not because of love

During the remaining half month of the holiday, Li Che never saw Yan Lei again, and there was no news about Yan Lei on the Internet.

People, sometimes have a bad problem.

When you miss someone, if you can’t see them for anything, after a long time, maybe that miss will fade away, even if you still think about it, gradually, you can’t control your emotions anymore, but, if you On the way of trying to forget him, I met him again, remembered his familiar face and voice, and even his body temperature, and the heart that had learned to settle gradually rippled again.

You know, it’s hard for you to forget. Missing is like a poisonous snake. When you calm down, it wraps around your ankles and slowly climbs up. The fangs pierce the skin of your heart, and the venom penetrates the body and lands on the beat On the burning warm heart, I miss it to the extreme, it seems that if I can't see it again, I will face death.

Holding the phone, Li Che flipped through Yan Lei's news over and over again, and it was the same thing over and over again, and he refused to give up, as if there would be a sudden update in the next second.

Even though she was so quiet, she couldn't sit still anymore.

When I took a nap, I just closed my eyes, and couldn’t help but lift the quilt and sit up, opened the curtains, and stared blankly at the sea. If there was a figure in a white down jacket, even if he looked at it from a distance, he would know that it was not Yan Lei. Clinging tightly to the window sill, his eyes hurt from staring.

When eating, I was so dazed that I even forgot to pick up the food. It seemed that filling my mouth with food was just an inertial action. I lost my appetite after a few mouthfuls. I put down the bowls and chopsticks and went back to the room, just to take another look at the person on the phone screen. Photos, keep looking, keep looking, keep remembering.

It's nightfall, tossing and turning, the same face in the whole mind, falling asleep, thinking about him in a dream, waking up, and then thinking about him.

He finally understood how much he missed Yan Lei.

The day before school started, there was finally news about Yan Lei on the Internet again.

Li Che was glad that he did not give up refreshing and was able to see it at the first time.

The source of this "movement" is a Weibo post by a singer who has been in the entertainment industry for some years and has a high status. He is not an artist under YAN, but he has noticed Yan Lei who has not yet made his debut on the screen.He said that he thought that these young masters and young ladies only had the ability to attract attention, but unexpectedly, there was another one who was really useful.

He didn't mention Yan Lei by name in this Weibo, but careful netizens discovered that his last post was to like Yan Lei's early Weibo.

Yan Lei's identity was no secret in the circle, especially the behind-the-scenes production team, who had already been in contact with Song Zhicheng, so they sent a notice to Yan Lei directly.There are many artists who pay attention to him. Excellent dark horses are all strong competition in the future, and no one doesn't care.

Li Che held the phone in his hands, showing an indistinct smile.

Yes, his Yan Lei is really outstanding.

At night, Yan Lei's name appeared again.

Probably because too many people commented on the singer's Weibo, it was hard for him not to see it, so he replied generously: Thank you, senior.

"Senior" also paid attention to Yan Lei for the first time. The two have already paid attention to each other. Lei's "senior" has to make people think deeply.

senior?Why is it called senior?Are you going to join the circle?

All kinds of speculation caused an uproar on the Internet, and someone even dug out Li Che, asking if Li Che would also debut?Asked what the relationship between Li Che and Yan Lei was, and asked if Yan Lei made his debut, would Li Che feel unbalanced?

Li Che had no choice but to send Mu Chunliang a text message. Mu Chunliang didn't reply, but quickly posted a Weibo, saying that Li Che and Yan Lei were both his brother's classmates, and he entrusted them to help take a group of photos. I hope everyone will not be suspicious of their relationship. In addition, I also praised Yan Lei for his versatility. If he wants to enter the entertainment circle, I hope everyone can support him and he will never be disappointed.

Mu Chunliang's Weibo fans have accumulated several million. When this Weibo was posted, everyone believed that Yan Lei must be making his debut, and Yan Lei replied to Mu Chunliang very calmly: Brother Mu, you really have vision.

But Li Che unfollowed Yan Lei and Duo Duo at this moment.

Li Che also has tens of thousands of fans on Weibo, all because of Mu Chunliang's new book, which was acquired by Aite. He didn't pay much attention to it, thinking that if he unblocked Yan Lei early, he would not be discovered. Who knows the sharp-eyed netizens There were a lot of them, and they all left him messages asking why, but Li Che neither replied nor posted an explanation on Weibo, and waited silently for the heat to pass, so naturally no one paid any attention.

He has always felt proud enough to know Yan Lei, but it doesn't mean anything, if he wants to leave Yan Lei, he will leave completely.

Li Che reached out and opened the drawer.Inside lay Li Shi's business card, he hesitated for a long time, and finally closed the drawer.

He can't leave now, he wants to watch Yan Lei receive all the attention under the spotlight.

He wanted to witness with his own eyes that his choice to leave was correct and he should not regret it.

On the first day of school, Li Jing insisted on driving Li Che to school, but Li Che couldn't say no to her, so he had to agree.

Li Che didn't bring anything home at all, especially his clothes, almost all of which he didn't take away from school. Now that school started, he carried a backpack and packed everything.Before leaving, Li Che's mother held his hand and said to him, don't be unhappy, those who will be together will definitely come back after being tossed around.Li Che nodded, saying that he was not sad, his heart was full of blessings.

I wish Yan Lei complete freedom to do what he loves and receive the highest appreciation and the most sincere applause.

Li Jing sent Li Che to the school gate and left, saying that he had an appointment for dinner.

Counting that it has only been more than a month since Li Jing returned to China, and he spent a whole month in Dongcheng, Li Che really didn't know who Li Jing could meet for dinner in Nancheng, but Li Che didn't ask, and just turned around I can see a smaller and smaller butt of the car, sigh, forget it, don't ask.

Yan Lei did not come to report.

But the dormitory was spotless, it didn't look like it had been unoccupied for more than a month. Li Che put his backpack on the made bed, opened the closet and looked, and found that the closet was also neat and tidy.Their dormitory is on the first floor, and their clothes are prone to damp, but when the closet is opened, there is no musty smell, but a faint cologne fragrance.

The school is closed during the holidays, and Cheng Xiao and Tang Jia don't live on campus, it's hard for Li Che not to suspect that it wasn't Yan Lei who came here.

In the past, Yan Lei was an "uncle" in front of Li Che. He lay on the bed every day, stretched out his hands when he was wearing clothes, and opened his mouth when he was eating. They have breakfast when they come here, and they never use him for cleaning. Li Che is busy all by himself.He enjoyed it happily, and Li Che didn't feel aggrieved, and was very happy.

This break up, but a diligent person came out.

Li Che hooked the corners of his lips, and couldn't tell whether the smile was ironic or self-deprecating.

With a "click", there was the sound of a key opening the door.

Li Che turned his head abruptly, saw that it was Tang Jia and Cheng Xiao, looked away again, and sat on the bed absentmindedly picking up the odds and ends.

"Don't you want to see me so much?" Tang Jia pulled up a chair and sat down with her legs crossed in front of Li Che. She took out a bag of red Marlboros from her coat pocket, took two, put one in her mouth, and handed the other to her. For Li Che, Cheng Xiao behind him sighed, reluctantly took out the lighter hidden in his backpack, leaned over to light the cigarette for Tang Jia.

Li Che took it, and he had the lighter himself, so he didn't need the "service" of Cheng Xiao who said "I don't want to".

The two spit out white smoke one after another. Cheng Xiao couldn't get used to the smell of smoke, so he put down his things and went out to buy them something to drink, and then went out alone.

"Can we chat for a while?" Tang Jia asked.

"Why can't we talk?" Li Che asked back.

"Isn't this afraid of you... what?" Tang Jia scratched his hair.

"Where is it, I have nothing." Li Che looked extremely calm.

So Tang Jia said bluntly: "At that time Leilei asked me for your number and called you? What did you say? Looking for you...to make up?"

"No, I didn't receive it at all... When he called, he was right behind me. Before I answered it, he came over."

Tang Jia stood up immediately, and the chair fell down, making a loud noise in the quiet space.

Li Che took a puff of cigarette: "I should be excited, Tang Yingjun."

Tang Jia frowned: "These days he has become a bit of a star trend, he has not made his debut yet, and he has become popular on Weibo, I, Brother Mu, said, I guess he will be very popular in the future, after all, he also has influence, Don’t worry about not getting good resources.”

"He... won't rely on his family, he can rely on himself."

"Leave it unused if it has something to do with it, that's stupid! What's the age!"

Li Che didn't say anything, he didn't deny it, but Yan Lei told him that he wouldn't rely on his family, he just believed it.

"You two haven't clarified the misunderstanding?" Tang Jia asked again.

"I know that my own sister was the one who ate that day, nothing else, I didn't ask about other things, it doesn't matter whether I say it clearly, it's all over, in the future...he will do what he likes, and wait until his dream has almost come true, I'm leaving." Li Che flicked the cigarette ash, lowered his eyes, unable to see his expression.

"Where are you going?"

"Go abroad."

Tang Jia wasn't particularly surprised this time: "Have you figured it out?"

"Yes, I figured it out."

"Then I won't persuade you. Anyway, don't regret what you decide."

"I know."

"I'm not talking about going abroad, what I'm talking about is that you are sure not to reconcile with Leilei."

Li Che smiled: "Is this the main purpose of your visit today?"

"What purpose and no purpose, I don't care about you?!" Tang Jia threw the cigarette on the ground and stomped it out, grinning.

Li Che nodded: "Thank you Tang Yingjun, I am not an impulsive person, no matter what I do, I will think twice, you can rest assured! If you care about me so much, I, Cheng Meili, will be left out in the cold!"

"That's really not possible!" Saying "Cheng Meili" opened the door and came in: "The small shop is not open yet, so I don't have anything to drink."

"Are you two still living outside?" Li Che asked suddenly.

Tang Jia sat down next to Li Che: "What's the matter, do you want the two of us to accompany you?"

"No, I want to go out and live too."

Both Tang Jia and Cheng Xiao were silent.

After Li Che packed his things, he found that the two of them were still silent and had no intention of leaving, so he said very speechlessly, "Why are you here today?"

Cheng Xiao took advantage of his absolute height, reached out and touched the top of Li Che's head, and smiled very seriously: "I just came to see you, nothing else."

Tang Jia followed suit and nodded.

It would be a lie to say that I am not moved.

Li Che smiled and moved Cheng Xiao's hand away: "I'm fine, it's just..."

The rest of the words did not go on, Li Che waved his hand and said no more.

Throat a little choked.

He actually wanted to say that he was pretty good, but...he missed Yan Lei.

night.

The three had dinner together, and Li Che followed them back to the small apartment they rented. The reason was that neither of them was very good at cleaning the house, so they specially invited Li Che to help "a little bit".

Li Che guessed how "huge" this "slightly" would be beforehand, so after seeing their two-person kennel, he acted calmly, rolled up his sleeves, and got to work!

The three of them were not there, but Yan Lei went back to the dormitory.

With the thought of leaving after just one glance at Li Che, he mustered up the courage to open the door, only to find that the bedroom was completely dark, he turned on the light, and there was no one there.

Yesterday, he came early to clean up, just to let Li Che come all the way to school so that he would not have to be busy with other things, and he could have a good rest as soon as he came in. Who knew, it would be so redundant.

Yan Lei smiled, walked slowly to the bed and lay down, hugging himself tightly, just like Li Che was lying in his arms.

It was late at night, and seeing that it was too late, Tang Jia left Li Che to stay at home. Anyway, the guest room was "led" by Li Che and cleaned up.

Li Che was indeed tired, as if he could fall asleep as soon as he closed his eyes, he didn't shirk, pushed Cheng Xiao who was walking by the bathroom door away, and took a shower first.

Yan Lei was in the dormitory, the sun was setting and the moon was rising all night, and Li Che was not there.