a quarter of his

"How about it, share it with us!"

In the evening, Xiang Tian and Zhuang Mengyuan sat across from Lin Jingfan, looking at him excitedly.

"Should... be okay?" Lin Jingfan said a little uncertainly, "The company is relatively small, with more than 20 people, but they all have a lot of background, first the HR interview, then the technical interview, and the last round is the general manager's interview. Interviewed."

"The general manager is also very young, maybe two years older than us. We chatted for almost an hour, and we were quite happy. In the end, he asked me to come back and wait for news."

"Who asked you this?" Zhuang Mengyuan rolled his eyes.

"How is the senior from Tsinghua University?" Xiang Tian looked at him with red eyes, "Are you tall? Are you handsome? Do you have a girlfriend?"

"So you don't care about me at all!" Lin Jingfan said angrily.

"Tall, handsome, and a bit ruffian." He said angrily, "I don't know if I have a girlfriend. I can't ask him if he has a date in the middle of the interview."

"By the way, don't you two have boyfriends?" Lin Jingfan looked at them suspiciously.

"Oh", Zhuang Mengyuan said expressionlessly, "How about having a boyfriend, can't you have a male god?"

"Yes", Xiang Tian said expressionlessly, "If the seniors of Tsinghua University want me, they will abandon Jiang Tao every minute."

Zhuang Mengyuan: "Ask if there is still a shortage of people in HR, the kind who can write codes and be cute."

Nod to Sweet Maniac.

Lin Jingfan was almost driven crazy by these two bad friends: "You two, Huawei and Tencent, are you here to humiliate the interns of my small company!"

The three of them were noisy, and although they had known each other for three years, they still had endless topics to talk about after meeting.

Lin Jingfan boasted that he had matured a lot in the past two years, but once he got together with these two girlfriends, he would reveal his true colors again and become a naive big boy.

Night fell slowly.

From the corner of his eye, he would glance over the outdoor area from time to time, and the boy never appeared again.

"What are you looking at?" Xiang Tian followed his gaze, "Why are you so absent-minded."

Lin Jingfan pursed his lips, although he was very happy to have made progress in finding an internship, but according to the "None" suicide countdown, if there is no accident, then tomorrow is the time for him to make a break.

There was an indescribable anxiety in his heart. He didn't know whether "None" had seen the message he sent, and whether he had suddenly figured it out.At this moment, he would rather hope that he was just playing a prank as Xu Chen said.

"I have a friend." He thought for a while and said, "It's not a friend. I met a netizen on Weibo. I saw him post a countdown to suicide two days ago. Tomorrow is the last day of the countdown. What's the matter?" Method……"

Lin Jingfan told the two of them exactly what happened in the past two days, but changed the blued to Weibo, Xiang Tian and Zhuang Mengyuan were both shocked and sympathetic.

Finally, he said cautiously: "Actually, he is gay, but he was born in a very traditional rural area, and the pressure is really great..."

"Do you have his contact information?" Xiang Tian said, "Mobile phone, penguin, WeChat..."

"Or do you know which school he is from? Look at his followers and fans," Zhuang Mengyuan said, "This is simply looking for a needle in a haystack."

The three of them stopped talking, Lin Jingfan only hoped that his friends around him would also find out about this matter, or he figured it out for a while.

He returned to the dormitory with a heavy heart and lay on the bed exhausted.

He didn't sleep well that night. In the middle of the night, he dreamed that all the social news headlines the next day were reporting a case of a college student committing suicide in a dormitory and falling from a building. He was startled awake in his sleep, breaking out in a cold sweat.

I touched my phone and checked the time, it was only three o'clock in the middle of the night.

He couldn't help but turn on blued, click on the dialog box with "None", and wanted to send a few more words, but he deleted it after writing it, and wrote it after deleting it. It didn't feel right no matter what.

Just when he was about to lose his mind, the phone vibrated for a long time.

"None" sent a message.

-What do you think is the meaning of life?

Lin Jingfan looked at the phone screen and felt that this question was simply too difficult.

But he knew that he had to answer well, otherwise he would lose "None"'s trust immediately.

He thought for a while and started typing in the dialog box.

"One Leaf Boat": I feel alive, like a journey.In this process, there may be loss and pain, but there will also be joy and happiness.

- We are on a journey, and we often trap ourselves in the current relationship, and the picture is a prison.But I occasionally think back on my previous trips. Whether it is more happy or more painful, what is left in the end is the temperature of memories.Sometimes I also wonder, if the journey ends early because of some unhappiness, will I not be able to see the scenery behind?

-I saw your news, None, maybe you feel very painful now, you feel that you can't keep going, and you want to get off the car early.But as long as you survive this period of time, you will definitely find that more beautiful scenery will always be behind.

-The ups and downs of life are like the alternation of the four seasons. It is the way of nature. After pain, there must be joy.

After Lin Jingfan finished posting these two paragraphs, he also fell into long-term contemplation.

He has never thought about this kind of problem before, since when has he been able to say such a thing.

Looking back at the summer vacation that ended in the third year of high school, the anxiety and confusion at that time seem so insignificant now.

He is glad that he was not depressed and depraved because of this, and hopes to do his best to help "None".

-I once saw a passage on the Internet, saying that everyone has started the countdown to suicide from the moment of birth. Since this day will definitely come, why not let it be later, maybe in the process In , you will encounter something by chance, and then suddenly don't want to die.

After Lin Jingfan sent the last sentence, the other party was silent for a long time, then suddenly said:

- You said you didn't go to blued because of your boyfriend, you love him very much.

Lin Jingfan was stunned for a moment: Why did you ask this suddenly?

"None": Nothing, thank you for your enlightenment.But I still want to ask, do you treat everyone like this, don't you feel a little bit of a virgin?

"One Leaf Boat": Maybe.I've always been kind of...stupid, my boyfriend said you must be trying to scam me out of money, but I still believe it.I can only say that stupid people have stupid blessings. I was also very dark and confused for a period of time. At that time, it was only thanks to the help of many strange friends that I was able to get out.So I understand very well that people really need help at this time.Are you feeling better now, do I need to chat with you again?

"None": Your boyfriend is right, you should be wary of people, you trust people too easily.

"None": I don't know, life is boring, want to die but don't dare to die, coax one.

"One Leaf Boat": Then try to live first and give yourself another chance, okay?I just dreamed that you were on social news, which scared me into a cold sweat.

"None": Sorry.

"One Leaf Bingzhou": No...don't be sorry, I just want to say that there may be many people around you who care about you.You see, even a stranger like me cares about you so much, let alone your family and friends.If something happens to you, they will be very sad.

"None": Hmm.

"None": Don't worry, you won't see me on social news tomorrow.

Lin Jingfan finally heaved a sigh of relief at this point: Just figure it out, then I'll go to bed, and I have to get up early tomorrow.

"None": Good night, see you tomorrow.

Lin Jingfan yawned, replied "Good night", and suddenly froze.

"One Leaf Boat": Wait, explain to me what is meant by 'see you tomorrow? '

"One Leaf Boat": Are you the boy outside the coffee shop?

"One Leaf Boat": Hey, don't pretend to be dead, talk.

Lin Jingfan sent five or six messages in a row to chase after him, but "None" went offline directly after sending that message, no matter how much he called, he still didn't respond.

Lin Jingfan scratched his heart and liver, thinking how could he still be able to sleep!

Forget it, I'll find out when I go to the coffee shop tomorrow anyway.

However, imagination is always good. The next day, he just packed up his things and was ready to study, when he received a text message from the company, telling him to join the job immediately.

Lin Jingfan didn't expect that everything would be so fast, and he found an internship so inexplicably?

He felt unreal, and read the text message several times before finally being sure.

In fact, among so many resumes submitted by Lin Jingfan, the one he likes the most is this start-up company of senior brother Tsinghua University.

Maybe the salary is a little different from BAT Huawei, but he always feels that he can learn more knowledge in this integrated small group.

After receiving the text message, he took a bus and went straight to the company without even changing his bag.

"Why are you still carrying a computer?" Miss HR couldn't help laughing when she saw him carrying a big bag, "Our company equips everyone with a computer."

Lin Jingfan scratched his head, but did not speak.

"After the contract is signed, the master will take you," Miss HR said, "Don't be nervous, the people in our company are very friendly."

Lin Jingfan nodded. He was so busy signing contracts and visiting the company that he was dizzy until finally Miss HR brought him into an office and introduced him to everyone.

"This is our new intern, Lin Jingfan, everyone welcome." There were only five or six people in the office, and they clapped their hands enthusiastically.

Lin Jingfan introduced himself generously, Miss HR pointed to one of the round-faced boys and said, "Xiao Liu, you are in charge of leading Jingfan during this time."

"No problem", the boy named Xiao Liu stood up and said, HR turned to look at Lin Jingfan again, "There is another intern with you, who joined the job a month earlier than you, and should be here soon."

"Okay." Lin Jingfan nodded and said, "Thank you, sister."

"Do it well," HR patted him on the shoulder, looked behind him suddenly, and laughed, "I was talking about you, and you came here. Come, Zhou Hao, to introduce a new colleague to you."

Lin Jingfan turned his head curiously, and was about to say hello, when his eyes met for a moment, he suddenly froze.

"Zhou Hao is in charge of guiding the new intern a little bit, and teaching him how to use the company's intranet..." HR ordered a bunch of things.

Lin Jingfan nodded "hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh", Lin Jingfan looked at the boy in front of him over and over again.After HR left, he suddenly approached Zhou Hao and asked in a low voice.

"Hey, brother, remember me?"

The author has something to say: I still love you today~