when i got pregnant with the last god cub

On the night Chu Zihan disappeared, Song Cheng quietly returned to the underworld with the gods and godheads that had been swallowed by him.

Anubis stood in front of the gate of the underworld, looking at the man surrounded by the godheads as bright as stars, his heart trembled fiercely.

"Father, you are back..."

Anubis wanted to ask something more, but after meeting the man's gaze, he hesitated to speak.

The man sighed softly, waved his hand and handed those shining godheads to Anubis.

"It's all over, son."

Anubis subconsciously reached out to catch it, and it took a long time to realize the meaning of the man's words.

He followed behind his father, hesitating to speak several times.

Anubis is not surprised by Atum's death, because there is an insurmountable moat between humans and gods, and the gods of the underworld are themselves part of the moat.

albeit a small portion.

He just didn't understand why his father wasted a few days on Atum.

He also remembered that his uncle Seth once said that Osiris worshiped Atum very much when he was young, and his relationship was far beyond that of monarchs and ministers.

Maybe... father is accompanying Atum for the last time?

Thinking of this, Anubis couldn't help showing a strange look on his handsome face.

Does the Lord God know about this?

Song Cheng walked forward sullenly, not knowing what his eldest son was thinking.

He was irritated by the changes in his youngest son, Horus, and his man's endless routines, but he was in the circle every time.

The more I thought about it, the more depressed I became, and the more I thought about it, the more I wanted to hit someone.

Song Cheng touched his face and turned his head abruptly, just as he was about to say something, he happened to meet his youngest son's strange expression.

"You..." The man frowned, "What expression do you have?"

Anubis stammered, his eyes dodged:

"Father, father, did you really kill Atum?"

Song Cheng narrowed his eyes, "Well, no, what exactly do you want to ask?"

The eldest son's slightly sympathetic and aggrieved appearance made people who didn't know what he and Atum had done.

Him and Atum?

Song Cheng instantly understood what was going on in Anubis's dog's head.

Just as Anubis was about to speak, he suddenly saw his father silently clenched his fists, and took several steps back in shock.

"Father, father! Don't worry, I will never tell the Lord God that you and Atum have been alone for a few days! I don't know anything, really!"

Song Cheng: "..." Fuck.

"Forget about being stupid," Song Cheng looked at his elder son's cowardly expression, and pinched his brows speechlessly:

"He's not Atum."

Anubis was stunned, "Isn't it Atum? Then who could it be?"

Song Cheng drew out the stick of royal power, and directly gave this guy a kidnapping.

"Who else could it be? Of course it's your second dad who likes to play tricks!"

"How do you see your reaction, it seems that you really want me to find you a baby daddy?"

Song Cheng took back the scepter slowly, and said helplessly, "Son, what have you been thinking about all day long..."

Anubis laughed twice, and the man restrained his smile and said:

"That man is an avatar of the sun god Ra, a consciousness separated for the sake of human Song Cheng."

Anubis was stunned, "How could it...become like this..."

The man shrugged, just smiled and said nothing.

Everything Zheng Yanxu said was correct, they each had their own destiny, if it wasn't Chu Zihan, it would be something else.

He will eventually die in the golden coffin again, and then come to this world as Hades.

And it was because the man expected this, so he couldn't bear the pain of Osiris' reincarnation.

So Chu Zihan appeared.

Every time Song Cheng thought of this, it felt like a lump in his throat, and an indescribably bitter taste spread in his mouth.

If he had known that Chu Zihan would be at the end of Song Cheng's life, or if Chu Zihan had appeared earlier, wouldn't there be a character like Zheng Yanxu.

But in the end it is a man's selfishness and exclusive love that cannot be shared, even if that person is himself.

But even so, it is because the man loves Osiris too much, so for Song Cheng, a completely strange human being.

There is no fairness whatsoever.

Zheng Yanxu never loved Song Cheng, what he loved was the soul of Osiris sleeping in it.

Song Cheng stretched out his hand to take the cigarette from Seth, and slowly lit it, but he didn't smoke it.

Seth looked at the flickering fireworks, and said:

"Brother, you've been back for so many days, it's time to meet Horus."

During the days when Song Cheng returned, apart from staying in the underworld to teach Anubis how to use the Book of the Dead, he was sleeping in the temple.

I saw Seth Nephthys and others by chance, but my own son Horus only glanced at him from afar with an indifferent expression.

"You shouldn't treat that child like... just because of his face."

Seth carefully considered his words, he knew about his brother and the main god.

After all, the Lord God deceived him too much. Osiris did not know that Isis and the young Aton were the same person before his death.

What's more, they don't know that these two are the avatars of the sun god Ra.

Whether it is the young Aton or the goddess Isis, Osiris has been tempted and even emotionally involved.

He tried his best to forget the hurt of the past, restrained his desire to seek death, and tried to accept Isis who loved him.

He never looked back, he was determined on the way to Isis, so he didn't know.

All the pits I stumbled and encountered along the way were dug by myself.

But now that everything was over, the man turned his head and left a bloody hole in Song Cheng's heart again - Chu Zihan.

Song Cheng flicked the half-burnt cigarette between his fingers, and looked away:

"He's so much like his father."

"I'm afraid..." I really couldn't tell the two of them apart.

"I'm afraid... I'll hurt the child's heart."

Song Cheng smiled, and dropped the smoke bomb on his fingertips to the ground, and the fireworks fell into the hell under his feet.

"It's getting late, go back quickly."

"The underworld never keeps guests."

Song Cheng waved his hand, and the gate of the underworld quietly opened behind Seth.

Seth sighed, knowing that he couldn't persuade him, so he had to turn around and leave.

Who knew that as soon as he raised his head, he caught a glimpse of that tall and straight figure standing outside the gate of the underworld.

It's Horus.

He quickly turned his head to look at Song Cheng, the man didn't have any expression on his face, his expression was indifferent, and he was not even moved.

And Horus stood there quietly, with a slightly wronged and puzzled expression.

Song Cheng sneered, he didn't understand?

Seeing that face really made him angry, and before Seth could leave by himself, Song Cheng pushed him out with a scepter.

As soon as the gate of the underworld was closed, that familiar face disappeared before his eyes.

While Song Cheng breathed a sigh of relief, he was also faintly uneasy.

It's not an option to escape like this.

Horus was just a child, despite his adult physique and father's face.

Song Cheng stroked his hair irritably, muttering to himself, maybe this is all his guess.

The man didn't come back, Horus...just happened to look alike.