Worry is common

Location7.

【One】

"Youran? - Why are you in a daze?" Gu Feng wrapped his left hand around Wen Youran's waist, turned his head sideways, and looked into Wen Youran's eyes with concern.

"Fa, in a daze—" Wen Youran grabbed the table nervously, trying to speak, "No, in a daze."

The back desk rolled his eyes: "Listening to Wen Youran's words, I would die of anxiety."

Wen Youran looked at Gu Feng sadly, and said stubbornly, "No—"

Gu Feng laughed softly, and put his hand on Wen Youran's waist, pulling him closer to him, "But I think it's very cute." He stared at Wen Youran's full and delicate lips, and suddenly bowed his eyes. He leaned down and kissed her, "Yan Ran is so cute——I'm going to be drowned."

The teacher of Class [-] has habitually ignored this place—since Gu Feng applied to transfer Wen Youran to his class a year ago, he basically couldn't see that spot, and he was blinded by seeing it.

Who knows the feeling that two people are blatantly dating in school and can't control it?

Wen Youran didn't say anything, there were not many teachers in the whole school who dared to talk to him, for fear of accidentally poking some sensitive thread of him.And Gu Feng——the school called Gu Dasheng/Major tremblingly, but the other side said cheerfully, "I know about this—Gu Feng told me from the beginning. The child is sincere. It's a good thing to like someone, our elders should not interfere too much."

【two】

"I'm home—" Wen Youran got out of the shower and came out drenched, the phone was stained with moisture, "Hmm..."

"Well, that's good." Gu Feng laughed a little, and the words seemed to carry some electricity, flowing into Wen Youran's ears irresistibly.Wen Youran touched the soft neck, feeling a small bump on it.

"Brother—come here quickly!!"

It was a delicate female voice, sweet and crunchy, with a deliberately elongated tone, coquettishly soft.

"Well, wait a minute."

When Wen Youran heard Gu Feng's reply, he realized something, and said first, "You, just get busy—if you have something to do. Good night, good night."

After hanging up the phone, Wen Youran sat on the bed with her phone in her hands, a trace of jealousy flashed in her eyes.

Gu Feng has a younger sister named Su Nian - he heard about it.Su Nian is not from the Gu family, but the daughter of Gu Feng's father's friend, who has been fostered by Gu Feng's family since she was three years old.He knew that Gu Feng cared about his younger sister very much.

In fact, when Wen Youran heard Su Nian's name from Gu Feng for the first time, he felt unwilling because of Gu Feng's gentle tone—that woman was very annoying, and in the depths of Wen Youran's heart, a feeling of resistance was growing crazily .

He heard Gu Feng say how naughty Su Nian was, and Gu Feng said it with a smile all the time, but Wen Youran was deeply puzzled——that Su Nian was obviously not related to Gu Feng by blood, and how could he be ashamed to keep talking about Su Nian? Call Gu Feng?

He really hates Su Nian.

Just hearing Gu Feng mention her name, Wen Youran felt unspeakable repulsion and jealousy filling his chest, making him almost unable to breathe.

Wen Youran knew that he was very possessive, even Gu Feng's relatives, he didn't like them getting too close to Gu Feng.

He wanted Gu Feng to be his alone.

It was late autumn, Wen Youran was only wrapped in a thin bathrobe, her jet-black hair was not dry, it was wet, dripping cold drops of water continuously, Wen Youran's back was soaked very quickly.

"Su Nian..." He opened his lips and pronounced each syllable clearly.

The feeling of jealousy was like the deep darkness in the night sky, covering Wen Youran's head and face without seeing any light.

【three】

"What's the matter last night?" Wen Youran glanced down at Gu Feng's desktop with a careless attitude.

"That--Niannian asked me to dry his hair, so I hung up first." Gu Feng touched Wen Youran's face, "Did you sleep well last night?"

Blowing her hair...Wen Youran turned her head, a deep disgust flashed across her dark eyes, "Can't she blow it herself?"

Gu Feng was a little dazed, Wen Youran spoke very fast, and he rarely expressed his emotions so clearly, he took Wen Youran's right hand, and finally interlocked his fingers, "I can't help it... When I was young, I often helped her blow , maybe I'm used to it. If you don't agree, you will make a big fuss."

Wen Youran turned around and took a serious look at Gu Feng.At that moment Gu Feng felt Wen Youran's hand twitch unnaturally like a spasm.

He imagined that Gu Feng's slender fingers shuttled and danced in Su Nian's hair, accompanied by small laughter——

Wen Youran pulled out his hand, and said expressionlessly, "So that's how it is."

With nails embedded in the flesh, Wen Youran stuffed his hands into his pockets, hiding his hatred.

Hate it, hate it, hate it, hate it, hate it, hate it, hate it.It's so annoying——! !

But Gu Feng can't let him know, because...

Gu Feng likes her, likes Su Nian.

[Four]

Wen Youran knew that few people could understand her almost paranoid possessiveness.

Of course he believed that Gu Feng would not blame him - but he and Su Nian, one was a lover who had known each other for less than a year, and the other was a younger sister who had been playing together since childhood.

Although Gu Feng occasionally complained about Su Nian's ignorance, Wen Youran knew that he was not at all annoyed by Su Nian's waywardness.

Wen Youran didn't dare to gamble, Gu Feng was a person who valued family affection very much.

Besides, he clearly knew that his inexplicable malice was not worth showing up.

How could Wen Youran tear open his flaws for Gu Feng to see?

Even if it was impossible, Wen Youran still struggled hard, vainly wanting to let Gu Feng see a perfect self.

【Fives】

"And yet," Gu Feng held up Wen Youran's lock of black hair and kissed it, "I'm sorry, Nian Nian heard that she was going to the playground, so she wanted to follow her—"

"Brother, are you annoying! You talk too much. After walking for so long, you even forgot to buy water for me, and you are still in front of me..."

Wen Youran calmly looked at the girl who kept complaining behind Gu Feng. She looked ordinary, even a little ugly——Su Nian was wearing light makeup, her slender eyeliner hooked unnaturally on her eyes, her nose was a bit stepped, and she was dyed with a tinge. Medium length brown curly hair.Seeing her bossy look, Wen Youran suddenly felt very dissatisfied.

Why do you order Gu Feng around?

"Ugly people often do mischief." Wen Youran said softly, thinking about what to say to Gu Feng later, he just looked away with a faint smile on his face.

"You——!" Su Nian seemed very angry, "Are you talking about me!"

Gu Feng clenched Wen Youran's hand helplessly, "Nian Nian, you are not very good at talking, maybe I misunderstood you..."

Su Nian was so angry that she went to play the Ferris wheel alone.Wen Youran said he wanted to rest, he sat on the tourist chair, Gu Feng stood beside him holding his hand.

"I just don't like her talking to you like that," Wen Youran said suddenly, he lowered his head and looked at his knees, "how could she use that attitude..."

"Well," Gu Feng said, "I know, you are not good at this kind of occasion." Gu Feng squatted down, grabbed Wen Youran's hand and kissed it, then stroked the back of Wen Youran's head, and pushed him down Ya, "Again, Nian Nian has that kind of personality. You may not understand what she means - but she is just a little willful, and she doesn't really hate me."

Wen Youran lowered his head and rubbed Gu Feng's forehead: "I hate whoever treats you badly."

Gu Feng chuckled, held Wen Youran's head, and leaned forward to kiss his soft lips.

The first time Su Nian got off the Ferris wheel, what she saw was her brother kissing Wen Youran obsessively.Gu Feng half-kneeled on the ground, holding Wen Youran's hand hanging on the chair with one hand, and supported the back of his head with the other. Wen Youran lowered his head and gasped/breathed, sometimes showing the bright red tip of his tongue, but quickly , and was swallowed by Gu Feng who bullied him...

Su Nian frowned deeply.

【six】

"Brother—I didn't say you, who are you looking for?" Su Nian yelled dissatisfiedly, "Is he sick? You didn't see it just now. When I hugged you, his face turned black instantly. Yes. Make a displeased face for someone to see, and you have to coax him all the time, whether it’s annoying..."

"Su Nian, don't speak ill of him." Su Nian's rare serious tone finally stopped Su Nian, and Gu Feng helped the corner of his mouth, "I think it's cute—he only likes me. It will be like this."

Su Nian tugged at Gu Feng: "But his jealousy is too strong—I'm your sister! What's there to be jealous about? And he's always been gloomy, and I didn't provoke him. Just say me."

"Again, I don't understand complex emotional expressions. Your tone can easily misunderstand him. You should pay attention to it in the future..." Gu Feng frowned as he spoke, "Why haven't you come back yet? You didn't want me when you said where you were going just now. follow..."

Wen Youran hid behind the obstacle, staring coldly at Su Nian's constantly opening and closing lips.

This woman, damn it.

☆, stop beating heart

[Yun Yanmen.entertainment area. ]

[Known condition: mania (subpersonality). ]

——Location8.

【One】

"Youran?" Gu Feng stretched out his hand and waved it in front of Wen Youran's eyes. The latter looked at him in confusion, his pupils dilated, and he looked like he hadn't recovered yet.

Today is Su Nian's birthday - Gu Feng was worried about letting Wen Youran spend it alone, so he brought him to the banquet.Gu Feng bowed his head and kissed Wen Youran's face, "Youran, I'm going to give Niannian a gift. You stay here obediently, okay?"

Wen Youran's pure black eyes finally had some light after this kiss, and he nodded slightly.

Gu Feng's tall and straight figure gradually moved away, and the colorful lights shone in confusion, rendering the night with a sense of frenzy.Wen Youran waited quietly at the same place, the eyes of the newborn, as clear as pure, focused on following Gu Feng's footsteps.Gu Feng is very popular, and his popularity has always been very good. Wen Youran watched him stop for a few steps before being stopped to talk and laugh. The short distance of [-] meters seemed to be endless.

His pupils quietly climbed up to a touch of gloom.

I like this man.

If you want to hide him, you won't be able to see anyone except yourself, and you won't allow anyone to see him.

The image of Gu Feng imprisoned at home by him suddenly flashed in Wen Youran's mind.He would lock Gu Feng in his bedroom, his hands and feet were sealed with heavy shackles, and the doors and windows were fastened tightly.

Just imagining such a scene made Wen Youran tremble with excitement.

However, Gu Feng would not like this.

When I thought that Gu Feng would hate me because of my abnormally strong possessive desire, when I thought that as long as I did this, Gu Feng's extraordinarily gentle eyes on me would disappear...

No, no... Wen Youran covered his face with his hands, his eyes terrified.

What he can't stand the most is not the fact that Gu Feng is not his own, but Gu Feng's ignorance and dislike.

【two】

"Wen Youran? Come here with me." Su Nian condescendingly stared at the unrecognizable boy squatting on the ground, his brother really has no sense!This person has problems at first glance, and he might go completely crazy one day. She will never let her brother suffer with such an abnormal person.

"Su Nian," Wen Youran put down his hand covering his face, a little doubt remained in his eyes, because his emotions were out of control just now, and his language organization was even more unwieldy, "I'm looking for, I'm looking for you...for a gift."

"Tsk..." Su Nian rolled her eyes impatiently. She didn't understand why her brother had a soft spot for an idiot, "My brother gave me the gift a long time ago! He is talking to his mother now. You and I come over."

"A gift, a gift for you..." Wen Youran still looked at Su Nian and said stubbornly.Su Nian frowned irritably, and directly wanted to drag Wen Youran away.Unexpectedly, as soon as he grabbed the hem of his clothes, Wen Youran frantically slapped the hand he extended, and shook his head nervously while stepping back, "Don't touch me..."

are you crazy! ! ! !Surrounded by all kinds of surprised eyes, Su Nian almost laughed at Wen Youran, she said in a low voice, "I'll take you to find my brother, love will come or not!"

Sure enough, when Wen Youran heard Gu Feng's name, she became quiet, following behind obediently like a doll that has been unwound.

Su Nian saw his abnormal state in her eyes, and wanted to keep him away from her brother even more.Being so clingy to his brother, with a crazy look that he can't do without him, maybe one day he will hurt him.Make it clear today, let him leave his brother by himself!I hope this Wen Youran will be more conscious, so as not to waste her time.

"That's it." Su Nian stopped on a wooden bridge.As one of the best entertainment clubs in Tobacco City, Yunyanmen covers a very large area, and even built a small rockery and several small artificial lakes behind the building complex, so that guests can sober up after drinking and playing.

"Gu Feng... Where is Gu Feng?" Wen Youran looked left and right but couldn't find Gu Feng, feeling more and more uneasy, "Gu Feng, I want Gu Feng..."

Seeing him like that, Su Nian felt even more disgusted, "My brother is not here. Let me explain it to you. I hope you will be more conscious and leave my brother. If you really like him, you won't pester him anymore. Let me tell you—after all, for a sick person like you, if you don’t keep it all together, you will hurt someone someday.”

"Hurt people, no way..." Wen Youran stared at Su Nian in panic and fear. He really thought about imprisoning Gu Feng in a place only he knew, but how could he have the heart to hurt Gu Feng?Wen Youran stared at the girl who made him hate and fear, and murmured, "It won't hurt me...Gu Feng..."

Su Nian suddenly stretched out his hand and pushed him, Wen Youran instinctively avoided other people's touch, the movement was too big, coupled with his restlessness, he couldn't stand still, and even knelt down on the ground.

"I know there are some nasty and perverted thoughts in your mind—" Su Nian stood aside and said with a sneer, "You are not hiding your disgusting possessiveness too much. Which normal person suffers Got you? My brother likes you a little bit now, but can you guarantee that he will always like you? To be honest, you are really selfish. My brother treats you so well, but you don’t even want him to have friends, I Every time brother wants to go out with others, you don’t say a word, but why are you pretending to be wronged?! Because of you, my brother basically hasn’t gone out with others this year!”

"You just want to monopolize my brother and turn him into a monster like you!!"

"Wen Youran, let me say it again. You are mentally ill and crazy, but my brother is not! If you really like him and want to treat him well, get the hell out of here. Don't you know who If you are together, who will be unlucky?!"

【three】

"No, hurt..." Wen Youran knelt on the ground, eyes wide open, he stared at the ground, trembling and kept defending himself, "No... Gu Feng won't... won't hurt, won't !!!!"

"I - I won't hurt, Gu Feng." Wen Youran raised his head and said word by word.When he said the last word, the blank expression on his face was instantly replaced by a smile.

"Xiao Ran said that he can't - why are you forcing him!! Why are you forcing me?!" Wen Youran suddenly stood up and grabbed Su Nian's shoulder, "Why are you forcing me -!!"

"You, you're crazy—" Su Nian was frightened by his ferocious expression, backed away again and again, but still cursed out of disgust, "Wen Youran, you're crazy!"

"Wen Youran" let go of his hand, looked at her calmly for a while, and then suddenly showed a malicious smile.

"That's right, so smart—"

[Four]

Wen Youran held the blood-stained silver knife, and Su Nian's miserable corpse made him unable to recover for a long time.

"I—" Wen Youran's whole body was trembling with panic, "—Su Nian. I killed Su Nian..."

Unsteady in his hand, the silver knife hit the wooden bridge.The gorgeous and exquisite carvings are reflected against the moonlight, emitting a holy and beautiful light. Wen Youran looked at the blood stained on the knife, fear wrapped his heart, but there was an unspeakable sense of comfort. into his hollow heart.

He really, really hates Su Nian.

Your mistake is that you shouldn't snatch Gu Feng from me, you shouldn't treat Gu Feng so badly... Gu Feng is so gentle to you, how can you yell at him and order him like a servant!

Wen Youran looked at Su Nian's bloody face, and couldn't tell whether he was more relaxed or more nervous.

Of course he was afraid.

Wen Youran is not afraid of going to jail, or how others think he is bad or sick.

The only thing he was afraid of was being known by Gu Feng as such a dirty and evil self.

"I'm sorry..." Wen Youran finally cried, and his tears fell drop by drop into Su Nian's open chest—Su Nian's heart was full of love from Gu Feng.

"Gu Feng, I'm sorry..."

☆, please remember me

[Smoke market.Gu Zhai. ]

[Known condition: depression. ]

——Location9.

【One】

Gu Feng has been very busy recently.

Su Nian was dead——the sister he had spoiled for 16 years, who was wayward but dependent on him, died.Gu Feng was very sad. Although his feelings for Su Nian were not extremely deep, the sudden death of a relative who had been living with him was a big blow to him.In addition, Su Nian was killed intentionally, and the body was finally found on the third day after her death.

And Wen Youran.Since Su Nian's death, he has been crying non-stop, with "I'm sorry" mixed in from time to time... The psychiatrist was helpless in this situation, and only said that it might be because Wen Youran had a mother in front of him since he was a child. The psychological shadow of being stabbed to death, coupled with the accidental death of his adoptive father, made him extremely fearful of the death of people around him, and even blamed everything on himself.

After Gu Feng learned about Wen Youran's experience from the doctor, he hugged Wen Youran for a long time without moving.He is very tired, physically and mentally exhausted, but he still needs to comfort Wen Youran. Gu Feng is afraid that Wen Youran will hurt himself in his current state, and he also needs to try his best to calm Wen Youran so that he can record Confession——Wen Youran was the only breakthrough in the investigation of the cause of Su Nian's death.

Wen Youran curled up in Gu Feng's arms, her calm eyes filled with fear.

Gu Feng cares more about Su Nian than he imagined.

He knew that this time it was definitely not so easy to escape, and someone had already expressed doubts about him. Sooner or later, he would be stripped of his disguise, revealing his filthy inside, and completely exposed to Gu Feng.

Gu Feng...would hate him.

Don't... I can do anything, please don't let Gu Feng know...

Wen Youran's tears dripped on Gu Feng's shoulders.

【two】

Why would anyone be intimidated by a lover's possessiveness?

Looking at Gu Feng's exhausted conversation with his mother, Wen Youran thought in a daze.If Gu Feng said to himself...he was so jealous that he didn't want to communicate with anyone, and wanted to lock himself in a cabinet, not to show others, nor to let himself see others...

Wen Youran thought, if this day really came true, he would definitely cry with joy.

Isn't this... proof that he loves himself very, very much.

【three】

"I know……"

"Also," the woman glanced at Wen Youran who was huddled in Gu Feng's arms, "you, classmate, try to comfort him. The person who hurt Nian Nian has not been found yet."

Gu Feng nodded. He felt that the corner of his clothes was pulled. He looked into Wen Youran's eyes, shook his head, and said softly, "Youran wait a minute, I'll make an agreement right away."

Wen Youran lowered his head, looking at his trembling hands.

More and more... Gu Feng ignored himself.Is he impatient?Human love is not blindly affectionate, more often it will become shallow because of feeling powerless.

Gu Feng said that he will always love himself...

But these days have not said much.He doesn't love me anymore.Is it because you pity me and think I'm sick, so you can't speak up?

Gu Feng doesn't like me...?

He is so kind, if he really doesn't like it anymore, it's not easy for him to confess with his current appearance.

Wen Youran's nails were dug into the flesh, his eyes were slack, and he had lost his mind.He tried his best to maintain a normal appearance in front of Gu Feng, but it made the uneasiness that had been suppressed explode even more violently.

[Four]

I've always hated being called crazy.

Because lunatics are always far away from normal people, lunatics will only hurt others, and everyone will avoid lunatics.

Crazy, are you qualified to be a lover?

Maybe, but as a lunatic...how can he embrace his lover with peace of mind.

Perhaps the reason why I am so resistant to being called "abnormal" is precisely because I am really abnormal.

People are always afraid of being exposed.

I always knew... I was a very selfish and immoral person.

Even criminals who have killed countless people seem to find it disgusting and unacceptable when they are slaughtering.

Killing Su Nian didn't make me feel anything, if I really wanted to say it, I was even a little happy.

It's not normal to think like this, she's right, I'm a lunatic.

Going to hell or something, indeed, that is my only destination.

The reason why you are afraid of being found out... is because, after the case is clear, you will hate me.

The only thing I am afraid of is your evasive eyes.

Gu Feng.

【Fives】

Please don't ignore me.

Look at me... please.

【six】

Are you getting impatient?

But I really love you...I can give you anything you want.

Don't be sad, I am willing to die instead of Su Nian, please smile at me.

【Seven】

Please, always remember me.

☆, bloody setting sun

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【One】

"Will you drink water?" Wen Youran held up the glass with a smile on his face.He smiled brightly and beautifully, this was the first time he smiled so bluntly.

Gu Feng took the glass of water, as if accepting the witch's bewitchment.

He fainted heavily.

Wen Youran caught Gu Feng's fallen body, stroked Gu Feng's slightly closed cheek with his hand, and said softly, "Go to sleep for a while."

【two】

"You're finally awake."

When Gu Feng opened his eyes, he felt that his limbs became extremely heavy, so that he could only sit in place, unable to move an inch.

"Where is this—" Gu Feng wanted to ask.But his throat seemed to be blocked by a ball of cotton, and he couldn't make a sound.

"This is the roof." Wen Youran looked at his lips, leaned down and kissed him, "I gave you medicine so that you can be obedient."

Wen Youran sat on the stone railing of the roof, and the afterglow of the setting sun shone down, casting a warm glow on him.Wen Youran closed his eyes, with a warm arc drawn at the corner of his mouth.

"Hey - Gu Feng, if I die now...you will definitely remember me forever."

Wen Youran stretched out his left hand in front of his eyes, looking at the fingers that were rendered light gold by the sun, he slowly withdrew his smile, and put his index finger on his lips: "Sorry, I killed Su Nian..." He crooked Looking at Gu Feng in front of her, she murmured, "Why did you like her so much? I don't want to either."

"I thought about it, Gu Feng, you might like me a little bit. But," Wen Youran opened his lifeless eyes wide, "too little, too little. I want you 24 times a day Hours, every minute and every second, even in a dream, I only see me."

"No matter who you like in the future, when you hug her, touch her hair, or kiss her, you will think of what I told you now... such a thing, I really want to die of happiness just thinking about it."

Wen Youran turned his head sideways, staring at the bloody sun behind him, "It looks like a very happy scene."

"I want you to always remember me."

No matter what impression, what reason, what method.

"Hey, Gu Feng."

"Will you miss me from now on?"

Wen Youran said softly, showing a satisfied smile to Gu Feng, and then he slowly fell back, his body gradually melting into the setting sun.

END.