after being terminally ill

The squad leader helped me to the bathroom, and I turned on the faucet to wash off the remaining blood on my face and hands.

But the new blood continued to flow from my nose, and I couldn't stop it.

For a while, the area around the sink was covered with blood, which looked like a murder scene.

"You are already like this, how dare you drink so much wine?" The squad leader stood beside me in a crying voice, worried and at a loss what to do.

"It's okay." The cold water and the increasingly severe pain in the depths of my body made my brain gradually clear, and I gently comforted her, "I've taken the medicine, and I'll be fine soon."

The squad leader looked at me, and tears rolled out of his eyes.

I didn't expect a girl to cry twice for me in one day.

I comforted her a little clumsily: "Don't cry...it's really all right..."

The squad leader choked up and said: "You don't go to the hospital for such a serious illness, and you still drink... Do you, do you care about yourself?"

Seeing the sad look of the squad leader, I pursed my lips and told a lie: "I was the one who was drunk and talked nonsense just now, what serious illness could I have? Sudden terminal illness or something, but the dog in the TV series blood plot."

The squad leader stopped crying, raised his face with slight sobs, and looked at me with wide eyes: "Really?"

I deliberately pulled out a mischievous smile, and tapped her on the head: "Of course it's true, why are you so stupid, you believe everything others say. You can be fooled by such an obvious lie. It was just because of me The blood vessels are fragile and easy to rupture, and I drank alcohol, so it looks so scary, but it’s actually not a big deal.”

The squad leader looked at me dubiously, and I put on a relaxed look and looked at her calmly.

After a while, the squad leader seemed to finally believe it, and gave me a dissatisfied look.

Seeing that it was finally perfunctory, I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart.

Back in the private room, Song Zizhuo looked a little unhappy: "Why is it taking so long to go to the bathroom?"

I smiled perfunctorily: "Stomach hurts."

After I finished speaking, I didn't bother to talk to him anymore.

Because I knew that I couldn't continue to drink with my current physical condition, so I leaned on the sofa and stared at the ceiling in a daze.

Song Zizhuo sat beside me, looked at me for a while, and choked out a sentence: "Are you okay?"

For a person like him, it is really difficult to say such caring words.

I thought about it casually, and moved my eyes to him. Thinking of what the squad leader said just now, I couldn't help laughing mockingly.

With Song Zizhuo's current appearance, if I didn't know him too well, I would really have misunderstood that he was interested in me.

I still remember that when I was a child, Song Zizhuo suddenly changed his attitude and became very nice to me. He was eagerly by my side all day long, and he always said what he liked about me and what he liked most about me.

At that time, I was naive and ignorant and easy to deceive, thinking that what Song Zizhuo said about liking me and liking me the most was true, so I was flattered and felt that except my mother, no one had ever liked me so much and treated me so well.

At that time, I had a faint liking for Song Zizhuo in my heart.

In order to repay Song Zizhuo's kindness, I will treat Song Zizhuo even more.

I thought that the relationship between me and Song Zizhuo would continue like this forever, and my feelings for Song Zizhuo would gradually turn into liking.

It's just that the good times don't last long. My affection for Song Zizhuo was just sprouted, and was cut off cruelly.

It's all because of a young master like him whose interests come and go quickly, and he got tired of playing the game of being good to me in a short time.

It was the middle of winter at that time, and the weather where dripping water turned into ice.

Song Zizhuo called me to the pool, and said to me in a panic: "My amulet fell into the pool, that is very important to me."

At that time, Song Zizhuo's flustered face was clearly pretending to be rough, but I didn't think about it because I was worried, and I just worried for him stupidly: "Then what should I do?"

"I don't want others to know that I threw the amulet into the swimming pool. Dad will definitely scold me if he finds out. So you look for it in the swimming pool, and then help me retrieve it." Song Zizhuo blinked at me.

When I was young, my health was not very good, and I was always afraid of the cold, so when I looked at the icy swimming pool, I hesitated.

"I like you the most," Song Zizhuo looked at me with a sly look and said, "Help me."

Looking at Song Zizhuo, I thought that the amulet must be important to him, so I gritted my teeth, took off my clothes, and jumped out of the swimming pool.

I can still remember the temperature of the water in that pool.

It was so cold that it froze my skin and soaked into the marrow of my bones, making my body stiff and difficult to swim.

But thinking of Song Zizhuo and fearing that he would be in a hurry, I still danced my limbs and dived to the bottom of the swimming pool to find his amulet for him.

But what about the result.

The result is that I almost fainted in the swimming pool and lost half my life, but when I was rescued, Song Zizhuo just looked at me like a joke, and then smiled and said: "You are such a fool, yes Don’t you want to do anything as long as I say I like you? Haha, it’s a pity that I don’t like you at all, and I just lied to you before.”

At that moment, I just felt that Song Zizhuo's malice was colder than the pool water in winter, and it chilled my heart.

The past is still vivid in my memory, and it can be regarded as a lesson in wisdom. Now I will never think that Song Zizhuo likes me because of this good attitude. At most, I think he is repeating his old tricks, and I don’t know how he plans to play tricks on me. .

So for what he seemed to care about, I just smiled lightly: "I'm fine."

Song Zizhuo looked at me as if he wanted to say something more, but in the end he didn't say anything.

I leaned on the soft sofa, feeling that the pain gradually subsided due to the effect of painkillers. In this warm room, the drunkenness rose again. I closed my eyes a little tired, and the memories of the past came to my mind again.

At that time, because my body was not very strong and I stayed in the swimming pool for a long time in such weather, I got a serious illness.

During my illness, Yu Yunzhi often came to see me.

In fact, I really hate the feeling of being weak in bed, but when I get Yu Yunzhi's care for this reason, I think it's worth it.

When I saw Yu Yunzhi sitting quietly by my bed, peeling an apple for me, I just felt that everything was not important, whether it was illness or Song Zizhuo's malice, these seemed to make me less uncomfortable.

At that time, Yu Yunzhi was not as cold as he is now. Although he was not as naughty and smiling as when I first met him, he still showed a soft expression and even smiled occasionally.

During my illness, my greatest pleasure was to observe Yu Yunzhi.

If one day I can be lucky enough to capture that softness in his expression, or a rare smile, it will be enough to make me happy all day.

For me at that time, Yu Yunzhi was the only light in my dark life.

However, Song Zizhuo took away my light viciously.

That day he broke into my ward suddenly and saw Yu Yunzhi sitting beside my bed with an angry expression on his face.

I still remember that he looked at me at that time, his expression was slightly distorted, as if he was a little jealous, and his tone was contemptuous and dissatisfied: "Yun Zhi, such a person is not worth your visit to him, so what if you are sick, but a cheap life."

Then he dragged Yu Yunzhi away.

I watched Song Zizhuo's leaving back, tightly clutching the quilt covering my body, and clenched my teeth until my teeth ached.

Yu Yunzhi has only visited me a few times, so he can't bear it?

Yu Yunzhi is not something that belongs to him alone!

Anger ignited in my heart, I wanted to stop Song Zizhuo, and I wanted to keep Yu Yunzhi.

But in the end, I could only sit helplessly on the bed and watch them leave.

Because I know that my identities are very different from theirs, and because I noticed that Yu Yunzhi did not resist Song Zizhuo, he left Song Zizhuo willingly...

And that night, when my father came to see me, he even told me that Song Zizhuo said he was going to visit the doctor in person today, asked me if Song Zizhuo really came, and asked me if I thanked Song Zizhuo well.

"You also know the young master's temper. He can come to see you in person, which already shows that he values ​​you very much. Naturally, you should thank the young master for his kindness."

Listening to my father's words, I just want to sneer.

Song Zizhuo came to visit?He probably just wanted to take Yu Yunzhi away, so he just found an excuse to come here.

He really didn't think it was a distraction.

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I have been very busy recently, and I have to work hard to update, I feel my body is hollowed out_(:3」∠)