gray love

At the end of October, I finished all the courses in the martial arts school. I thought I could finally go home with Xiao after late self-study and school, but a phone call from my father abruptly choked back my day and night expectations.He said that he had already contacted me with a personal trainer and asked me to continue to study in the martial arts hall at night. There is no way, my father's order must not be violated. Besides, I always have a hunch that if I don't practice martial arts hard now, I may... die in the near future.

It's not alarmist talk, I can still vividly remember what happened in those two years, and now the harder they urge me, the more I feel that the danger is approaching step by step.

The personal trainer I invited was very famous. He had won many awards before becoming a coach, including national and international awards, and he was also a special soldier. It seems that my parents spent a lot of money this time.

The coach mainly taught me various martial arts and Sanda, and every move taught has a great effect in actual combat.When I fought with him, I was like a child spinning in circles in his hands. He always had a livid face and bruised me mercilessly.On the second day of being my coach, he couldn't bear it anymore, shook his head and said to me: "I have to find a way, so that you and I will not improve but regress."

"Coach, every time you fight me, you use all you have learned all your life. I have only learned it for a few years, and you won't let me do it." I rubbed my arm that was kicked by him.

"How then!" he said seriously, "will your enemies let you?"

I stretched my muscles helplessly.He walked out of the gymnasium, and I quickly sat on the ground to rest.

After a while he came back and said to me: "I found a sparring partner who is slightly stronger than you, give me a good fight later!"

I honestly agreed, and he kicked me up when he saw that I was still lazily sitting on the ground, and asked me to hit the sandbags.

I thought it was a guy to practice with me, but I didn't expect it to be a girl who looked weak.I smiled contemptuously and said to the coach: "Just... find a little girl?"

"Who is the little girl!" The girl walked up to me and said with staring eyes, "I think you are the little girl, right?"

I was at a loss for words for a moment, but hearing her tone of voice, it was quite ruthless, and I didn't know if I could hit her.

"Go change your clothes." The coach said, the girl was still staring at me majesticly, as if she was going to eat me.

After a stalemate for two or three seconds, she turned and walked towards the locker room in disdain.

After she left, the coach said to me: "My niece, Fu Jinger, she was the 48kg champion of our provincial Wushu Sanda Championship when she was in junior high school."

I stared at the coach dumbfounded, and said, "Take the championship and practice with me? Why do you have so many championships?"

"If you don't force you to bring out your full potential, how can you improve?" The coach looked at him with arms folded.

"By the way, she is still from your school, and she is also a sophomore in high school."

I almost vomited blood, damn it, girls are narrow-minded, if I messed with her today, will she K me once every time she sees me at school?

Just as I was thinking about it, Fu Jinger came over. Looking at her, I guess I have to lie down and go home tonight.

"Let's start!" She put on a fighting style, without even clapping her fists, she suddenly kicked me hard in the face, this kick was really fucking powerful, and my mouth was instantly filled with the smell of blood.

"I'll go, hit me once it starts." I wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth.

"I've already said it's started." Fu Jing'er stared at me firmly, still doing a fighting style to prevent my attack.

"Don't be nervous, I won't attack you right now." I covered my mouth and said.

Before I finished speaking, she punched out violently. This time I couldn't be fooled by her. I dodged quickly and dodged.Unexpectedly, her iron-like fist chased and hit me, forcing me to have no chance to counterattack.After a few rounds, she was still full of energy, and I already felt a little strenuous, no, if this continues, I will definitely be broken by her defense, waiting to be beaten.

At this time, I suddenly found that her punches were very good, but her steps were a bit messy, and her center of gravity was unstable from time to time. I seized this flaw and dormantly counterattacked. Finally, I discovered her flaw when she took advantage of the victory and pursued a little triumphantly. , I concentrated my strength on my leg and kicked her calf violently. She lost her footing after suffering the pain. It succeeded, but she reacted immediately, and at the moment of falling, she suddenly grabbed my collar with the other hand, and I was caught off guard and fell to the ground.

The coach clapped his hands and said with a smile: "Excellent, but it turned into a wrestling in the end, you guys have a rest."

The coach walked away with his hands behind his back.

Fu Jinger got up and still looked at me with contempt.

"Please, isn't it a draw? Why look at me with eyes that want to kill me?" I complained.

"It's not a tie, you have to lose today!" Fu Jinger compared the truth.

"Little sister, you are eight@nine centimeters shorter than me. If we were tied, you've won." I didn't think the momentum was right, and I didn't want to tangle with her, so I quickly bowed my head and admitted defeat.

"You're insulting me! Besides, who is your sister!"

The more I talked, the angrier she became. I raised my hands and said, "Okay, okay, I take back what I just said, just shut up."

After I finished speaking, I turned around and walked towards the cushion. Suddenly, I felt the wind brushing the hairs around my ears. I turned sideways and hid to the side. Sure enough, Fu Jinger attacked me again. Fuck, this girl is endless, I Annoyed, she clenched her fists and stepped forward to take the move. After several rounds, we were still tied, but this time she felt a little bit of timidity from my anger, and she gained the upper hand psychologically. Advantages - leg skills, kicked fiercely, maybe because she was out of strength, she blocked it, didn't stand firmly, and crooked, after standing up, I completely irritated her this time, she suddenly rushed towards me Come on, I put up a fighting style to receive the move, but she turned around and walked around me lightly and strangled my neck. I used my elbow to push back, she was already prepared, she retreated, and then kicked I slammed my leg, seeing that I was about to fall, I grabbed her clothes like a life-saving straw with my backhand, she suddenly let go, let go of me unexpectedly, and I let go She took off her clothes, stood up straight, turned to look at her, and slapped my uninjured half of the face with a big slap.

"Rogue!" she roared, and ran away angrily.

I froze there in bewilderment.

"Fuck, I'm a rascal, don't practice pulling it!" I yelled at her back.

I later found out that if I was kicked down by her that time, I would have ripped off her pants, so she accepted it as soon as she saw "good", so I was charged with hooliganism.However, when you fight, you can use the tricks you can use. Who the hell cares about elegance and whether your pants will fall off.

I went home angrily, Xiao was watching TV, looking at the lights in the room, my mood improved by half in an instant.

"I am back."

"There is juice coke in the refrigerator, snacks and fruits are on the table, if you want to drink coffee, make it yourself, and if you want to drink water, pour it yourself." She nestled lazily on the sofa and did not move.

"Why aren't you sleeping?" I went to the kitchen, took a sip of water, and walked to her side.

"I have a rest tomorrow, why go to bed so early?" She made room for me, her eyes still fixed on the TV screen.

I sat next to her and said, "Why are you so serious?"

I glanced at the TV and said in surprise, "This... this is... that party..."

Just right up to the show I was performing.

"I asked the director for a disc to catch up on what I missed last time." She said calmly, "Hey, it's started."

My palms were a little sweaty, as if I had returned to that time again.

"Wow, you're pretty handsome, okay you." She smiled like a flower, her eyes completed a round of crescent buds.

I squeezed my fingers, as nervous as I confessed for the first time. After all, that was my confession. Although Xiao already knew my intentions, I was as nervous and expectant as if I had stepped back to that time.

I stood up, stepped forward and turned off the TV.

Xiao almost jumped off the sofa and said, "What are you doing? It looks good."

"I'll sing it to you." I turned my back to her and walked towards the study.

She followed me in surprise.

The piano in the study has not been touched for a long time, I wiped off the dust and sat in front of it.

Gently tap the keys, and music emerges spontaneously from your fingers.

"...

It is impossible for us to imitate the love others have

Practicing the joys and sorrows of love

Our efforts are not easy

Happiness turned into tears is a kind of bravery

The fantasy of a few years ago, the forgiveness of a few years later

Heal a wound for a face

don't miss you anymore i can't stand this

......"

At the end of the song, I sat alone by the piano, tears dripping silently on the keys, she gently stroked my back and sighed.

I stood up suddenly, turned around, looked at her, tears filled my eyes: "Actually..."

I lowered my head and tried my best to hold back my tears: "Actually... I dare not... dare not say I love you anymore..."

She trembled, her eyes were full of sadness, and she raised her hand to stroke my hair.

"That incident... makes me feel so guilty... If... if it wasn't for my negligence, my departure, you wouldn't..."

My tears dripped on the floor, pattering my grief.

"I can never forgive myself."

"Silly child." She hugged me suddenly, put my head on her collarbone, and patted my back gently, "I don't blame you. There are some things that you can't stop, even if you go back to that time It can't be stopped, God has already set this result, even if you didn't leave that day, the grievances between me and him will happen sooner or later."

I sobbed like a child, my shoulders shrugged, tears wet her left shoulder.

"By the way," she held my head up and said in panic, "what's wrong with your face?"

I sat on the sofa and watched her take out the medicine box, walked to me and sat down, and gently wiped the corners of my mouth with a cotton swab dipped in the medicine.

"You didn't hang on your face before, but who is it this time, so cruel." She said while rubbing.

"A madman!" I said through gritted teeth in exasperation.

She smiled knowingly: "It's a girl."

"how do you know?"

"Because only girls like to slap in the face. You see, the five finger marks on your face are red and swollen." She said with a little distress.

I looked at her obsessively, enjoying her love and care, and my mood improved a lot.