gray love

At the age of 17, I spent two weeks of boredom after being settled in Noble High School. The bustle of the school and the desertedness at home were ridiculed, and no matter which space I was in, I would feel extremely lonely.

The loneliness of being alone at home, the loneliness of a carnival with a group of people.

I never go to evening self-study, but recently I like wandering on the street at night, I suddenly came to the overpass, I don’t have earphones in my ears, and the sudden noise Even the music will take time out of my soul after I go home .

How long have I not seen them.

I miss the small courtyard when I was a child, the grape trellis quietly climbed in the corner, the ginkgo trees fell colorfully, and the toon buds swayed with the wind. In the sun, my father dragged his fat body to climb up the wall and climbed the toon tree to pick the toon buds , Picking it up, he said: "Haohao, be good, I will make tofu mixed with toon for you tonight."

That was my favorite dish. I looked at me standing in the yard bouncing and shouting happily: "Okay, Dad pick it up."

Tears blurred the picture, distorted the warm sunshine and the path under the starry sky when my parents and I were walking.

Xinxin is far away from me, and the traffic has resumed before my eyes.

I smiled coldly, wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes and returned to my icy expression.

After calming down for a while, I walked alone, but my heart still could not be calm. The torrential thoughts forced me to take off the mask. The memory of my childhood was playing a movie. I took out my mobile phone and opened the address book. It was the year of the monkey when they talked, but now I can't restrain the overflowing emotions.

I dialed my mother's number, and it was a woman who answered the phone.

"The user you dialed is busy, please try again later."

I called my dad again, and the person who answered the phone was also a woman

"Sorry, the number you dialed dis busy now, please redial later."

I took a self-deprecating breath, sneered, and squeezed my painful palms. I suddenly bent my body on the railing, moved my center of gravity forward, and slowly raised my legs. This is indeed a good place to commit suicide. Staring at the passing vehicles under the overpass, I smiled slyly. If I let go of my hands holding the railing at this time, my brains will splatter everywhere like blooming flowers.

I closed my eyes and smiled and said, "Farewell, Mom and Dad."

"Boom", I thought I was dead, but I found that my eyes could still be opened.

"Don't be overwhelmed!" Passerby A pulled me back, and her fragrance came to my face, making me suddenly nostalgic for this world. I shook off her hand fiercely, and walked away resentfully without even looking at her. .

"As long as you are alive, you can see the sun!" Passerby A shouted behind her, her voice was beautiful, and I suddenly stopped in my tracks to see what she looked like.

I never turned around and passed her for the first time.

Since death is impossible, let this dead city boil.

I took a taxi to the racing club and put forward my motorcycle in the private garage. It has a gray and white lightning-like shape, a 4-stroke 4-cylinder engine, and a 6-speed transmission. Although it is not allowed to drive out in normal times, I never abide by the rules. This time I don't even want to comply.

I saw the third child working hard on a cool motorcycle in the garage, and I greeted him casually.

Putting on my black motorcycle suit and helmet gloves, I stepped out of the garage door with high horsepower, and my third son's voice echoed in my ears: "Hey, brother, take it easy!"

The youngest kid is the least timid, so I smiled and drove to the suburbs.

How can taking it easy cause panic.

It is nine o'clock in the evening, and there are still a small number of pedestrians on the road. I am not driving very fast, but I can clearly feel the sideways glances of pedestrians and vehicles.

The hands of the watch pointed to ten o'clock, I sneered, patted my motorcycle and said, "Is it exhausted?"

Suddenly, I squeezed the brakes, and the car stopped firmly in the middle of the road.

"Brother, it's up to you."

My eyes were full of ferocity, I set up the rear wheel, and I turned the right handlebar violently, stimulating the engine, and the rear wheel turned fast as if longing for an explosion after touching the ground.

The beautiful sound of the engine beat my nerves, and I shouted in my heart: Tonight, give them some color.

A bolt of lightning danced in the dark night, the surrounding air was turned upside down, I heard the howling of the wind and my crazy heartbeat.

At a speed of 106 hours, I kept accelerating because I knew that at this time I should break into the illegal night competition area of ​​​​the drag racing party.

I smiled evilly, tensing my nerves.

There was an illegal stop sign and red flames ahead of them, and I cranked up the horsepower and pounced on it like a beast.

With a speed of 137 per hour, I broke through their blockade. I could no longer hear their curses, but I could imagine the expression of Ling Chuan, the prodigal son of a certain conglomerate who likes to wear green racing suits.

"Yahhoo!" I roared excitedly, watching the drag racing team in the rearview mirror slowly zooming in, I raised the corner of my mouth, "Come on, I'll wait for you!"

The speed is 182 per hour. This is the fastest time I have driven since I came into contact with motorcycle racing. In front of me is the expressway. I turned up without hesitation, praying that the group of guys behind me are not timid grandsons and dare to follow me on the expressway. .

Sure enough, they haven't let me down yet. There is already a row of dragons running on the highway, us desperate boys.

"Stop the fuck!"

There was a roar from behind, it seems that there are really some who can catch up, I ignored them and continued to accelerate, and after a while, they fell far behind.

But it didn't take long before I heard the siren of a police car.

Hehe, I laughed a bit, and finally invited your old man out.

I slowed down, and the boy behind finally exposed his grandson's nature and fled in a hurry, but it was too late, the police cars flanked him from front to back, and there were four police cars within my sight range.The goal has been achieved, I intend to give up, suddenly a gust of wind passed by my right, I took a closer look, a green lightning bolt escaped the police car's line of defense.

"You brat Ling Chuan!"

I re-accelerated, and the sound of the rapid engine start rolled over my tense muscles. A police car seemed to have discovered that I was about to escape and suddenly drove towards me. I was surprised for a moment and I also thought of a countermeasure.

I turned my head and rushed towards the police car that was coming towards me. As I expected, when the two cars were about to collide, the police car suddenly turned to avoid me. Jumped through the narrow gap between them.

"Haha, coward, don't catch me if you're afraid of crashing into a car!"

Speed ​​up, I secretly encouraged myself.

I have never been this crazy before. Although I was chased by several policemen in the streets and alleys before, it was just a game between my brother and me. Really is the first time!

I even foresaw tomorrow's headlines.

Accelerating to the end, I finally saw Ling Chuan who was running away in a hurry, I whistled, Ling Chuan turned his head and looked at me with an expression I don't know.

Inadvertently, I passed him, I raised my middle finger to him, and signaled him to stop.

Perhaps it was because Ling Chuan's lungs were blown out of anger and he had no intention of competing with me, so he slowed down and stopped.

"Who the hell are you?! I'm so impatient!" Ling Chuan howled like an enraged bull.

I stood still and took off my helmet.

"My name is Hui Hao." I said calmly.

Ling Chuan was still furious, and shouted: "Do you know who you offended?"

"It doesn't matter whether you know or not, the important thing is that you lost." I smiled evilly, and at this time Ling Chuan was already extremely angry.

"But I want to thank you. If it wasn't for your convoy, I wouldn't have been arrested." I said to him without changing my expression.

"Are you fucking insane?" Ling Chuan has been fooled by me.

"Don't worry," I interrupted him, "I will let your brother who went in this time get out of the police station safely."

I smiled at him, and continued: "You go, I will block the police behind."

Speaking of the sound of the siren, Ling Chuan jumped on the motorcycle and turned the handlebar without thinking about the reaction.

"You wait!" Ling Chuan did not forget to threaten me before slipping away.I smiled contemptuously, then stroked my chariot gently and said softly: "Thank you."

The siren pierced through the quiet night, but the road under our feet and the street lights on the side of the road seemed warm and quiet.

The September wind blows my half-finger-long hair. The night is deep, the starry sky is twinkling, and the leaves are whirling. I stand quietly in the middle of the road, with my chariot...

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Passerby = teacher