after being terminally ill

I woke up early the next day, and the moment I opened my eyes, I felt a little bit of anticipation in my heart.

After tidying everything up, I sat by the window and began to read, but when I thought about the unfinished topic with Zheng Qiying yesterday, I felt restless and vaguely looking forward to continuing yesterday's topic with him.

Is this what it feels like to meet a confidant?

A smile could not help but appear on my lips, but before the smile faded away, I felt a tickle in my throat and couldn't help coughing.

After coughing for a while, I raised my eyes and saw that the hand covering my mouth was covered with blood, and some splashed blood even stained the scroll.

I quickly took two pills that I carried with me, and then started to clean up the blood stains.

Although it is very comfortable to live in this village, it is also very beneficial to my recovery, but perhaps because I did not intentionally seek treatment, although my condition has not deteriorated as fast as before, it is still gradually improving. getting worse.

Such a situation was within my expectation, and I didn't intend to struggle too much, so I just took the medicine on time and let it develop naturally.

After cleaning up the bloodstains, my chest was still throbbing, and my temples were throbbing with pain, which made me feel irritable and nauseous. Not only could I not calm down, I couldn't even sit still.

But this is not enough, Zheng Qiying will come to me in about a while.

Thinking of this, I gritted my teeth and swallowed a large amount of the emergency medicine prescribed by the doctor in one go.

The doctor once said that it is best not to use this drug unless it is an emergency, because although it can suppress pain and discomfort for a period of time, it is not good for the condition.

But at the moment, I can't control this much anymore. Anyway, I haven't thought about how long my life can be. It's not good for the disease. I just want to live in the present.

But now for me, the agreement with Zheng Qiying is even more important.

He is the only like-minded and congenial person I have met in the past 20 years. It is no exaggeration to say that he is a confidant.

I don't want to delay my meeting with him.

When Zheng Qiying came to see me, my physical discomfort had been relieved a lot under the action of the medicine. I looked at him smiling, and felt that he looked the same as before.

But he looked at me and frowned: "Why do you look so bad? You smile strangely, what happened?"

I was a little stunned, I didn't expect him to see that something was wrong with me.I thought my disguise was always top-notch, after all, when I was hiding from my father or Song Zizhuo, they never noticed anything wrong with me.

...But maybe it's because although my disguise is not first-rate, they pay less attention to me than enough to get by with my poor disguise.

The smile on the corner of my mouth turned into a wry smile unconsciously.

Zheng Qiying strode forward and pushed me into the house: "Don't be brave, fishing is just a trivial matter, you should cultivate yourself at home with your current state."

A warm current flowed through my heart, I nodded, and sat on the bed following his wishes.

"Are you sick? A cold or something else?" Zheng Qiying frowned slightly, "Have you taken any medicine?"

It seemed to be the first time I was asked in such a caring tone, my heart warmed up a little bit, I nodded: "I have already eaten."

"That's good, just lie down and rest," Zheng Qiying suddenly smiled brightly and brightly, "According to my experience, no matter what the disease is, as long as you take medicine and sleep well, you will wake up refreshed of."

I knew he thought I had a minor illness like a cold, so I smiled and didn't deny it, just lay down as he wanted.

Seeing me lying down, Zheng Qiying still didn't leave: "I'll watch over you today, you look like the kind of person who can't take good care of yourself, at least I won't let you develop into a dreamer A case of fever."

I urged him to leave, but I just met, how dare I let him stay by my side, wouldn't it be too much trouble for him.

"Don't worry, you are my friend, this is what I should do." Zheng Qiying looked at me seriously.

His eyes were clear and sincere, with the temperature of the sun. I looked into those eyes, and suddenly I couldn't say any more words of rejection.

For such warmth, perhaps I can't help being greedy.

When I woke up, I smelled a fragrance. I sat up from the bed and found that Zheng Qiying was no longer around me.

I was stunned for a moment, and then I saw him coming in from the door with a bowl of porridge and a side dish in his hand.

"You don't have to get out of bed, come and try my handicraft." He looked at me with a crooked smile.

I've never been treated this way by anyone but my mother.

Sick people may really be emotionally fragile. Looking at Zheng Qiying like this, I just feel that the softest corner of my heart has been hit.

In the last days of my life, it is really a blessing from heaven to have friends like this.

I didn't want to admit that my nose was a little sore for a while, so I deliberately looked at him with a funny look: "Are you treating me as a serious patient? It's fine if I get out of bed and have a meal."

He blinked and smiled sheepishly: "That's fine too, ahem, well, I don't have much experience in taking care of people."

I watched him put the porridge and side dishes on the table, looking a little flustered during his actions, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth unconsciously.

Zheng Qiying's craftsmanship is actually average, but when I fed the seemingly ordinary porridge into my mouth, I felt the warmth of the porridge spread all over my body, and there seemed to be a wonderful sweetness coming from the tip of my tongue.

I swallowed the white porridge in my mouth and smiled brightly at Zheng Qiying. It seemed that I had never shown such a smile since my mother passed away.

Zheng Qiying stared at me blankly, regained consciousness for a while, and scratched her head: "You look so pretty when you smile."

It was the first time I was praised so directly.

For a moment, I felt a little embarrassed, and my cheeks turned red, so I didn't respond to Zheng Qiying, I just lowered my head and kept eating porridge, but I didn't know that my red ears had exposed me.

After eating porridge, I chatted with Zheng Qiying a lot, and I was pleasantly surprised to find that he also likes boxing very much.

I made a few symbolic moves with him, and then I found that he was very skilled, even better than my coach.

After that, our topics were more about boxing, and before we knew it, the moon was rising.

I was taken aback when I realized it was getting late, and I've never felt that way before outside of boxing.

Zheng Qiying checked the time and planned to leave. I sent him away, and he made an appointment with me to come to see me tomorrow.

Lying in bed at night, I thought about the topics I had discussed with Zheng Qiying. The more I thought about it, the more I felt that his viewpoints not only fit with mine, but were also full of wit and wit, and even inspired me with some eccentric ideas.

It turns out that it feels so good to have a confidant. I only sigh that although we are both in the capital, but because of different circles, I didn't meet him earlier.

In the next few months, I met Zheng Qiying almost every day, and our relationship quickly became closer.

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