I Just Crave for Your Pheromones
Chapter 60 A Small Windmill
Tong Che's actions were too unexpected, and the scar on his wrist was even more unexpected.
Xiao Qi was also obviously stunned. She subconsciously put the knife aside temporarily, reached over, and gently touched Tong Che's wrist, as if confirming the authenticity of the scars.
Omega's skin is naturally delicate and smooth, especially Tong Che, who is in the entertainment circle, has a better foundation and is good at daily maintenance.
However, the small piece of skin under Xiao Qi's fingertips is uneven and rough.
Tong Che supported his wrist, and let Xiao Qi touch it for a while, then this wrist began to shake uncontrollably again.
Xiao Qi was startled, and hastily withdrew her hand, completely forgetting her emotions, and looked at Tong Che worriedly, "Brother Xiao Che, what's wrong with your hand...?"
Tong Che comforted her with a smile, retracted his trembling left hand indifferently, put his right hand on it, rubbed and pressed it twice, and explained briefly, "Nerve damage, I can't bear it."
Xiao Qi looked down at his movements, and after a long while, asked softly, "Is it because...the wrist was cut?"
"This is one of the reasons." Tong Che's tone was still very calm, as if what he said had nothing to do with him. "The other one is that my wrist was... beaten by my father with a stick."
At that time, Tong Che was still young, and although he was sent to the hospital for treatment, the root cause of his illness was in the end.
Coupled with his self-mutilation without scruples when he was a teenager, even if there was no real accident, his nerves would inevitably be injured.
After a long time, it can no longer be completely repaired, and it has become what it is now.
"Why did he..." Xiao Qi subconsciously asked.
But before the second half of the sentence came out, Tong Che interrupted her, obviously not going to talk about it in detail, but changed the subject and said, "You should be able to see that there have been many times when I didn't want to live, at least by self-harm thoughts."
Xiao Qi nodded.
The scars on Tong Che's wrists were of different shades, so many that she couldn't count how many at a glance.
Obviously, it's not going to be a one-off injury.
"Then what do you think?" Tong Che's tone slowed down a little, and he could even be called persuasive, "what do you think, how am I doing now?"
Xiao Qi didn't answer right away, but calmed down and thought about it carefully.
She met Tong Che two years ago, not long after she arrived at the orphanage.
At that time, although Tong Che hadn't become popular yet, he was already working as a trainee. For the children in the orphanage, this kind of life was already out of reach.
But Tong Che had no airs at all, and Xiao Qi gradually became familiar with him.
However, last year, Tong Che suddenly became popular because of that puppet show. After he became popular, he came back to the orphanage for the first time. At that time, many children were afraid to go up and talk to him.
Among them, of course, was Xiao Qi herself.
The big brother who usually plays with them, eats bad canteens with them, secretly brings them snacks, teaches them to sing and dance, paints and makes small handicrafts for them, and listens to their whispered little secrets. As soon as he appeared, he became a big star surrounded by thousands of fans and various media devices.
The children were not used to such a big change for a while.
But it didn't take long for everyone to discover that Tong Che's treatment of them hadn't changed in any way.
He will still sit cross-legged on the ground and play games with them, tell them what he has seen and heard during filming, and accompany them to enjoy another life that is far away from them.
When there are children leftovers, he will teach a few words, but secretly cover for the children to prevent him from being scolded by the headmaster.
He will buy them more snacks, toys and books, and will try to make their lives better.
In Xiao Qi's memory, although their elder brother Che Che was very aloof, he always had a faint smile on his face, never put on airs when talking to them, and his tone was always gentle and amiable.
Xiao Qi didn't know what relationship Tong Che had with this orphanage before, she only thought Tong Che was a very good and kind person, and likewise, he must be a very happy person.
Because the book says that only if you have received love, you will want to pass on the love and share it with more people.
So today, to be precise 2 minutes ago, before Tong Che took off the bracelet to show her, Xiao Qi had been thinking this way.
But now, Xiao Qi doesn't think so.
Those who are happy and loved are very afraid of pain, and will definitely not hurt themselves again and again like this, let alone want to live.
After a long while, she pursed her lips and said softly, "I thought that brother Xiao Che had been doing well."
Not surprised by her answer, Tong Che smiled and said affirmatively, "I'm really doing well now."
"However," he changed the subject, "I had a hard time before, but you see, I didn't give up in the end, I persisted, so Xiao Qi, if you don't persevere, how will you know? Haven't been having a good time?"
Xiao Qi's mood has calmed down a lot, she nodded lightly, thinking of something, she couldn't help asking, "Brother Xiao Che, did anyone comfort you like this before when you didn't want to live?"
If not, how did brother Xiao Che endure the thought of giving up again and again, and finally persevered?
Tong Che was stunned for a moment, his eyes fell on the peeled low wall on the edge of the balcony, his eyes became distant for a moment, after a while, he nodded, and said softly, "Yes, there is someone, he saved me."
It has been ten years since the first separation, not to mention that Tong Che at that time was in a trance due to physical discomfort, and could no longer see who was coming.
Tong Che still can't remember exactly what happened back then, but he only remembers that someone was in his ear and asked him in a gentle voice if he had ever seen the sea.
At that time, Tong Che naturally hadn't seen it, and he hadn't even been out of Yangcheng at all. After all, when his parents went on a trip, they would only take his younger brother with them, not him.
Tong Che can't remember now whether he gave an answer at that time, he only remembers that person said to him again, "I haven't seen the sea yet, why do you want to give up?"
At that time, Tong Che had just turned 13 years old, and he was relatively early differentiated. He still couldn't understand whether he wanted to live or not, and whether he had seen the sea had anything to do with it.
Until I survived by accident like that, and then one day, I accidentally read a poem——
You come to the world for a trip, you want to see the sun, and walk on the street with your sweetheart.
The moment he read that line of the poem, Tong Che suddenly understood the meaning of that line, which probably has the same effect as this poem.
When he came to the world, he had never seen the sea, never looked at the sun, and never met his sweetheart, just for the sake of the person who hurt him, he hurt himself again and again, and even wanted to give up his life. Not worth it.
"I...I understand," Xiaoqi's voice brought back Tong Che's thoughts, and she said seriously, "I will never do this again in the future. I also want to persevere and give it a try. In the future Can you be as good as Brother Xiao Che?"
Not only to live as well as Brother Xiao Che, but also to be a kind and soft person like Brother Xiao Che.
Tong Che came back to his senses, raised his hand and patted Xiao Qi's head lightly, the nerves that had been tense since seeing her holding the knife finally relaxed.
Glancing at the small knife thrown aside by Xiao Qi, Tong Che relaxed his tone and said half-jokingly, "Xiao Qi will be fine in the future, but now, should the murder weapon be handed over to me first?"
Without further hesitation, Xiao Qi picked up the knife, folded it, and handed it to Tong Che.
Tong Che took it, put it in his pocket casually, and asked casually, "Where did it come from? It looks strangely sharp."
Xiao Qi said embarrassingly, "It's just... for cutting fruit."
Tong Che laughed, and said warmly, "Okay, go say hello to Uncle Zhao and Aunt Wu, they are very worried about you."
Xiao Qi looked at the person who had been guarding the balcony door, nodded obediently, stood up and walked towards the door.
After walking two steps, she realized that Tong Che had no intention of following, so she stopped again, turned around and asked, "Brother Xiao Che, are you...won't you go down?"
"You go first," Tong Che replied, "There is a musical in the activity room downstairs, I'll sit here for a while."
Xiao Qi looked at him, then at Mu Hanfeng who was standing at the door, said nothing, and walked towards the door by herself.
After she, Zhao Li and Aunt Wu left, Mu Hanfeng walked into the balcony and closed the door behind him.
Tong Che was still sitting on the ground without moving, looking up at Mu Hanfeng approaching him step by step, the big brother who was enlightening others a second ago, turned back into a blushing little stupid cat the next second.
From the moment he took off the bracelet, he deliberately didn't look at the door again.
He knew that Mu Hanfeng was standing there, watching him the whole time.
He also made up his mind, so he simply took advantage of this time to tell Mu Hanfeng what he had been putting off for a long time.
But seeing Mu Hanfeng getting closer and closer, Tong Che still couldn't help feeling a little bit withdrawn.
He lowered his head and looked at his wrist without the bracelet. There were criss-crossed scars on it. He felt ugly looking at it, so it's better not to show it to Mr. Mu.
Thinking of this, Tong Che simply touched the bracelet again, ready to put it on his hand.
But suddenly a big hand with distinct bones stretched out in front of him, and pressed his hand.
Tong Che paused for a while, then raised his head to look at Mu Hanfeng, and called softly, "Teacher Mu."
Mu Hanfeng looked down at him, closed his eyes, and felt that his internal organs were churning and hurting, and his throat was full of astringent blood. He responded hoarsely, "Mm, Teacher Mu is here."
Tong Che subconsciously wanted to pull his hand back again, and said in a low voice, "It's...very ugly, don't look at it."
Mu Hanfeng didn't let go, but clenched it even tighter. He frowned and said, "Nonsense, it's not ugly at all."
After saying this, he simply bent down, gently lifted Tong Che's scarred wrist, put it on his lips, and kissed him devoutly and tenderly.
Very soft and gentle touch, like being caressed by a feather, blown by a breeze, all the scars that have already left scars and cannot be fully recovered, at this moment, it seems that they have a chance to heal again.
Tong Che couldn't help trembling, and in the next second, Mu Hanfeng surrounded him tightly.
Tong Che felt that he was going to be worthless again, so he buried his head in Mu Hanfeng's neck and rubbed hard, trying to suppress the moisture from his eyes, and finally, without a trace of hesitation, he said, "Teacher Mu, do you want to?" , know my family?"
The author has something to say: Tongtong is getting better, he is braver than before, and he is willing to reveal the scars that have been buried in his heart to Teacher Mu, and they will definitely be better in the future.
It's another day of crying about myself, I need hugs from the cuties.
Another: "You come to the world..." That poem comes from Haizi.
-
Thanks for Throwing Thunder Nutrient Solution~
Bow, I love you very much.
Xiao Qi was also obviously stunned. She subconsciously put the knife aside temporarily, reached over, and gently touched Tong Che's wrist, as if confirming the authenticity of the scars.
Omega's skin is naturally delicate and smooth, especially Tong Che, who is in the entertainment circle, has a better foundation and is good at daily maintenance.
However, the small piece of skin under Xiao Qi's fingertips is uneven and rough.
Tong Che supported his wrist, and let Xiao Qi touch it for a while, then this wrist began to shake uncontrollably again.
Xiao Qi was startled, and hastily withdrew her hand, completely forgetting her emotions, and looked at Tong Che worriedly, "Brother Xiao Che, what's wrong with your hand...?"
Tong Che comforted her with a smile, retracted his trembling left hand indifferently, put his right hand on it, rubbed and pressed it twice, and explained briefly, "Nerve damage, I can't bear it."
Xiao Qi looked down at his movements, and after a long while, asked softly, "Is it because...the wrist was cut?"
"This is one of the reasons." Tong Che's tone was still very calm, as if what he said had nothing to do with him. "The other one is that my wrist was... beaten by my father with a stick."
At that time, Tong Che was still young, and although he was sent to the hospital for treatment, the root cause of his illness was in the end.
Coupled with his self-mutilation without scruples when he was a teenager, even if there was no real accident, his nerves would inevitably be injured.
After a long time, it can no longer be completely repaired, and it has become what it is now.
"Why did he..." Xiao Qi subconsciously asked.
But before the second half of the sentence came out, Tong Che interrupted her, obviously not going to talk about it in detail, but changed the subject and said, "You should be able to see that there have been many times when I didn't want to live, at least by self-harm thoughts."
Xiao Qi nodded.
The scars on Tong Che's wrists were of different shades, so many that she couldn't count how many at a glance.
Obviously, it's not going to be a one-off injury.
"Then what do you think?" Tong Che's tone slowed down a little, and he could even be called persuasive, "what do you think, how am I doing now?"
Xiao Qi didn't answer right away, but calmed down and thought about it carefully.
She met Tong Che two years ago, not long after she arrived at the orphanage.
At that time, although Tong Che hadn't become popular yet, he was already working as a trainee. For the children in the orphanage, this kind of life was already out of reach.
But Tong Che had no airs at all, and Xiao Qi gradually became familiar with him.
However, last year, Tong Che suddenly became popular because of that puppet show. After he became popular, he came back to the orphanage for the first time. At that time, many children were afraid to go up and talk to him.
Among them, of course, was Xiao Qi herself.
The big brother who usually plays with them, eats bad canteens with them, secretly brings them snacks, teaches them to sing and dance, paints and makes small handicrafts for them, and listens to their whispered little secrets. As soon as he appeared, he became a big star surrounded by thousands of fans and various media devices.
The children were not used to such a big change for a while.
But it didn't take long for everyone to discover that Tong Che's treatment of them hadn't changed in any way.
He will still sit cross-legged on the ground and play games with them, tell them what he has seen and heard during filming, and accompany them to enjoy another life that is far away from them.
When there are children leftovers, he will teach a few words, but secretly cover for the children to prevent him from being scolded by the headmaster.
He will buy them more snacks, toys and books, and will try to make their lives better.
In Xiao Qi's memory, although their elder brother Che Che was very aloof, he always had a faint smile on his face, never put on airs when talking to them, and his tone was always gentle and amiable.
Xiao Qi didn't know what relationship Tong Che had with this orphanage before, she only thought Tong Che was a very good and kind person, and likewise, he must be a very happy person.
Because the book says that only if you have received love, you will want to pass on the love and share it with more people.
So today, to be precise 2 minutes ago, before Tong Che took off the bracelet to show her, Xiao Qi had been thinking this way.
But now, Xiao Qi doesn't think so.
Those who are happy and loved are very afraid of pain, and will definitely not hurt themselves again and again like this, let alone want to live.
After a long while, she pursed her lips and said softly, "I thought that brother Xiao Che had been doing well."
Not surprised by her answer, Tong Che smiled and said affirmatively, "I'm really doing well now."
"However," he changed the subject, "I had a hard time before, but you see, I didn't give up in the end, I persisted, so Xiao Qi, if you don't persevere, how will you know? Haven't been having a good time?"
Xiao Qi's mood has calmed down a lot, she nodded lightly, thinking of something, she couldn't help asking, "Brother Xiao Che, did anyone comfort you like this before when you didn't want to live?"
If not, how did brother Xiao Che endure the thought of giving up again and again, and finally persevered?
Tong Che was stunned for a moment, his eyes fell on the peeled low wall on the edge of the balcony, his eyes became distant for a moment, after a while, he nodded, and said softly, "Yes, there is someone, he saved me."
It has been ten years since the first separation, not to mention that Tong Che at that time was in a trance due to physical discomfort, and could no longer see who was coming.
Tong Che still can't remember exactly what happened back then, but he only remembers that someone was in his ear and asked him in a gentle voice if he had ever seen the sea.
At that time, Tong Che naturally hadn't seen it, and he hadn't even been out of Yangcheng at all. After all, when his parents went on a trip, they would only take his younger brother with them, not him.
Tong Che can't remember now whether he gave an answer at that time, he only remembers that person said to him again, "I haven't seen the sea yet, why do you want to give up?"
At that time, Tong Che had just turned 13 years old, and he was relatively early differentiated. He still couldn't understand whether he wanted to live or not, and whether he had seen the sea had anything to do with it.
Until I survived by accident like that, and then one day, I accidentally read a poem——
You come to the world for a trip, you want to see the sun, and walk on the street with your sweetheart.
The moment he read that line of the poem, Tong Che suddenly understood the meaning of that line, which probably has the same effect as this poem.
When he came to the world, he had never seen the sea, never looked at the sun, and never met his sweetheart, just for the sake of the person who hurt him, he hurt himself again and again, and even wanted to give up his life. Not worth it.
"I...I understand," Xiaoqi's voice brought back Tong Che's thoughts, and she said seriously, "I will never do this again in the future. I also want to persevere and give it a try. In the future Can you be as good as Brother Xiao Che?"
Not only to live as well as Brother Xiao Che, but also to be a kind and soft person like Brother Xiao Che.
Tong Che came back to his senses, raised his hand and patted Xiao Qi's head lightly, the nerves that had been tense since seeing her holding the knife finally relaxed.
Glancing at the small knife thrown aside by Xiao Qi, Tong Che relaxed his tone and said half-jokingly, "Xiao Qi will be fine in the future, but now, should the murder weapon be handed over to me first?"
Without further hesitation, Xiao Qi picked up the knife, folded it, and handed it to Tong Che.
Tong Che took it, put it in his pocket casually, and asked casually, "Where did it come from? It looks strangely sharp."
Xiao Qi said embarrassingly, "It's just... for cutting fruit."
Tong Che laughed, and said warmly, "Okay, go say hello to Uncle Zhao and Aunt Wu, they are very worried about you."
Xiao Qi looked at the person who had been guarding the balcony door, nodded obediently, stood up and walked towards the door.
After walking two steps, she realized that Tong Che had no intention of following, so she stopped again, turned around and asked, "Brother Xiao Che, are you...won't you go down?"
"You go first," Tong Che replied, "There is a musical in the activity room downstairs, I'll sit here for a while."
Xiao Qi looked at him, then at Mu Hanfeng who was standing at the door, said nothing, and walked towards the door by herself.
After she, Zhao Li and Aunt Wu left, Mu Hanfeng walked into the balcony and closed the door behind him.
Tong Che was still sitting on the ground without moving, looking up at Mu Hanfeng approaching him step by step, the big brother who was enlightening others a second ago, turned back into a blushing little stupid cat the next second.
From the moment he took off the bracelet, he deliberately didn't look at the door again.
He knew that Mu Hanfeng was standing there, watching him the whole time.
He also made up his mind, so he simply took advantage of this time to tell Mu Hanfeng what he had been putting off for a long time.
But seeing Mu Hanfeng getting closer and closer, Tong Che still couldn't help feeling a little bit withdrawn.
He lowered his head and looked at his wrist without the bracelet. There were criss-crossed scars on it. He felt ugly looking at it, so it's better not to show it to Mr. Mu.
Thinking of this, Tong Che simply touched the bracelet again, ready to put it on his hand.
But suddenly a big hand with distinct bones stretched out in front of him, and pressed his hand.
Tong Che paused for a while, then raised his head to look at Mu Hanfeng, and called softly, "Teacher Mu."
Mu Hanfeng looked down at him, closed his eyes, and felt that his internal organs were churning and hurting, and his throat was full of astringent blood. He responded hoarsely, "Mm, Teacher Mu is here."
Tong Che subconsciously wanted to pull his hand back again, and said in a low voice, "It's...very ugly, don't look at it."
Mu Hanfeng didn't let go, but clenched it even tighter. He frowned and said, "Nonsense, it's not ugly at all."
After saying this, he simply bent down, gently lifted Tong Che's scarred wrist, put it on his lips, and kissed him devoutly and tenderly.
Very soft and gentle touch, like being caressed by a feather, blown by a breeze, all the scars that have already left scars and cannot be fully recovered, at this moment, it seems that they have a chance to heal again.
Tong Che couldn't help trembling, and in the next second, Mu Hanfeng surrounded him tightly.
Tong Che felt that he was going to be worthless again, so he buried his head in Mu Hanfeng's neck and rubbed hard, trying to suppress the moisture from his eyes, and finally, without a trace of hesitation, he said, "Teacher Mu, do you want to?" , know my family?"
The author has something to say: Tongtong is getting better, he is braver than before, and he is willing to reveal the scars that have been buried in his heart to Teacher Mu, and they will definitely be better in the future.
It's another day of crying about myself, I need hugs from the cuties.
Another: "You come to the world..." That poem comes from Haizi.
-
Thanks for Throwing Thunder Nutrient Solution~
Bow, I love you very much.
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