My male god is Xueba

The surroundings were silent, and no one wanted to speak. Cheng Yuwei quietly experienced this rare warmth. He could finally calm down and think about what happened. The person in his arms finally agreed to be with him. The boy he had liked for a long time finally agreed to be with him.

There is no overwhelming happiness, he just feels joy, like the joy of someone who has been waiting for a long time finally returning, making people want to cry with joy.

He thought of all the ups and downs he had experienced in his heart for so long, and forced himself not to think about him, not to see him, not to talk to him, but he could control his eyes and mouth, but after all he couldn't control his inner thoughts, especially his confession. In the next few days, every day seemed as long and painful as thousands of years.

God knows, he really likes this person in his arms, he likes it very much, he likes it so much that if he doesn't have it, he will feel that there is no more happiness in the world.

"Xiaomo," Cheng Yuwei hugged his arm tightly, his voice full of anxiety, "don't tease me, please? I really like you, if one day you tell me Everything you say is just teasing me, and I will definitely not be able to stand it."

Because you want too much, you will be too afraid, afraid that everything that happens at this time is unreal, afraid that this joy will disappear one day, and that is the real adversity.

The man didn't answer him, but loosened his embrace, gently pushed him away, looked into his eyes steadily, then raised the corners of his lips slightly, leaned over and kissed him on the lips.

Cheng Yuwei's heart skipped a beat, and his whole body stiffened following his movements.

This time Xie Mo laughed even more, and leaned close to his reddened ear and said, "Why are you so surprised, you have kissed me so many times, and I kissed you only once to be so frightened?"

Before he finished speaking, the man's lips covered his lips again, tossing and turning...

Cheng Yuwei's hands climbed up his back uncontrollably, his lips were pushed apart by the tip of his tongue, and his tongue was hooked and entangled. Every movement seemed to electrify his whole body, as if all the blood followed Boiling, this is a completely different experience from actively kissing him.

Every kiss in the past was initiated by Cheng Yuwei, and he never got a response. This time, the kiss led by that person made him even more fascinated, and he responded involuntarily.

Lips and tongues are entangled with each other, the passion is like fire, and the two bodies are getting closer and closer, as if they are about to melt into each other's flesh and blood. For a moment, both of them thought that they could continue to kiss like this, but in the end they were no match for the increasingly strong suffocation Forced to separate.

Cheng Yuwei gasped for breath, his body was a little limp, Xie Mo hugged him into his arms again, patted him on the back, Cheng Yuwei was still reminiscing about the passion just now, subconsciously thinking about his Name: "Xiaomo...Xiaomo..."

"Xiao Wei," Xie Mo responded with a smile, and said, "Do you want to dance with me?"

Xie Mo played a song on his mobile phone, stood in the middle of the dance floor, and made a "please" gesture to Cheng Yuwei.

Cheng Yuwei walked up to him, held one hand with him, and put the other on his waist.

Xie Mo suppressed a smile, but he didn't put his hand on his shoulder like a girl, but just gently held his shoulder.

The two took steps in the dreamlike music.

The name of the song is: "My Heart Will Go On".

In fact, Cheng Yuwei is still very touched by this song. He used to set this exclusive ringtone for Song Qian, and it is still the same now, but the familiar melody has not sounded for a long time, and he has long since stopped paying attention.Tonight is the girl's birthday party, and she will soon face parting. Now the same song is sung again, which is quite like a farewell.

His side has been replaced by another person, a true lover, with his company finally made this sad moment less sad.

Cheng Yuwei looked at the person opposite. Today he was wearing a white suit, and his hair seemed to be styled deliberately. He looked like a flirtatious young man. Fortunately, this person seemed to be playing the piano at the beginning. I ran to find myself, otherwise I don't know how many girls would line up to dance with him.

Speaking of dancing... Cheng Yuwei's dancing skills are pretty good, but it's a pity that he didn't show it very well, because he was absent-minded when he started dancing, and the two of them danced as if they were walking, and then it became that person who led the dance. He came to cooperate, but he danced into a female step while dancing...

"Hey," the guy opposite said while he was gnashing his teeth, and pinched his hand, "Do you want to go back down after the dance?"

"Yeah," Cheng Yuwei sighed softly, "I still have to accompany Xiaoqian. She is my dance partner today. She said she would come back to me after dancing. How are you? What if she can't find me when she comes back?" After finishing speaking, she gave the person an angry look.

Xie Mo lowered his head and smiled, and said very easily: "Don't worry, if she can't find you, she will be invited by others. After all, she is a beautiful birthday star. Just go back and accompany her. I will continue to play the piano. Anyway, I will also be invited to this dance party." One of the organizers must stay until the end before leaving."

Cheng Yuwei didn't speak, just nodded, and also wanted to laugh in his heart, as if he hadn't heard this person speak in such a tone for a long time.

"Then, after the dance is over, I'll take you back to the dormitory." Xie Mo said softly, looking at the person opposite.

"Okay." Cheng Yuwei agreed happily.

The dance started at seven o'clock and ended at 09:30. Xie Mo continued to play the piano when he came down from the stairs. Cheng Yu only walked to the dining table while looking at the dance floor. Sure enough, the girl was still dancing, just a partner Has been replaced by another person.

Letting out a breath, Cheng Yuwei shifted his attention to the dining table. When he first came here, vulgar objects like "dining table" were completely unattractive. Now his mood has changed drastically. He only feels that the sky is high, the sea is broad, the wind is light and the clouds are light , There are so many delicious things on the table.

He picked up a dinner plate with great interest, and then took some of each food with great interest and began to feast on it. Everything was delicious, why did he feel as if he hadn't eaten properly for hundreds of years.

Xie Mo, who had been following him secretly, couldn't help but smiled and shook his head.

When Song Qian came back, Cheng Yuwei took some food to eat with her, and continued to dance after eating. His attitude towards the girl was also different from the previous depression. He was very relaxed and happy. He hoped that this birthday party could give the girl Make a great memory.

When it was over, the guests were leaving one after another, Cheng Yuwei said to the girl, "I'll take you back."

"No need," Song Qian smiled, "I'll go back with Xiaoying."

"Well, be careful on the road."

Song Qian finally hugged him, and then left with Xia Ying who was already waiting at the side. Cheng Yuwei watched the girl's figure until it disappeared in front of her eyes. She really didn't know when the next time we will see each other again after this parting.

Sighing softly, he turned around to look for Xie Mo's location, and seeing that person was directing the final cleanup work with another boy, he silently walked behind him without speaking.

But Xie Mo saw him coming over and shook his hand quietly, saying: "It will be done soon, we just need to put away the borrowed tableware and musical instruments and return them. The cars are waiting outside. Cleaning is done by a dedicated cleaning staff.”

Cheng Yuwei nodded, but still did not speak.

It was already ten o'clock in the evening when the two left the auditorium, and there were not many pedestrians in the school. When they walked to Cheng Yuwei's dormitory together, Xie Mo glanced at him and said playfully, "Are you worried about Song Qian? Not comfortable."

"Yeah," Cheng Yuwei raised his head, a little sad, "I always feel that she left because of me."

"But you can't give her happiness. If she leaves, wouldn't it be a good thing to find her own happiness?"

"..." Cheng Yuwei chuckled, and gave him a disgusted look, "You really know how to comfort yourself."

Xie Mo spread his hands: "I am also very reluctant to part with her, but I bless her." He said and put his arms around his shoulders, "By the way, how are you doing with your books now?"

Cheng Yuwei's heart warmed because of his actions, and he said, "It's pretty good."

"How was the exam? Can you pass it?"

Now there are only two weeks before the exams for the compulsory courses of general education, and only one week left for the professional courses. Cheng Yuwei thought about his current review situation, and said with a bit of shame: "It's not bad."

In fact, although he has been reading books, the content is still very arbitrary. The ugly thing is that he is not doing his job properly, so the real situation is that some subjects may be okay, and some are really terrible.

Xie Mo nodded knowingly: "I see, you can take your high math book with you tomorrow, and I will teach you."

"……what?!"

Those two words made Cheng Yuwei's eyes widen. Are you kidding me? This person actually wants him to carry a high-level math book? ? ! !

"I thought that if you were self-study, you would not be able to learn this subject, so I wanted to teach you. I don't want you to fail again." Xie Mo said calmly.

Cheng Yuwei: "..." Really...

Back in the dormitory, Xie Mo pulled him to a more secluded place on the other side, kissed and hugged him for a long time before leaving, the latter looked at the handsome back and pursed his lips, feeling really reluctant to part .

When he went upstairs, he still felt that it was unreal. He never thought that after the dance, he would become lovers with that person. He originally thought that he would never see him again.

Maybe there is still a little bit of regret that the kid still didn't say he likes him, and I don't know if it was on purpose or he didn't dare to say it. The nonsense of "I'm with you because you like me" is really hard to believe.

I didn't see Lin Ran when I entered the dormitory. The sound of water from the bathroom showed that he was taking a bath, which made Cheng Yuwei heave a sigh of relief. He couldn't hide his smile at this time, and he was really afraid that it would happen if he was asked. what.

Changing from his formal attire and pajamas, he took out the high-level math book that he hadn't read more than five times since he received it, and sighed speechlessly. It's really unappetizing to have to tell him advanced mathematics when going out on a date.

Cheng Yuwei slept very well this night, or the best sleep in the past month. I don’t know how many times I was woken up by laughing in my dream. When I woke up the next day, I was really refreshed. Even the book The green high math book did not spoil his joy either.

When he arrived outside the library, the man was already waiting there. Cheng Yuwei flew towards him uncontrollably, but when he was about to approach the target, he was grabbed by both hands. Xie Xueba stood up and grabbed him and motioned to sit down. Going to the opposite side, the eyes slipped to the crowd who were walking this way.

Looking at the unwilling and regretful person on the opposite side, Xie Mo suppressed a smile and picked up the book on the table and said, "If I tell you this, it won't be as detailed as microeconomics. It's mainly about topics so that you can pass Exams are the main thing, if you really don’t understand, just memorize the problem-solving steps, many of the exam questions are from books.”

Cheng Yuwei: "...OK."

The two of them had a high math class in the morning, and then had lunch together. When Cheng Yuwei went back to the dormitory alone, he felt that this was no different from the way they used to get along. He didn't even say a little intimate word. After the first class, the person stood up with a book and said: "I have something to do, so I will leave first, so let's suspend badminton and swimming, and wait until I am done."

After he finished speaking, he turned around and was about to leave, Cheng Yuwei suddenly stood up and said angrily, "Stop!"

Xie Mo stood on the spot and turned around, Cheng Yuwei went around to him and grabbed his collar, gritted his teeth and said, "Are we dating now?"

"Yes." Xie Mo said frankly.

"Then you..." Cheng Yuwei originally wanted to ask him righteously, why are you so indifferent to me, and you don't seem to be in love at all, but when the words came to his lips, he couldn't say them, as if he was begging He does.

Suddenly feeling very discouraged, Cheng Yuwei let go of his hand and said lightly: "Forget it, go wherever you like."

Now he wants to stay away from this person, so far away that he can no longer see him, so let him go alone!

A hand grabbed his arm to stop him from turning around, and the man's voice said from the side: "Well, you come home with me, and you stay in my room while I work."

"Don't go!" Cheng Yuwei said angrily, as if someone didn't care to stay in his room, he slapped Tianzao and then slapped him, hypocrisy!

"No, no." Xie Mo also brought his book, and put his other arm around his shoulder, "You haven't been to my house for several days, my grandma misses you, and keeps talking about you every day."

Cheng Yuwei: "..."

In fact, Cheng Yuwei really didn't dare to see Grandma Xie. He is now in a relationship with Xie Mo, and he doesn't know what the old man would think if he knew it. This is the reason why he dared not tell anyone even though he was very happy. I am afraid that I will not be able to face their possible eyes.

The two went to the supermarket together to buy some vegetables. On the way, Xie Mo said: "Actually, I really have something to do. The work of our project and our team has reached the final critical stage. I am very nervous every day. I will have time when I finish it." I'll stay with you well."

"..." Cheng Yuwei glanced at him, only to see that pair of eyes looking over with gentle eyes again, he couldn't help blushing, and hurriedly looked away and didn't answer.

When she got home, Grandma Xie was naturally very happy. She took Cheng Yuwei's hand and asked him why he hadn't come for so many days, and why he didn't come with him. It is a long way, and I will visit her old man again in a few days.

Xie Mo had already gone back to his bedroom to work. Cheng Yuwei went in to see him after chatting with his grandma for a while. This man was quite focused when he was doing things, and he didn't even move his eyelids.

This time, Cheng Yuwei didn't read a book on the side, but looked around the room and finally lay down on the bed. This angle is quite good, you can see the side face of that person, not to mention how seductive it is.

But Cheng Yuwei fell asleep just looking at it, and he didn't know how long he felt a warmth from his lips, and when he woke up, he saw that person's handsome face close at hand, and he didn't know when he He even ran to his side.

Xie Mo smiled slightly, lowered his head and continued to kiss his lips, and held his hand together with his index fingers intertwined. Cheng Yuwei was already sluggish just after waking up, and it would be even more comfortable like being on a cloud.

He was out of breath when the man moved his lips away, and felt another light kiss on his forehead, and a smile unconsciously floated to the corner of his lips. He looked up at the pair of bright eyes in front of him, and said, "Why don't you go to work?" ?”

Xie Mo stared at him from a distance of only one foot: "Because I want to kiss you."

Cheng Yuwei couldn't help smiling, and wrapped his other free hand around his neck and pulled it down, and took the initiative to kiss him on the lips. Xie Mo smiled, and said with some regret: "It's a pity that I can't let my grandma Be suspicious, otherwise I really want you to live in my house in the future, and I can see you every morning when I get up, that would be great."

"..." Cheng Yuwei's face turned into a tomato again, and the man said again: "Well, you come to my house to sleep this Friday night, and you go home again on Saturday morning, only one late It shouldn't matter tonight, right?"

"...Okay." Cheng Yuwei blinked and answered calmly.

Now all the subjects are over, and the teacher has finished drawing the key points. Cheng Yuwei found out after asking Lin Ran. Xie Mo also made a review time schedule for him, and confiscated his book of poems, ordering that he must review. Watch it again until you are satisfied.

Cheng Yuwei had no choice but to resign himself to his fate in the library every day, reading the questions and endorsing the books. It was okay when he was accompanied by that person, but Xie Mo was really busy. On Thursday afternoon, he strictly implemented the policy of leaving after three classes. Yi came to see him and had dinner with him.

The girl said that she was going back to the United States to spend her summer vacation with her parents, so now she should spend more time with him.

Cheng Yuwei just smiled and didn't answer, or he didn't know how to answer.

If there is one person at this stage who can make him feel sorry for her being with Xie Mo, it is the girl in front of him.

He never regarded his fiancée as his girlfriend before, and he still does now, but being with Xie Mo gave him the idea of ​​breaking off the engagement for the first time, because that person is the one he really likes and wants to be with for the rest of his life , the marriage contract between him and Chae Yi is doomed to be impossible to come true.

But the problem is that Xie Mo is a boy, and Cheng Yuwei doesn't discriminate against homosexuals, but he can't guarantee what others will think. He is also afraid that Xie Mo will also be looked down upon by others because of this incident.

So this matter became very troublesome, he didn't want to hurt Shang Yiyi, he didn't want that girl to fall deeper for him, and he didn't want to hurt Xie Mo, so he could only drag it like this for the time being.

Fortunately, the marriage with Shang Yiyi has to wait at least three years, as long as it can be resolved during this period.

On Friday afternoon, Cheng Yuwei returned home with Xie Mo after a good class, and he also memorized two rather thick books, which were all ordered by the bully to read. Xie Mo is a very planned person, for himself The schedule was arranged all day, and Cheng Yuwei read a book while he was working, and then had dinner together, chatted with Grandma Xie for a while, and then repeated the previous actions until 08:30 in the evening. Yu Wei watched the time and raised her head, the bully finally left the computer, stood up and stretched her arms.

"Fixed?" Cheng Yuwei couldn't help teasing him.

"It's not done," Xie Mo stretched his neck again, "but now it's time for rest."

"Then let me ask you something?" Cheng Yuwei also put down his book and looked at him with interest.

"Say."

"When did you start liking me?" Cheng Yuwei blinked with anticipation.

Xie Mo: "..."

"When did I say that I like you?" He stood still, turned to Cheng Yuyi, folded his arms, and looked at him with some amusement.

Cheng Yuwei didn't care about his teasing, but just said to himself: "If you don't tell me, I really can't figure it out. You don't show anything on your face, and I can't see that you are thinking about it." What. But I knew when I liked you, it should be on the night of your birthday, I kissed you several times, I must have liked you by then, but I never found out myself. "

In fact, Cheng Yuwei still has some things to say. It was the first time that he knew about his parents that day, so he felt a kind of pity for him in his heart, but he never told him about it, and he never knew about it. I know this secret myself.

Xie Mo nodded playfully: "So that's the case, I know."

Cheng Yuwei thought that he had fought coldly with him for several days, and he didn't realize what he wanted afterwards, so he was really a bit stupid.But this is better than the hard-spoken guy in front of me. He is also really powerful, and he is impeccable. He just doesn’t know that he has been saying that he likes him, and the two of them are together. On the issue of admitting that he also likes himself What is he holding on to.