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After Qin Ge returned to the classroom, he put a paper bag by the leg of the table, which contained all the snacks he gave during this period, and Chen Qiye returned them in full.

Qin Ge didn't send it back. Chen Xiye didn't want to eat it, so other people would be greedy. He distributed it all during class, leaving only one Ferrero for himself. After taking out the chocolate ball, the aluminum foil was intact, so he didn't throw it away. Flatten and fold into a bird.

Lin Ji leaned over and said "Hey": "I can't tell, you are quite skillful, and you can fold a thousand origami cranes."

Qin Ge opened his eyes and said nonsense: "This is obviously a pigeon."

After finishing speaking, Qin Ge threw the folded aluminum foil out of the window with the motion of throwing a paper airplane. The paper bird formed a smooth parabola over the corridor and then fell into the bamboo forest next to it. It was really like a pigeon swooping into a free green field.

Lin Ji saw that Qin Ge was not in a good mood: "Are you all right?"

Qin Ge looked at him and asked abruptly, "Why don't you chase Chen Xiaoya?"

Lin Ji's eyes flashed, and he hurriedly argued: "Why should I chase after a man, unless—"

Qin Ge leaned slightly, forcing Lin Ji who glanced away to look at himself: "Unless what?"

"Ex, unless someone else chases her..." Lin Ji hesitated, his chest straightened, and he looked righteous in the name of extermination, "If that person sees Chen Xiaoya's true face, he will definitely thank me for cutting her off." , I don’t go to hell, whoever goes to hell.”

Qin Ge smiled with the corners of his mouth hooked, shook his head, and picked up the pen to write the homework on the test paper.He has been very serious these days, but Lin Ji still cannot do without Mai Tai: "What are you pretending to be a good student, you should go abroad next semester."

Qin Ge paused: "Who said it, why don't I know."

"Anyone can see that." Lin Ji smiled, pretending to have a headache and sneaking between his eyebrows, "Aren't Ivy League colleges good? You got out of the top [-] in the last semester. What can you do if you stay in China?"

"I can take three exams." After finishing speaking, Qin Ge resumed writing, concentrating very much.Of course, these three books are not the real three books. In addition to "failing to come to Zhejiang", students in the innovation class will also call Zhejiang University a three-book school. Whether they can pass the exam is one thing, and they must be confident.

Then there was an episode on Qin Ge's journey to three books. He received a letter at noon the next day.Someone stuffed the love letter into his desk after he went to physical education class, Qin Ge opened it, and the signer was a girl from class (2).

The letter was written eloquently, and Qin Ge, who was too long to make up the [-]-word composition, felt envious. After reading it through, this envy turned into a dare not take it. It was not because he was deliberately modest, but because the girl recorded the heartbeat. At that moment, he himself didn't know it, or it was not worth mentioning, it seemed that the girl fell in love with an imaginary campus male god, not her real self.

Qin Ge couldn't remember the last time he received a love letter. He usually wondered if Jiang Zhishu would publicize it from class to class on the first day of school, taking precautions to prevent himself from harming the little girls, but he didn't know that he and Shi Xinyi walked away on weekdays. It's too close, real life is not a vote for a man on the Internet, and those girls who have a crush on him compare themselves with Du Xinyi, and the idea and momentum of wanting to confess will dissipate.

So the girl in class (2) must have asked Du Xinyi, who was in the same class, and learned that the two were just friends, and also heard that Qin Ge might be going abroad.If you don't say some things, you won't have a chance. Instead of getting Qin Ge's response, she seems to want to give an explanation to her two-year crush, so she mustered up the courage to write this love letter.

Qin Ge put the love letter back in the envelope after reading it, and didn't tell anyone about it, but the next two classes were Chinese.After finishing the simulation paper, the two classes went to the school library to read books for half an hour. The arrangement of desks in the reading room is different from that in the classroom. Everyone can walk around and sit wherever they want. The students in the previous two classes It was quite clear, but there was some commotion in class (2) today, many people blatantly looked at Qin Ge's side, and that girl was kindly pushed to the empty seat next to Qin Ge by her classmates.

The atmosphere gradually became subtle.In order to avoid embarrassment, Qin Ge got up and left his seat. He strolled among the bookshelves, stroking a book with his fingers, and randomly pulled out a heavy classic tome when he reached the end.

There was a gap half a finger wide on the bookshelf. Qin Ge's eyes did not fall on the pages of the book in his hand, but peeped at the person opposite through the gap.

Chen Qiye was lowering his head and holding a book in his hand.

There are large windows at the end of the reading room, but the direction is not sunny. The curtains are all drawn tightly at the moment, and the light streaming in on a cloudy day is not much clearer than the incandescent lamp overhead. Chen Qiye is at the junction of light and shadow, concentrating on it.

Qin Ge didn't move, just watched silently through the bookshelf.He always thought that he was a greedy person, but when he saw Chen Qiye like this, he felt that everything was just right and he had no regrets.

He even hoped that his memories of this winter would stay at this moment. He and Chen Qiye heard approaching footsteps almost at the same time.

The girl who wrote the love letter walked towards Qin Ge nervously and shyly with her hands behind her back.

Qin Ge lowered his eyes and closed the book in his hand. "Love in the Time of Cholera" was written on the cover. The girl came over and said in an admiring and admiring tone, "You also like to read Marquez's books."

Qin Ge played basketball whenever he had time at school, and his last extracurricular book was "The Three-Body Problem", so how could he have dabbled in Marquez.Instead of nodding perfunctorily with an "um" sound to put gold on his face, he looked at Chen Qiye opposite him with some help, as if expecting him to say something to help him out.

But Chen Qiye just looked at him calmly through a gap in the bookshelf.

Those eyes were far away and alienated, and they hit Qin Ge right away.He had never been able to understand why Ma Sirui felt that Chen Qiye was aloof when he first met him, but now he finally understands.

It turned out that Chen Xiye wasn't naturally enthusiastic either.

Chen Qiye lowered his head, put the book on his chest, and walked away with great self-knowledge to leave a private space for the two people opposite.

It was no secret that the girl liked Qin Ge.In fact, it was no secret that Qin Ge was secretly loved by many people, only Qin Ge who was secretly loved did not know it.

Chen Qiye returned to his seat, and Zuo Zewen, who was sitting next to him, looked into the bookshelf vigorously, and did not forget to ask Chen Qiye what he saw.

Chen Qiye ignored him, and Zuo Zewen couldn't see anything. He looked away resentfully and saw that the book in Chen Qiye's hand was "Love in a Fallen City".

"Didn't you come to the reading room to only read periodicals for excellent essays in the college entrance examination? Why are you reading this kind of book? It hurts the winter?" Zuo Zewen teased.In fact, he didn't know what kind of book this kind of book was. He had a stereotyped feeling that stories about love between children could only be read by girls, and it was particularly awkward for boys to hold in their hands.Chen Qiye still ignored it. He seemed to be concentrating on the story written in black and white. In fact, he didn’t recognize the words he knew when they were connected together. The only thing he understood was that the author wrote that the gray-backed pigeon pierced through the slant and passed through the door opening. The yellow sunlight in the room flew out.

Chen Qiye raised his head, as if he really saw a pigeon flying out from between the lines and landed in the illusory soft light, turning into Qin Ge vividly.

Qin Ge made a fuss outside the lecture theater, fumbling with his clothes without hesitation. Lin Ji was beside him in amazement, saying that if those little girls who had a crush on Qin Ge knew that he did this in front of him, they would still like him him.

Chen Qiye couldn't give an answer, and belatedly realized that Qin Ge's childish side was only for himself to see, and he would only ask for it from himself.

Qin Ge walked out of the sea of ​​books by himself, and left the reading room directly. The girl then appeared and returned to his place. The deskmate asked her if she succeeded. Chen Qiye stared at the pigeon in the story with his ears pricked up, stealing Listen to their conversations.

The girl wanted to shake her head: "He said the college entrance examination is important."

The girl's deskmate was anxious instead: "He doesn't take the college entrance examination."

"But I want to take the college entrance examination." The girl felt a little lost, "he is afraid of delaying me."

The surrounding voices gradually became blurred, and Chen Qiye watched the unseen pigeon fly away alone, and heaved a sigh of relief for some reason.

He used his campus card to borrow the book before the bell rang.He also seldom reads books, he borrows them and puts them under the desk, completes the daily tasks according to the serial number on the note pad as usual, goes to dinner at the wrong peak as usual, and is the last one to leave the classroom after evening self-study, holding a folding umbrella in his hand .

It's raining.

The winter in Tanzhou is always cloudy and rainy.

He opened his umbrella and strolled in the rain. When he lowered his head to watch his feet, he secretly looked behind him. Not far away was Qin Ge who was also holding an umbrella.After the two talked on the rooftop, Qin Ge stopped being his dark knight, and when they met on the road, they pretended not to know each other like strangers. Qin Ge followed Chen Qiye again today for some reason.

And Chen Qiye also took a long detour by accident, instead of taking the avenue, he walked through a small path, which leads to the hidden lover's slope. The tall trees have bare branches, but in the coming year, there will be green shoots on them, hanging Persimmons full of orange.

In fact, Chen Qiye couldn't explain why he changed his route. If he had to give a reason, he probably knew that he simply wanted to stay with Qin Ge for a while.

But Qin Ge obviously didn't think so. When Chen Xiye finally couldn't help turning his head back, Qin Ge rushed up, tapped his shoulder and roughly pushed him up the tree trunk.

Chen Qiye's back hit the bark, the rough friction feeling was still obvious even after several layers of clothes.He cried out in pain, and before the end sound came out, Qin Ge held his lips.

Both of their umbrellas fell to the ground.

Cold raindrops hit them through the branches.

Chen Qiye closed his eyes immersedly and compromisingly.

Then he began to struggle. In order to push Qin Ge away and even kicked the opponent's leg clumsily, Qin Ge remained motionless and said between kisses, "Don't you just want to see me like this."

Qin Ge's voice was as cold as his kisses.Chen Qiye bit his lower lip hard to regain his freedom, and asked in panic, "What do you mean?"

Qin Ge hated seeing Chen Qiye's innocence.Until Chen Qiye took the initiative to leave, he didn't believe that Chen Qiye was willing to leave himself in front of a suitor.He also had the idea of ​​playing around, if he agreed, re-invested in a relationship, and became a couple with the other party, would Chen Qiye be disappointed, jealous, or regret it?

Does he care about himself?

How could he not care about himself.

Qin Ge didn't do that in the end.He was embarrassed enough.

He is the one who said the beginning, he is the one who will end, and he is the one who can't get out.

"You don't know what kind of person I am, and you still leave me to others, why are you so generous, huh?" Qin Ge was inexplicably resentful when he asked this sentence.He was indeed not a gentleman, he violently tore off Chen Xiye's clothes, touched and pinched his waist and hips, he didn't like to put it down as much as before, but wanted to tear people to pieces.

The cold air invaded his skin, Chen Qiye shivered from the cold, and gradually stopped resisting.

Instead, cater to.

Chen Qiye could no longer feel the pain in his back. He hugged Qin Ge and let the rain wash them away.

There are echoes of the past in the patter of raindrops.Still outside the lecture hall, Qin Ge was also so close to him, with pure eyes, and his words were lustful: "I think..."

Qin Ge's lips slightly opened and closed, and he said that he wanted Chen Qiye.

Chen Qiye couldn't refuse him, no matter it was a joke then or now.He was just wishful thinking, if only half of the blood in his body could be washed away by this rain, then he would no longer be...

"Of course I can't bear it, I still like it, but..."

Chen Qiye remained silent, there was no need to say it again, Qin Ge also knew what followed the "but".

That sentence of liking failed to fill the emptiness in Qin Ge's heart, and the lonely figure disappearing into the rain looked more like a dark knight with a heavy burden than ever before.