After I die, I become the white moonlight in your heart

On the way back to Danyang City, Yanhui slept on the plane all the time. He felt shallow. No matter how much he was tossed and tossed by Jiang Xu in the past, he would wake up on time the next day.

His tenacity and endurance are beyond the imagination of ordinary people, and occasionally because he kept silent, Jiang Xu wanted to see him resist, so he changed the method and increased the means to make him beg for mercy. It was tears, Jiang Xu was willing to let him go just now, and pressed him to kiss, laughing and saying that being stubborn on the bed is not a good thing.

Men have a desire to conquer in bed, and Jiang Xu is a born pioneer. Yanhui can't always cooperate with Jiang Xu's desire to release, but he really tried his best to learn.

Jiang Xu raised Yanhui's face and put it in front of his eyes: "It's as if you're dying when you come back, someone bullied you?"

Yan shook his head back and asked him, "Come over for dinner tonight."

Jiang Xu smiled lowly: "It's troublesome to cook at home. I have other things to deal with when I get off the plane. I'll take you abroad for a while when I'm free?"

Jiang Xu arranged things in an orderly and flawless manner, if Yan Yan hadn't looked back and saw that he allowed another person who was somewhat similar to him to fall into his arms, he would almost have believed it.

Regarding Su Yuebai's question, Yan hesitated to speak, he was like a person short of water in the desert holding the water in his arms desperately, afraid of being snatched away, even more afraid of the water spilling from his arms.

Water and sand are the same thing. Sometimes, the harder a person wants to hold on to something, the deeper the grasp, the faster it will leak out.He looked into Jiang Xu's eyes helplessly, and told him intuitively that Jiang Xu's words were not a joke, and he was really arranging this matter.

That being the case, why did he keep in touch with Su Yuebai again without telling him?

Yan nodded back: "You said, let's go on a trip when we are free."

After getting off the plane, Jiang Xu asked the driver to take Yan back to the apartment, but Yan began to restless on the way back.

Jiang Xu was so worn down that he couldn't sit still, he used all his strength to hold him in his arms, and his breath was heavier than usual on Yan Hui's face: "What's wrong today, I can't make waves now."

Jiang Xu did have a job to deal with, and Yan Hui had never bothered him in this regard, but now he was annoyed abnormally.

Yan Hui's eyes were blank, and there was still a bit of stubbornness that Jiang Xu couldn't understand, unexpectedly silly and cute.

Jiang Xu's tone became much softer, he squeezed his face and coaxed him: "Yanyan, tell me."

Yan Hui shook his head, and said surprisingly: "I just want to come with you once."

Yan Hui rarely took the initiative to ignite the fire in Jiang Xu's body, and bit Yan Hui's lips in a punitive manner. The faint smell of blood spread in his lips and tongue before he let go. Jiang Xu said: "What a fairy."

Yan Hui ignored it: "Is it okay to delay the work first?"

The rare waywardness made his ears and eyes flushed, like a rose full of blood, Jiang Xu gradually kissed the blood dripping from the corner of Yan Hui's mouth, and a phone call made people delay the meeting.

Jiang Xu and Yan Hui had just entered the apartment, and Yan Hui went straight to the room where the outfit was placed barefoot, and changed into the costume like a madman.

He ran away before he was dressed, his steps were upside down, and he continued to run to Jiang Xu's side as if he was drunk, his clothes were disheveled, and his pupils were slightly dilated: "Jiang Xu, do you want me to put on makeup?"

Jiang Xu punished Yan Hui like that after he finished singing before his throat burned out. Jiang Xu liked it far more than that. Yan Hui went from crying and resisting at the beginning to half-pushing and half-giving. Meet with Jiang Xu immediately after stepping down.

After the fire broke out, Yanhui was very resistant to having Jiang Xu wear costumes and makeup to do this with him. It was a thorn in Yanhui's heart, but now Yanhui directly pulled out the thorn, and the dripping blood was still there. Shout pain.

Jiang Xu picked up Yanhui and fixed it in his arms: "What's wrong with Yanyan?"

Yanhui gritted his teeth, stared at Jiang Xu with red eyes, and then grabbed his hair tightly, even ignoring Jiang Xu's frown in pain, bit his teeth on Jiang Xu's lips to imitate Jiang Xu's usual kisses.

He can't learn any tricks, Jiang Xu usually kisses him hard, it looks bloody, but in fact there are skills and tricks in it, which not only stimulates people but also arouses emotions, which can very liven up the atmosphere.

And Yan Hui was like a young ox, it smashed Jiang Xu's lips, and scratched randomly with his fingers, even ignoring the scratches.It's not so much like an interaction between lovers, it's better to say that Yan Hui is using Jiang Xu to vent himself.

Jiang Xu frowned faintly, he would go out soon, so it would be impossible to use this image.But Yan Hui in front of him seemed to have just suffered some kind of stimulation, Jiang Xu didn't push Yan Hui away, but pressed the person to him, and leaned back: "Yan Yan, what's wrong with you."

Yan Hui almost wiped out his strength, seeing Jiang Xu unmoved, his tense face twitched slightly, his emotions were like a tide bursting a bank, and tears gushed out of the corners of his eyes.

He cried very fiercely, but his voice was all suppressed in his throat, Jiang Xu frowned, and the emotion he provoked disappeared.

Jiang Xu picked up Yan and sat back on the sofa: "Is there something to hide from me? Otherwise, why would you cry like this."

Yanhui looked complicated, fell on Jiang Xu's body and waited for 10 minutes, his face stopped twitching before he said slowly: "It would be fine if I were a woman."

Then he can marry Jiang Xu and have a legal identity to maintain their family.No matter how long two men have been together, without a certainty, Yan Hui's heart will not be at ease.

He admitted that his relationship with Jiang Xu lost balance with the passage of time, and Su Yuebai was the turning point that broke the balance.

Jiang Xu's identity has a lot of people who want to cling to Jiang's family. In the past, he didn't care because there was no threat, but Su Yuebai was unique. Even Yan Hui, who had only met him a few times, saw his shadow in the other party.

He can become an opponent with anyone, but how can he compare with the familiar self?He has long since changed.

Jiang Xu smiled: "It's too bad for you to say that, I don't want Yanyan to be a woman."

He asked again, "What happened just now?"

Yan Hui is very good at hiding his thoughts, he used to tell Jiang Xu everything, only two years ago, after his voice got bad, he changed it, Jiang Xu didn't ask, Yan Hui never made a sound.

Yanhui said hoarsely: "Don't you want to come with me now?"

Pointing to the corner of Jiang Xu's mouth again: "I ruined your image."

Jiang Xu murmured: "There will be a meeting later."

Yan Hui didn't make noise or cry after listening, and sat up straight in Jiang Xu's arms, compared with the insane and unexpected calmness just now: "Go and do your work first, and contact me later if you have time."

His dark eyes fixed on Jiang Xu's face: "I will always wait for you."

"Jiang Xu, we have been together for seven years. If you have anything to say, don't hide it from me. If one day you don't like me, please tell me."

"I love you."

Yan Hui has been with Jiang Xu in the past few years, and has never said love.At this moment when he said it, it was as if he had given Jiang Xu the bargaining chip to save his life, putting all his eggs in one basket, without any regrets.