he quickly withdrew the rental information.

However, he still didn't want to live alone. After thinking about it, he put up a link to find a roommate again on the Internet.

After finishing everything, he leaned on the sofa and clicked on Zhou Hao's blued homepage.

The news has not been updated since June.

Lin Jingfan clicked on the dialog box with him, hesitating whether to type or not.

When I went to the development and testing department to hand over the task today, I didn't see Zhou Hao. I asked Brother Liu to find out that he had resigned a week ago.

Is it because of yourself?

Lin Jingfan always felt that it was impossible for him, Zhou Hao, to do such a thing for him, but when he thought about Zhou Hao's state when he first met him, he couldn't stop worrying about his situation.

In fact, after this period of calmness, he has slowly reacted.

Most of the hurtful things that Zhou Hao said that day were intentional. To put it bluntly, they were actually to give both parties a step down.

If he didn't do anything at that time, according to their previous progress, after Zhou Hao confessed, the next step would be for Lin Jingfan to say whether he wants to be with him or not.

Perhaps it was the hesitation in Lin Jingfan's eyes that made him lose confidence, and Zhou Hao obviously couldn't bear the embarrassment of being rejected by him, so he chose to escape and used his own way to draw a clear boundary with Lin Jingfan.

Lin Jingfan didn't know why he was so sure, but he just believed that Zhou Hao must not be such a dark person as he said.They have lived together for almost half a year, and those feelings cannot be fooled.

But do I love him?

Every time he thinks about this problem, he will get stuck in an instant, and everything can't go on.

Lin Jingfan rested his hands on the phone screen, writing, deleting and deleting in the dialog box, but in the end he still didn't send the message.

He had a vague premonition in his heart that if he wanted to get Zhou Hao back and live with him again, unless they fell in love.

Before thinking clearly about this problem, all efforts will be in vain.

While meditating, the phone vibrated, and Mai Xingze sent a message.

"Doge": Brother, I am confused.

The author has something to say: I still love you today~