After I die, I become the white moonlight in your heart

Yan Hui saw a joke on the Internet: Boyfriend is boyfriend, husband is husband, baby is baby, darling is darling.

He stared at it for a long time and didn't find it funny at all. He even thought about it. Is there really someone like Jiang Xu who can separate his emotions from his body, and his heart is attached to one person, but his body is entangled with another person?

Since the showdown with Jiang Xu that day, they hadn't contacted each other for two weeks. Yan Hui didn't even return to the apartment, and stayed with Song Ran all the time. He didn't answer the phone call back to Yan.

The relationship is completely cold, and I don't see how easy it is for Yan Hui. The sunken cheeks are visible to the naked eye, like a rose that has become dry after losing water and nutrients. Because he gradually became quiet, he was afraid that he would be disturbed by saying something wrong.

Although Yan Hui has retired from the stage, he is still the backbone of everyone. Most people are fighting for him. They don't know what really happened between Yan Hui and Jiang Xu. At most, they guess that there was a conflict between the two.After all, no matter how many gossips, after seven years of training, not only did the wild goose return, but others saw that the relationship after seven years had completely settled.

Everyone in Chu Garden persuaded Yan Hui to take a long vacation to recuperate his health, but he politely refused, and a bouquet of delicate and beautiful roses was received from the backstage of Huangshen Kung Fu. If Yan Hui didn't come to him in person, the daily bouquet of roses would not be a problem. fall.

Yan Huihui commented coldly: "The kung fu of coaxing people is born."

He threw the flowers into the trash can, along with a place in his heart.The news on the mobile phone was empty, if Jiang Xu really valued the relationship between the two, why didn't he come to see him when the matter came to a head.

"Brother Xiaoyan, I'll take you back to rest first." Song Ran packed up her things, it was raining outside, and it was not convenient to get a taxi for a while.

Yan Hui didn't say anything, and hurriedly put on his coat and followed Song Ran to leave. When he got downstairs, Song Ran suddenly stopped.

"Brother Xiaoyan, someone is looking for you."

Jiang Xu's car was parked not far in front of him, and there was only one in Danyang City with an arrogant and easy-to-remember license plate.

Yan Hui said: "You wait for me first, and I will return to your side after talking to him."

As the vehicle descended, Yanhui looked at Jiang Xu's face in the rain, feeling a little dreamlike.

Jiang Xu said, "Come back with me."

Yanhui was speechless for a moment, his pale blue eyelids closed, and his voice became hoarse because of the cold: "I thought you wanted to talk to me about the past, but it turned out that you weren't. There's nothing to talk about."

He added: "I won't go back to the apartment for the time being."

Jiang Xu asked amusedly: "Haven't you calmed down enough these days? Don't make trouble for too long."

Yanhui's original fluctuating heartbeat gradually calmed down, until it seemed to stop.

He thought about it seriously for so many days, in Jiang Xu's opinion, it was just a sentence that he had been arguing for too long and didn't calm down enough.

Yan Hui turned cold and cold: "No matter how long I have been in trouble, will it last as long as the matter between you and Su Yuebai? You may have just separated from Su Yuebai on the front foot that day, and you couldn't stand my temptation to sleep with me on the back foot. "

"Jiang Xu, have you changed or have I changed? What I want is not the relationship status established in seven years. Come to me after you figure it out."

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, a few lights flashed in the red sky, and the roaring thunder shook Yan Hui's heart.

He is afraid of lightning and thunder, and the rain falling on the eardrum is very lingering, but after the lightning and thunder, Yanhui still can't get out of the psychological shadow, Jiang Xu knew, but he didn't catch up to comfort him like in the past.

Yan retracted into the taxi that Song Ran called, and leaned in Song Ran's direction.

Yanhui lived with Song Ran during the cold war between Yan Hui and Jiang Xu. Staying in the original apartment made him unable to get rid of Jiang Xu's shadow, and regarded it as his and Jiang Xu's home. Many habits were hard to get rid of after they were formed. Every cell in his body from the moment he entered the door hinted that he should prepare a meal and wait for Jiang Xu to join him. Those actions and habits rushed out anytime and anywhere, imprinted in the memory of the body, unless one day he was broken, it would be possible to stop. do those things.

Yan Hui looked gloomy, seeing this, Song Ran helped him up and leaned against him: "Brother Xiaoyan, are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

He was about to tell the driver to go to the hospital first, but Yan Hui said, "I'm fine, go back to the apartment."

Song Ran didn't stop worrying: "Brother Xiaoyan, are you okay..."

Yan Hui opened his eyes, the car following him in the rearview mirror was not moving fast or slow, it seemed that Jiang Xu had responded to him, even if he had developed to this point, he was still calm and at ease, the only person who fell into emotions from beginning to end was Yan Hui himself.

"It's a little uncomfortable. I'll squint for a while. When you get there, wake me up."

Song Ran looked at the car behind him and hesitated to speak. After all, they were outsiders, no matter how much they cared about Yan Hui, they couldn't intervene in these matters.

The car drove slowly during a thunderstorm, and it took more than half an hour to get to the outside of the apartment complex.Yanhui had already fallen asleep leaning against the back of the car, Song Ran wanted to wake him up and go to sleep upstairs again, when Jiang Xu's figure flashed outside the car window blurred by rain.

Jiang Xuqu tapped the window of the car, signaling Song Ran not to go back.

Song Ran retreated out of the car and watched Jiang Xu calmly hug Yan Hui into his arms. I have to say that Jiang Xu's movements were very considerate. Sober, he carried him quietly all the way to the apartment building, entered the guest room and put him on the bed.

Song Ran stood behind the door and watched the whole process, Jiang Xu looked at him coldly after he came out: "Even you can't take care of him well,"

Song Ran was dumbfounded, no matter how much he hated Jiang Xu, they were just insignificant existences in front of each other, a child who could be sent away without fear of threats.

Song Ran couldn't be shocked by Jiang Xu, Jiang Xu asked a question and he answered in a daze, afterward he realized that he was annoyed, but he didn't even dare to stare at Jiang Xu.

Song Ran plucked up his courage: "Just talk about me, what about you? It's not us who will make brother Xiaoyan sad, only you."

Jiang Xu's expression was difficult to distinguish. After the front foot left, Yan Hui opened his eyes immediately: "He's gone."

"Brother Xiaoyan, are you awake?"

Yan Hui twitched the corner of his mouth: "How can I sleep, Song Ran, do you think he likes me or hangs on to me?"

Song Ran couldn't tell why, Jiang Xu's affectionate demeanor just now made him dumbfounded.

"If you can't see it through, I can't."

He has long been unable to get out of Jiang Xu's circle, which was divided by Jiang Xu for him, where he can go and which step he can't get out of, everything is passive, and he can only wait for Jiang Xu to make a decision.

Yan Hui only ate some plain liquid food at night, but now his stomach started to feel flustered again, so he pushed Song Ran away and ran towards the bathroom without saying a word, and vomited completely in front of the toilet.

It is said that Yan Hui was born with an appearance favored by the heavens, no matter how outstanding his appearance was, he could not withstand the double torment of spirit and spirit. After vomiting, his face was covered with wet tears, he washed his face in embarrassment, and greeted him. Song Ran's eyes were full of worry, and he said mockingly: "I can't control these physical tears at all, I didn't want them to flow."

Probably because there is too much disappointment and sadness accumulated in my heart, it will be automatically resolved.

"Song Ran," Yan Hui called him suddenly, and smiled, the fragility in his tone was inaudible, it sounded like a sigh: "Come and help me."

Yan Hui said as if nothing had happened, and after entering the room with Song Ran's support, he naturally took the medicine he had recently taken again.

He felt that he might scare Song Ran, a child, and thought that living here would not be a long-term solution.

Yan Hui soberly realized that he was just a sick person, just like he was sick before, and it would be good to get through this period of time.

Thinking, under Song Ran's caring eyes, Yanhui pretended to fall asleep, he could clearly hear the beating of the heart, and there were many loud and sharp voices in his ears, these voices were well hidden during the day, and every day At night, it turns into algae under the sea regularly and wraps around his brain.

Yan Hui turned over and suddenly sat up straight, with slightly trembling arms wrapped around his right leg.Enduring it, he repeatedly opened the mobile phone at hand, opened his mouth and swallowed, as if he had made a very difficult decision.

"Jiang Xu, my leg hurts."

Seven years ago, wherever Yanhui felt pain, Jiang Xu would put aside his work and come directly to welcome the dark night, Yanhui let go of his hand silently, letting his body disobey.

He is always the one who bows his head first, Jiang Xuzong loves him, but Yan Hui is not always the one who lowers his stance whenever something happens.

The teacher used to say that he was too rigid and easy to break, and he was easily injured like him.

Too strong is easy to break, and wisdom will hurt.