not because of love

Li Che casually swiped Weibo for a while, only to find that both Song Yuan and Yan Lei were on the trending searches.

Song Yuan doesn't have many fans. Although everyone knows that he is the eldest son of the chairman of the Yan Group, he is not an artist under the Yan Group after all. He also studied science and engineering in college, and maybe he won't be involved in the entertainment industry in the future.It's just that his identity has been exposed, so people will naturally notice him. Coupled with his good looks, the female fans are still very happy. A few days ago, they suddenly posted a so-called "family portrait", and Yan Lei's existence surprised everyone. .

Speaking of which, Yan Lei has tens of thousands more fans than Song Yuan. He has posted so many original songs, as well as dance videos and piano cover videos. Writer Liang Mu's new book "Being a Model" became popular overnight.

It's been a while since the cover model. Li Che glanced at his Weibo. The increase in the number of fans had slowed down and was about to stop. He clicked on the message and looked at it. In other words, asked him and Yan Lei if they were a couple in real life, and said they were two good-looking... Li Che closed it after looking at it for a while, and went back one by one. I guess this vacation can be skipped, or forget it.

He clicked into Yan Lei's Weibo.

Yan Lei also made a post recently. First, he retweeted a few of Song Yuan's Weibo, as if deliberately, to prevent others from finding out that he and Song Yuan have a bad relationship. This kind of behavior is not uncommon, but Yan Lei also does the same. Do it, maybe it really starts to pave the way for the future.

Li Che continued to scroll down, and found the only one with a photo that was not forwarded, but it made Li Che's fingertips tremble.

He clicked on the picture.

It was Yan Lei wearing a thick white down jacket, a down jacket hat with a soft fringe, black sweatpants, and a red scarf around his neck. He was standing by the sea, not looking at the camera, and looking sideways. With a straight face, he looked towards the villa area outside the beach.

This set of clothes was once worn by Li Che.When Yan Lei bought it for Li Che, Li Che said that he didn't like it, it was too naive, like a high school student, Yan Lei didn't care, and insisted that Li Che wear it, seeing that Yan Lei liked it, Li Che never wore it again Not at all.

The beach where Yan Lei is located is Dongcheng, opposite to Li Che's house.The villa area he was looking at was where Li Che lived.

The date was yesterday afternoon.

Li Che turned off his cell phone, stepped on a pair of shoes at the entrance, and ran out like crazy, didn't have time to take care of the shoelaces, and didn't take the coat hanging on the shelf by the door.

It was deep winter, and the seaside wind was very strong. Li Che looked around with red eyes, and his throat was a little choked, as if he had suddenly run violently after a long period of inactivity, and his heart ached.

The sea breeze howled, Li Che squatted panting, his head was lowered, his fingers that were red from the cold were tightly clutching his hair.

For a moment, I really wanted to cry, but when I blinked, there was only pain, but no tears.

He laughed at himself stupid.

Obviously it was a photo posted yesterday, so what's the use of looking for it today?What are you obsessed with?Li Che, no one will wait for you.

The phone rang suddenly, Li Che's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he raised his eyes, but his fingers moved stiffly mechanically, taking out the phone from his pocket seemed to be a difficult movement, and after finally touching it, the phone was disconnected.Li Che didn't take it out any more, because not many people knew his new number, especially not Yan Lei, since it wasn't Yan Lei, then forget it.

There are very few people on the beach, and few people are willing to come to the beach to blow the cold wind in the winter of minus two degrees.

Li Che suddenly hugged his arms tightly, his knees softened, and he knelt on the beach.

He hadn't left home for many days, and he hadn't even gone downstairs once, so running like crazy now was already too much for him.

Li Che moved his neck with difficulty, looking at his home from afar.He is here like this, at the position where Yan Lei stood yesterday, looking sideways like Yan Lei, looking at his home.

Mixed feelings.

"Why didn't you answer my call?"

A familiar voice sounded from behind, and Li Che was startled. He looked away, turned his head, and quietly looked at the wind-blown sea surface, not daring to turn his head back, not daring to make a sound.

"Li Che, why didn't you answer my call?"

The voice sounded again.

Li Che was silent, and stood up with all his strength, his whole body trembling slightly.

He wanted to leave, but was hugged tightly from behind.

"Stupid or not, don't you know how to wear a coat? You come out like this in such a cold day. Is there anyone to take care of you when you're sick?" Yan Lei raised his hand and clasped Li Che's shoulder, making him turn around to face himself, Then he pulled off the down jacket, and pressed Li Che's icy body tightly into his arms.

It was still the white down jacket that Li Che wore.

Li Che wanted to push away, but his limbs were so stiff that he couldn't use any strength, and he couldn't even utter a complete sentence.He could clearly feel the warmth of Yan Lei's chest, the warmer it was, the more he trembled.

Yan Lei gathered up the large down jacket and wrapped Li Che completely: "Is it still cold?"

Li Che nodded, his eyes were unbelievably red, his fingers began to warm up, he held Yan Lei's back tightly, panting heavily.

Yan Lei had no choice but to hug him harder, wishing he could rub it into his body: "Are you here to find me? Li Che."

Li Che tried his best to get into Yan Lei's arms, he was a little shorter than Yan Lei, curled up, just to hide his whole body, only a few strands of his hair blown by the wind could be seen outside the down jacket.

Yan Lei freed up a hand to untie the red scarf around his neck, and circled Li Che's neck in a random way: "It's only half a month since I saw you, but it feels like half a year to me, Li Che, I wanted to come here a long time ago." I was looking for you, but your attitude scared me when we broke up. I guess you wouldn’t want to see me. A few days ago, my dad and Song Yuan were going to visit my hometown in Dongcheng. I followed for the first time. I’m not I want to go home with them, I just want to see you."

Li Che could feel that Yan Lei's warmth was taken away by his own body temperature, and they all became cold.

"I really miss you, Li Che, but I'm afraid. You don't know how afraid I am of your indifference. It seems that you can forget it if you say it, as if I am really a stranger." Yan Lei raised his head and kept blinking. Eye.

"No..." It took a long time for Li Che to utter two words, and his voice sounded even hoarse.

Yan Lei lowered his head immediately: "It's not what?"

Li Che didn't speak anymore.

"Do you really have nothing to say to me?" Yan Lei tilted his head and pressed his face against the top of Li Che's head, "I will return to Nancheng early tomorrow morning, do you want to come with me? Don't make up with me?"

Li Che's answer was to gradually let go of his hand.

Yan Lei smiled lightly, Li Che lowered his head, unable to see Yan Lei's expression.

Yan Lei took off his down jacket and put it on Li Che's shoulders. The bone-piercing wind blew over, but he smiled brightly: "Then I'm leaving. See you later..."

Yan Lei turned around, but Li Che grabbed his sleeve, he took off his coat and put it on Yan Lei again, frowning, with an expression of no resistance.

"This is your clothes, why did you let me wear them?" Yan Lei hugged Li Che tightly again, no matter whether he wanted to say goodbye or not, he couldn't let his Li Che catch a cold.

"It's very cold." Li Che moved his fingers, "Just now...it was really cold, I couldn't move, I kept shaking, I kept shaking, it was so cold that I wanted to give up, I wanted to go back, but I went Don't move...you can't do this, you are here alone, who will take you home?"

"Then I'll take you home." Yan Lei took a deep breath and looked up at the sky again, this time he didn't dare to blink anymore.

The two walked towards Li Che's house with slow steps, Yan Lei put his hands on Li Che's shoulders to prevent him from being blown by the wind.

There was still some distance from the door of the house when footsteps sounded in front of them. Both of them looked up, only to see Li Jing running hurriedly with Li Che's coat.

Yan Lei's arms around Li Che stiffened instantly.

"Little Che!" Li Jing finally ran in front of Li Che, and hurriedly handed Li Che the coat. She panted lightly, and smiled politely at Yan Lei.

Li Che left Yan Lei's arms and put on his own coat, it was cold and without temperature, not half as warm as Yan Lei's.

"You..." Yan Lei looked at Li Jing for a long time, not knowing what expression to use to face him.

Li Jing stretched out his hand to Yan Lei: "Hi, we met once, and I didn't have time to introduce myself last time. Well, I'm Xiao Che's sister, Li Jing."

Yan Lei shook his hand back mechanically, and after a while he remembered to speak: "I am... Yan Lei."

"Are you reconciled? That's great, let's just say, there will always be some unhappiness between friends, as long as you reconcile, just reconcile." Li Jing put his hand on his lips and rubbed: "It's time for dinner, Go back quickly, the weather is so cold, you two can really stay outside!"

Yan Lei turned his head to look at Li Che, unable to look away for a long time, he was waiting for Li Che to give him an explanation.

Li Che was silent, took off the scarf, and gently helped Yan Lei tie it on: "It's getting late, you go back."

"Go back? Don't you want to stay for dinner?" Li Jing asked, "It's already at the door of our house..."

Yan Lei looked at the scarf around his neck, and finally shook his head with a smile at Li Jing: "No, thank you." He looked at Li Che again, and said softly: "You go back and take a hot bath first, after blowing so The prolonged sea breeze makes it easy to catch a cold.”

"The same to you."

"The food should be hot, and ask Auntie to make some ginger soup for you."

"I know."

"Don't rush out, and remember to take your coat."

"Will do."

"Li Che, I'm leaving tomorrow."

Li Che looked up at Yan Lei, but what he saw was a smile.

His eyes were wet, but his mouth was smiling.

Li Che's hand in his coat pocket was clenched quickly.

Be strong, Li Che, be stronger, it's okay, calm down, don't be vulnerable, don't be reluctant, Li Che, don't be reluctant...

He repeated it silently in his heart over and over again, but only one thing came out of his mouth: "Okay."

Yan Lei turned and left, walking unhappily, the image of his back was always embedded in Li Che's eyes, which could not dissipate for a long time.

"Go in?" Li Jing seemed to sense something was wrong, but she didn't ask, just hooked Li Che's wrist, smiled and walked into the room with him: "Today is the Lantern Festival, the three of us celebrate the Lantern Festival together for the first time. Well, can't you just keep yourself bored in the room and be happier?"

……

Li Che didn't know that Yan Lei didn't go back, so how could it be possible to let him celebrate the festival at Song Yuan's mother's hometown?

Li Che didn't even know that, except when he first came to Dongcheng, after everyone had dinner together in the hotel, Yan Lei stayed in the hotel alone, staying in Dongcheng just to be closer to Li Che.

late at night.

Li Che turned on the phone, and the missed call was indeed the familiar number, he stroked it lightly with his fingers, and then deleted the record.

There is also an unread text message from Tang Jia.

Tang Jia said that Yan Lei asked Li Che's number where he was going, and Yan Lei said that he just wanted to say goodbye, and Tang Jia had no reason not to give it.

bid farewell?

Where is he going?

Li Che put the phone on his heart and held it firmly.

There are no stars and no moon outside the window, and the night is lonely and lonely.

The author has something to say:

...Thank you friends who have read it. This is a very plain story with no major ups and downs. Thank you for reading it.