My male god is Xueba

This time he didn't order Erguotou, and he didn't want to get drunk, so he only ordered five bottles for himself, plus Lin Ran's three bottles, and put eight bottles of wine on the table for today's dinner.

Or after Lin Ran came, he ordered a few more dishes helplessly, and then began to cry bitterly, almost knelt down and begged the young master to eat more, otherwise drinking on an empty stomach would definitely hurt his stomach.

Cheng Yuwei doesn't care if his stomach hurts, he feels that his whole body is basically in pain, so he naturally doesn't care about the food, even the first drink is booze, a glass of wine It was drunk within seconds.

"Brother Wei, what's wrong with you?" Lin Ran pressed his hand, very startled, it was the first time he saw this person adopt such a desperate way of drinking, how much he suffered exciting...

Cheng Yuwei ignored him, and didn't want to talk too much. The second cup still took a sip, and it was not until the third cup that he was a little slow, staring at the bubbling liquid, expressionless.

He felt like his stomach was on fire, burning with pain.

After watching for a long time, he raised his glass again, but drank the glass of wine one gulp at a time.

Lin Ran didn't dare to speak at this time, he wondered if he had read it wrong, why there seemed to be a tear in the corner of Ah Wei's eye?

A drop of transparent tears, faintly glowing, but suddenly made people feel the sadness of that person from the bottom of his heart.

Although he thought it was impossible, Lin Ran still had an idea, could this person...be broken in love?

The two stayed in the restaurant until after eight o'clock, and Cheng Yuwei drank more and more slowly. In the end, he stared at a glass of wine for ten minutes before taking a sip. When he left, he had finished all five bottles. The person was still awake, which made Lin Ran heave a sigh of relief.

It was summer now, and it was already dark at eight o'clock. Lin Ran accompanied Cheng Yuwei to a taxi, and urged him to be more careful.

Half an hour after returning home, Cheng Yuwei opened the door, and his parents were sitting in the living room. As soon as Cheng's mother saw him, she got up and greeted him, and said very dissatisfied: "Xiao Wei, where have you been?" ? Why did you come back?"

Although Cheng Yuwei usually likes to go to various places to play, but he will go home around seven o'clock, which has made his mother scold him several times, and it is the first time in his life that he has been delayed so late. When I came here, I wanted to pinch my ears to teach me a lesson, but when Cheng Yu only saw his mother's fierce look, his nose really became sore in an instant.

He also walked quickly to his mother, but hugged her when the latter didn't react.

Tears also came out of my eyes.

"..." Father Cheng was sitting there with a smile on his face, waiting to see his wife bullying his son, but at this moment he also got serious and stood up slowly.

Cheng Yuwei's crying method is neither howling nor drinking, his voice is not too loud but not depressing, he likes to hug his mother when he was about to cry since he was a child, and at the beginning he still felt that this would be comforting, so that he would not It's so sad, it becomes a kind of dependence when he grows up slowly, but in fact, he doesn't quite remember the last time he did this.

My mother was a little scared by him at first, and didn't react immediately. She patted his back to comfort him, and said anxiously, "Xiaowei? What's wrong with you? Tell mom..."

The words stabbed his heart, but Cheng Yuwei never opened his mouth to answer. Later, his mother stopped asking, but kept holding him tightly.

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When Cheng Yuwei had cried enough, he let go of his mother, wiped away his tears, and walked towards his bedroom. Mother Cheng wanted to pull, but was stopped by Father Cheng, who could only watch him leave.

Shang Heyi didn't go home together this weekend, and Cheng Yuwei spent most of the past two days lying on the bed quietly. His mother didn't bother him, but she would come over on time for three meals and ask him to eat.

At this time, Cheng Yuwei would turn to the other side, bury his head in the pillow, and the temperature on his face would slowly rise.

Well, he doesn't dare to see his mother now, mainly because he thinks it's too embarrassing for him to cry while holding his mother at such an age, but then again, it's this crying that made him feel a lot better. The heart is not as uncomfortable as it was at first, and I feel much more relaxed.

He can also reflect on the previous confession with a normal state of mind. It has to be said that such a result also makes him feel very ashamed, or frustrated.

First of all, Xie Mo would have a lover, which Cheng Yuwei never thought of, and there was absolutely no word about it before he said it himself, so I didn't know the specific information about that person at all except for the name, and I didn't even know who he was. Where, in this school, in this city, and in this country.

Secondly, that lover is a boy, which at least proves that Xie Mo can be with boys even if he is not gay, and that is all that Cheng Yuwei is happy about. He still hasn't figured out what Xie Mo's criteria for choosing a spouse are. In short, so many girls are out of play, and he is also out of play.

Now his confession has been made, and he has not been approved or rejected, but since that person has a lover, it is impossible to break up and be with him every minute, so the result is self-evident.

Thinking of this, Cheng Yuwei turned half over again, lay down on the bed and buried most of his face, and let out a long sigh.

He said a long time ago that it is better to have less contact with that kind of person!

In fact, Cheng Yuwei could have done it a long time ago if he did not get in touch with Xie Mo. It was just because the fiancée brought that kid around in front of him all day long, but now Miss Shang promised not to look for that person again. Now, there is only one last thing left for the two of them to meet, which is Song Qian's birthday party on Tuesday.

He has already confirmed that the kid is one of the guests, and he might have swept the audience as soon as he appeared. When Cheng Yuwei returned to school on Sunday night, his emotions had already calmed down, but he still didn't want to appear in front of Xie Mo, afraid Will be seen as a joke by him.

However, the two days passed quickly. When Cheng Yuwei started changing clothes at 06:30 on Tuesday night, he felt his heartbeat had reached an unprecedented level, which far exceeded the slight embarrassment that might be caused by seeing Song Qian soon. and lost.

Lin Ran also received the invitation. He was wearing a formal dress with Cheng Yuyi, and he had no idea what happened to Cheng Yuyi when he was drinking with the latter that day. Seeing that Ah Wei behaved normally, he didn't mention it again, just asked a joke. : "I said Brother Wei, did you bring a partner with you when you went to the dance?"

Song Qian's birthday party is generally in the form of a dance party, and guests can bring their companions. Lin Ran has already made an appointment with her dance partner to meet her. As for Cheng Yuwei, after hearing what he said, he just replied indifferently: "I Do you need to bring a dance partner? When the time comes, you can go to whoever you like."

Lin Ran smiled and said nothing, but Cheng Yuwei's movements were a little slower, thoughtful.

In fact, he has a dance partner, not Shang Yiyi, he doesn't want to bring that girl over at Xiaoqian's birthday party, and this dance partner will not enter the arena with him, but will wait for him inside first.

He also didn't know if the other person would bring a dance partner, and if so, who would that person be.

Song Qian's birthday party was held on the second floor of the auditorium, a place specially used for balls. When Cheng Yuwei and Lin Ran arrived, some people had already arrived. Two boys were in charge of receiving them at the door, guiding them to put the gifts in designated place.

Cheng Yuwei looked around, there were already several couples dancing on the dance floor, but there was no Song Qian, the girl was talking to several people at the other end of the long dining table.

"Should we toast the birthday star first?" Lin Ran also saw Song Qian, and said to Cheng Yuwei and his dance partner.

"Okay." said the girl beside him holding his arm.

There was a glass of wine on the dining table at intervals of less than half a meter. The three of them took a glass randomly and toasted Song Qian. Afterwards, Lin Ran and the two left, while Cheng Yuwei stayed where he was, holding one of Song Qian's hands. hand, and said softly to her, "Xiaoqian, happy birthday."

Song Qian smiled and raised her eyes to look at him.

Today's Song Qian is very beautiful. She is wearing a white dress with suspenders. Her long hair is tied into a complicated knot at the back of her head. She has light makeup on her face. She looks elegant and beautiful. She looked at Cheng Yuwei I can't say how much nostalgia and sadness there are, but it is very gentle.

However, the latter felt a little pain in his heart. This pain has been with him since he knew that this girl was going abroad. Every time he thinks of it, it seems that there are thousands of words, but in the end he can only sigh. .

This time Cheng Yuwei buried his sigh in his heart, and said to the girl with a smile: "Do you want to eat something first or should we go dancing now?"

The birthday star in front of her is Cheng Yuwei's dance partner tonight, but the girl didn't answer, instead she blinked and let go of his hand, turned around and picked up a plate of snacks from the dining table, with a simple smile on her face: "This is delicious , Ah Wei, try it."

Cheng Yuwei was a little stunned at this moment, because of the person in front of him.

When the girl turned around, he raised his head to look casually. This position was relatively forward. When he raised his eyes, he was facing the band in front of the dance floor. He immediately saw the person in white sitting behind the piano, concentrating on the music. Looking at the score, with a smile on his face.

Cheng Yuwei's heart skipped a beat.

Rao was already prepared to meet that person here, but he didn't see him on the dance floor or at the dining table just now, and thought he would come later, but now he suddenly appeared in front of him, Cheng Yuwei still didn't know How to react.

The familiar feeling of the heart and eyes came back, and the throat was a little tight. I thought I would not care about it after crying for two days. Even if I saw him again, I still remained calm and calm. Only now did Cheng Yuwei realize that he still cared a lot, that he loved someone else, and that he didn't agree to be with him.

Cheng Yuwei just stared at him blankly, not knowing what else to do for a moment, but the person in front of him suddenly raised his head, and looked straight at him as if he felt his gaze, with an expression on his face. His smile deepened a bit, not to mention how pretty that look was.

Cheng Yuwei clearly felt the temperature on his face rise suddenly, and his heart beat violently, as if he was caught peeping.

He felt very embarrassed and at a loss, anyway, that was someone he liked very much, and he had always held a very high charm in his heart, and he had just confessed his love not long ago and had not received a reply, and at this time he appeared in front of that person Always feel a little short.

His lips were trembling slightly, as if there were thousands of words he wanted to express even in this second of staring at each other, Cheng Yuwei had the illusion that he hadn't seen him for a long time, no matter how many thoughts he had changed in his heart, he was really Never stopped thinking about him for a second.

I really want to ask him: Why do you love someone else?why do not you Love Me……

"Awei, what's wrong with you?" A voice suddenly came to his ear, and someone pulled his arm. Cheng Yuwei finally came back to his senses, and hurriedly looked down. Song Qian was holding the plate in one hand and the other hand. Holding his arm, she was looking at him suspiciously.

"..." Feeling a little guilty, he subconsciously glanced in that person's direction again, only to find that the other person had withdrawn his gaze and continued playing. It really made people wonder if the staring and smiling just now were an illusion.

"Xie Mo came here specially to be my violinist," Song Qian followed his gaze and explained, "Because he plays the violin very well, he said it was my second birthday present."

"Really," Cheng Yuwei looked at the girl, feeling a little disappointed again, took the girl's snack plate and handed it an egg tart, "Then eat some first, and then I'll invite you to dance."

"Okay." The girl took it and smiled sweetly.

Cheng Yuwei and Song Qian ate a few pieces of snacks together, and then came to the dance floor to dance. There were many more people than before. He wanted to control his urge to look up while hugging the girl. In fact, that person was sitting there playing the piano or Very eye-catching, he has already heard several girls exclaiming at their dance partner.

He didn't know if that person was planning to play the piano there all the time or something, or if he suddenly wanted to find a girl to dance with...

After a few games, Cheng Yuwei took Song Qian back to the dining table to rest. The girl thoughtfully handed him a glass of wine. After a while, another boy came to invite Song Qian to dance. Said he would be back soon.

Cheng Yuwei took another sip of wine, feeling a little lonely, wondering what Lin Ran was doing at this time, was it dancing or eating with his partner?

He was about to raise his head to search, but he heard a very familiar voice next to his ear: "Xiao Wei, hello."

"..." Cheng Yuwei couldn't remember how many times his heartbeat felt strange tonight.

He was trying his best not to look at him all the time, and he didn't look at him for nearly 10 minutes, so Cheng Yuwei didn't know when this person left the piano and came to him.

Looking up, it turned out that the person who was playing the piano was replaced by another person. Cheng Yuwei sighed secretly, and when he turned his gaze, he became very calm, without any expression on his face.

"Hello, Xiao Mo."

His tone and expression are well controlled, and he will definitely not let people see that his heart is already turbulent, but the person in front of him is smiling, and there is a gleam of... tenderness in his eyes looking at him.

Before Cheng Yuwei could figure out the reason for his expression, that person said again: "Do you want to dance with me?"

"..." For a moment, Cheng Yuwei felt that he was dreaming, and he couldn't think of the reason why this person came to say this to him, but since the other party said it, he had no choice but to accept it and looked at the dance floor One glance and said: "Are you sure you want to dance here?"

If the two of them jump up in this place where there are all men and women matching as far as the eye can see, it will immediately attract everyone's attention and stop talking for a while. I'm afraid the whole school will spread the news that the two of them have become lovers or jump into the Arctic Ocean. I want to wash it clean.

Xie Mo frowned, looked at him deeply and said, "Come with me, let's find a place where there are no people."

Since Cheng Yuwei couldn't guess the reason for Xie Mo's various behaviors tonight, he simply didn't think about it, and just saw what the hell he was going to do.That person's so-called "no one's place" is not uncommon, that is, after leaving the ballroom and going upstairs, the structure here is similar to the second floor, except that there is no one there.

The two of them lit the lights together, Xie Mo turned on the lights in the dance hall, Cheng Yuwei let out a breath and walked to the center of the dance floor, spreading his hands: "If you want to dance, hurry up, I'm going to go down to accompany Xiaoqian. Dance the girl's step."

Since this person came to ask him to dance out of nowhere, he didn't want to refuse, but wanted to see what the other person would look like if he really danced.

Xie Mo smiled again, walked up to him and looked at him, his gaze was still as gentle as water: "Before dancing, I want to ask you a question first."

"Cheng Yuwei, would you like to be with me?"

Cheng Yuwei: "..."

In fact, this is a very unreal scene, the night outside the window is quiet, the lights inside the window are brightly lit, the hustle and bustle of the room on the second floor did not reach here, and the surroundings are so quiet that there is no sound, enough to make him wonder if what he just heard is true. Another dream.

It was already an unattainable dream since that person came to talk to him, but now he has fallen into another more beautiful dream.

He couldn't believe that everything in the dream could be real.

"……what?"

He heard his own voice say this.

The man moved closer to him, his handsome face was close at hand, and the soft voice whispered by his thin lips fell into his ear: "Would you like to be my lover and be with me?"

"..." This time Cheng Yuwei was sure that this was not a dream, because in the dream he would wake up every time he confessed his love, and what appeared in his mind was his indifferent look that day, which made people feel heartbroken in the dark night .But this time, he didn't wake up, he was still in front of his eyes, looking at him softly with eyes that he never dared to expect.

It's a pity that Cheng Yuwei still can't believe that his words are true. He obviously didn't understand so many hints given before, and he didn't respond even though he had confessed himself. He even told himself that he has another lover, but now he will come Say something like this to yourself?

"You...why are you..." Cheng Yuwei subconsciously asked.

The person in front of him smiled deeper, with a sly look in his eyes, he slightly raised his head and said, "Because, didn't you say you like me? Then I'll be with you."

"..." It took Cheng Yuwei a long time to realize what he said this time, and then, a cloud of anger gradually surged in his heart.

This, is there such an irresponsible statement?Just because he confessed that he wants to be with him? ?What about the other people who confessed to him?And his lover! !

Cheng Yuwei felt like being played by him again. He was so angry that he glared fiercely at the person who was still calm and said, "Whoever confesses to you will be with you? So many Can you come here together! Didn’t you say you have a lover! What will he do if I’m with you!”

He was really annoyed by this man's almsgiving appearance, completely ignoring other feelings, but the person in front of him still had that playful look and said: "You just need to answer whether you agree to be with me, if you agree I will answer your question at the right time, and if I disagree, I don't need to tell you."

"you……"

Cheng Yuwei was really going to be mad by this anger, and really wanted to push him to the ground and beat him up, but that guy said again: "And let me remind you, if you don't agree now, you won't have a chance, I don't agree." Will talk to you again."

"you……"

The only way Cheng Yu could bear it was that he finally broke out, grabbing the man's shoulders with both hands and pushing him hard until he was pressed against the wall, and shouted loudly: "Is there anyone who bullies you like this! Do you want to be with me?" Why didn’t I say that I was together because I also liked me? Why didn’t I just say something that made me happy? I’ve already told you that! Also,” he lowered his voice when he said this, doubtfully Looking at the person in front of him, "You must not be with two people at the same time, have you broken up with that A Tan? When did it happen?"

When he said this, the person on the opposite side suddenly broke away from his hand and hugged him tightly, and murmured in his ear: "Didn't I tell you not to ask, you just need to consider whether you want to be with me." I'll just be together."

Cheng Yuwei: "..."

His body was held tightly by someone, which was actually uncomfortable and a little painful, but he didn't want to resist, his hands trembling around the man's waist, and finally hugged him.

Slowly closing his eyes, Cheng Yuwei restrained the urge to cry in his heart. He had really thought about hugging him like this for too long.

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