After I die, I become the white moonlight in your heart

Jiang Xu's love can take people's lives, not to mention that Yan Hui didn't dare to say whether the other party loves him or not. He only knew that he had suffered a complete defeat in this emotional transaction from fake to real. , He originally thought that everything would get better and better after bringing Chu Yuan out of the previous predicament, but he didn't know that he just brought Chu Yuan from one pit to another pit of fire that Jiang Xu chose.

Yan Hui didn't really want to have a verbal exchange with Jiang Xu. After the showdown, Jiang Xu not only didn't show a trace of guilt, but his attitude made him puzzled, and he didn't have the courage to get closer.

Jiang Xu's heart is really cold from birth, he will do whatever it takes to possess what he wants, even at the price of hurting others, he actually thinks it should be taken for granted, Jiang Xu taught him to be selfish, but he didn't tell him that he can arrange for selfishness hurt others.

He thought about calling the police, but later felt that the idea was ridiculous. He had already passed the age of ignorance. What rules should not be decided by him.

The relationship between Yan Hui and Jiang Xu cooled down just like that, and Jiang Xu also brought most of the official affairs to the farm to deal with, as if he was comparing who could spend with whom.

Yanhui is calm and windy, Jiang Xu is more than capable, and my aunt dare not take a few breaths here every day. The low air pressure that can be felt everywhere makes people not so happy.

Yan went back to sleep in his own room, but Jiang Xu didn't force him to do anything, and occasionally asked him caringly at the dinner table: "Has Yan Yan calmed down?"

Yan Hui didn't even raise his eyes, and now, he has nothing more to say to Jiang Xu, unless...

He said: "Let's break up, so we can get together and get together. I'm old, and I've been with you seriously for so many years. Even if you take pity on me, or you have the right to do a good deed, let Chu Yuan go and let me go."

Chu Yuan has already taken root in Danyang City, and people of all ages in the team have set up families here. It is unrealistic for a team to move and break up as soon as they say it, and it is a situation that Yan Hui does not want to see.

His only bottom line is that Jiang Xu doesn't move Chuyuan, or the place where everyone eats.He used to be young and had his own capital to trade his body with Jiang Xu in exchange for Chu Yuan's future. Now there is nothing to ask Jiang Xu to do anything for him. Fortunately, he can already lower his face and bend his bones Come to plead with Jiang Xu.

The expression on Jiang Xu's face was still calm, as if he couldn't hear Yan Hui's request, he raised his face slightly with one hand: "Yan Yan stays by my side obediently, then nothing will happen to anyone."

On the contrary, if Yanhui dared to leave, Jiang Xu would not promise what would happen to Chuyuan.He only needs results in doing things, and the process depends on whether he enjoys it or not, even if Yan Hui hates him, Jiang Xu will take it lightly.

Yan Hui's eyes flickered: "You really can't let me go?"

He has no choice at all, no chance of winning?

When Jiang Xu left, Yan Hui actually didn't think so.In the end, maybe I can break the game back, but...

Thinking about it, he fell into an even more depressed mood. Jiang Xu told several people who knew him well in Chuyuan that he was sick and it was inconvenient to visit him. Quiet.

In other words, he was treated as a neurotic and locked in a cage outside the suburbs. Yanhui felt that Jiang Xu was fine, but he was not a neurotic. There were many voices in his ears all the time. He felt very tired and often had poor spirits. , Leaning on a random place, he can easily fall into a drowsy state. He will feel in the dark, and he will be in a trance around him, leaving himself floating around as if he will fall from a high place at any time and be torn to pieces.

Ordinary drug doses are no longer enough to suppress his condition. Yanhui needs to take a lot of medicine, but the medicine is under the supervision of his aunt. He will report to Jiang Xu one by one whether he takes it and whether it is within the normal range of use. On the surface, Jiang Xu It seems that he is still in the range of recovery and recuperation, only Yanhui knows how bad his situation is.

Even the relief obtained by taking medicine is just drinking poison to quench thirst for him.

Yan Hui lay on the wicker chair on the balcony and dozed off, subconsciously rubbing his right hand around his left forearm.The skin under the cover of the coat has a deep and a shallow mark, the shallow one was left in the hospital, and a new one was added recently, the tingling sensation when touched barely brought him back to a waking state, the whole body It didn't seem so detached.

The sky has completely cooled down, there will be a little sunshine during the day, and the body will be cold in the sun.Yan Hui's body's immunity is getting worse day by day, either he has a cold or a low-grade fever, and he is prone to lethargy, so he doesn't have much time to wake up all day long.

When Xu Chongming drove for a while and Song Ran went to the farm to see people, it was before four o'clock in the afternoon. The aunt saw Xu Chongming and told him that Yan Hui was still sleeping upstairs and asked them to wait a while.

Song Ran looked around: "This house is really big."

The big ones are not popular, and the pastoral-style decoration is casual and exquisite, but it lacks lively popularity, and no matter how warm the colors are, it will look cold because no one is there.

He couldn't remember how long he hadn't seen Yanhui. Things suddenly became a lot in Chuyuan. The seniors arranged and inserted the newcomers according to their relationship. Someone wanted to take Song Ran's place.

Without Yan Hui, the whole yard lacked a backbone. Everyone had small thoughts. Song Ran was young and weak, so he couldn't suppress the eager voice, and he was exhausted.He didn't tell Yan Hui about this, for fear of making the other party worry.

If I hadn't met Xu Chongming today, I might not have had the chance to meet him.

Xu Chongming turned around with great interest: "Jiang Xu really treats people like canaries. He can't leave this place without a car. The place is still being developed, so no one would come here on purpose."

When Yan Hui appeared at the other end of the corridor, Xu Chongming's voice paused, and only he heard the low sigh.

Song Ran almost ran to Yan Hui's side, seeing that he was not in good spirits, he stopped talking on his lips.

Yan Hui said, "Song Ran, come with me."

Being able to see people is naturally the happiest, but Yan Hui's mood didn't fluctuate much. He called Song Ran outside the balcony and asked about the things that had been in his heart all along, Chu Yuan's, Song Ran's own, Song Ran kept it from himself The rest of the answer was truthful, and after finishing speaking, he stared at Yanhui's sharp and thin chin, and asked him: "Brother Xiaoyan, what about yours, is the big boss treating you badly?"

Yan Hui said, "I'm just sick, it has nothing to do with him."

Song Ran didn't believe it or not: "Isn't it alright?"

Yan Hui hummed, thinking that he would never get better in this life.

But he didn't want to scare the children, so he couldn't talk too much with Song Ran, lest the aunt would report to Jiang Xu suspiciously.

Generally speaking, Yan Hui has been relatively quiet recently. When he sent Song Ran downstairs, he met Xu Chongming face to face.

Xu Chongming said: "It feels like you have changed."

Yan Hui looked down at himself: "What?"

Xu Chongming said: "Jiang Xuzhen really passed this time, he will regret it."

Yan looked back at him: "I want to go, can you help me?"

Xu Chongming frowned: "I can't take you out of Danyang City."

Last time Jiang Xu warned Xu Chongming that no matter how good a brother is, he must keep a distance from his other half. No matter what Jiang Xu’s intentions are, unless he lets go, he doesn’t want outsiders to have any relationship with Yan Hui. Too much contact, and the fact that the geese were put back on the farm can be seen.

Yan Hui was silent: "Then please help me take care of Song Ran, he is still young, no matter how others want to bully him, they have to take care of the people behind him."

Xu Chongming stared at him: "Why do I hear that there is something in the words?"

Yan looked back and said, "Just do me this favor."

Xu Chongming and Song Ran didn't stay in the farm for too long and left. Yanhui went to sleep in the attic not long after dinner. He was drowsy and could hear the sound of rain sliding through the window at night.

In the nightmare, Yan Hui was actually not asleep. When he opened his eyes, he saw Jiang Xu pressing on top of him. The slightly strong smell of alcohol hit his face. He was so hot that he wanted to close his eyes again, and his drooping eyelids were directly covered by a layer. Warm and hot, Jiang Xu patiently licked and opened his eyelids bit by bit.

The fingers were weakly held by Jiang Xu, the back of his hand was pressed against the glass window, the sound of dripping rain stuck behind him, Jiang Xu restrained Yan Hui with one hand, and freed one hand to loosen the neckline.

The flower fields in the distance were mostly dying under the rain, Yan Hui squinted slightly, his vision was wobbly.

Jiang Xu hadn't touched him for quite a long time, but luckily the two of them wore their clothes neatly on their bodies, at least Yan Hui didn't need to find an excuse to cover up those things on his arm, he was not good at lying, if he was silent for too long it was easy to reveal his emotions.When the glass windows were dirty, Jiang Xu took him back to the bedroom. Yan Hui looked quietly into the distance all the way, hanging in Jiang Xu's arms like a puppet with broken strings. If Jiang Xu let go of his hand, he would fall and break.

The indoor heating was fully turned on, and Yanhui changed into pajamas before Jiang Xu came out of the shower, and lay down with his back to the bathroom. Jiang Xu wrapped him up and said in a low voice, "I will take you back to Jiang's house this year." For a year, I won’t go to Chu Garden.”

Yanhui didn't agree or refuse, and seemed to be asleep.

The next day Jiang Xutian left the farm before dawn, Yanhui approached the bathroom not long after he left, and only came out with a pale face after the sound of water stopped.

In the next month, Jiang Xu spent his time outside to build his career, and his lover was nothing more than an existence that he only remembered when they became famous.Yan Hui looked at the manor that was depressed in winter, and couldn't remember what he was like in the past, nor did he want to think about what the future would hold.

He and Song Ran repeatedly confirmed that Chu Yuan was fine, and his heart seemed to have settled down, but he still didn't get relief.

Auntie received the Lucky Wishes from Xu Chongming that day, and the little guy was sent to Song Ran's house all the time, and he almost couldn't recognize him when he saw Yanhui.Hearing Yanhui softly calling its name, he tilted his head in doubt, and soon began to call Yanyanyanyan.

When the aunt reported to Jiang Xu, she also said that it was good to have this bird, and Yan Hui would not look too lonely every day.In the evening, my aunt got a few plump hares from the surrounding farmers, and went into the kitchen to get busy when she came back.

The aunt said: "These are all natural rabbits. The nearby residents went to the mountains to hunt them specially. They saved a whole body of meat for the winter, and they tasted delicious after eating."

Yan Hui didn't know that there were people around, so he wanted to go and see.

Auntie couldn't let go of the work in hand for the time being, and even more thought that nothing would happen to Yan Hui.There are no cars around, and if you want to go out, you have to call in advance to book a car, so the aunt is very relieved to let Yan go back to relax.

She didn't know that Yan Hui didn't return empty-handed, and she didn't guess that Yan Hui exchanged the valuable bracelet Jiang Xu gave him with the farmer for a hunting gun.