After I die, I become the white moonlight in your heart

People in Jiang Xu's circle used to be able to enjoy themselves, Lang.Waves by myself, the waves around me are also one after another.

To say that Jiang Xu is the most ruthless person, he will take good care of you when he is by your side, he has never treated anyone badly in terms of material, but he never allows anyone to stay by his side at night, and he does not take anyone back to his residence. In the middle, a leaf does not stick to the body.

He is very gentle when he loves you, and even more gentle when he withdraws to leave, but once Jiang Xu leaves, he will not let the other party find a chance to get along with him, not at all.

Seemingly affectionate, but in fact he loves himself the most, and he doesn’t stay for the next moment for anyone, except for abducting the wild goose. From then on, friends in the circle were surprised to know that he had a rose with cold thorns in his house, and he never touched anyone. In my mind, Jiang Xu is still the same Jiang Xu, the rose will not stay long.

And Yan Hui stayed with Jiang Xu for seven years, everyone's eyes changed from watching the show to being restless, wondering if he was playing for real, and then felt that Jiang Xu was really looking for the long cold thorn Rose gets married, the kind of marriage that will last a lifetime.

It's a pity that the time has been too long, Jiang Xu's possessiveness is too terrible, the once stunning rose has gradually been tamed, his eyes are warm and cold, but there is fire when he looks at Jiang Xu, only if he really likes him will he be willing Compromise, change yourself, pamper each other.

But how does Jiang Xu understand what true love is? Loving someone is not overly possessive and manipulative. He will never learn to make his own concessions for Yanhui. Time binds two people for too long and the essence is completely exposed. , Jiang Xu is so selfish that he wants to go back to the whole person, the whole heart, and the whole of his life, and his psychology is abnormal.

He also took it for granted, and felt that everything was like this, so Jiang Xu deserved to end up in the end, it was all done by himself, and it was his own fault.He thought that he made up a perspective that he was God, and then Yan Hui's suicide was completely out of his selfish and perverted control. Yan Hui's death didn't even make Jiang Xu examine himself for the first time.

He felt that Yanhui was not dead, so he refused to accept the death sentence, and continued to spend time outside and spend time in the gold-selling cave. Later, he felt that something was wrong, and he used work in the company to divert his attention non-stop, but he had to wake up after a long time. Yanhui hasn't contacted him for too long.

Yan Hui always sent him a message. He was busy with work, and he was very sensible and would not call. For several days a day, on the last day, it was like clocking in at work. Jiang Xu read it all, but did not reply to him.

Looking back on his state of mind at that time, he didn't know what kind of state of mind he used to not reply to those messages. After accumulating for a long time, he became Yan Hui talking to himself alone.

Jiang Xu hated to death the things he did before that were worse than pigs and dogs, because he gave up the people who should have been in his hands.When Jiang Xu put down his work, he thought about it every day. His brain was very confused. He wanted to see each other, but he didn't dare to go to Yan Hui's tomb. The moment Hui appeared, Jiang Xu chased desperately, but nothing caught up, and the car accident had to take one of his legs.

It was the first time Jiang Xu was trapped in the inner demon. The doctor diagnosed his symptoms. At first he did not cooperate and was unwilling to take those medicines, but it was only after taking the medicines that he could barely feel a little stable in the dark, and felt that Yan Hui was in the body. After a long time of predicament, it turned out that the feeling of the same disease as Yan Huisheng was like that.

Jiang Xu leaned on the balcony, the corners of his eyes were slightly moist.He was too frivolous at that time, young enough to be self-righteous and self-righteous to control other people's lives at will, and self-righteously regard himself as a god, but anyone who easily controls others will eventually suffer backlash.

A person has only one life, and when it is over, it will be over. Nothing will be left behind. If you empty out what you have in your heart, you will be at a loss. Only when you know what it feels like to lose, it means that he starts to really care about that thing with his heart .

Jiang Xu hadn't thought about the past for a long time, he couldn't even dream about it, even if he tried every means to find an excuse to get close to Ye Qiao every day, those past memories and dreams disappeared together like the person who disappeared.

Jiang Xu was a little afraid of that feeling at the time, like a person whose existence has been completely erased, and no one else will remember him, but he still remembers it in his heart, so he approached Ye Qiao shamelessly, even if he didn't Responding, the reality is telling him that this is not his dream, the people in front of him are real, alive and breathing.

He would never have thought that one day he would be so afraid of facing death, afraid of hearing the news of the other party's death.

After the start of the new project, Jiang Xu accepted an interview with a financial magazine. Compared with his former high-spirited attitude, he is much calmer this year. Some personal gossip is inevitable at the end of the interview process. Jiang Xu is almost 33 years old. Yes, but I haven't seen anyone around me in the past few years.

Jiang Xu, who hadn't been interviewed for almost two years, unexpectedly formally answered this question. He made it clear that he has someone he likes, but he is still in the pursuit stage.

The reporter laughed: "Is there anyone who Mr. Jiang can't pursue?"

Jiang Xu also smiled, and a few faint fine lines appeared in the corners of his eyes: "Yeah."

After the interview, it started to rain outside. The early winter rain was cold and dense. Jiang Xu got in the car to calm down, and habitually looked up at the time of his watch before he could go to the theater to join the show.

Senior Rong was in the audience with a few old friends today, and the cold rainy night did not affect the atmosphere in the theater at all. There were more guests than usual, and it was extremely lively.

When Jiang Xu went, there was no place left, he was sitting in the ordinary auditorium, surrounded by shouts, cracking melon seeds and drinking tea, Ye Qiao just came on stage, suddenly fell silent, staring at him with straight eyes.

Senior Rong and his old friends praised him as an apprentice. He is young, talented, hardworking, and calm. He will definitely be the leader in the future. Now he has his own style in singing, and there are only a handful of people who can sing his own way. Counting will be amazing in the future.

The old friends laughed cheerfully, took a few sips of hot tea, and listened to the clear and leisurely voice, falling into their hearts. In this desolate and cold rainy night, they actually felt a little drunk and dreamy.

After the evening session, there were cars outside, Senior Rong and his old partner both had cars to pick him up, the class leader originally sent a car to take Ye Qiao back, but now the class has assigned a car and driver to pick him up, and they are all ready to go, Jiang Xu kicked the door, and the team leader stopped the driver in time.

After Jiang Xumeng woke up, he became more sober. He knew what he wanted. If he didn't take the initiative, he would be 33.

He lowered the car window and looked at Ye Qiao under the umbrella: "It's raining and windy, I'll take you back."

His expression and tone were so calm, but not so calm.

After all, Ye Qiao can refuse him, she can take anyone's car back home, why not take his car.

Ye Qiaoli looked at him quietly in the rain, and suddenly opened the car door: "Yes."