gray love

The summer birds flew to my window to sing, and flew away again.

After entering the cell, I took out all my belongings, put on the prison uniform, and slept on the cold bed, but my heart was extremely peaceful.

Tomorrow, maybe you should come back?

I finally had a good dream. I dreamed of the small courtyard I dreamed of day and night, the toon tree, the little yellow dog, the warm sunshine, and the smiling and gentle faces of my parents who were plain and tidy. .

"Give dad a head, dad will give you lucky money." Dad said jokingly

I smiled, so brightly.

"Don't listen to your dad, come here, I'll give you New Year's money." My mother said to me with open arms.

"Dad, Mom...I..." I just lifted one foot...

"Hui Hao!"

The shrill voice of a strange woman.

"No!" I shouted, "Don't!" I waved my arms and strode forward, but the surrounding pictures were instantly fragmented.

I opened my eyes and looked angrily at the female prison guard who called my name.

"Hui Hao, get up, change your clothes, and follow me." The female prison guard opened the iron door expressionlessly, and warmed my hands.

I was taken to the police work hall, and sat down in front of what looked like a police captain. It seemed that this old Dalian didn't even have an independent office. How aggrieved he was.

"Hey, why are you still handcuffed? Quickly open it." The captain saw me being brought over, his eyes suddenly lit up, and he graciously opened my handcuffs and invited me to the seat opposite him.

"Are you thirsty? Come, drink water." He handed me the water glass in his hand, and I looked at the dirty water glass and ignored him.

The captain froze for a moment and put the water glass on the table in front of me, regaining his flattering expression.

"You can leave in a while. Your family has been waiting for you for a long time."

Several other policemen looked here in surprise when they heard this.

My family is waiting outside?My heart aroused great waves.

"You fill out this form, and then you can go."

I grabbed the pen and filled it out quickly. Here they are, my parents.

Suddenly I remembered something, Ling Chuan's younger brother is still in the cell, I can't just walk away without loyalty.

So I put down the pen, and the captain became impatient with my actions?

"Why didn't you fill it out?"

I cleared my throat and leaned back in the chair?

"where are they?"

"Who?"

"The brother who was arrested by you yesterday."

"Oh, they, those brats probably will be in prison for several years." The captain laughed triumphantly, "I've wanted to arrest them for a long time, but I can't get any evidence. The drag racing gang has great anti-reconnaissance capabilities They are also very strong, and they have never had a chance to copy their lair..."

"Let them go." I interrupted him.

"Let it go? How is it possible!" The captain smiled, "Finally caught..."

"They got scammed by me." I interrupted him again, this is the grumpiest cop I've ever seen.

"Cheated?"

"Yes, I hit their elder brother and ran away, and they came to chase, so they didn't mean to speed the car." I looked into the captain's eyes without changing my expression.

The captain finally became angry, his face livid.

"All the responsibility lies with me and has nothing to do with them."

The captain gritted his back teeth with an ugly expression.He let out a sigh of relief to suppress his anger, approached me slightly and whispered, "I'm protecting you, don't you know?"

I also leaned closer to him and whispered: "If you can't guarantee that they are safe and sound, then you still can't vacate your office in the newly built police station?"

"You... how do you know?"

I raised the corner of my mouth and didn't answer his words.

The clause that saves me every time I get into trouble is my parents' funding of such and such a department.

The captain sat down and thought about it for a long time. I stared at him confidently, with the smile still on the corner of my mouth.

Finally, he raised his hand and called the little policeman next to him to whisper a few words to him.

The little policeman's expression changed from calm to surprised.

"What...how is this..." The little policeman started stuttering.

"Do as I say, and I will take the blame from the superiors." The captain vowed and said tremblingly.

I smiled, and the captain looked at me helplessly and said, "Fill it in."

After filling out the form, I hurried out.

I know that when I open this door, I will see my parents smiling at me gently like in a dream and saying, "Go, let's go home."

The door opened, and I looked forward with a smile on my face.

An old man in uniform froze my smile for an instant.

"Miss, let's go back."

I looked around hoping to find hope among the busy crowd.

But it was disappointing.

"Why...why is it you?" My voice began to tremble, and the blood in my whole body rushed to my forehead. I can no longer describe my feelings of disappointment, pain, and despair.

I clenched my fists tightly, and my nails dug deep into my flesh, fierce anger burning in my heart.

"Where are they?!" I approached step by step, and I, who always respected the elderly, couldn't care about these things at this time.

"Miss..." The housekeeper wanted to say something but was frightened by the anger in my eyes.

"Are they coming back only after I die?" I growled, my eyes were red, and my tears were about to burst.

People around looked at me one after another.

"Hehe," I smiled wryly, and suddenly thought of something, and wiped away my tears, "Maybe I won't come back like that?"

"You go back, Uncle Wu." I said to the housekeeper with red eyes, "Thank you for bailing me out after causing such a big trouble."

"You...you won't go back?" the housekeeper was stunned.

"How can you explain to the police who chased me so hard that night for letting me go so hastily?" I smiled wryly and continued, "They couldn't go home because I couldn't get together with my children, and I felt very sorry."

After I finished speaking, I turned around and said to the policeman who sent me out: "Cuff me up, I am willing to accept legal punishment."

The policeman also stared blankly at my outstretched hand.

"Cuff!" I almost shouted in an orderly tone.The atmosphere was dull and suffocating.

This feeling is like when I was a child, I didn’t want to go to the kindergarten, but I was forcibly sent there. I just lay down in the iron gate of the kindergarten and stretched out my hand to pull the hands of my parents. I couldn’t hold them, but I hoped that they could be affected by my tears and be like Superman. Open the door like that and get me out.

But they turned around anyway.

The policeman still didn't do anything. I really lost my patience and looked up at him and said, "If you don't come, I will do it myself!"

"what are you doing?!"

Eyes raised, the familiar yet unfamiliar voice made my heart tremble.

I turned my head to see the person who was speaking, and my eyes widened in astonishment.

"…mom…"

My mother frowned and looked at me sternly, with a hint of pity in her eyes.

In the car, I sat next to my mother, but there was a little distance.No hugs, no acting like a baby, and even few words.

I peeked at my mother, and she looked ahead calmly.

"Mom, where's Dad?" I broke the calm.

"He should have gotten off the plane by now and is on his way home." Mom was still very calm.

"Oh." I lowered my head and fiddled with my fingers.

Arrived home quietly.

As soon as I entered the door, I saw my dad answering the phone in the living room, and when he saw us coming, he said a few words in a hurry and hung up the phone.

"Are you back?" Dad's voice was still loud.

"Yeah" I stood by with my head down.

"Lack of money recently?" Dad sat down and said.

"No shortage." I replied.

"Then why go to compete with those people?" Dad raised his voice.

I lowered my head and clenched my fists.

"say something?"

I looked up, looked at them, and said loudly, "I miss you!"

Tears were streaming down my cheeks and I didn't want to pretend to be in front of them at this point.

I was a crybaby when I was young, but I have no tears when I grow up, but now I just want to vent my initial emotions in front of them.

They were taken aback, and my mother quickly took out a tissue to wipe my tears.

I was still crying, and the crying even attracted my aunts and uncles who were working at home.

Mom's eyes were also a little wet, she hugged me and patted my shoulder.

Dad was smoking a cigarette and said nothing.

"I'm sorry, Haohao, my parents are too busy." Mom finally spoke, her voice trembling.

"Okay, don't cry." Dad said after smoking a cigarette, "Hao Hao, Mom and Dad even delayed your youth for two years because of creating this company. We owe you too much. Now the company has The scale is growing, this time is considered our busiest time, we still have to continue this debt, but Mom and Dad promise you that when we are free, we will spend time with you..."

"Dad, I'm seventeen." I calmed down and said slowly, "In a few years, maybe I will start a family and start a business. At that time, I will be with my family. Your debt...maybe I won't in this life. Pay it back."

Boom!With a loud noise, my father slammed the phone on the table, and the screen was torn apart like a spider web. My mother's hand that held me trembled.I looked at my dad, even though I was afraid in my heart, but my eyes were still stubborn.

"I think you are free!" Dad pointed at me, stood up and took a few steps.

For a long time, he stopped.

"Don't you want someone to accompany you? I will find someone to accompany you from tomorrow on."

Dad wandered a few more steps

"Accompany you to study hard!"

After throwing this sentence, he turned and left.

The voice echoed in the big house, and my mother stroked my face and said, "Haohao, you've lost weight."

I looked up at my mother, tears were shining in her eyes, the fine lines at the corners of her eyes deepened, my heart suddenly ached, my mother was getting old.

My eyes regained some warmth, and my mother suddenly hugged me and said:

"Don't blame your dad, he's also under a lot of pressure, and... please don't blame me." Mom was already crying when she finished the last sentence.

I also hugged my mother and let go of the stubbornness in my heart.

"Mom..." I said softly, "I don't blame you"

Yes, I don't blame, because I know that what is gone is gone.Gone sunshine, Gone courtyard, Gone tree, Gone dog, Gone...