I Just Crave for Your Pheromones

Mu Hanfeng's hand behind Tong Che's back froze slightly, he retreated a little, looked down into Tong Che's eyes, and asked in a low voice, "Is it okay?"

Tong Che's eyes were still wet, and he instinctively didn't want Mu Hanfeng to see him. He lowered his eyelashes and blinked quickly, and was about to nod his head and say "Of course", but before he could open his mouth, Mu Hanfeng spoke slowly again. Said, "If you don't want to talk now, you don't have to. Boyfriend is not in a hurry. Whenever Kitty is willing to talk, boyfriend will always listen."

Tong Che's heart became more and more tender. He nodded, shook his head again, and whispered, "I'm willing to talk now."

Mu Hanfeng froze for a moment, and soon, his eyes became softer. He touched the scar on Tong Che's wrist lightly, and replied seriously, "Okay, listen, boyfriend."

"Actually, my family...isn't complicated," Tong Che organized his words, and started a conversation, "In a word, it's me... It's just that their idea of ​​valuing A over O is still deeply ingrained."

He probably intended to say "my parents," but then changed to "they."

After all, in Tong Che's heart, he had already disowned the parents.

"The two of them are also the most common AO combination," Tong Che continued slowly, "they work in the same company, both of them are ordinary employees, but they still have some so-called ambitions in their hearts. "

"It's just that," Tong Che changed the subject, his eyes flicked sarcasm for a moment, and his tone became colder, "It's just that their ambitions are not for themselves, but they want to impose on their children."

Tong Che's father, Tong Ning, wanted to be an official all his life.

Tong Che's mother, Sun Yi, thinks that if she can start a business and become a big boss, money is king.

Tong Ning attributed her failure to become an official to bad luck, while Sun Yi felt that she was an Omega, so she couldn't be a big boss.

Both of them didn't look for the reason from themselves at all, and never thought about whether it was fundamentally that they were not capable enough.

After they were unable to realize their so-called ambitions, the two, apart from blaming external conditions, transferred their "hope" to their children.

Both Tong Ning and Sun Yi wanted to give birth to an Alpha.

Because in today's society, although ABOs have equal rights for many years, they each have their own strengths. In the political and business circles, Alphas are the majority. On the contrary, in the art world, Omegas are the majority.

But for people like Tong Ning and Sun Yi, even if there are many talents in the art world, they still won't be taken seriously by them.

Tong Che was born when the two were full of "expectations".

Now that medicine is very advanced, it is not necessary to wait for differentiation to determine the gender, but it can be predicted when the child is full moon, and the error is extremely small.

Originally, this technology appeared to allow parents to understand their children earlier, so as to give them a more suitable education during their growth.

But being used by people like Tong Ning and Sun Yi gave them a chance to have a second child as soon as possible.

Why do you want to have a second child as soon as possible?

Of course it's because the first child, Tong Che, will differentiate into a "useless" Omega in the future.

"It's really absurd!" Hearing Tong Che's words, Mu Han was so angry that the veins on his forehead were throbbing. He hugged Tong Che tightly and said seriously, "Tongtong, you must not listen to their nonsense. It's great, more powerful than many people."

His Tong Xiaomao, who composes lyrics and music by himself, is good at singing and dancing, can also act and draw, such a great all-around player, is still called "useless"!

As for not being an official or businessman?That can only show that Tong Xiaomao Zhi is not here.

In Mu Hanfeng's opinion, his little boyfriend is definitely the best in the universe, and he doesn't accept rebuttals!

Tong Che showed a small dimple, probably because Mu Hanfeng was there. He used to think that he would never be able to tell the past, but now he can talk about it so easily.

Not only did I speak out, it seemed that my emotions were not affected in any way.

He could even make Mu Hanfeng happy in the opposite direction. With red ears, he whispered, "I... I also feel that I am very good, and I can find, find such a good boyfriend as Teacher Mu."

Mu Hanfeng was stunned, and most of his anger dissipated in an instant. He only felt sore and soft at the top of his heart. He gently touched the scar on Tong Che's wrist, and couldn't help feeling a wave of fear in his heart.

Fortunately, fortunately, Tong Che persisted, fortunately, Tong Che did not give up so early.

Otherwise, he would never have met such a good Tong Xiaomao again.

Tong Che leaned into Mu Hanfeng's arms again, and continued, "My younger brother is only two years younger than me. As they wished, he was born with a much stronger physique than me. According to the test, 99.9% , he will differentiate into an Alpha when he grows up."

Before the age of two, Tong Che was too young to remember much, even when his younger brother was born, he actually didn't have a deep impression of him.

The childhood that Tong Che can recall can probably be traced back to four years old or later.

And from the moment he remembered, all the family-related scenes were not happy at all.

There were so many unhappy things, Tong Che didn't intend to recall them one by one, let alone tell Mu Hanfeng all of them, it hurt his heart, so he just picked one or two at random and told them.

"I seemed to have just turned six years old at that time," Tong Che recalled, "I was about to go to the first grade of elementary school. At that time, the two of them were going on a business trip to the suburbs of Yangcheng City for a week. They didn't want to take me with them, but after all, I was still too young. I was afraid that people would starve to death in a week, so I was brought along."

There is another sentence that Tong Che didn't say——

That was the first time a family of four went out as a family when he grew up, and of course it was the only time.

Before that, since his younger brother was only half a year old, he was taken out every year when Tong Ning and Sun Yi were on vacation, and of course it was the same after that.

And he was simply thrown to the neighbor's trusteeship.

It's just that when I was six years old, it happened to be summer vacation, and the neighbors also went on a trip, and no one was at home.

Tong Che, who is only six years old, still thinks very simple, and is happy because he is rarely taken by his parents.

Even that week, in retrospect now, there is nothing to be happy about at all.

Tong Che skipped this paragraph and didn't talk about it, he just said, "On the road that day, I passed a big billboard. I can't remember now who the senior was on the advertisement at that time. I just remember seeing it and talking to him. They said that they want to be like that person in the future, to be a big star, and to show their photos on big signs.”

Anticipating the reaction Tong Ning and Sun Yi would have, Mu Hanfeng subconsciously tightened Tong Che's hand.

Sure enough, Tong Che laughed mockingly, and continued, "Their reaction at that time was ridiculous. They didn't get angry and scold me. They just looked at me with a kind of eyes that I didn't understand at the time, but felt very uncomfortable. I said, "Sure enough, it will be an Omega."

Tong Che couldn't understand that look at the time, but when he thinks about it now, it's clear.

That is straightforward ridicule, contempt, and even contempt.

Hearing this, Mu Hanfeng's anger shot straight to the top of his head. He closed his eyes, tried his best to suppress it, and answered a light topic, "It turns out that Tongtong wanted to be a big star at such an early age."

Tong Che nodded, and then pursed his lips in embarrassment. After a long while, he laughed at himself, and said softly, "Actually, thinking about it now, they left me at the beginning, it was a coincidence, which made me have some troubles. Opportunity to realize my dream."

Tong Che thought, if they really raised him all the time and grew up in such an environment, Tong Che couldn't guarantee that he would still have the desperate determination he had back then.

The thought that had been hovering in Mu Hanfeng's mind since he came to this orphanage was finally confirmed at this moment.

He only felt that a breath of depression was stuck in his throat, and he was almost out of breath. He clenched his hands tightly and then slowly loosened them. Finally, Mu Hanfeng asked in a hoarse voice, "When did they... your?"

Tong Che paused, then replied softly, "When I was 13 years old."

To be precise, it was the third day after his 13-year-old differentiation.

He was not at home at the time, and something went wrong and he fell into a coma. Later, he was rescued by some kind person, and he woke up in the hospital ward. There was no one in the ward.

Without a kind person to save him, let alone his family.

He got out of bed and left the ward by himself, and was discovered by the doctor, and he was ordered to undergo an examination. He was unwilling to do it because he had no money to pay, but the doctor told him that someone had already paid for all the medical treatment, including the examination fee, for him.

In the past ten years, Tong Che certainly wanted to find that person, but the world is too big. Even Yangcheng is a city with tens of millions of people. He doesn't know anything except remembering the two words that person said. , and where to find it?

Probably the only thing that can be done is to pass on the goodwill gained.

At that time, the doctor checked that his body had basically recovered, but the only problem was that he was suffering from pheromone disorder.

The doctor told him that the disease was inseparable from inhibitors. Fortunately, that kind person charged a lot of money in his hospital card at that time, and the doctor prescribed the remaining money as inhibitors to him, which would be enough for a whole year.

Tong Che, a young boy who had just split at that time, came home with a large bag of inhibitors. When he learned that it had been two full days since he ran out of the house before his split, he couldn't help thinking about what he would face when he returned home. A scene.

He wondered if Tong Ning and Ye Yi would be anxious, if they would see him crying and laughing, or if they would scold him severely.

But after thinking about it later, he felt that a scolding meal was the most likely. The first two were probably the treatment his younger brother would only get if he disappeared for two days.

It's just that Tong Che didn't expect that when he really returned home, the people who greeted him didn't even scold him.

Tong Ning, Ye Yi, and his "good" brother, the three of them were shocked when they saw him come back from outside.

For two full days and two nights, they didn't even know that Tong Che had ever gone out.

They have already gotten used to a family of three, and they are used to Tong Che being redundant, an existence like air.

At that time, the home was very messy, with large and small suitcases spread out on the floor, Ye Yi's words determined his future belonging.

Ye Yi and Tong Ning were going to live in Haicheng due to job changes. They had been notified as early as a month ago, and they started to contact Tong Che's younger brother with the school in Haicheng to handle matters related to the transfer.

Of course, as early as that time, they decided to completely abandon Tong Che and send him to an orphanage.

Tong Che still remembers the last words Ye Yi said to him at the gate of the orphanage.

She said: "Parents and mothers work very hard to make money, and they have to save for useful children."

Tong Che really wanted to question her at the time, "Why on earth do you think I'm useless?!"

But in the end, he still didn't say a word, turned around and ran into the building.

From his differentiation to being sent to the orphanage, it took only three days. Tong Che recalled this experience now, and he felt that it was more dramatic than the script, and it was really sad.

He was so sad that he couldn't bear to tell Mu Hanfeng.

It's like when Mu Hanfeng told him about his past, there were many words in it.

It's not that he doesn't want to open his heart, it's just that the past is over, and speaking out is just to add to the sadness of the other party.

Therefore, Tong Che was rescued after his own differentiation and problems, and when he returned home, he found that they were about to leave, so he only told Mu Hanfeng about the result, "They went to Haicheng with their family and took me away. delivered..."

Tong Che paused, and finally said the last five words, "Here."

Mu Hanfeng noticed the word he used, "the whole family".

Obviously, Tong Che had already set himself out of that "home".

Mu Hanfeng took a deep breath, exhaled the pent-up air, and hugged Tong Che even tighter, "Be good, I'll have boyfriends from now on."

Tong Che buried himself in Mu Hanfeng's neck, breathed in the faint ocean breath on his body, and felt that his mind, which was affected by the past, was relieved little by little.

very nice.

When he met Teacher Mu, everything got better.

Speaking of this, the latter is easier to say.

At that time, Tong Ning and Ye Yi left without leaving any money for little Tong Che.

Fortunately, there is no such thing as a path. At that time, someone sponsored a lot of money to the orphanage. In the next two years, until he was 16 years old, he barely got the inhibitors.

But Tong Che didn't dare to hit him once a week. He usually judged according to his physical condition and endured it as long as he could.

But this process of endurance must be extremely painful.

Tong Che looked down at his scarred wrist again, passed the deepest one without mentioning it, pointed to the other shallower wounds that were not fatal, and said, "These are basically wounds left at that time. down."

In order to endure the pain caused by estrus, another kind of sharper and more extreme pain is used to cover up and distract attention.

Mu Hanfeng rubbed his fingertips on the scars, and his heart seemed to be throbbing.

He saw Tong Che's false estrus with his own eyes, and knew how uncomfortable it would be if he didn't take the inhibitor.

But he didn't expect that on top of this discomfort, there could be more discomfort.

Imagine a small group of tong kittens, curled up in the corner of the balcony alone, hot and weak because of the discomfort of heat, but still holding a knife, cutting their own skin, forcing them in such a cruel way sober yourself...

Mu Hanfeng felt a thick astringency in his throat again, and he was about to vomit blood.

But in the end, he just suppressed his blood, and asked with eyebrows raised, "Can it be cured?"

"It's not easy." Tong Che smiled and explained, "The main reason is that it took too long and missed the best period for nerve repair."

She was beaten by Tong Ning when she was a child, which was the root cause of her illness.

Afterwards, she self-harmed again and again, cutting deeply and hurting her nerves.

Later, at the age of 16, I started to go out to work, and I never took it seriously.

It wasn't until I started working as a trainee at the age of 19 and my life was a little better that I thought of seeking treatment, but it was already too late.

Seeing that Mu Hanfeng remained silent and his expression was gloomy, Tong Che relaxed his tone and coaxed him, "Actually, it doesn't hinder anything now, it's just that I can't work hard, and I can't carry my shoulders or lift them. I'm a lot coquettish. But aren't you here?"

Mu Hanfeng knew that he wanted to be lenient, so he restrained his expression, sighed helplessly, and responded cooperatively, "Well, being squeamish is squeamish, and my boyfriend spoils me."

But that being said, Mu Hanfeng still made a note to ask Yunsu to contact the best neurologist tonight, by the way...

Mu Hanfeng lowered his eyelashes. By the way, he wanted to ask how Tong Che's so-called parents and younger brother were doing.

Hearing what Mu Hanfeng said, Tong Che obviously relaxed a lot, and slipped into his arms again. When he remembered something, he suddenly turned his head, bent down and carefully looked at the base of the wall next to him.

Mu Hanfeng noticed it and asked him, "What's wrong? What are you looking for?"

Tong Che was a little embarrassed, looked at it twice, straightened up again, and explained, "I used to engrave characters here before, but I just remembered that it was repainted a few years ago, and now I can't see it anymore. .”

Mu Hanfeng thought for a while, then suddenly asked, "Do you still want to engrave it now?"

Tong Che was taken aback for a moment, his ears turned red, but he still nodded honestly.

At that time, he didn't know which deceptive book he had read, saying that if he carved his wish on the wall, the wish would come true.

Tong Che was in his youth at that time, and he had only read that poem not long ago, so what he was seeing now was——

I want to see the sea, I want to meet my sweetheart.

It has all been realized now, and maybe there will be a chance in the future to see the sea with my sweetheart.

Knowing that this thing is just for tricking people, Tong Che still stubbornly wanted to engrave his wish again.

So, he took out the penknife he had confiscated before, bent sideways, and carved a new wish stroke by stroke in the corner of the wall——

I want to have a family with Teacher Mu.

After engraving, Tong Che realized that he felt a little embarrassed again. He turned his head to look at Mu Hanfeng, his lips moved, but he didn't know what to say for a while.

Mu Hanfeng didn't say anything, he just reached out and took the knife in his hand, and under the line of small characters, with a focused expression and seriousness, he carved four words——

Most definitely.

It is a wish, but also a promise.

The author has something to say: It will be alright, Tong Xiaomao and Mu Laogou will have a home.

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