when i got pregnant with the last god cub

Since that time when he went out to breathe, the man obviously felt that the youth's daze time had become longer.

Especially when Song Cheng looked at him with pity and hesitation, he knew that something must have happened outside.

The number of youths summoning Anubis is also increasing, even though their conversations are happening right under their noses.

Song Chenghui asked Nephthys and Seth how they were doing, in the usual serious tone of his brother Osiris.

They will also ask about Hathor and their recent affairs. Hathor, the god of love, and Tina, the god of sleep, have the idea of ​​returning to the world, and Tina even wants to restore the faith of the gods.

And this idea is undoubtedly a difficult idea for human beings today.

Nowadays, people only want to make money, and they don't believe in ghosts and gods at all.

Anubis simply mentioned this matter, and Song Cheng raised his lips because of this. She was also a human being in the past, so she naturally knows what people are doing and thinking now.

It's just that the relaxed smile quickly disappeared, he hesitated for a while, and asked Anubis about his son Horus.

Anubis did not answer directly, but simply said that he misses you very much.

Song Cheng instantly understood that Horus must have been waiting for him to return at the door.

The young man took a deep breath, waved his hands without saying a word, and Anubis went back to the underworld.

The man didn't need to worry too much, he could easily sense that something wrong with Song Cheng's mood was related to that child.

Chu Zihan didn't know Horus, the son of the main god, even though he was a generation of sun, he didn't have any more information about Horus.

This is a bit inappropriate. In his consciousness, the Lord God must be omniscient and omnipotent.

And he only obtained part of the main god's memory, not complete.

But fortunately, he didn't get too entangled, because the young man quickly told him everything about Horus himself.

Song Cheng turned his face slightly, lowered his eyes and said:

"Horus is the child of me and my wife Isis."

He was pregnant with Isis's child long before he was plotted by the golden coffin of Kate, the cat of Ra.

It's just that Horus at that time was too small and weak, except for his father and his partner, no one else could feel it.

And Osiris, who had a child at that time, was more confused than loving.

But he still put the scepter of kingship into Horus' little hand, even though the cub was just a vague shadow at that time.

"The scepter of kingship saved my youngest son's life, but my soul, which was not protected, sank directly into the underworld."

Song Cheng said, "If it wasn't for Isis, I would have died long ago."

"You foretold my birth, my mate, and my death, and proclaimed it to the world."

"But you regret it." Song Cheng looked at Chu Zihan with clear eyes.

Atum, who was controlled by selfish desires, did not allow the birth of the goddess Isis. Since then, he has never seen the future of Osiris.

Because he knew that the young man in front of him was an inevitable disaster for him.

The man froze, then said:

"I... don't really remember."

He only remembered what happened before the young man changed his situation, and it was as if he had never participated in what happened after that.

Song Cheng smiled, "Of course you can't remember."

"The memory Kate gave you is very useful." The young man suddenly changed his voice, "But it's also very limited, isn't it?"

The man frowned, "What do you mean?"

"What do you mean?" Song Cheng looked up at him lazily, then said softly:

"Because you're not the real Atum."

The man's expression changed, and the young man had already walked up to him.

"Didn't you find out?"

"You only have a small memory of me, or of Kate?"

"Atum is selfish, authoritarian, and self-centered." The young man didn't know what to think, his eyes glowed coldly.

"If you are really him, after he regains the kingship..."

"The first person to kill is me."

Song Cheng was very close to the man, and Chu Zihan who was so close could easily smell his indifferent aura.

"...How do you know I won't kill you." The man said hoarsely, and tried to back away.

But Song Cheng clearly saw his intentions, and pressed him step by step.

"You won't, you're not him." The young man said with certainty, which made Chu Zihan feel a little uneasy in his heart.

In order to get rid of his emotions influenced by Osiris, the generation of Sun Atum created a new self with a human body on the day of rebirth.

This mortal body carries all Atum's love.

He wants to let this indelible love be destroyed with the death of the mortal fetus.

Atum is strong enough, but also indifferent enough, he can't control Osiris' life, if he can't get it, destroying nature is the best way.

Especially when another century opens, if the real Atum returns, he will be the first to kill Song Cheng.

He will not allow himself to make the same mistake a second time.

Song Cheng will always remember that in order to demonstrate his rights and status, he indirectly provoked the brotherhood between him and Seth, and the two almost turned against each other.

Atum wanted to force Osiris to his side, who knew that it would be self-defeating and counterproductive.

Perhaps it was the young man's overly sure eyes, the man's expression was in a trance for a moment, but he pretended to be calm and smiled:

"If I'm not Atum... then who am I?"

Song Cheng's face was complicated, and he said softly:

"You forgot, before Kate appeared, you had your own identity and name."

As soon as his words fell, the man was shocked, and then froze in place.

Yes, he originally had his own name, and he also had a complete life experience.

He was Chu Zihan, the identity he had abandoned, those lost feelings flooded back into his chest, and his heartbeat jumped out suddenly.

The man felt unprecedented pain and vitality, and his eyes, which were usually deep and calm, also fell into a state of laxity.

Song Cheng calmly looked at the golden laws that carried all the memories and shuttled through his body and the man's body, and they tightly linked each other.

Men have no escape.

"You are Chu Zihan, if nothing happened to Song Cheng back then..."

Song Cheng paused for a moment, with a wry smile on his face:

"You are his true lover and companion."

The man's eyes widened suddenly, and he looked at him in disbelief, wanting to break free from his restraint even more.

But Song Cheng just raised his hand and caressed the man's cheek lightly, without much warmth, but hugged his shoulder tightly.

He said softly:

"After my death, half of my soul went to the underworld, and half was reincarnated in the human world over time."

"My husband is distressed that I will be left unattended in the next life, afraid that I will be bullied by others, and even more afraid that I will like others..."

"So he cast a bit of his soul consciousness into the world."

Song Cheng's eyes were full of tenderness and pity, a love that Chu Zihan had never felt before, even though that person was only looking at others through himself.

"...that's why I want you...?" Chu Zihan showed an ugly smile.

He remembered it all.

He thought of the dead silence and darkness in the temple before he was separated from his body by that person.

However, the originally tall and straight body collapsed slightly.

The man sat on the throne with the young man in his arms in a daze, except for being silent, it was still silent.

After a long time, a shadow walked out of the man, slightly confused.

At the same time, the man's hoarse voice also sounded:

"I want you to protect him, protect him, and not get hurt in the slightest. Can you do it?"

Shadow nodded cautiously, and carefully looked at the young man who seemed to be asleep in the man's arms.

But soon he looked away, because the man gave him a warning look.

"I don't ask you to fall in love with him, but he cannot have anyone else besides you."

"This is already my greatest tolerance."

With tears in Chu Zihan's eyes, he said in a trembling voice, "It turns out...that's how it is."

It turns out that he has been unable to stop following the young man's footsteps, his whole body is firmly drawn by him, and he can't see him hurt or cry.

From the very beginning, he was given a life and responsibilities that he shouldn't have.

He is the shadow of the Lord God, part of his consciousness, and his love to protect his wife.

He used to be Atum, the Second Sun, and Chu Zihan, but in the end, he was nobody.

Song Cheng apologized all over his face, "I'm sorry, I really wanted to spend more time with you..."

"But I must return to Horus now, our children need me."

The man lowered his head and saw the tears in the corners of the young man's eyes, and he wanted to wipe them away with his hand.

But he soon discovered that his body was penetrated by the golden law at some point, and a huge hole was forcibly broken in the middle.

All the godheads that had been swallowed by him ran out, so his body would soon be unable to maintain it.

A trace of astonishment flashed in the man's eyes, but soon his face became peaceful again, and even a gentle smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"It's okay, you know...I can't bear to blame you at all..."

The harm you do to me is not considered harm, even if you never stay for me, but I am willing to die for you.

Because he made an agreement with that person.

It's just that the only thing he expected wrong was that he really fell in love with the young man.

The moment the man disappeared, Song Cheng closed his eyes deeply, and tears fell.

He's sorry, but he has to.

Song Cheng sniffed, he had already thought about what he should do when he saw a man again.

If possible, he would like to borrow the whip of the God of Hunting.

That annoying guy really lied to him too much, it was just a whip, he had to eat it.

The author has something to say: Lao Zheng: I am not a bit of a dog, so I am not worthy of being a pig's foot in this article! (proud.jog)

Cheng Cheng: Come on, come on, take a whip from labor and capital!