put your skirt on

"Add another layer of blue here," said the school where Chu Hancai taught recently opened interest classes for other departments. He didn't want to come, but he couldn't bear the soft words of the head of the department.Every time Chu Hancai gave guidance, he would bend down to point out the insufficient details. His eyebrows and eyes were too bright, and because of his body, his eyes always showed a decadent temperament.

Every time he bent down, the students around him would let out a little gasp because of that face.Chu Hancai doesn't like these gazes, maybe he just doesn't like others staring at him: "Draw well, don't stare at me."

On weekdays, shy students would always turn their heads away and say, "I'm sorry, teacher."But this time the student seemed to be more courageous, and replied with a smile: "But Teacher Chu is really good-looking."

From childhood to adulthood, Chu Hancai heard a lot of words like this, but he was not interested in responding. Instead, he stood up straight and ignored him.But the student didn't seem to give up, and went up to Chu Hancai and asked, "What kind of person does Teacher Chu like? Give me a direction to work hard."

Chu Hancai didn't answer, but just sorted out the information in his hand.

"Then you can tell me what type you don't like," the other students in the classroom also booed, insisting that Chu Hancai chat with them more.

nasty people...

Chu Hancai looked up at the failed lights on the ceiling, "A self-righteous alpha, a beta who is crazy about love, and... a cowardly and powerless Omega."

A long, long time ago, the lights at home were also like this, pale and pale.His daily life is probably sitting under the lamp and counting the flying insects, watching those mosquitoes and flies running from one end to the other, but he can never escape this room.When the opportunity is right, he will rush to catch flies and mosquitoes, crushing them to death in the palm of his hand.

Night is the most boring time for him. During the day, his Omega father can still talk to him, and at night, it is when his father "works".Every time, his father must seriously tell him not to break into his father's bedroom at night.Chu Hancai was very obedient, so he never went in.He actually knew what a dirty and despicable job his father was doing, but he also knew that he must not hate his father.

His father just had a job that was different from others, other than that, his father never treated him badly.

Just survive the night........

Every night without stars and moon, only the night, just survive it.

In the early morning, his father would stick a piece of gauze on the back of his neck to cover the bloody traces of the gonads, and then pretend to be nonchalant, and make breakfast for Chu Hancai.He said that when Chu Hancai was growing up, he must have a good breakfast.He didn't know what was good and what was bad, he just thought it would be the best to buy two big meat buns in the bun shop and stuff them into the child's arms.

As for himself, he could only drink a little cold porridge.

Chu Hancai has never been to school or attended classes.However, the grandparents, uncles and aunts upstairs and downstairs all praised Chu Hancai for being very smart.Whether it's mathematics or reciting poetry, you can learn it as soon as you learn it.But only Chu Hancai knew that he was never smart, and he always hid under the quilt and memorized the books for a long time before he could memorize those boring sentences.He stayed up all night, just wanting to see his father's gratified smile when he heard him recite a poem.

His father is very good-looking, and I heard that when he was young, he was also the object of competition among his sons and brothers.It's just that he suffers from being uneducated, and after the age of making quick money, he still doesn't have a proper job, and he is pregnant with Chu Hancai again.Originally, the father should have aborted the child, and then he could find a relatively decent job, or get married quickly, so that he could live a decent life no matter what.But the father insisted on staying with him, saying that no matter how hard it was, he had to raise the child.

But at that time, I never thought that life in the future would be so hard.

Perhaps because he knew that he had caused a lot of trouble to his father, Chu Hancai was very obedient since he was a child, even a little too obedient.With a book, you can sit on the balcony and read for an afternoon, and with a pen, you can draw some messy things with a scratch paper.When his father is free, he will get into his father's arms and secretly sniff the blood-smelling lemon scent on his father's neck.

He doesn't care about his father's career, nor does he care about the poor life now.He only wanted to be like what was described in the book, when he became an adult, he would earn a lot of money, preferably a gold mine as big as a gold mountain.He can buy those soft plush toys for himself, buy those gemstones that will shine in the sun for his father, and complete clothes that fit well, and buy a lot of gauze to help his father stop the blood on the back of his neck. , I also want to buy a big house with upper and lower floors, like a castle, and then my father can live in it.It's better for father to live on the second floor, and he lives on the first floor. If he encounters any danger, he can rush out to protect his father.

He also bought a lot of lemon-scented incense, so that the whole house smelled like his father.

When she was young, Chu Hancai always liked to get into her father's arms on sunny afternoons, and the two of them sat together on the rocking chairs on the terrace, dreaming of lemon-scented dreams that would never come true.The sun would warm his face, and because of the itching, he would rub against his father's arms twice more.Father reached out and patted his back, coaxing him to sleep well.

"You seem to have grown a little taller again. Let me buy you a new dress when the mall has a discount." Father's voice was always soft, as if he was out of breath.

"I don't want new clothes," Chu Hancai knew that his father's money was too heavy, and he had learned to suppress his desires when he was very young, "I can wear your old clothes, and then you can use the money to buy new ones." clothes."

"Where can you wear my clothes?" Father chuckled and rubbed Chu Hancai's head, "And when you grow up, you will know that you love to be beautiful, and I will pick up your old clothes and wear them. At that time, don't dislike me."

How can I despise you......

It was already late at night after class, and Chu Hancai drove home.He thought of the problems of the group of students in today's class, and thoughtfully opened the door of the cloakroom, which was full of all kinds of clothes, summer clothes, winter clothes, coats, T-shirts, all the clothes were his Tailored to my father's figure, each piece of clothing is sprayed with lemon-scented perfume.

It seems to be remembering someone who is no longer in this world.

He picked up one of the trench coats and walked to the mirror to make gestures.

"Do you think this one looks good? I asked the designer to customize it for you, and it took me three months." He spoke into the air, and he didn't know who to answer. "I said that I would not dislike it. Yours, I bought you a lot of clothes, what kind of clothes you like, and jewelry, I remember you like the kind with diamonds, I also bought a lot. "

He looked at himself in the mirror and suddenly felt disgusted.Just because of this face, I can't find any resemblance to my father.

Chu Hancai knelt on the ground weakly, holding the diamond brooch in his right hand.He held it too tightly, blood dripped down between his fingers, fell on the floor and bloomed coquettish flowers,

"Come here and give me a hug, okay?"

"dad."