Worry is common

[Yangchun Mountain.resort. ]

[Known condition: mania (subpersonality). ]

——Location3.

【One】

Today is Wen Youran's tenth birthday.

The changes brought to him in three years are undoubtedly huge.

Although he doesn't take the initiative to talk to others, as long as someone raises a topic, he can respond with a short answer, and he is no longer the spectator in the past.Even in the presence of his adoptive father, he would show a small smile from time to time.

Wen Youran was deeply worried in this seemingly optimistic scene.

He is nostalgic for the warm feeling brought to him by his adoptive father, so he constantly forces himself to make strides towards the outside world.With regular psychotherapy and family affection, the adoptive father said that his illness has improved like a miracle.

Of course Wen Youran was very happy.

However, he gradually discovered that the time he lost his memory was constantly extending.

It seemed to be working against him.

He dared not tell his adoptive father.Now he has a vague understanding of what kind of emotion "fear" is - as long as he thinks of the expression that his adoptive father will show when he is happy because he is getting better and better, but finds that he has gotten into more serious trouble, Wen Youran will Feel a deep fear.

His eyes slid down at a constant speed, and finally landed between his legs.

Resting on both legs was a very heavy book with a dark black lacquer surface and the word "obstacle" branded on the cover, which was so white that it almost burned Wen Youran's eyes.

Fingertips slid across the rough writing, and Wen Youran's gaze was fixed on the title page.

You know mine, right.

Are you still lying to yourself after all these years?

coward.

The last swipe of the character husband severely scratched the thin paper.

Wen Youran's slightly trembling right hand stroked the slightly sunken ink stain. "Ah... What a grumpy guy." He really wanted to make a light joke like this, and then he could continue to pretend to be indifferent and unaware, so as to avoid this increasingly powerful creature living in his body. monster.

Or on the contrary, become brave and righteous, tell your adoptive father directly about your incompleteness, and let him judge yourself.

However, Wen Youran knew very clearly that it was impossible for him to do this.

When did you start to feel ashamed, but you will never be able to have the kindness to match it.The strong sense of guilt dominated him to go to his adoptive father countless times, and he was almost about to speak out about his sins——

That's just almost.

Wen Youran knew that once this kind of thing was exposed, there would be no possibility for him to be pardoned.It is true that his concealment is a disappointment to his adoptive father, but what can he do?

Strip off his hard-won warmth with his own hands... He can't do such a thing.

It was the first time that Wen Youran realized that he was such a selfish person.

【two】

Wen Youran is certainly not "selfish" when he only bases himself in his own world.

At that time, he didn't have any emotions towards the outside world at all, he only cared about whether his territory was invaded, and for the rest, he just watched indifferently, even if it was the best thing or the most beautiful person - it had nothing to do with him.

Naturally, I can't afford the desire to possess.

How can a spectator or a passer-by be selfish?

So when Wen Youran crossed the boundary and was pulled into the sunlight bit by bit by his adoptive father, he realized how out of tune he was with this world.

He is very grateful to his adoptive father for everything he has done for him.The world is indeed a wonderful place, big and complex and full of beautiful things.He gradually understood why so many poets like to sing praises of human emotions, and "happiness" was finally no longer just an empty word for him.

But he is indeed an outlier.Wen Youran felt this when he became more and more integrated into the world.

There is nothing wrong with his logic, but once he speaks, he will become incoherent, like a toddler who has just learned to speak; those actions that make him feel at ease, often make people feel weird, and, everyone Some children will not immediately dodge when others approach slightly; they don't know what words can be said, and what words can only be said silently in their hearts.

Most importantly, Wen Youran discovered that those who are "selfish" and have no scruples for their own desires are regarded as evil by humans in this world and are rejected.

Selfishness is an unavoidable original sin for all human beings—but when one's own selfishness will endanger the interests of others, human conscience will prevent the realization of selfishness.

Wen Youran looked at the book and thought lightly, when he was not standing under the sun, he never realized that his essence was so dirty.

【three】

Putting the book aside, Wen Youran leaned on the bed, with his right hand inserted into the pillowcase.

Touching the familiar and reassuring hard object, he gradually fell into a deep sleep.

[Four]

The adoptive father shook Wen Youran who was sleeping soundly, "Xiao Ran, how is Yangchun Mountain? If you think something is wrong, please tell me. Today is your birthday. I will make you happy."

Wen Youran said, "No need."

The adoptive father hesitated for a moment, then stretched out his hand to touch Wen Youran's face, "Xiaoran, do you want to see the gift Dad prepared for you?" He was a little nervous, but it was caused by excessive excitement - Wen Youran is so young, what It is impossible to understand.Thinking of this, he slowly took off his pants.

Wen Youran glanced at the ugly organ suspiciously, and immediately stood up excitedly.

"Youran, help dad feel it, okay?" He grabbed Wen Youran's wrist and drew it towards his object.

Wen Youran was resisting himself - the man felt a slight force under his palm.He let go of his hand in silence, and seeing Wen Youran retracting his hand desperately, he couldn't help but feel annoyed—why? !He was bought with his own money and brought up by himself——what right does he have to refuse me? !

"Slap!" With a loud slap, Wen Youran's cheek was engraved with a crimson palm print.The man rudely pulled Wen Youran away, "Kneel here for me. ——Lick it well! The slut born to a woman/cousin, I don't know how to be grateful!"

……

Wen Youran struggled hard.He clearly heard the sound of his world collapsing.

Tears gathered in the eye sockets and slowly rolled down.The man's hand reaches for his last fig leaf.

Is this what it feels like to be sad?

Really, really painful, even death can't be more terrible than this.

It was as if the heart had been ruthlessly/softly/footed/knocked, and even breathing became difficult, and the feeling of suffocation made the whole body ache.Wen Youran thought confusedly, so...the adoptive father is more selfish than me.

【Fives】

Wen Youran raised his head suddenly, with a particularly bright smile on the corner of his mouth.

The man was a little surprised. Even though Wen Youran's autism was much better according to the doctor, it was still difficult to have a normal expression.Although he often smiled to himself, that smile was pulled out abruptly, stiff and funny.

"Adoptive father——" the end of the call was drawn out very long, and it sounded like a coquettish; Wen Youran looked directly at him, with the tip of his tongue frivolously circling the bright red lips, "Do you want to talk to Xiaoran?" What are you doing?"

The man was a little sluggish.Sentimentality and charm seem to be two opposite words, but at this moment they are so contradictory and naturally reflected in this body at the same time.

He couldn't help shaking with excitement.

Wen Youran lay obediently on the bed, with his left hand resting on the man's neck, and his right hand reaching into the pillowcase, stroking the hard strip.

"Does the adoptive father want to take off my pants?" Wen Youran's black and white eyes showed the man's eagerness and ugliness, and he pretended to be wronged, "Come on, adoptive father—Xiao Ran won't resist."

忄/青/谷/感感 exhausted the rationality of this man who had been crazy for too long, he didn't have time to think about Wen Youran's abnormal behavior, he just rushed forward eagerly——

Poof, poof.

It was an exquisite knife with intricate patterns engraved on its body. One end of the handle was tightly held by a slender, white hand; the other end pierced deeply into the man's chest.

The boy giggled, and he suddenly withdrew his hand and pulled out the knife, dark red blood splashed out, staining his pure and beautiful face like an angel's with blood red.

"Wen Youran"'s shoulders trembled, as if he had encountered some extremely fun game, pumping/in, pulling/out, pumping/in, pulling/out, stabbing at the man's elbows and joints quickly, while moving , while giggling, happy to the extreme.

The man was finally awakened by the pain.However, he reacted too slowly and had already missed the opportunity to counterattack. ——He could only stare wide-eyed in horror, and struggled crazily. The severe pain in his whole body made him want to strangle the proud person in front of him desperately, but his limbs were limp and limp, and he could no longer listen to his brain. He could only watch helplessly as he was poked out of bloody holes one by one.

"Wen Youran" stopped his movements, looked at the man's bloodshot eyeballs, tilted his head to one side, and said playfully:

"Adoptive father—I didn't lie to you; 'Xiao Ran' really couldn't resist you," he said with a sweet smile. The eight parts of the legs and knees continued to smear, and the bed sheet was soaked into a thick bright red.He looked at the gesture of the man who hated him so much but couldn't even struggle, and said in satisfaction:

"Because I'm not Xiaoran."

After finishing speaking, he slashed at the man's moon/boast/down, and the ugly, long strip of flesh staggered into the air and fell on the bed.He was so happy that he couldn't help laughing——

"Ha, adoptive father—adoptive father! Hahahaha," he burst into tears with a smile, "adoptive father, although I haven't been in touch with you for long, I used to think that you are as good as Xiao Ran...Adoptive father~"

When he said the last two words, his voice suddenly dropped, but with a slightly coquettish tone.

"The adoptive father must be very regretful, right? In order to do that dirty thing, he booked the whole resort - you said it was because of Xiaoran's fear of others, Xiaoran was so moved -"

"When I was looking at Xiaoran's memory, I was also very, very happy."

"But——" his bright, smiling expression instantly turned ferocious, "The adoptive father made me and Xiaoran so sad, so sad!"

"If the adoptive father hadn't been so lewd/gu/sweet, he wouldn't have ended up like this, where he can't even find anyone to ask for help."

The boy seemed to be insane, all he knew was to raise his hand and stab the man.The blood spattered continuously on half of his face, making it even more terrifying.

"You, you, - lunatic!! Ahh!" The man shouted loudly at the person in front of him with all his strength.

"Wen Youran" raised his head slowly and evenly, and he smiled - soon turned into a big laugh.He laughed and stabbed harder——

"No, call me, lunatic!!!"

Countless blood flowed from his angelic face, and finally stained half of his body red.The boy stood at the head of the bed with a knife in his hand. The picture had a weird and terrifying beauty.

【six】

When Wen Youran got up from the floor, the blood in the room almost burned his eyes.

The rude behavior of his adoptive father before he fell into a coma flashed before his eyes. He lowered his eyes, stared at the bruise on his right wrist, at the bloody knife tightly held in his hand, and then raised his head to look at the bruise on his right wrist. The walls splattered with blood, the bed sheet so red, and the adoptive father lying quietly on the bed—his eyes were still open, he was staring in surprise and anger, his right hand was still tightly grasping himself and was chopped off The raw/bad/straight/device.

Wen Youran stared blankly for a while, his mind running fast.Moments later, he got up, stuffed the knife into the gap between his belt and trousers, and then groped on the ground for a while, holding the lighter in his adoptive father's trouser pocket.

Remove the socket, put it on the bed, and turn it on.

Then go to the bathroom.First draw out the knife, wash the blade, insert it back into the waist and hide it, and then fill the bath with water.Wen Youran finally walked out with two bottles of mineral water in the bathroom.He stood in front of the bed in a daze for a while, then gently unscrewed the bottle cap and poured water on the socket.

"Pu Chi Pu Chi", there was a weak electric current, and Wen Youran watched indifferently as the adoptive father's body gradually turned black, and there was a burning smell in the air.

The hotels in the resort have no oil, he thought calmly.

He took off his clothes and threw them on the bed.

The right hand broke off the wolf's head, and the flames burned silently.Wen Youran raised his hand, and the metal wolf roared, covering the whole bed with a faint light of fire.

Wen Youran walked into the bathroom and carefully washed his bloody body.When he walked out of the bathroom, only a pile of ashes remained on the entire bed.

【Seven】

After Wen Youran's father was acquitted of the knife that was stuck in his mother's abdomen, Wen Youran applied to take it back.

Wen Youran put him under the pillowcase, and the person in charge of the orphanage didn't understand what kind of mentality he had in order to get the knife back, and put it away carefully, not even wanting to let others see it.

Did he actually regard that kind of thing as a treasure?

As the night was getting dark, Wen Youran lay on the rough bed in the orphanage, put his hand into the pillowcase, stroked the knife, and fell asleep peacefully.

【Eight】

"The scene was cleaned up very clean, and the only witness was a psychopath—this is going to kill me." Officer Gu said dissatisfiedly, waving his hand and pulling the file.

"Hush!" Mrs. Gu gave him a stern look, "That child is also pitiful, he was about to recover from self-isolation, but just after he came out of the shower, he saw the body of his adoptive father - it was his birthday that day, tell me... Tsk, I have suffered so much in the orphanage, and now I have to go back..."

Wen Youran huddled in the shadows in the corner, hugging his knees and crying.As long as the distance between the person taking the record and him was less than three meters, he would immediately scream hysterically.The psychiatrist said helplessly that he had autism in the first place, but now that he was severely stimulated, it would be impossible to improve.

Better yet, keep him away from the stimulus and stop trying to ask about the situation.

The author has something to say: There are a lot of typos in this chapter... I changed some of them, please correct me if I haven't noticed anything.

I really don't know how to describe such intense scenes, action description is my weakness.

Regarding cleaning up the traces on the scene, the author has a low IQ and can't think of any clever skills. If there are any bugs, please advise.

Well, about the sub-personality: the sub-personality clearly knows that it is a "sub-personality" and can read the memory of the main personality.But the memories of the secondary personality are not shared with the main personality, that is, Wen Youran.

PS: There are too many river crab words in Jinjiang == obviously they are all normal words.

☆, bystander (indifferent)

[Yanshi No. 1 Middle School.Senior one ([-]) class. ]

[Known symptoms: severe autism. ]

——Location4.

【One】

"Then congratulations to Wen Youran in our class for getting No.1 in this mock final exam! Wen Youran, please come to the stage to choose your prize."

Wen Youran stared at the head teacher on the podium with dull eyes.He sat without saying a word, and kept turning the pen in his hand at an even frequency.

There were one or two sneers from the corner, and the scope gradually expanded, until finally the whole class burst into loud laughter, mixed with a few words like "The robot is stupid again!"

The head teacher sighed, Yanyi Middle School is indeed a good school, but no matter how good a school is, it is impossible to have [-]% good students.In order to prevent underachievers from affecting other students, the school specially gathers those students who spend money, who are extremely biased, or who have disabilities in some aspects into one class.

And this troublesome hodgepodge class is under her control.

Wen Youran's grades are so good that the school leaders actually hesitated for a long time whether to assign him to the cattle herding class: Although he has some intellectual problems, his mechanical memory ability is too strong, even if he doesn't understand the meaning at all. Can memorize textbooks exactly.So he can get high scores even in science subjects, which are said to be useless to memorize. Although he has no problem-solving ideas, and he is not even very good at calculations, but he only needs to grab similar questions from memory and replace the data. Can easily get step score.

Such people are indeed very suitable for exam-oriented education.

Originally, Wen Youran was assigned in the best class, after all, autistic is just not talkative.But the accident happened after the monthly exam. Wen Youran was only teased by his classmate for a few words, then suddenly changed his face, pressed the classmate tightly under him and beat him violently. The crazy look on his face scared all the students and teachers .Since then, Wen Youran has been transferred to the cattle herding class.And the principal complained angrily, saying that mental illness is mental illness, that's all.

【two】

"Student Wen Youran? Please go up and choose your prize." The class teacher reluctantly stepped down from the podium and knocked on Wen Youran's desk, saying softly.The fact that the first in the class is rewarded is a common method she uses to encourage students to make progress, but the results in this class are really not great.

Wen Youran moved his eyes away from the podium, first glanced at the head teacher's hand on his desk, and then looked up at her, his eyes were always distracted, and after a while, he finally got the focus.He stood up suddenly, his movements were very stiff, and there was another burst of laughter all around him.

"Everyone be quiet!" the head teacher yelled, but no one listened to her.They wantonly laughed at Wen Youran's slow and stiff movements. The homeroom teacher looked at Wen Youran worriedly, but Wen Youran still looked indifferent, as if he didn't know that he was being despised.

He walked up to the podium and slowly scanned the prizes piled on the floor: exquisite books, stationery, game discs... His eyes finally stopped on a white teddy bear with a silly grin on the farthest edge.

Wen Youran stared at the huge teddy bear and pointed.

The head teacher walked up quickly and asked softly, "Do you want this teddy bear?"

Wen Youran turned to look at her quietly, without nodding or shaking his head.He hesitated for a few seconds, and finally stepped forward and hugged it fiercely. The bear was 188 centimeters in length, while Wen Youran was only 1.6 meters [-]. He stumbled off the podium holding the teddy bear.

Sneering voices came again and again, "Wen Youran, you are a good mother! You really are a fool hahaha!"

Wen Youran sat on the seat, gently stroking the white bear's head through the transparent packaging bag.

Just call it Dabai—from now on, you will live with me, Dabai.

【three】

After school--

It was already ten o'clock in the evening, Wen Youran sat quietly in his seat, the noise around him gradually became smaller, and finally it was so quiet that it made people feel a little scared.He raised his left wrist and saw that the minute hand was pointing to 10 askew.

Five seconds, four seconds—three, two, one.

At ten ten o'clock, Wen Youran stood up abruptly from his seat with the teddy bear in his arms. He kept taking steps at a consistent frequency, and even the distance covered by each step was about the same.

When he reached the stairs, Wen Youran's expressionless face finally relaxed a little, and he pursed his lips in embarrassment.

Dabai is too tall, you can't even see the stairs while holding him.

Trembling down the second floor, when he was about to finish the stairs, he suddenly heard a rustling sound coming from the bottom. Wen Youran's sight was cut off again, and finally he panicked for a long time—an unsteady step on his foot. Slipped, fell hard, and rolled down the stairs with a gurgling gurgling. His hand was knocked by the steps, and he subconsciously let go of the pain. Dabai let go of his hand just like that.

Wen Youran didn't know at all that when he rolled down, he accidentally threw down someone who was kindly trying to hold him back. His eyes were blank, and he sat up in a daze for a while, his buttocks still unconsciously pressed against the person's waist , Don't let people get up.

It took a long time for Wen Youran to recover from the fright, and then he realized that he was sitting on a person, and he couldn't help avoiding in panic and helplessness.Now he is very resistant to physical contact with others.

Wen Youran didn't even look at that person, went back and picked up Dabai who had fallen to the side, and walked away without even saying sorry.

What happened in this world, what kind of people appeared...

Everything has nothing to do with him.

The author has something to say: I suddenly thought of a horrible thing... This article will not be commented until the end.

☆, extra chapter - Gu Feng's occasion

Transferring schools is indeed very troublesome; especially if you transfer schools near the end of the term, there will be more trivial details.

Gu Feng, who forgot his mobile phone in the classroom and didn't even think about it before going to bed, had no choice but to go out of bed to get it - he lived alone in a double room, and there was no alarm clock in the dormitory. If you are not here, you will definitely be late tomorrow.

As soon as he walked downstairs to the teaching building, he saw a slender figure walking cautiously with a huge bear in his arms.Pfft - so cute.

Thinking of this, Gu Feng silently stood a little further away, so as not to get in the way.

But saw that figure stumbling down the stairs——

Gu Feng rushed up to grab him, but was knocked down by Wen Youran who suddenly rolled down.Wen Youran lay on top of him, as if completely unable to recover from the fright, her little head was buried between Gu Feng's neck and she gasped blankly, not intending to get up at all.

Feeling the warm breath hitting his neck from time to time, Gu Feng blushed inexplicably, and even forgot to remind the person lying on him to stand up.

The man finally straightened up slowly, but he still didn't stand up, just sat on himself.Without the cover of the big bear, Gu Feng finally saw his face clearly.

A very small face, with a pointed chin, but there is some baby fat on the face; the eyes, which are much larger than ordinary people, stare at the distance motionlessly, and it seems that they have not recovered; the lips are small, not very thin, but It's a little plump, and it's slightly opened and gasping for air, and it looks like it's pouted and acting like a baby...

Gu Fengzheng was a little dazed, but saw the person on him stand up abruptly, picked up the big bear on the stairs and hurried away.

Standing up slowly, Gu Feng watched Wen Youran run away, his face was a little hot.

so cute……

☆、Strawberry milk

[Yanshi No. 1 Middle School.Grade [-] ([-]) class. ]

[Known condition: autistic. ]

——Location5.

【One】

Wen Youran was lying on the desk, his eyes were distracted.

It hurts... He clutched his abdomen, and a sharp and intense pain came over him, as if a knife had been stabbed into his stomach again and again, the pain was excruciating.Wen Youran's mouth was sour, and she almost cried out weakly.

If I knew it earlier, I would eat something and come again.The pain eased for a few seconds, and then turned into a slightly dull pain.Wen Youran exhaled lightly, and had time to complain about himself.

He stood up pale, and went straight out of the classroom without telling the teacher.In class one, it was not uncommon for students to leave openly and openly in the middle of the class, but Wen Youran never did this.The teacher was a little surprised, but seeing that he was covering his stomach and his lips were turning purple, he couldn't help but understand.

Wen Youran supported the wall and walked slowly to the stairs. The combination of stomach problems and hypotension was unbearable. His whole body became cold, and his vision began to turn white—at first it was just a small piece in front of his eyes, and slowly The earth spread around.It was very difficult for Wen Youran to breathe, his breathing gradually became heavier, and finally he had to open his mouth to gasp.

Head more and more dizzy.Wen Youran felt the strength of his limbs being taken away bit by bit, and everything in front of him was covered with a thick layer of white light.He trembled down a step, his ears became cold, and he heard a loud noise slowly.

This was the first time Wen Youran saw Gu Feng's face.

Surrounded by many people enthusiastically, he walked up like a star.Wen Youran stood on the steps, Gu Feng's face in sight was surrounded by holy light, shining white...

【two】

"Huh? I said you..." Gu Feng stepped up the steps in two steps, hugged Wen Youran who was about to fall to the ground, and looked at the indifferent crowd in puzzlement, "If you roll down, you will fall badly. "

"Boss... I didn't mean you, do you know who this person is?" The crowd of onlookers petrified for a long while before a certain cannon fodder said quietly, "This is our school's most famous 'idiot school belle', Wen Youran from Class [-], Grade [-] ah……"

Gu Feng frowned, and hugged Wen Youran horizontally, "I'll take him to the infirmary."

"Hey hey boss—" A group of people hurriedly caught up with Gu Feng's fast pace, "I didn't say it, don't look at him like this—he was also called a 'cold beauty' when he first entered school, 'Bingshanzhengtai'...but he is just mentally handicapped. The whole school ignores him!"

"That's right, Brother Gu, how many girls liked him before, but now they don't even look at him. Think about it, if you look like this, you can be excluded, what kind of character is he - we don't need to say more. "

"Screaming like a lunatic when you accidentally touch it—"

"He was originally mentally ill..."

Gu Feng paused slightly, then walked towards the infirmary faster.

【three】

Wen Youran struggled to open his eyes, his head ached from the prolonged coma, he propped up his upper body and carefully sat up.

"Are you awake?"

The gentle, clear sound like a breeze blowing through a stream rang in his ears, Wen Youran raised his head, and looked at Gu Feng's smiling face.

Then he got up and got out of bed in silence, and his expression didn't change at all until he walked out of the infirmary with stiff steps, neither asking nor thanking for everything in front of him.

Gu Feng stared at the thin back who was going away, brushed his right hand over the corner of his mouth, and he gradually evoked a satisfied smile.

Wen Youran is very thin, with the butterfly bones on his back protruding high, showing a little outline on the loose white shirt. Gu Feng gestured something in the air, then shook his head, and stroked his chest, feeling that it was not quite right. Normal heart rate.

It's... so cute as hell.

[Four]

Wen Youran walked through the corridor expressionlessly and walked to the door of the classroom.

"Hey—youran—wait a minute," Gu Feng, who was leaning on the balcony of the first class, hurried over, grabbed Wen Youran who had already stepped into the classroom, and gently led him out of the door, "Have you had breakfast today?" ? Take this."

Wen Youran lowered his head, quietly staring at Gu Feng's hand grabbing his cuff, after watching for a while, he raised his head again, looking straight at Gu Feng with his big black eyes.

Gu Feng covered his face in his heart - he continued to try to stuff the strawberry milk in Wen Youran's hand, while coaxing in a gentle tone, "Drink this, okay? I have to eat in the morning, Your body is already..."

Wen turned back while backing away, and he stepped into the classroom door without looking back.

"...Not good." Gu Feng helplessly filled in the remaining words, shook his head, and walked to the classroom.

"I said Gu Feng, did you go to the first class to send warmth today?" Gu Feng was teased as soon as he entered the classroom, and he nodded calmly, "And he was ignored again."

"Pfft—what's wrong with Wen Youran? It's been more than a month. I guess he doesn't even know who you are. Why do you like him——"

"Don't you guys think he's cute?" Gu Feng was still reminiscing about the way Wen Youran raised his head and stared at himself intently, his ears were red, and he even showed a silly smile unconsciously.

The deskmate gave a smack, but didn't say anything after all.

【Fives】

Wen Youran looked down at his cuff. After a long time, he reached out his hand hesitantly, and gently stroked the soft fabric.

That person is so strange...

☆, Gu Feng

[Yanshi No. 1 Middle School.Senior three ([-]) class. ]

[Known symptoms: Mild autism. ]

——Location6.

【One】

Wen Youran lowered his head, and quietly glanced at the corridor before stepping into the classroom.

nobody……

There were many grievances and sporadic anger for no reason—Wen Youran puffed his mouth and sat down in his seat.

That person is very strange.

Inexplicably calling himself Youran—as if he was very familiar with him; wandering towards me when he had nothing to do, always wanting to stuff all kinds of snacks; before going to bed, he insisted on saying good night outside his bedroom door... …

Wen Youran thought in confusion that something was wrong with him.

What did that person do, does it have anything to do with me?If you don’t come, you won’t come, why do you want him——

He lowered his head lazily, and after seeing the book in front of him, he was stunned for a moment, his upper body straightened suddenly as if frightened.

——The word "Gu Feng" was written all over the Chinese documents on the table.

Wen Youran lowered his eyes, and looked at his right hand holding the pen with some fear.

Why do I……

【two】

When seeing Gu Feng in the afternoon, Wen Youran turned around and left almost reflexively.

This is really rare, Wen Youran's every move is never influenced by outside people or things.

Sensing Gu Feng chasing up and the approaching "Youran—" call, Wen Youran pursed her lips, feeling more and more flustered, and finally began to trot.

Wen Youran has never been very tall, and only reached 1.7 meters two in the third year of high school. Gu Feng is a full sixteen centimeters taller than him, and easily caught up with him, "Youran, wait a minute—"

Wen Youran tugged hard on the sleeve that was grabbed by Gu Feng, Gu Feng saw him struggling, and felt anxious, so he hugged Wen Youran firmly in his arms, "Can't you just listen to me— —”

"...!!" Wen Youran suddenly opened his eyes wide, was stunned for a second or two, and suddenly pushed Gu Feng away violently like crazy.At that moment, he clearly saw Gu Feng's injured expression.

It's not like this...I...Wen Youran lowered his head, the feeling of regret continued to spread.

I, I don't hate you... just a little bit of a temper... don't be unhappy.

"I'm sorry—youran," Gu Feng slowed down a bit, and still showed a sincere and gentle smile to Wen Youran, "I shouldn't touch you casually, I'm sorry."

"I had a fever in the middle of the night last night. I went to the hospital - I came back in the afternoon. I can't tell you..." Gu Feng said, looking at Wen Youran's expressionless face, "Youran..."

Wen Youran raised his head and looked at Gu Feng's face carefully.

——Is this person really irrelevant to me?

【three】

No - this person is different from others.

Wen Youran looked at Gu Feng, he shook his head slowly, this simple movement was made extremely stiff by him.

"It's okay," he said.

Under Gu Feng's surprised eyes, Wen Youran raised his hand hesitantly, and gently grabbed the corner of the other party's clothes.

"...Gu Feng." He said with difficulty, "You, it's Gu Feng."

——Gu Feng is different from the others.

[Four]

Wen Youran sat at the corner of the basketball court, far away from another group of spectators.

He focused on Gu Feng on the field.

To Wen Youran, falling in love with someone is tantamount to self-torture.Deep down in his heart, he never believed that anyone would treat him sincerely.He quietly separated himself from the world, because as long as he stayed out of it, he would never be affected by harm.

In this world, nothing is eternal.Wen Youran looked at Gu Feng's handsome side face, this person might leave him - do you still like him knowing this?

Do you want to tear the last layer of defense too?

Even though the person might lose his affection for himself—

Wen Youran's eyes gradually became dark.He stretched out his hand and grabbed Gu Fengyang's hand through the air.

It doesn't matter, I won't let him escape.

Even if Gu Feng no longer likes him one day, he will absolutely, absolutely not allow him to leave him for half a step.

The author has something to say: Xiaoran finally puts aside her worries and wants to like it honestly~

It's like this, because Xiaoran was deceived by his adoptive father, after which he unconsciously wrapped himself up, which was a way for him to protect himself.So Xiaoran struggled with Gu Feng's kindness in the early stage - Xiaoran didn't believe anyone's words.But the psychological change here is "it doesn't matter even if he changes his mind", so Xiaoran, who figured it out, decided to like it!

☆、Hera's White Arm

[Yanshi No. 12 Middle School.Senior three ([-]) class. ]

[Known symptoms: Mild autism. ]

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