After I die, I become the white moonlight in your heart

The old lady Jiang didn't care about Jiang Xu's face at all, her words were straightforward and harsh.Maybe she knew that she didn't have much time left, so she wanted to make Jiang Xu normal as soon as possible, let her hug her great-grandson, and live the life that a normal man should have.

The thinking of the older generation is fixed in that kind of thinking. Jiang Xu played until he was 30 years old, so he should put away his thoughts, surround himself with his wife and daughter, and be a qualified father.

The old lady laid out one reason after another, Jiang Xu's expression remained unchanged throughout the whole process, he was quite good-tempered and waited for the old lady to finish speaking, and added to himself: "I really don't care about women, don't worry about it."

The old lady was so angry that her fingers kept trembling, and she pointed in the direction of Jiang Xu, speechless.

"You old man take good care of your body, and you don't need to worry about other aspects." Jiang Xu leaned over and tucked the quilt for the old lady, "Otherwise, Jiang Mingyue will have to cut me, the Jiang family is like this, so why do you care about the bloodline? I have It doesn't matter if you don't have children, if you want, let Jiang Mingyue have more children in the future."

Jiang Xu made it clear that no matter how deep the blood relationship between the Jiang family is, the superficial relationship is just like that.The old lady was somewhat patriarchal in her bones. Even though Jiang Xu's older sisters were excellent in all aspects, the old lady wanted to hug Jiang Xu's children the most.

Jiang Xu twitched the corner of his mouth, and smiled on the surface: "This time it's not that Yan Hui said that I might not come over yet, you are always at home to enjoy your life, don't worry about other things."

Jiang Xu spoke calmly, and when he went downstairs, he saw Yan Hui sitting upright in the living room, without touching the tea and fruit in front of him.

He beckoned, and Yanhui walked to Jiang Xu's side: "How is the old lady?"

Jiang Xu said: "It's pretty good, and I still have the spirit to ask me to do this and that. I don't think it's as bad as what Jiang Mingyue said."

Yan returned to silence, Jiang Xu squinted at him: "I've lived here with me for two days, you can see that you have dark circles under your eyes, can't I sleep these few days?"

Jiang Xu asked the housekeeper to prepare some dishes that Yan Hui liked, but Yan Hui had nothing to say, after all Jiang Xu was telling the truth, he admitted that he seemed too clingy.

It doesn't sound like a good thing for a man to chase another man. The housekeeper's earlobe trembled when he took over the matter silently. Maybe he felt that Jiang Xu ignored the old lady's words and did this and that with Yan Hui openly. It was really unfaithful. Unfilial.

The other servants of Jiang's family didn't have much opinion of Yan Hui, most of them were younger girls who were quick at work, and they didn't reject Yan Hui simply because of his face.

That is, beauty determines justice, and even secretly likes to see the picture of Jiang Xu and Yan Hui getting along and gets excited, male plus male, especially seductive.

Yan Hui didn't have any entertainment activities at Jiang's house, he couldn't let go of his hands and feet, he had nothing to do, and for the first time lowered his head to fiddle with his mobile phone, only a few boring apps.

Jiang Xu was enjoying watching, and took his mobile phone away: "Yanyan, is this the only thing in your mobile phone?"

This phone is from a few years ago. Jiang Xu knew that Yan Hui didn’t spend money lavishly, and even insisted on using his old straight phone during the years together, calling him pedantic, and sometimes felt that he was not good enough. It's cute when it changes.

Jiang Xu said, "I'll play some games for you."

Yan Hui didn't say anything, but looked at Jiang Xu, not trying to stop the other party from tossing and playing with his mobile phone.

Yan Hui couldn't remember how many years he hadn't seen Jiang Xu interacting with him like this, maybe he was really bored, Jiang Xu would rather tease his family's Zhaocai more than talk to him.

And he thought about it, once or twice is okay, and it may be like this for a year or two. In Jiang Xu's opinion, he is indeed more boring than a piece of wood.When he didn't like Jiang Xu that much before, he wore thorns, and when he realized that he liked the other party, no matter how many thorns he had, he was reluctant to stab Jiang Xu.

Jiang Xu’s friends once said that he was like a rose, following Jiang Xu’s blessings. At that time, they all regarded Yan Hui as a fairy. It is a skill for the gods to toss and toss in a certain way, and this is only known after the geese return.

Later, when he thought about the inferiority of men, he became insignificant in Jiang Xu. He focused on one person and saw that the other person was shining all over. He wanted to release his enthusiasm and give Jiang Xu the same response.

No matter how fiercely the rose blooms, it also wants to bloom tenderly. Yan Hui simply put away the thorns one by one and pulled them out, leaving the bright red petals to rub with Jiang Xu. Squeeze out the juice, the rose without thorns, no matter how beautiful it is to hold The palms are limp.

Jiang Xu asked him, "Can you play?"

Yan Hui shook his head: "I haven't played."

Jiang Xu was rarely interested: "I'll teach you."

The interest came suddenly and went quickly, Jiang Xu's patience was not as good as before, or it could be said that his thoughts on Yan Hui were not as much as before.After teaching Yan to play for about ten minutes, he felt that he was too good and difficult to teach. After watching the financial news for a while, he went to the study to answer the phone when he came in. After coming out, the night was getting darker, and it was time for the old lady to come down for dinner.

Jiang Xu is unscrupulous in front of the old lady, but it doesn't mean that Yan Hui can ignore the Jiang family.He thought he was gentle and polite, but the old lady turned a blind eye to him. Yan Hui would not make fun of himself, and followed Jiang Xu to be a peaceful and transparent person.

A few days are short, but Jiang Xu didn't waste a moment, as long as he has free time, he is dealing with work matters, and Yan Hui is really free when he is free. Chu Yuan has people who are more professional than him to take care of the daily work , Those are all people from Jiang Xu's past.

Now that Chu Yuan is on the right track, it will be the same with him or without him.Yan Hui was no longer the mainstay of Chu Garden, and Song Ran gradually took his place. When he was truly alone, Yan Hui became a veritable behind-the-scenes person, and he had nothing to teach him.

Perhaps it was only impulsive rushing to his head, Yanhui hoisted his voice, and then the voice stopped abruptly.

Jiang Xu didn't know when he finished his work, hung up the phone by his ear, came in and looked at him: "Why didn't you continue?"

Yan Hui tilted his head: "Stop singing."

At the beginning, he spent too much time on the play, Jiang Xu didn't like it, and even didn't want him to be on stage again, saying that he could support him for a lifetime.Yan Hui couldn't recall how he felt at that time. He liked Jiang Xu and wanted to have a home with Jiang Xu, but it didn't mean that he could let Jiang Xu raise him with peace of mind.

He had already voluntarily ended that deal.

Jiang Xu said: "Just sing it to me," as if falling into some kind of aftertaste, "Your voice is very unique."

It's a pity that a fire made Yan Hui never return to the past.

Yan Hui lowered his eyelashes, Jiang Xu saw that he was not in a good mood, went over to hug him, and kissed him against the corner of the French window: "Don't be sullen, I will take you back tomorrow, Jiang's house can make people go wrong."

Yanhui hadn't seen affectionate emotions in Jiang Xu's eyes for a long time, so he couldn't help being slightly moved, and took the initiative to wrap around his neck to respond to the kiss with his greatest enthusiasm.

"I can't." Yan Hui panted lightly, Jiang Xu seldom cared about others, but Yan Hui didn't want to have anything to do with him at Jiang's house, which might make the old lady's impression of him even worse.

Yanhui seriously wants to be with Jiang Xu, talk about the future, and have a family, so no matter how much the Jiang family looks down on him, they are all Jiang Xu's relatives, and Yanhui doesn't want to make the scene too rigid.

Jiang Xu picked him up and suppressed him: "You're disobedient now?"

Yan Hui said: "Go back, wait to go back..."

He suddenly asked: "Jiang Xu, do you still remember the first time we met?"

Jiang Xu nodded: "I had bad intentions. When I saw you, I wanted to abduct you directly."

What Jiang Xu said was the truth, love at first sight mostly stemmed from love at first sight, Jiang Xu was all thinking about Yan Hui at the time, otherwise he would not have agreed to his so-called deal, and even dated for two and a half years in the name of a trading relationship.

Jiang Xu is a wolf, but also a patient wolf. It takes much longer to trap Yanhui than ordinary people. He wants Yanhui to be his own completely and willingly.

The previous tenderness and affection are all true.

Jiang Xu stroked Yan Hui's hair covering his eyebrows and eyes: "Why are you asking this all of a sudden?"

When Yanhui was at the most difficult stage and even refused to accept help, Jiang Xu used many excuses in order to take care of his face, such as asking him to have a hot meal with him in cold weather, and when Chu Yuan was the poorest. It's hard to drink hot ones. Yanhui not only has to practice martial arts every day, but also has to go out to promote them.

At that time, Yan Hui had to take the rest of Chu Yuan to the city to settle down due to survival. He grew up rapidly in just a few months, and he had seen all kinds of cynicism and ridicule.But sometimes it is not as long as you work hard enough, there will be rewards, and there is still darkness that cannot be seen in front of you.

Yan Hui was not afraid that he would not be able to make it through, but what he was afraid of was that Chu Yuan would be gone. This was left to him by his master, and the only thing he asked him to continue.

Because there is no money to maintain everyone's life, seeing more and more people in the troupe go away, in order to stabilize the family that has lived for nearly 20 years, Yanhui has no choice but to find Jiang Xu, and refuses to accept Jiang Xu's kindness for no reason, trying to save face Make that kind of trade request.

He knew that Jiang Xu liked him, and Jiang Xu never concealed his desire and praise for him.Anyway, everyone is an adult, and Yan Hui hinted countless times that he did not take advantage of others for nothing, and only after receiving a large amount of financial support from Jiang Xu, Chu Yuan was saved from the predicament of disbanding.

Starting from the close contact of money, sex, and transactions, Yanhui completely and truly accepted his inner thoughts after an accident, and told Jiang Xu frankly.

On that day, he had a car accident in the rain, and he was out and about for a whole day talking with clients. His mouth was dry and his tongue was dry. A performance that had been agreed to was changed suddenly. The angry ball couldn't find a support point at all.

He was knocked down by a passing electric car and fell to the ground. After a long time without strength, he subconsciously dialed Jiang Xu's number with his fingers.

Jiang Xu was originally in a meeting, so he paused halfway to pick him up.

Yanhui didn't let Jiang Xu take him to the hospital. That day he told Jiang Xu about his hard work, his ambition, and his loss. After talking so much, Jiang Xu carried him on his back and walked under the rain. After listening patiently Ask him back: "What about your own?"

What does Yanhui really want to do, what about his emotions?

All Yan Hui considered was the burden left by his master, the entire Chuyuan troupe, and the future of everyone. He himself was like a singing machine, as if he was born this way. Maintaining the entire troupe was not so much his mission at that time. It would be better to say that it became a boulder for him to carry forward.

Yanhui was only a child in his early twenties at the time. He distributed all his emotions and responsibilities to others, but he did not leave any room for breathing.

Jiang Xu said, "Do you want to cry?"

Yan Hui's throat and eyes were sore, Jiang Xu wanted him to cry, but in the end he really forced him to cry.

In the back seat of the car under the rain, in a narrow space, Jiang Xu hugged Yan Hui and made him cry, teaching him to be himself in his heart.Yan Hui's voice was hot from crying, and at that moment, he didn't want to continue the deal he had made with Jiang Xu self-righteously. Going to bed is going to bed, feelings are feelings, and everything is clearly distinguished. One set of sayings didn't suit him.

Whether Jiang Xu still likes him or not, he really likes Jiang Xu.

Yan looked back at Jin Jiangxu's eyes, as if he was remembering and nostalgic.

He said: "You once obviously liked me so much."

Why do people change, Jiang Xu is so good, why does such a good person change.