a quarter of his

Lin Jingfan said: "At that time, I had a faint feeling of being at the same table as me, you understand..."

Lin Jingfan got his first smartphone when he was here.

In mid-June, summer was in full swing, and the bus from G City to Z City was almost full of people.

The scorching weather made the entire vehicle feel sleepy, and the villagers behind them were swearing at the phone in local dialect, which made them even more irritable.

Lin Jingfan leaned on the back seat boredly, took out his new mobile phone from his trouser pocket to play with.

The latest iPhone 5s has a metallic feel and feels cool in the hand. This is what Lin Wulian took him to buy on the day the college entrance examination ended.

Lin Wulian himself usually uses a counterfeit smart phone worth 1000 yuan, but he is very willing to part with his only son.At Suning Appliance, I heard from a shopping guide lady that now children love to use Apple, and they can pay for it with a wave of their hands.

Lin Jingfan also liked this phone for a long time.

I used a foolish Nokia for three years in high school. In addition to being able to make calls and send text messages, it takes a long time to check information online, and the screen is also small.

Now that I changed to a smart phone, I feel comfortable at last.

"How is it?" After leaving Suning, Lin's father was carrying his mobile phone bag, and seeing his son looking at his new mobile phone without looking at it, he couldn't help but smile and said, "I've been in college for four years, so the price of this mobile phone won't drop. "

"Thank you Dad", Lin Jingfan raised his head from the screen, very moved, but not good at expressing his feelings.He just stepped forward to take the bag from Father Lin's hand, and walked side by side with him.

On June 2014, 6, 8 years of studying hard came to an end.

Lin Jingfan walked out of Suning Appliance side by side with his father, and the afterglow of the setting sun shone on the shoulders of the father and son. The boy had already surpassed his father by a lot.

The sun slanted westward, and the bus drove out of the city.

Lin Wulian was sleeping beside him, grunting regularly.Lin Jingfan knew that he always drove late at night and his work and rest were irregular, so he sat by the window and swiped his phone.

This is the second day after the college entrance examination, sitting on the bus home, Lin Jingfan still feels unreal.

He naturally woke up once at 05:30 in the morning, and when he rushed to the bathroom and saw the toilet, he realized that he was in a hotel rather than a dormitory.

Lying back on the bed in a trance, thinking of the end of the three years of high school study, I have the urge to roar, but I am too tired to cheer up.

Seeing the new mobile phone being charged, he took it over.

The phone card had already been switched on when it was in the store, and the clerk enthusiastically downloaded the necessary software for him, and the address book was synchronized that night.

Everyone used to use QQ when they were studying, but after the college entrance examination, they all switched to WeChat overnight.

Lin Jingfan clicked on the green smiling face, and looked at the row of new friends that were automatically synchronized, and knew that everyone had bought a smartphone.

He almost didn't look at it and pressed Add all the way, and Wei Yang, a junior high school student, was also among them.This guy is studying in the countryside, and the school is not strictly controlled. He probably has already used a smartphone, so he doesn't even want to add friends.

Few people passed the request early in the morning. After sending out the application, he went back to confirm it again.

He remembered correctly, Chi Lei was indeed not among them.

He didn't change his smartphone?

Lin Jingfan clicked into the address book and copied his phone number, but a WeChat search showed no users.

Changed number?

He tossed and turned and thought for a while, but felt quite bored again. Drowsiness hit him, and he fell asleep again in a daze.

This sleep lasted until noon, and the father and son ate something casually downstairs in the hotel before going back to school to carry their luggage.

There were quite a lot of people who came to carry their luggage. The students took off their school uniforms, and they seemed to have matured a lot overnight, with youth and confidence in their eyes.

Just after the exam, everyone met and had endless topics to talk about.

The most discussed was how the test was done, whether the math finale was done, whether the Chinese composition was off topic, and some people covered their ears.

Lin Jingfan was stopped by several classmates, and asked about the exam situation, all of them answered in unison, "It's okay."

The classmate looked at him a few times, as if guessing from his words whether he was lying or not.

H High School is a gathering place for good students, and the competition is fierce.

There is always an inexplicable atmosphere among the top students. Lin Jingfan's grades in H are not very top-notch, but many people have been paying attention to him as the number one student in the county's high school entrance examination.

He didn't say much, since his relationship with his classmates was normal anyway, he stopped to take a look when passing by Chi Lei's dormitory, but he was still not there.

Bedding, clothes...books are not needed, just throw them away.

After three years of belongings, there were only two big boxes, and it was almost two o'clock when it was over.Lin Wulian bought a ticket for three o'clock in advance, and took the bus to the bus station.

Before leaving, Lin Jingfan took a look at the school. On the last day of H, there was no joy as imagined. He clearly felt relieved in his heart, but he also felt unreal.

Is this the end of my high school career?He felt a little lost again.

The bus enters the national highway.

The fellow behind him cursed all the way, and finally stopped after leaving the city, leaning on the back of the chair to sleep.However, after not sleeping for a few minutes, he snored again earth-shatteringly.

The signal on the road is good and bad. In 2014, the 4G network had not yet come out.Lin Jingfan quit QQ and re-entered WeChat.

Friends filled the screen with crackling messages, and they started asking about their grades as soon as they greeted them, and some of them took the initiative to add him.Lin Jingfan passed by one by one, and after a wave of greetings in a hurry, Lin Wulian woke up.

"Where are you?" Lin Wulian covered his eyes with one hand, apparently just woke up and couldn't adapt to the light in front of him.

Lin Jingfan drew the curtains, handed him a bottle of water, and said, "Just passed Xie Village, it's almost here."

Lin Wulian took a sip of water and said, "Tell your mother, we're almost there."

Lin Jingfan nodded and called his mother Shen Fangfei.

Seeing him playing with his mobile phone, Lin Wulian asked again: "Is the mobile phone easy to use?"

"It's very easy to use", Lin Jingfan took the phone and demonstrated it to him.

Lin Wulian didn't really understand it. He just felt very relieved to see his son's proficient posture in playing with his mobile phone, and sighed, "It's still expensive."

"That's it", Lin Jingfan agreed, thinking that Lin Wulian was still using a cheap counterfeit phone, and so was Shen Fangfei.In the future, if they work, they will also be replaced with the latest Apple.

At that time, Apple didn't know how many generations it was.

What kind of work will I do in the future?

He couldn't help but start brainstorming again, it depends on the major he studied in university.

What major should I study in university?

He was a little confused. In the three years of high school, he seemed to have only learned to study, and he didn't understand anything other than study.

Forget it, let's wait until the results come out.

The two father and son chatted for a while, Lin Jingfan looked down at the phone, and there was another red dot in the column of the address book.

He stretched out his fingertips and clicked on it. When he saw the newly synchronized contacts in the system, his heart skipped a beat.

When he could really add friends, he was a little hesitant.

The reason is hard to say, Lin Jingfan thinks he likes Chi Lei, and Chi Lei is a man.

Is this like it?Lin Jingfan was a little skeptical.

The two had been at the same table for a year in the third year of high school, and he couldn't help thinking about Chi Lei.Things like adding friends, always think of him first.When I was in school, I would subconsciously look for him.

Chi Lei is tall and handsome, with a sunny smile.

Lin Jingfan himself was originally a sunny boy before entering high school, but the perverted high pressure in H made him gradually lose himself.

Get up at 05:30 every day, wash up like a war, and run in the morning with more than 1000 people rubbing shoulders on the playground.After running and then rushing to eat like a war, the next step is to endlessly brush up questions in class.

The mechanical life made him feel like a clockwork machine, or a walking dead without a soul.

Only when he occasionally jokes with Chi Lei is the rare joy in his bitter life. When he sees his handsome side face between writing questions, he will feel his heart throbbing.

am i gay

No, it's impossible.

As soon as this idea appeared in his mind, he quickly denied it.

He remembered dating a girl in junior high school.

The girl is lively and cute. He has been secretly in love with her since the sixth grade, and they have been together since she confessed successfully on QQ in the second grade of junior high school.The two chat on QQ every day, secretly change seats and sit together during class, and take a walk on the playground after school...

The feelings at that time were very pure, and I don't remember whether I held hands or not.After breaking up two months later, Lin Jingfan was sad for a long time, lying on the bed at night, tears streaming down his cheeks...

When I was in the first year of high school, I also seemed to have a good impression of a girl in the same class.The girl has short hair and looks cute when she smiles, but it's a pity that she's not in the same class after being divided into arts and science classes in the second year of high school, and her relationship gradually fades.

In this way, the probability of liking girls seems to be higher than that of boys.

No, not right.

He suddenly remembered vaguely that a long, long time ago, he seemed to have had a good impression of Wei Yang, who grew up with him since he was a child.

It was in the first year of junior high school. The half-grown teenagers had a close relationship, and there was always a comfortable feeling when they hooked their shoulders and put their backs together.

This is not right!

Do I like girls or boys?

Lin Jingfan was a little confused.

The liking for first love must be true, for Wei Yang and Chi Lei, it should be brotherhood.

After all, one is an acquaintance with open crotch pants since childhood, and the other is the only good friend for three years in high school.

Especially Chi Lei, it is more of a kind of spiritual sustenance in a high-pressure environment.

Um!Lin Jingfan felt that he had thought clearly, and was about to add Chi Lei.

The phone vibrated, and he looked down, and Chi Lei sent a friend request.

"Three Stones": Lin Jingfan, you are too mean, you actually left so early on the last day and didn't see you.

As soon as this guy came up, the villain started to sue first. Lin Jingfan couldn't laugh or cry: My dad bought the bus ticket in advance, and there is no refund.

"Three Stones": Are you on the bus now?How is the exam?

"Invisible Sail": It's okay, I guess six hundred and three, what about you?

"Three Stones": Let's make a living, only twenty or thirty points taller than you.

"Invisible Sail": Get lost——

The two teased each other a few words, but they didn't feel any part of each other, and they were still as relaxed as before.

After a while, Chi Lei was going to the Internet cafe to play games, Lin Jingfan was about to get out of the car, and the conversation ended.

To his surprise, the throbbing feeling he had had seemed to suddenly disappear.

He clicked on Chi Lei's profile picture, it was a photo standing in front of the sea.

The profile of him on the top is still handsome and sunny, just like every time he looked at him when he was at the same table, but he didn't have the feeling that made his heart beat.

Lin Jingfan repeated confirmation several times, and finally he was convinced that he didn't like Chi Lei anymore.

It's weird, but I just don't like it.

Lin Jingfan breathed a sigh of relief, which seemed to confirm his analysis just now.

The previous liking was just an illusion, he still liked girls.

The author has something to say: Welcome everyone who opens this book, I love you~