gray love

Time, jumping and wandering in the blood-stained washbasin, the mask soaked in blood exudes a rotten stench, he (she) looks at the bloody face in the mirror with dull pupils, and says: " where am I?"

where are youWhere do you hide in the swords, swords, shadows, arrows and bright guns of life?Sometimes I feel that the real me is actually in a corner of No. 37 Linjiazhai or No. 81 Chaonei Street, opening the creaking carved wardrobe with weak eyes, and then... closing it.

"You are April of the world." I wrote this sentence on page 62 of my chemistry textbook in a chemistry class in April.

I always feel that Lin Huiyin loves Xu Zhimo deeply, otherwise how could she have written the meaningful "Don't Throw It Away".

So you are April in the world, is it Lin Huiyin's confession to Xu Zhimo?Some people say that she made it for the birth of her son Liang Congjie, but I can understand the deep meaning between the lines: Son, I love you, then Mr. Xu, I love you too...

Time turns to me, I hold this piece of tenderness, and spend a lot of money in the light of April.

You are the April day in the world, Xiao.

I smiled, laughing inexplicably, until I looked up and saw her staring out the window.

我惊慌失措的坐好，胡乱地抓支笔在书上写着：S+6HNO3(浓)===H2SO4+6NO2+2H2O我把公式写的巨大，好让她知道我不是一点都没学。

But I was called into the office after school in the afternoon.

"What are you doing in class?" Teacher Yu said sullenly.

I took a peek at her and said without confidence: "Absent."

"You have the ability to desert, and you have the ability to get full marks in the exam?"

This sentence is so familiar, like a blinding line in a certain drama, I said timidly: "Teacher, are you... joking with me?"

"Go out and do fifty push-ups!"

"Huh?" I looked at her livid face in pain.

"Ah what! Do it quickly!" It seemed that she was playing for real, so I had no choice but to walk to the door with my head down, get down on the ground, and do it seriously.

After I finished, I got up sweating profusely and walked to Xiao weakly: "Teacher Yu, I'm done."

"Would you still go on a short errand next time?" She flipped through her homework and said without raising her head.

"I don't even dare to kill..." I said with a sad face.

"That's about the same, let's go and eat." She stood up as she spoke.

I smiled and tried to regain my strength.

"Hey, Teacher Yu," Teacher Wang, who teaches chemistry, walked in.

Teacher Wang, 28 years old, the head teacher of Class [-], graduated from a normal university in Northwest China. She is short in stature and hoarse. Since she entered the door, there was no trace of kindness on her sallow face.

"Teacher Yu, have you eaten yet?"

Xiao just wanted to answer, but Teacher Wang said first: "I have something to do right now. I may not be able to print the test paper that the school asked me to copy. If you are not busy right now, please print it for me. Thank you."

As she spoke, she handed the sample paper to Xiao, and Xiao took it with a smile. I was anxious and just wanted to say that the teacher hadn't eaten yet, when suddenly my back hurt, Xiao attacked me, and I shut my mouth wisely.

"Print 200 copies first." After she finished speaking, she left. I watched her walk away and snorted and said, "The school asked the copyer to print 200 copies. She secretly printed materials for her three classes. .”

I turned to Xiao and said, "Why do you have to do something that violates school rules?"

For the sake of fair teaching, the school stipulates that all learning materials produced by teachers must be shared with each other, not kept privately, and not just free-riding on the class he teaches, so if Xiao copied materials from a different grade, he would be punished when he went to the copy room. Roll your eyes, you will inevitably have to deal with the staff in the copy room again.

"Go eat first." Xiao calmly packed her things without any complaints.

"I won't go, you haven't eaten yet, how can I go." I said stubbornly, "Is it because you are a new young teacher, she often bullies you?"

"What are you talking about, let's go." She took my arm and walked out of the office.

"Why?" I stopped and faced Xiao, "Is it because you are young and easy to bully?"

Filled with righteous indignation, I defended Xiao, but Xiao just sighed softly and walked past me.

I chased after her and silently followed her to the copy room.

Sure enough, after drooling for a while, Xiao finally printed out the two hundred test papers.

I carried the printed test paper back to the office and went downstairs to meet Xiao.There was no food in the cafeteria at the moment, so she and I went to the small restaurant at the door to have a random meal.

When I returned to the classroom, the more I thought about it, the more angry I was. I had a good impression of Teacher Wang before. When I asked her questions that I couldn’t do, she explained them patiently. I thought she was a conscientious teacher, but today’s This thing made my impression of her greatly reduced.I angrily took out my phone, opened Weibo and posted a post: "The person under the mask has a hideous and dirty face."

Attached is a chemistry book.

The class bell rang, and I put away my phone and warmed up my book.

In the middle of the self-study, the phone vibrated in the table hole, I took a sneak peek, it was the comment on Weibo, or that Xiyu Wei'an, she commented: Don't read my reply, there is a teacher at two o'clock.

I suddenly raised my head and looked out of the window. It was pitch black outside the window, not to mention that there was not even a ghost of a teacher.I breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to take out my phone to pay her back, when suddenly a white hand took my phone away from me.

I froze and timidly raised my head, Xiao bristled with anger, hit my head hard, turned and left.

Axiba, I slumped down on the table angrily. I was really lucky today. I don’t know which little girl dared to tease me like this. I looked at the other students and they were all reading quietly. Suspected of committing the crime, a bold guess suddenly popped up in my heart. Could this Xiyu Wei'an be Xiao? I sat upright and looked at her patrolling the class. She... Doesn't she know all my petty thoughts about her?

But how did she know my Weibo account?I tried my best to recall the time when Xiyu Wei'an paid attention to me, but I couldn't remember it. At this moment, I suddenly remembered that she went to my game in the Zigzag Avenue and drinking in the Old Five Bar. I never knew How did she know the location? Now I finally understand that she read my Weibo. This thought made me more sure that Xiyu Wei'an was her.

So I have painstakingly planned and exhausted all kinds of things about her, and she understands everything.

It's like I was holding my booger and lifting my pants outside the car window, while she was laughing like a mess in the car.

After class, I consciously put the review book in front of her.

"You are the best at writing, so this set is useless, go out and do a hundred push-ups." She still didn't look at me, busy grading homework.

I didn't ask "Huh?" I honestly lay down in the corridor, doing standard push-ups.

The classmates passed by me or walked away with laughter or sympathy, and the teacher educated me with mocking jokes, true or false, I dismissed her and listened to her words seriously.

"Okay, okay, don't do it, get up." I don't know when she came to my side, I stubbornly refused, and finished it bravely.

I was sweating profusely and got up out of breath. She handed me a handkerchief, and I continued tremblingly, trying to raise my arms to wipe the sweat.

"Old...teacher, your tricks are really good. I guess I won't be able to hold the stick when I go to the martial arts hall after school."

"You committed a crime just after you were punished, how can you make you, a stubborn little bull, give in if you don't use some tricks." She tapped my temple as she spoke.

"I am..." I deliberately raised my voice, "I was also framed."

After saying this, I secretly looked at her expression. Her expression didn't change much, but she turned on the Tang Seng mode of earnestness and earnestness.

The phone was returned to me, but I suddenly wanted to "trick" her once on a whim.

It's already 10:30 after school from the martial arts hall. Since this semester, I have gone home at this time almost every night, except for the once-a-month Saturdays and Sundays when I can rest.But even if there is less time for rest, I still have to read the books of Sanmao, Haizi and others every day. Recently, Xiao recommended me to read some ancient poems and words, and even went to the bookstore to help me choose a few books. I couldn't help weeping with joy, tears welling up in my eyes, and secretly vowed to live up to expectations.

Passing by the neighborhood where she lived, I turned in without hesitation, stopped the car, looked at her window sill, turned on the light, probably still working overtime, so I turned on my phone with a smirk and posted a Weibo: Desolate Farewell The two should be the same, and the most unbearable resentment is Yue Mingzhong.I stand in the empty space of the jade steps downstairs of yours. Would you like to take a look at me in the dimly lit place?

After sending out, I stared at her window carefully, hoping to see a slight floating of her still curtains, but what didn't wait for the floating was her suddenly extinguished lights, leaving me alone and innocent dogs barking In the middle of an empty neighborhood.

Why did the lights suddenly turn off?

I was muttering in my heart, when I suddenly heard footsteps in the corridor, Xiao ran out of the corridor in a panic, I hurriedly called to her: "Teacher, what happened?"

Xiao saw the expression on my face change from panic to surprise:

"You... why are you here?"

"Why did you go downstairs? Did something happen?" I was more anxious than her and asked eagerly.

"Hurry up, drive me to school, and I'll explain to you on the way." She ran towards me, sat in the back seat, and I started the car and drove towards the school.

It turned out that several boarding boys in the class were fighting in the dormitory, which alarmed the school leader and asked Xiao to go there quickly.

When we arrived at the place, the men's dormitory was full of people. The director of the Political and Educational Office and the teaching director were all there. Also present was Mr. Wang, the head teacher of Class [-]. I was wondering why this shrew was here, so I didn't know until I went in. A student in her class was squatting on the ground with a bruised nose and a swollen face. Obviously, it had a lot to do with the fight. I was just about to gloat, but suddenly I saw our class monitor Chao Jie, sports committee Liu Jiayang, Meng Fan, Li Guangzhi, Liao Zhichao, Zhang Peng squatted on the ground obediently.

As soon as Xiao entered the door, Teacher Wang came out angrily: "Mr. Yu, with one against six, Zhao Da in our class is like this."

I snorted, Zhao Da, isn't that a good name?If you don't hit him, who will you hit?

Xiao frowned and looked at them who were squatting on the ground, when Meng Fan suddenly stood up and said angrily: "He stole our money, beating him is considered an advantage!"

"Squat down!" Director Li, one of the well-known "Four Evil Men", roared, and Meng Fan squatted down holding his fire.

"What's going on? How can you fight?" Xiao didn't get angry, but his face was not very good.

"Can't you see that? Mr. Yu, the six of them slept together and beat up Zhao Da in our class for no reason. Fortunately, the teacher on duty arrived in time, otherwise Zhao Da would have to be called to the hospital." Mr. Wang Showing a disgusting face arrogantly, a shrew is a shrew, and she talks too much.

"Director, is that so?" Xiao looked at the director of politics and education, and Director Li thought for a while and said, "It's roughly like this."

"Fart!" Liu Jiayang cursed silently.

Director Li was annoyed, and was about to kick him, but was stopped by Director Wang next to him.

"Squad leader, tell me, everyone else shut up." Xiao said with a straight face.

Chao Jie stood up and said righteously: "We are just eliminating harm for the people and catching a thief."

"Thief, what evidence do you have to prove that he is a thief?" Teacher Wang became anxious and spoke faster.On the other hand, Zhao Da crouched on the ground without saying a word, timidly, with a wicked look on his face.

"The evidence is on him. The stolen money he got is probably still in his pocket." Chao Jie glared at him fiercely.

But none of us have the right to search him.

"How did you find the thief?" Xiao asked, and Li Guangzhi, who was shirtless, looked up and said, "It's me, uh... I was playing with my phone at night, I slept late, I just stared at it for a while when I heard something, and then he flipped me over and threw me on the bed I sat up and grabbed him, but when I didn’t catch him, I yelled at everyone in the dormitory and went out to grab him, and I taught him a lesson when I caught him.”

"I went out to use the toilet, and when I walked to the corridor, who knew that this group of people came and beat me up." Zhao Da, who pretended to be innocent, said in a tearful voice.

"Are you sure you don't want to go to the hospital?" Xiao said

"No, it's not very serious." Zhao Da hurriedly said, but I have already seen through his mind. If he goes to the hospital, the time will be delayed even longer, which will not help him hide the stolen money stolen tonight. He is now eager to return home quickly. In the bedroom, I snorted and looked at him contemptuously.

"There have been frequent thefts in the men's dormitory, why no one cares about it?" Liu Jiayang said coldly.

"Isn't the school in charge? Didn't the school's security go to collect evidence?" Director Li said.

"Is it just to keep records in isolation? What did you find out?"

Director Li was speechless when he asked this question.

"Well, the thief is right in front of us now. Where's the security guard? Why don't you catch him?" Liu Jiayang looked up and stared at Director Li.

"Where's the evidence?"

"We are all evidence, we have witnessed it with our own eyes." Liu Jiayang said fiercely.

"Even if he is a thief, you can't fight!" Director Li's loud voice echoed in the room, "Tomorrow, you wait for the school's decision on your matter."

At 46:[-], the conversation was finally over, and we each went back to rest. When the head teacher of Class [-] passed by Xiao, Xiao just wanted to open his mouth to talk to her, but she turned her face and walked away quickly. Xiao lowered her eyes helplessly, Then he smiled and said to me, "Let's go."

Who doesn't know that they had a friendship because of the small age difference in this school, but now the boat of friendship is capsized, but maybe, Teacher Wang just put on a mask to her from the beginning to the end, and the mask The man below has now quietly emerged.

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I have been too busy recently, so the update of the article is too slow, I hope everyone will forgive me.I am working hard to code, and I hope that the friends who follow this article will not give up, thank you, Smecta.