gray love

At the end of August, we finally had to say goodbye. We bid farewell to Chixi Island with tears in our eyes. Xiao and I also said goodbye.

After I went back to City H, got a haircut, took a shower, and took a short rest, I suddenly received a text message from her: "Are you free this afternoon?"

I replied, "I'm free."

"Come pick me up at the station at that point, I'll do something at school."

We all know this school well, so she won't go into details.

After picking her up, we went straight to the school. I leaned on the motorcycle and waited for her at the school gate. School will start the day after tomorrow. I looked at the classroom building with a tired face. Suddenly, good or sad memories flooded in. I took a deep breath. I took a deep breath and exhaled lightly, if this prestigious school is missing her who I miss so much, then I think I will feel heartbroken wherever I go.

"Little mouse, what are you thinking?" She patted me, and I turned my head and smiled at her.

"It's done?"

"Ah."

"Then... where are we going next...?" I had a premonition of parting.She didn't speak, just looked at me calmly.

"Okay, I get it. Go to the North Railway Station, right? You should go back to Shanghai too." As I spoke, I got on the motorcycle, handed her the helmet, put one on myself, and started the car.

I drove steadily, but my mood was bumpy all the way.

Farewell is the reason for reunion. I always use this sentence to comfort myself 2 minutes before she leaves me. I stand at the gate of the North Station, and the crowd @exchange indifference. I look at her, with my hot enthusiasm and Her inclusive smile waved goodbye to her.

"Let's go, City H welcomes you back anytime." I cried with a smile, so I laughed desperately.

She took two steps back, and I guessed a trace of her reluctance on her face, but... who can know if this is my self-indulgence?

Recently, it seems that I have become obsessed with passion, always thinking that I have meddled in her life, her world, but... she is gone after all, she will eventually pass by another person under a certain advertising light in Shanghai, She's going to spend Christmas with that person and kiss under the mistletoe, she's going to marry that person, have a baby, and forget about me.

She waved goodbye and, as before, turned around and disappeared.

I restrained my aching face from laughing, stepped back under the sun, and leaned tiredly on the motorcycle.

She really left, my eyes are full of pain that needs to be unloaded, and there is a thorn in my hand that passes through the back of my hand.She said that she was afraid of hurting me again. At that time, my eyes were full of smiles. I said, come on, come on and hurt me. , because...I'm afraid that you will really...say goodbye to me in the next second.

I am willing, I am willing to do anything, I am wearing a suit of armor, I turned into an iron man and wait for your harm from all directions, but I just ask, you can come back to me again and continue to be my teacher, okay?

I really envy you when I was a child in your eyes. At that time, the sun and the moon were long and the mountains and rivers were safe. When I looked up, it was you. , but I also envy you, I envy you can capture my love endlessly, and you can spend recklessly.

But... you still left...

I even want to love the steps you take on the journey.

I leaned against the motorcycle, feeling lost like a child who has lost a toy.I took out a cigarette case from my pocket and took out a cigarette, held it in my mouth, and did not light it.

I'm terrified of trying to burn myself on nicotine.

"Want a fire?" A delicate lighter appeared in front of my eyes.

I shook my head in frustration, my mind was filled with blanks.

Suddenly, I opened my eyes wide and raised my head. My face was filled with astonishment. I stood up tremblingly, took down the cigarette in my mouth, and said hoarsely: "Xiao..."

She wears a ponytail, her fair neck can't be tanned, she has a crescent head and brows, red lips and white teeth, bright eyes, looking forward to shine. I can use a thousand and ten thousand gorgeous words to describe the sea, but I can't find it. To a word comparable to her at this time.

"Here for you." She raised the lighter in her hand.

I took it and looked at her in a daze. After being in a daze for a long time, I stammered and said, "You... why are you back?"

"Why did I come back? I'm going to pick up my luggage, shouldn't I come back?" She pointed to the suitcase next to her, "My friend from Shanghai recently came to City H for a business trip, so I asked her to take my suitcase by the way." brought it back."

"Why bring it back? Aren't you going back to Shanghai?"

"Going back to Shanghai? Are you out of your mind?" She tapped my head lightly with her finger as she spoke. So cute.

"Oh, by the way" she suddenly realized, "I forgot to tell you, I resigned from the school in Shanghai, and our City No. [-] Middle School accepted me again with its broad mind. From now on, we will see each other again. .”

I was so surprised that my chin almost hit my feet. Before I could show my surprised expression, she suddenly pretended to be worried and said: "But...".

My heart tugged following her syllable: "But what?"

"But you are in the experimental class of Wen 31, and I am leading the ordinary class of Wen 36. We are not in the same class. It is a pity that I finally got rid of you as a troublemaker."

I took out my mobile phone and made a call to the principal's office. The principal heard that it was me and had a kind attitude.

"Please transfer me to Class Wen 36, thank you." I went straight to the point without beating around the bush. Xiao was at the side angrily trying to grab my mobile phone. I stretched out one hand to easily restrain her and hugged her.

"Excuse me, goodbye." I hung up the phone and said triumphantly, "It seems that you have to be wronged again, Mr. Yu, and take me in as a troublemaker for the time being." She pulled the suitcase and left with a beard and a stare. I stepped forward and grabbed her and said, "Teacher...".

She didn't turn her head, and I continued, "Where do you want to live?"

It is impossible for her to go to that apartment again, but the environment of the school’s faculty dormitory is not flattering. I will definitely not let her live there, so I seriously said: "If you trust me, can you... live in the apartment?" Here I am."

She turned slightly, without answering.

"Don't worry, I won't let you live in vain. I will collect the monthly rent on time every month." I was afraid that she would refuse, so I added.

She got into a taxi, along with her luggage.I rode a motorcycle with her across the city. From today on, I can finally say to her with confidence: Teacher, let's go home.

The school has started, and the charm of that school has once again revived.I am still sitting in the southeast corner of the classroom, I still don’t like to wear school uniforms, and I am still the No. With a smile from the past, she has an elegant demeanor, knowledgeable about the past and the present, and everything seems to have not changed.

What has changed is that every morning, we can have breakfast together and go to school together. Every night, she is used to waiting at home for me to come back from the martial arts gym, leaving a door for me, and even cooking some supper.On weekends, sometimes on a whim, she and I would get up very early to go shopping in the morning market, and then prepare a large table of dishes. However, my best specialty is fish, and she also likes to eat it very much.Sometimes when her aunt is about to visit and gets upset, she will lose her temper at me, and I will complain to her when I encounter troubles. We live like a young couple, but I am still Hui Hao, she is still Yu Xiao, Hui Hao and Yu Xiao still stick to the camp of single dogs, neither of them dare to cross the other's threshold.

However, we all tacitly knew that I was used to her and she was used to me.

Xiao's parents also came a few times, and we used the shared rent as the reason for living together, but most of their purpose of coming was to persuade Xiao to quickly find a suitable partner. Xiao was troubled by this for a long time. I said, "You didn't look for someone because you were waiting for me, right?" She kicked my leg, stared and said, "I really don't know where your confidence comes from?"

Goofy talk, but the person chasing her still gives me a headache. The young male teacher in the school and the precocious male classmates who stare at me have become the targets of my defense. Sometimes Xiao will pat my head on purpose and say contentedly: "It's good to have a bodyguard who doesn't ask for salary." However, the more she doesn't care about her face, the more I can see through her mind. Actually, I am not confident at all. I don't believe that she is waiting for me. I know , that incident had already torn her heart to pieces, how could she easily accept another relationship?Especially... the feelings a man gives her, but maybe I am also the object of her guard, I have never asked her, I always feel that the distance between me and her is always fluctuating, and her cautiousness in dealing with emotions makes me Once again, she couldn't guess, couldn't guess, until... another thing happened.