i am a ghost

Life has returned to calm again, except for the pain after the nightmare every day, except that I never go out again.

I told Gu Nian that I prefer to stay at home with him, and Gu Nian has no objection, in fact, his favorite thing to do is to hold me in the study in the sunny afternoon and read a book.

The sunlight coated his outline with a layer of beautiful gold, so I couldn't help but reach out and touch his face. At this time, he would grab my hand and put it on his lips to kiss. I like his gentle and elegant eyes at this moment.

When the bruises on my body increased again, Gu Nian suddenly disappeared for a whole day, but this time before he left, he dragged me to the kitchen and seriously ordered me not to sneak to the door and wait for him without eating or drinking.

Of course, he still saw me squatting by the door when he came home, but I raised the bread in my hand and took a bite before he got angry.

That night, I sacrificed my appearance to make Gu Nian fall asleep contentedly, and then quietly walked out of the room with my sore body, clutching the keychain I stole from his coat.

This is the first time the real me has stepped into the basement, but the second time for the real me.

The basement is still so wide and cold. I walked through the long corridor indifferently, not looking at the dead stream of water outside the fence on the right that was out of tune with the environment, and not looking at the small window that occasionally flashed by on the thick wall on the left. The horrific scene reflected in it.

I walked all the way to the end of the corridor, and through the small glass window on the door, I saw the solitary corpse in the middle of the empty cold storage. in a transparent freezer.If you look carefully, you can see a ferocious tooth mark on his bare shoulder, as if he was bitten hard and then loosened.

I bowed my head and closed my eyes to the most familiar corpse, and stopped for a moment like mourning, then turned around and opened the door of the operation room on the left with the key.

I have one more thing to confirm.

The room in front of me was large but messy. I tried not to care about the strong rusty smell in the air and the red, white and sticky things in those strange containers. I walked all the way to the small iron cage in the corner of the room and saw what I expected.

It was a beautiful woman with fair skin, deep facial features, and sexy and slender limbs.

It's a pity that the small bright red mole at the corner of her left eye can no longer be seen, because half of her face has been torn off, revealing only blood-red intertwined muscles and white tendon tissue.

It's a pity that she is still alive.

"Sorry, I betrayed you." I knelt down and said to her sincerely.

Hongyue didn't have the strength to speak, but just stared at me, completely devoid of her usual charm and playfulness.

"Although you did not eat my father back then, I never wanted him to live." I stretched out my fingers and scratched on the cold concrete floor, "But I am very happy that you let me meet Gu Nian. My life finally has value. In fact, I never felt that you were using me, because there was not a moment when I didn't want Gu Nian to eat me.

"I have never been afraid of death. What does death have to do with me? Anyway, there is no difference between my life and my death. But if Gu Nian eats me, then I will stay in his life forever, just like uncle always stays in his life." in your life, so I can explain why I came into this world"

"However, I failed. Gu Nian would rather do so many absurd things because of hunger, but he is unwilling to eat me. It is obvious that my dirty and broken body will not last long... Not only will I die meaninglessly, but I will even die. I have also implicated so many innocent people, so I would rather commit suicide, at least that might calm Gu Nian's pain."

"But you see, Gu Nian still found me. At that moment, I understood that I could not escape my sins. So I will not run away again. Since Gu Nian wants me to return to him, then I am willing to endure the soul The pain of dying slowly; since he will hunt and kill people with my scent, then I will never leave this house again; since you want to hurt Gu Nian, then I will guide him to strike first."

Hongyue began to hit the special iron railing angrily, but the force was so small that it didn't even shake at all.

"I will spend the rest of the time to accept punishment, but I am not afraid of anything anymore, I have belonged to him from the moment Gu Nian found me." I stood up, patted the dust on my hands, turned and left.

Hongyue finally wailed in anger and pain, and I finally understood when I heard the indistinct voice behind me.

Ah, it turns out that the tongue was cut off.

When I lay back on the bed, I was immediately wrapped around my neck by a big hand.

"Where did you go? Why is your body so cold?" Gu Nian's one eye shone eeriely in the dark night.

I smiled slightly, turned around and slipped into his arms: "I went downstairs to drink some water, it's really cold at night, please hold me tight."

Gu Nian heard that he really hugged me, his embrace was very warm, I couldn't help but put my cold hands into his clothes to keep warm.

Gu Nian snorted dissatisfiedly, turned over and pressed me under him, biting my earlobe maliciously: "Do you want to make your inside warmer?"

I raised my leg to rub against the hot hard object against my thigh, and blew an ambiguous breath on Gu Nian's neck.

"want."

The moonlight shines on Gu Nian's rhythmic black hair through the curtains, and gently brushes over my upturned cheeks, making me gasp with an unbearable chuckle.

The body has already lost control in the excessive love, and there is only a blank in my mind. I can only sink in the turbulent and endless pleasure, and let the saliva and tears overflow involuntarily, staining the already dirty body. Messy sheets.

I think if this continues, this body will probably be useless tomorrow.

But what does that matter?Anyway, Gu Nian will give me a new one soon.

Moreover, this time there might be an inconspicuous red mole in the corner of his left eye.

Thinking of this, I raised my weak arms to hug Gu Nian's broad back tightly again.

I will hold on to this person, even if the increasing nightmare and pain drive me crazy, but I will never run away again, and I will never be afraid again.

Because, I am already dead, I am a ghost.

It belongs to Gu Nian, ghost.

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"I am a ghost" is over

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