After I die, I become the white moonlight in your heart

When the sunlight poured into the room, it was like the whole world was covering Yanhui's body, heavy and oppressive, he opened his mouth and took several deep breaths, almost out of breath.

This is often the saddest moment for him. The long and slender arm resting on the pillow passed over the corner of the bed and rubbed it. After finally suppressing the desire and itching rising all over his body, he staggered out of bed , opened the drawer, took out the medicine and swallowed it regardless of dosage.

Song Ran just opened the door, stood by the door and was startled when he saw the medicine he swallowed, and asked hastily, "Brother Xiaoyan, why did you take so much medicine?"

Yan Yan avoided his gaze and said nothing, Song Ran was suspicious: "Did you take it according to the instructions?"

Two years ago, Yan Hui had a serious illness. Everyone in the Chu Garden knew that it was because of the fire. They only knew that Yan Hui was sick, but they didn't know what disease he had. Yan Hui was vague about it, and Jiang Xu She protected him too well. Looking at it now, it seems that it is not as simple as Song Ran thought.

"Just take the medicine, don't worry."

Before others, Yan Hui could still make a smiling gesture, but in fact he was the only one who understood that even taking medicine would not work in the current situation.In a trance, he almost couldn't recognize himself, and the light falling on his body still made Yanhui shiver from the cold.

At the end of summer, the temperature in Danyang did not decrease during the day, and Yan Hui wore a coat that didn't fit in with the crowd. He put his face under the hat, and sat in the Chu Garden for a whole day, gazing at the lively scene below the stage.

A while ago, he could rely on busyness to pass his energy, but now he is inconvenient to move because of the pain in his body. If he persists, Song Ran and his gang will worry about hanging around him.

Yan Hui really didn't want to let himself be alone in a space where no one was around. He didn't dare to talk about the pain in his body, and his voice seemed to be hoarse. There was a knife cutting in his throat, and he was mentally exhausted all the time.When he needed someone to accompany him the most, Jiang Xu might be accompanying Su Yuebai, the child who resembled him very much.

He contacted his former attending doctor and made an appointment with him to meet him.

For the rest, Yan Hui really couldn't think of what else he could do, and doing anything was futile.

Not long after taking the medicine in the afternoon, Yan received a call from Jiang Mingyue.He had little contact with the Jiang family, and Jiang Xu always corresponded with him, so he had nothing to say to them in private.

He held the phone and couldn't make a sound, Jiang Mingyue sighed on the other end of the phone: "You look smart, why are you so stupid, and you can't speak until today, why does Jiang Xu like you?"

Yan Hui was speechless, yes, what does Jiang Xu like about him.Compared with Jiang Xu, he is really poor and white, only he has a sincere heart left, but unfortunately the heart is sincere, and because the time is too long, it can't be worn for seven years, so he was rejected by others.No matter how beautiful the face is, there will be a day of decline.

He was at a loss, and moved his mouth for a while before forcing his mouth: "Who are you looking for me today?"

"The old lady has been in better health recently. She is too quiet and wants to listen to music. You can arrange it."

Yan Hui said, "It's more suitable for you to ask Jiang Xu to arrange these things."

Jiang Mingyue sneered: "How can that kid find him easily now? It's not just through you."

Yan Huixin said that I couldn't find it either, he didn't have the ability to ask Jiang Xu to do something for him, and the old lady wanted to listen to the play, so she could arrange it.

"By the way," Jiang Mingyue said; "Is there someone outside Jiang Xu?"

Yan Hui was speechless, his eyes flickering.

"Don't be dumb, if he really wants someone, he won't take it back." Jiang Mingyue continued, "The Jiang family is far less peaceful than what you see on the surface. They are Jiang Xu's only son, and he will inherit most of the property in the future. I don't know how many people are jealous, and there are many eyes staring at him, as soon as this incident occurs, they will be brought to our side."

Yanhui smiled silently, now everyone knows that Jiang Xu has someone else, he is just the one who was abandoned.

Jiang Mingyue said: "Don't feel sorry for yourself, show some aura of being a housekeeper, if Jiang Xu spends his time again, you will be the one who decides in the end."

Yan Hui asked: "In a family like yours, is there really someone who is willing to give up the forest behind him because of another person?"

It was the first time Jiang Mingyue was questioned by Yan Hui. Although she was not married, the people around her changed one after another.What Yan Hui said was not pleasant, but it was the truth.

Once you are used to the forest, a single red flower and green leaf is not so novel.

After the expected silence, Yan returned with a smile: "So I arranged this scene for the old lady, as for the other things, I'm sorry I can't do anything."

Jiang Mingyue said with emotion: "You child...you are not too young after knowing you, so live realistically. If you are still as naive as before, you will be the one who suffers. Since you follow Jiang Xu, you should learn not to let yourself be bored. deficit."

Yan Hui answered her in a low voice, his voice was casual, as if he had heard it in his heart, but he didn't hear it through his ears.

After finishing the call with Jiang Mingyue, Yan Hui rushed to the hospital to meet his attending doctor. The situation was worse than expected. The doctor saw him coming by himself. After all, he had an old classmate relationship with Jiang Xu. Baby, he's seen it with his own eyes.

"Jiang Xu won't accompany you?"

Yan Hui said as if nothing had happened: "The doctor is busy, so it's normal for him to know that he is not free."

"Yan Hui, your current mental state is too bad, and your body is so weak that I suggest you stay in the hospital for treatment for a period of time, and then go home to rest when your condition improves, and go back to discuss with Jiang Xu so that he can take good care of you."

The doctor looked at him gently: "You have learned to look directly at your condition, so don't rush to refuse. If Jiang Xu doesn't cooperate, I will tell him."

"Doctor, I..."

Patients should not hide any illness from the doctor, but Yan Hui did not truthfully explain all the facts to the doctor.It is true that he is sick, and Jiang Xu is his inducement, so what can he say more, Yanhui asked the doctor to prescribe some more medicine for him, and put his hat over his eyes to hide the afterglow of the setting sun, he sniffed, When he was about to stop the car to go back, someone got ahead of him.

Yan Hui looked at Su Yuebai, the medicine bag in his hand was almost broken by his grasp.

Su Yuebai focused, leaning against the car window and looking at him: "How could Jiang Xu see me as you, I don't look like a ghost like you."

"..."

The arrogant Su Yuebai left after leaving a word, coming suddenly and leaving in an inexplicable way.Yan Hui was dazed for a long time, and even the soft light couldn't make him look directly at the appearance of the world.Finding a chair by the side of the road and sitting down, Yan Hui dialed the number on Jiang Xu's private mobile phone, and was accidentally connected by the other party.

He didn't ask anything, but tears poured out of his eyes that had been dry for a day, and all the strength in his body was concentrated on this sentence: "Let's leave."