gray love

January NO.12 is her birthday, and before that, we haven't spoken for a long time. How long, maybe it started when I left her house last time, but it may also be...longer.

I still study desperately, still get up early and go to bed late, and still fulfill my promise "I love you, but I won't bother you".

Tomorrow is her birthday, I am buried in the sea of ​​questions, but my brain is withdrawn from time to time, tomorrow, do I want... Oh, forget it, someone blesses her, which one should I count, but... I raised my head, opened the window, fresh The air swarmed and rolled into my nasal cavity, it was a bit cold, but it cleared my mind.But... how can I feel at ease and say without shame: I can live through tomorrow with my eyes closed.

There was a strange figure outside the window, two of them to be more specific, a thin middle-aged woman and a child who was still young. The woman opened the middle window with her arrogant head and shouted: "Xu Yangyang, are you there? I'll come out!", followed by her unbearable abuse.

Everyone looked at Xu Yangyang, an introverted girl with short hair. She froze for a moment, and suddenly ran towards the back door. The woman was already on guard and blocked the door with a stride. Xu Yangyang was frightened and her face was ashen. , that woman scolded Xu Yangyang with a ferocious expression, Xu Yangyang trembled and talked back to her, she suddenly became furious and wanted to rush into the classroom, at this time, Xiao had already rushed over to block Xu Yangyang .

"Who are you? If you have something to say, don't do anything!" Xiao Zhengyan said sternly. She didn't know the situation when she was not in the classroom. Now I understand that this crazy woman is really crazy.

From their abuse just now, I understand that this woman is the mistress secretly raised by Xu Yangyang's father. After giving birth, Xu Yangyang's father abandoned their mother and child because of pressure. Yang Yang was embarrassed, and then forced Xu Yangyang's father to be responsible for them.Alas, poor and hateful mother and child.

After knowing the truth, I was even more worried about Xiao who stepped forward at this time. This woman has gone crazy, and she will explode like a carnivorous beast at any time. At that time, Xiao will be in danger.

Sure enough, after the hysteria passed, the woman targeted Xiao, and Xiao confronted her, protecting the girl behind her with all her strength, this fool, do you know how dangerous you are in?

The woman rushed towards Xiao with all her teeth and claws, trying to grab Xu Yangyang who was trembling behind her. Xiao was trying to take precautions, but I suddenly pushed the desk in front of the woman, and the middle-aged woman staggered onto the table , Xiao looked at me in surprise, and the whole class looked at me.

The dean rushed over, with a few security guards behind me. I looked at the little boy who was crying loudly, walked forward and covered his eyes, and turned around. Behind me, the security guards had pulled the middle-aged woman away. Take it away with you.

In the end, this matter did not reach the police station. Xu Yangyang's father rushed over, so the matter was naturally handled by them, and I didn't care about the final outcome.

After school in the evening, I was studying in the classroom. The representative of the Chinese class came to me with a thick test paper and said that Teacher Yu asked me to go to the office. Greeting with a serious face, she was packing her bag, and when she saw me, she asked me if my tram was on and if there was electricity. I said yes at a loss, and she let me take it She picks up the car.

It turned out that Xu Yangyang hadn't come to class since the incident in the morning. Xiao was worried that something might happen to her, so she decided to make a home visit and give her psychological counseling by the way, but Xu Yangyang's home address was listed in his personal information. One column was written very vaguely, without specifying the house number, only a general range, and the phone calls left were either down or no one answered, so this fool decided to search one by one along the address.

So she thought of my tram and, by the way, me.

When I got to the parking shed, I rode the tram in front of her, got off and said, "Hey, let's ride."

She got on the tram tremblingly, hesitated for a while, and didn't start it for a long time. I smiled in my heart and said, "Haha, I knew you didn't dare to ride."

But on the surface I still said with a serious face: "Teacher, let me ride."

She looked at me, then at the tram, maybe she really couldn't have the courage, so she reluctantly agreed to me.I took the handlebar and rode on the bike skillfully, and she sat obediently behind.

"Where is the address?" I started the car and turned to ask her.

"In..." she shouted loudly, passing the address clearly to my ear, but her hand was not on my waist. I gave a smirk and accelerated violently. I grabbed my clothes: "Stinky boy! Why are you driving so fast! You scared me to death!" She hit me on the back, and I laughed triumphantly and continued to ride at the fastest speed, this time for safety She had to wrap her arms around my waist and hug me tightly.

We were dumbfounded when we arrived at the place. There must be at least twenty or thirty old-fashioned residential buildings in front of us, and there are no properties and no security. Therefore, if we want to find Xu Yangyang's residence, we have to search one by one.

"Let's divide the work." I suggested, "We will contact each other when we find them."

The winter night always falls too fast, in a blink of an eye, we are already hidden in the darkness, but what is even more disturbing is that there is not even a light in the corridor, the darkness makes me worry about Xiao, so I speed up Speed ​​up, hoping to find their family as soon as possible.

The phone rang, and the flash light was beating in the dark corridor, I quickly pressed the connect button, Xiao said that I found it, and asked me to hurry over.

I quickly went downstairs, because my eyes were flashed by the light of the mobile phone just now, and I hadn't adapted to the darkness in front of me. Suddenly, I stepped on the air without any precautions, and rolled downstairs in embarrassment. I suddenly felt the feeling of falling freely with the stairs. Very cool, I climbed up to comfort myself, laughed at myself, and limped downstairs with my hands on my waist.

When I arrived at the place designated by Xiao, I was about to knock on the door when I heard conversations in the room, so I put my hands down.

"No matter what, Yang Yang can't drop out of school." Xiao's voice was firm.

"But this child...doesn't want to go to school." A man's voice sounded, "Her mother is divorcing me now, and the child is also making trouble like this, I..."

"No matter what, you can't let her drop out of school." Xiao interrupted him, and she could hear that she was very annoyed by the heartbroken man in front of her, "Your affairs should not be borne by children in the first place."

After a long silence, Xu Yangyang's father said, "Then you can talk to Yang Yang, I can't persuade her."

Then I heard a knock on the door, there was some commotion inside the door, Xu Yangyang did not respond, her father found the key and opened the door, "Where is the baby?" Yang Yang's father exclaimed, "Just now..."

"How do you act as a father?!" Xiao finally exploded, "You don't even know if the child is at home?"

Then, the door in front of me suddenly opened, Xiao saw me stunned for a moment, then we both turned around and went downstairs in tacit understanding.

I rode a tram with her, turned around in the neighborhood but didn’t find Xu Yangyang, we got off the bus and discussed it, Xiao asked me where you girls like to go, I said helplessly. I don't go anywhere except the women's restroom.At this time, I suddenly thought of a place, the ice rink that is very popular in the class recently, maybe she will go there, but I don't know which ice rink she can be in.

So, we checked one skating rink and one skating rink like this. The tram was almost out of battery, so I asked the third child to help me deliver my motorcycle from her car dealership. There is someone I love, and I can't help but secretly feel happy.

Finally, we found her in an underground skating rink. There were not many people in the skating rink, and she was skating skillfully by herself. Xiao was very excited when she saw her, and shouted Xu Yangyang's name.Xu Yangyang saw us, hesitated for a moment, and slid towards us.

We were separated by the railing, Xu Yangyang dodged his eyes and whispered: "Teacher..."

"We are all worried about you." Xiao looked at her worriedly, raised her hand and gently stroked Xu Yangyang's hair, "Son, can you go to school?"

I looked at Xiao, and the warm lights of the skating rink enveloped her. Her sincere eyes, eager to get Xu Yangyang's affirmative answer, suddenly moved me.

Xu Yangyang lowered his head and did not speak.

"Students are waiting for you." Xiao smiled at her, "We are all waiting for you."

"Is it really like what you said? Teacher." Xu Yangyang finally spoke, "They must be laughing at me behind my back for what happened today."

Xu Yangyang wept sadly, and then Xiao made a move that surprised me too. She lifted her high-heeled foot and turned over with difficulty from the railing. She looked so clumsy in her professional attire, but it made me Moved to a sore nose.

The owner of the skating rink also saw us shouting and walked over. I walked over and handed him money and said, "Bring us two pairs of roller skates. Are there any new ones? I bought them."

The boss happily went to pick up the shoes. I looked at Xu Yangyang who was crying and Xiao who was full of love in his eyes. I turned around and went to the nearby water bar to buy two cups of warm milk. Milk tea is not good for the body. Cheng bought her nutritious and healthy milk.

They sat on the bench and talked, and I walked over and handed them the milk. Seeing me, Xiao suddenly turned dark and said, "What kind of image do you have?"

Xu Yangyang, who was crying just now, also covered his mouth and smiled.

"What...what's the matter?" I looked at myself in a daze, but there was nothing wrong with it, she stood up suddenly, took out her phone, unlocked it and handed it to me, saying, "Look for yourself, are you in a pigsty? "

Xu Yangyang was overjoyed on the bench. I really don’t know how Xiao coaxed this introverted, self-respecting little girl. I turned on the selfie function and saw disgusting spider webs strewn all over my head. I yelled: "I'll go! That's how I bought water just now? No wonder the little sister who sold water just now always looked at me, and I thought I was self-righteous. Even if the wind didn't blow me away, I was also drunk."

I was mad, Xiao pursed her lips and secretly laughed, took out a tissue to help me wipe my head, I honestly lowered my head and let her manipulate me.

Suddenly, I felt that this scene seemed familiar, as if it was on Christmas Day... She seemed to realize it too, and gave me a tissue to wipe myself, and I pouted dissatisfiedly and straightened my hair.

The owner of the skating rink came over and gave us two pairs of roller skates. I looked at Xiao provocatively and said, "Do you dare?"

"Why not?" She pointed at me with her chin, but I pointed at her shoes—high heels.

She frowned, and I sat on the bench, took off my shoes, handed them to her and said, "Wear mine."

She deliberately covered her nose and said in disgust, "How can you wear it if it smells so bad?"

I said, "Okay, let's go skating. Let's go, Yang Yang, let's go skating."

"Hey!" She stopped me and said, "Then...what are you wearing?"

"I'm skating in socks." As I said that, I had already put on my roller skates.

"No, that will wear out your feet. Put on your shoes."

I ignored her and slipped away, and Xu Yangyang also joined in. I deliberately annoyed her, doing Nelson up and Nelson down in front of her eyes.

She finally held her breath and stood up after putting on my shoes and roller skates. People who have gone to college usually skate on roller skates. This is the reason why I chose roller skates instead of double-row skates. A stagger almost fell.

"Oh, it's been a long time since I skated, and I can't even do it anymore." She complained like a child.

We rolled forward and backward laughing, but she couldn't hold back her face, she pouted and slid slowly.I sneaked forward and pushed her, she screamed and rushed forward quickly, seeing that she was about to hit the railing in front of her, I suddenly flashed and grabbed her and stopped.

Her hands supported my shoulders, and I felt her whole body's strength put on me. She looked at me and said angrily, "You did it on purpose, brat!"

"I didn't do it on purpose, teacher," I took her hand, and my fiery palm wrapped around her fingers, and she didn't refuse, because at this moment, only I can support her and give her a sense of security.

I looked at her bewildered look and suddenly whispered in her ear: "But I did it on purpose, teacher."

Under the warm yellow light, on the huge smooth ground, immersed in rock music, I suddenly found that Xiao, a woman who is sometimes glamorous, sometimes cute, and sometimes weak, blushed up to the ears, so red that I was flustered .

"Teacher." Xu Yangyang slid over and shouted at us, "Come and skate together."

"Let's go." I smiled and said to her, took her hand and slid forward.

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happy birthday, someone...