My baby tame dyed bandages to become semen

I sat motionless on the beach reef.

Watching the red sun rising from the sea level bit by bit, the rising sun dyed the sky into brilliant colors bit by bit.

I can't tell how I feel.

After Atsu-kun and the others completely solved the singularity caused by Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's skull and the supernatural gem, I handed over the tied-up Fyodor D to the Supernatural Secret Service.

When the fog cleared, the first thing I did was to come to the place where Ranbu-san lived.

Shake the reappearing Ranpo-san out of bed.

"Yuzuki! You are too much!"

Luanbu-san, who was wearing bear pajamas and had messy hair, first turned around wrapped in a quilt in an attempt to ignore me.

I forcibly picked him up together with the quilt and sat on the edge of the bed.

He opened his eyes and puffed up his cheeks, and complained loudly angrily.

"Ranbu-san! Ten years of limited-edition thick dim sum gift box supply!"

I hold a special card in both hands and place it in front of him.

This is the thick dim sum order card I made specially just in case.

Luanbu Sang snorted heavily, did not accept the card, but still put down the quilt and sat cross-legged beside me.

"I want Xiyue to deliver it to me every month! A detective doesn't want to pick up snacks by himself!"

He picked up the extraordinary black-rimmed glasses from under the pillow, which once represented the superpower [super reasoning], and put them on the bridge of his nose symbolically.

"Come on, what questions do you want to ask the detective?"

"Ranbu-san." I pursed the corners of my lips, "Is the expression of love selfish or selfless?"

"What! You obviously already have the answer to this question."

Ranbu-sang curled her lips in dissatisfaction.

"However, what if my actions will bring about bad results? If it will cause pain to myself or someone I love, how should I choose?"

"I told you that the way to get the best of both worlds is to go to Dazai right now and explain everything clearly, will you listen?"

I wanted to smile at Ranpo-san, but I couldn't even control the muscles on my face.

"I was terrified because I did something really bad to Ji."

"It's not a question of whether he forgives me, but a question of how terrible this matter is to him, I know in my heart."

"If he is fulfilled, I will endure unspeakable pain. If I am fulfilled, I am worried that he will endure unspeakable pain."

"Ranpo-san, I'm really scared."

Ranpo-san opened his eyes, those emerald-like pupils showed an extraordinary light of wisdom.

"Just do what you want, maybe you can get unexpected results."

Ranpo-san showed a tolerant expression for the first time, giving me the illusion that he is very mature.

"Anyway, idiot Yuzuki will still go her own way!"

He wrapped up the quilt and lay back on the bed again, turning into a Luanbu-sang like that child again.

I listened to Ranpo-san's small purring sound on purpose, thanked him softly, put the card away and left his residence.

Then I went back to Seaside Villa and sat on the private beach until now.

The air is the smell of the sea breeze that I am familiar with, and behind me is the "Mount Fuji" hut where Aji and I lived together.

My mind wandered endlessly.

The scenes of our life together during this time are played in our minds in turn, and the time spent together seems like yesterday.

Familiar footsteps gradually walked towards me on the fine sand.

The person who came stayed behind me, less than fifteen centimeters away from me.

So close, close enough to feel his breath.

We looked at the vast glow in front of us together, speechless for a long time.

"Eve Moon."

Finally, it was Aji who broke the silence.

He leaned over and put his chin on my shoulder, wrapping his hands around my waist.

"I'm really all right."

I subconsciously wanted to break away from such an overly intimate posture, and then suddenly thought of something, and acquiesced to his actions.

"I know."

After a long time, I answered calmly.

"I didn't mean to lie to you."

Azhi explained aggrievedly, even though he didn't look back, I can still imagine his pitiful and lovely appearance at this time.

"I know that Azhi is worried that my power will go berserk again."

His right hand crawled across his chest, over his shoulder and neck.

I closed my eyes, and that hand touched my eyes gently.

"But it doesn't seem to work."

He sighed worriedly in my ear.

"It's even self-defeating."

My eyes have turned silver since I entered Yokohama, and there is no tendency to change back until now.

By the way, I always feel that some unpredictable changes have taken place in my body. It seems that all emotions are gradually fading away, and those surging forces are completely integrated with me.

"It's none of Aji's business."

I pulled his arm down and clasped his palm hard.

"I came back early by myself. Originally, Azhi wanted to solve it before I came back."

I held his hand and rubbed my cheek.

It seems to be remembering, but also like saying goodbye.

"The previous confirmation of my itinerary was based on this consideration. If I hadn't received the news in the middle of the night, the situation must have been exactly as you expected."

Azhi laughed helplessly, "I thought Scepter4 wouldn't tell you the news."

"It stands to reason so, but I have an agreement with Li Sisang, and I will tell me about Yokohama no matter what."

After I got up, I turned around and hugged him tightly, as if I wanted to rub this person into my flesh and blood.

"Although as Fyodor D said, as long as I am the colorless king, I cannot stay in Yokohama without distractions. Whether Tokyo or Yahara are enough to constrain my actions. However, as long as Aji is still here, I can’t just let it go completely.”

Azhi returned the same cherishment, and he also hugged me with all his strength.

"Xiyue also helped me beat up the devil, it's really relieved."

He put his forehead on my shoulder and laughed out loud.

Although Azhi in front of me had already put on his usual sand-colored windbreaker, I subconsciously touched the spot that was once soaked in blood, and could vaguely feel the traces of bandages wrapped under the clothes.

Azhi "hissed" and cried out in pain.

"If it hurts, don't do such a dangerous thing. The moment Kai Sai saw Aji, I was really sad, very uncomfortable."

"I was wrong."

He immediately apologized.

"But next time you dare, right?"

I viciously added what he had said.

"Use Nakaya-san and yourself, Atsushi-kun, Akutagawa-kun, and Kyoka-san as the two groups of forces for this operation, to ensure that Shibusawa Tatsuhiko's supernatural power can be completely resolved. If it doesn't work, you will come back in the morning I act as the last safety valve."

"I'm sorry, this is the best solution. After all, Yuzuki also knows that Yokohama belongs to Yokohama, and there must be new forces to protect it."

"Even so, do you insist on getting yourself stabbed?"

"This is the only way to confuse the devil. That mouse is quite scary."

Aji explained in a weak tone.

"Aji."

I solemnly looked into his eyes.

I saw silvery reflections in that iris.

"I love you."

Azhi was stunned for a few seconds, and then showed a bright smile comparable to Zhaoxia.

"You just know?"

"Well, seeing you floating in the air unconsciously, I only realized this fact after a while."

"It's so slow."

He was half coquettish and half complaining, "I've been so obvious, living with you, sharing a bed with you, going out with you, kissing you, hugging you, yet you act like you don't know anything. "

He suddenly laughed and said: "I almost doubt my own charm, obviously all the beautiful ladies like me."

"Sorry, I understand too late."

"The most exaggerated thing is that Xiyue would change clothes in front of me with a natural face, send me three roses with an innocent expression, and take me to meet my parents naturally. It's really scary!"

I heard his ramblings, recalled those daily life, and couldn't help showing a nostalgic smile.

"Before I understood the word love, I subconsciously treated Azhi with an act of love."

"Eve Moon."

It was rare for Aji to look at me with a serious expression.

I realized in a split second what he was going to say, and the great panic in my heart overwhelmed me.

"I love……"

Just as the word "love" was about to come out of the mouth of the person in front of me, I went straight up and blocked his lips.

The soft touch is transmitted to the brain through the nerves of the lips, and the uncontrollable pleasure wraps my trembling heart.

After a long time, I took the initiative to end this close contact.

I put my index finger on Aji's lips.

"Don't say it lightly, because Azhi doesn't understand anything."

I took a step back.

"I lied to Aji."

I took another step back.

"I lied to you when I told Azhi not to commit suicide four years ago."

I take another step back.

"So, Aji doesn't need to settle for the second best, and live with me in this decayed and oxidized world."

I felt like I was about to cry.

I never imagined that when I didn't understand the fact that I love Azhi, I would tell such a lie so that he would not leave my side.

Obviously the boundary between this shore and the other shore is not clear to me, and it makes no difference to me whether it is the world or the underworld.

Why should I selfishly stop Azhi from pursuing death?

How painful it must be for Aji to live in this world with his friend's life on his back.

Under such torture, it is not incomprehensible for the sensitive and kind-hearted Azhi to fall in love with someone who has been obsessed with him for more than ten years.

What if this person is the chief culprit who caused him to stay in the world?

The same man puts two sets of shackles on him.

I am this person.

I can't imagine Aji's expression now.

Why should I say it?

When I don't understand love, I can be selfish for granted.

When I understand that it is love, I would rather endure the pain of loss, and hope that he can achieve his life's longing.

Aji.

I love you unconsciously, from the bottom of my heart,

I suffer both loneliness and the fear of loss,

I love you so deeply and stubbornly, I hope you are happy, and death will embrace you instead of me. *

I will not look back.

The author has something to say: * Adapted from Pushkin's poem "I Loved You Once", the original text is as follows:

love maybe

Not quite dead in my soul,

I hope it doesn't bother you anymore,

I don't want to make you sad anymore.

I loved you silently and hopelessly,

I suffer both shame and jealousy,

I once loved you so sincerely and so tenderly,

May God bless you,

Another person will love you as much as I do.

I changed the latter part a bit and used it when I thought it was appropriate.

Of course, after changing it, the title will become "I've Always Loved You".

The speed at which the new chapter was passed yesterday shocked me!

Yuzuki once said to Natsume: I did something super excessive to him.

It is indeed too much to prevent suicidal maniacs from committing suicide!

However, thinking about the reason why Xiyue did this, it feels like there is sugar in the knife!

I hope everyone doesn't hate him, he regretted it, and he gave Dazai the right to choose.

As for why Dazai was deceived, it was because of poor information.

He can explain Yuzuki's supernatural powers as he wants, and in those words, it is true that Oda Saku will wake up after a long time, and it is true that Dazai needs to keep silent. Only Dazai's life and Oda Saku The link to his life is fake, and this way of speaking that is more true than false is already very reasonable, and Dazai will not suspect that Xiyue is lying to him.

The result is really cheated emmm

The next party will start Dazai Fanwai, I hope I still have hair after writing...

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