gray love

In just over a month in No. [-] Middle School, I was pushed to the forefront. My rebellious character and my own way of doing things have almost become a role model for those students who want to be different.Most importantly, I never wear a school uniform.

It is commonplace to be followed by nympho girls after class. I have always ignored these people, but there is only one condition that I am still quite interested in them, and that is that I met Yu Xiao.

I want to see a little bit of jealousy in her eyes, but every time it ends in my failure and self-mockery.

I moved out from home. I tricked my mother into asking her to rent an apartment near the school and let me live alone. My mother was very happy. Come and arrange it yourself.

This is my mother.

The important thing is that there are only three stops between my apartment and Yu Xiao's home.

Tuition was also arranged on Saturdays and Sundays, because I was going to help out at Old Five's bar at night—singing in residence.

Lao Wu's bar business is booming, but he can't recruit good singers, so I reluctantly use the music I've learned for several years to get on stage.

Therefore, during the day, I always responded briefly to Yu Xiao's endless spells, because I really didn't want to use my voice anymore.

"Why don't you talk?" Teacher Yu said that he was tired and took a sip of water.

I was about to open my mouth, but the sound was still stuck in my throat, and she started another wave of bombing.

"It's okay if you don't talk? You can escape punishment if you don't talk? You#@%$&^0^:-)"

"Teacher..." I squeezed out two words in a hoarse voice, with a painful expression on my face.

"Hey, why is your voice hoarse? Why didn't you say it earlier, hurry up and drink some water"

Speechless...

Finally, Lao Wu mercifully let me take a few days off. I felt that if I continued to sing, I would lose my voice.

I suddenly thought of Chu Mo, would she be willing to come and help sing?After all... She has been professionally trained to know how to sing without getting tired, and she is also doing this now.

But... I was so indifferent to others last time, how can I open my mouth this time.

In the evening, I still came to the bar where she was. As soon as I entered the bar, I had a feeling of wanting to escape. I saw her singing undead rock on the stage, and I smiled.

She really changed a lot, from innocent to mature.

After the song was over, she went to rest under the stage. I watched her all the way and found that she was invited into a small private room by a group of men dressed in nondescript clothes. The private room is not completely closed, and I can see the inside from the outside.

She chatted happily with them, but I found her hidden deep disgust from her expression.

No woman knows women better, even though I'm a T.

Sure enough, those men started to touch her, and she skillfully pushed and shoved them, diverting their attention with a toast, but I know that once a man is drunk, the ending will be unpredictable.

I took a look, they are many people and powerful, I am definitely not their opponent by myself.

So I took out my mobile phone and sent a text message. After taking a sip of wine, I received a reply.

I smirked, stood up and walked like those ugly men.

The lecherous man holding Chu Mo's face was smug and touched her leg with the other hand, Chu Mo quickly pushed it away, but how could she have such strength, I walked over and grabbed his hand that was about to slide up .

"Sir, you dropped something."

The man looked at the ground with a perplexed look and looked around: "What's missing?"

"Your face" I looked at him with a smile, and he slowly raised his head, furious.

"You fucking dare to provoke me!"

I pinched his hand and Chu Mo broke free from his arms.

"Go quickly," I said to Chu Mo.

The man bared his teeth, and the servant next to him slammed the wine bottle and rushed towards me.

Anyway, I have learned Taekwondo, and I also exercise every day. I stretched out my feet and kicked the first skinny man who jumped up. I clamped the man's neck with my fingers and blocked it in front of me.

I am retreating steadily, I am not a god, and I will definitely suffer if I confront so many people head-on.

The man who was strangled by me screamed in pain, and his follower did not dare to act rashly.

The security guards were about to rush over, but I knew they would help customers attack me, and I would be beaten into meatloaf in minutes.

I took out the ballpoint pen in my pocket and pressed it against the waist of the man I was clamping, and then said fiercely in his ear: "Tell them to back off, or I will pick your kidney!"

"Ah! Ah! Don't come here, don't come here." The man who was clamped by me thought that I had really moved the knife, and begged for mercy in a trembling voice.

"Whoever bullies her in the future, I will chop you up!" I roared in a hoarse voice.

Suddenly, a man with a sharp mouth and monkey cheeks pointed at me and said, "Pen...pen...the pen she used..."

Their deeds were exposed, and they fought back viciously. I kicked the perverted man's buttocks. His heavy body pressed down on the follower who was about to attack me. Taking advantage of this gap, I grabbed Chu Mo's arm and walked out the door. He ran, but it was too late, and the security guards had already arrived to block the door.

The bar was in chaos, and the spectators hid far away for fear of splashing blood. Chu Mo wanted to say something soft, but I pulled her back hard and told her to ignore them.

The perverted man who was hijacked by me limped over with his hands on his waist, grinning his teeth and shouting: "Beat me to death."

I stood in front of Chu Mo and said softly, "Don't be afraid."

They swarmed up, and I was able to resist three or five moves, but when the scene was chaotic, I was still caught by the wine bottle and scratched my arm. I held my bleeding arm and cursed in my heart: God, you are so fast He also called himself Green Forest Lightning, I would have died by the time you arrived!

Another wine bottle approached, and I was about to take the move with my bare hands, when I heard a "boom" when the door of the bar was knocked open, and several security guards blocking the door were almost knocked down.

Under the spotlight, I heard the domineering roar of the motorcycle.

I smiled confidently and evilly, and he came, but such an appearance really shocked me.

Ling Chuan was wearing his everlasting green motorcycle suit, wearing sunglasses and twisting the accelerator, the handsome motorcycle stirred the surrounding air.

Ling Chuan's younger brother rushed over from behind him with crackling noises and subdued the perverted man and his followers.

I said helplessly: "Brother, if you come to save the scene, you can save the scene, why did you drive the car in?"

Ling Chuan put on a Schwarzenegger expression, and said seriously: "I heard you said it was a hero saving the beauty, so why don't I bring my chariot with me?"

"Don't fucking pretend!"

"Hui Hao," Chu Mo said anxiously, covering the blood on my arm, "You have to go to the hospital."

Seeing Chu Mo, Ling Chuan quickly got off the motorcycle, took off his glasses and said, "I said, both of you should go to the hospital."

I pressed my arm and said, "It's okay."

Ling Chuan turned around and kicked viciously at our attacker, I quickly grabbed him and said, "Okay, okay."

"You bastards, do you know who you are messing with?! How dare you act wildly in Lao Tzu's territory!..."

Ling Chuan took care of the bar matter, and Chu Mo and I went to the hospital.

The wound was not deep but needed stitches for tetanus. It was past ten o'clock after I finished the treatment in such pain.

Chu Mo helped me out of the emergency room. I smiled and said that I was fine and I didn’t need to be helped. She insisted stubbornly, and the way she looked at me suddenly made me feel that there was something extra. After all, it is easy for a hero to save the beauty...

At this moment, Ling Chuan hurried over, and when he saw us, he yelled for us to have a full-body examination.I said: "Don't talk about it, I can let them hurt our bones and internal organs?"

We were chatting, and Chu Mo on the side had been staring at me. Although I didn't look at her, I could already feel her burning eyes.

When I got home, I washed up and lay on the big bed in my new apartment, thinking about what happened today.

Suddenly, the phone rang, and I answered the call, it was Chu Mo.

"Does your arm still hurt?" she asked.

"It doesn't hurt anymore." I said with a smile, "What time is it and you still not sleeping?"

"I can't sleep," she said after a pause, "Thank you for today."

"Thank you, we have no friendship." I said carelessly, only in this way can we prevent our conversation from extending into an embarrassing relationship.

"Do you live alone now?"

"Oh, yes."

"Who will cook for you?"

"Uncle in the cafeteria, or aunt in the restaurant." I felt something was wrong.

"No, it's not nutritious to eat like that. You're injured. I'll cook for you tomorrow."

I breathed out, thinking sure enough, I refused again and again: "No, no, don't you still have classes during the day? How can you have time to cook for me?"

"Class?" She smiled and said, "I haven't gone to class for a long time."

"Escape?"

"No, I've dropped out of school," she said

I was taken aback, and said in surprise, "Why did you drop out? You worked so hard to get into this school."

"It's a long story, go to bed early, it's too late, I'll contact you tomorrow"

Just as I was about to ask, she had already said good night.

I had no choice but to give up, and hung up the phone after saying good night.

I always feel that many things happened to her in the past two years. These things made her change her personality, and even gave up the things she cared about the most. What is it?

Because my hands were "useless" and I couldn't ride a motorcycle, I took the bus to school on a whim the next day.

There were very few people in the car early in the morning, and I sat down by the window with my earphones on and took a nap in a daze.

What I listened to was Pachelbel's "Carl" piano piece. I listened to this piece early in the morning not to pretend but I have recently become obsessed with the story behind it.

The melody increases and the emotions converge. Just when I was infected by this music, the left ear suddenly lost the sound, and the chattering sounds of several aunts came in from outside the ear.

Who took my left earphone away?I opened my eyes suddenly and looked to the left angrily.

Familiar ponytail, smooth forehead, slightly smiling mouth, faint fragrance, it is her——Yu Xiao.

Teacher Yu was intoxicated listening to the music in my earphones, I smirked and stopped the music.

She frowned, stared at me and said, "Why did you stop?"

"If you don't want to hear it, stop it." I pretended to be cold and said.

Teacher Yu threw the earphones to me and looked at the front angrily.

"It's really early for Teacher Yu to come." I said without looking for trouble.

"Early?" Teacher Yu said with a wry smile, "I didn't study by myself this morning, so I came late."

She suddenly turned her head and stared at me as if remembering something: "It's you, what time is it and you're still sitting leisurely in the car? Self-study is going to end soon, right?"

"Then you mean that I should lie leisurely in bed?" I pouted, looking at her angry look, I had already rolled forward and back with laughter in my heart.

"you know what I mean."

"I don't know," I said, shaking my head and pretending to be innocent, "A woman's mind can't be guessed, and she can't figure it out even after guessing."

"You—" She was at a loss for words, stretched out her right hand and twisted my left arm.

When I feel the pain, I know it's over, and I'm afraid the wound will be torn open again with this force.

"Ah!" I twisted together with a grim and painful expression. She saw that I was holding my arms with a wrong expression, and quickly rolled up my sleeves, revealing a little blood-colored gauze in front of us. She was startled and anxious. asked how I got hurt.

Of course I couldn't tell the truth, so I just made it up and said I accidentally hurt it while cooking.

So I went to the hospital again to re-bandage.

After the dressing was finished, I was forced by the teacher to sit in the lobby of the hospital and drink the soy milk she handed me.

"Tell the teacher." Teacher Yu frowned and said, "Have you been beaten recently?"

Being beaten?I'll go, I've grown up so much that I'm beating others, okay?

"No," I said, "who would have the audacity to hit me?"

"Although our school has strict management, school violence is still hard to guard against. After all, you are a girl and your family is rich. If you are violated..."

"Teacher..." I looked at her, "Can you say something good? What you should worry about now is whether I will violate others?"

"But how do you explain your wound? You hurt from cooking, isn't that an excuse too low?" She looked like she was going to break the casserole to the end.

I stared at her, suddenly smiled slyly and slowly approached her, and said ambiguously: "Then... Teacher Yu is caring about me?"

Yu Xiao said without changing her face: "Yeah, what's wrong? Shouldn't the teacher care about the students?"

I was speechless for a while, and sat upright.

"I think you are getting more and more strange now." Yu Xiao said, "Are you short of love?"

I looked at her in surprise.

"I remember that time you raced with drag racing gangs. I almost quarreled with you, but because I said something that cared about you and encouraged you, your attitude towards me changed 180 degrees. At that time, I felt that you There may be a lack of love, you are easily satisfied, but... also easily afraid..."

"Afraid of what?" I said

"I'm afraid that even my love for you will be lost." She looked ahead and said, "So you left the hospital that day, so now you are against me everywhere."

I breathed a sigh of relief, but fortunately she didn't realize my feelings for her.

"I am short of love, but I am not as serious as you said." I said, "I have not behaved well recently, and I promise that I will not fight against you again in the future. But you also know that I don't like to obey the rules by nature. "I paused and said, "But—I promise I won't fight at school, gamble and do drugs, or get you in big trouble."

"You are a teacher, I am a student, I will remember"

"That's good," she smiled relievedly, "Student Hui finally got the hang of it."

I laughed too, it was so natural, so natural that I thought I thought so.

"Let's go back to class quickly, or we will be scolded by the director if we don't go."

"Well, let's go."

As soon as I took a step, my mobile phone rang. I took out my mobile phone and saw that it was a text message from Chu Mo.

After reading the text message, I looked at Yu Xiao again, and deliberately raised my voice and read out: "I will wait for you at your school in the evening, and I will buy something to cook for you. Hey! This is full of love. Teacher Yu, look Come on, I can't go to tonight's self-study."

I looked at Yu Xiao, but she gave me a glare and ignored me.

Maybe I really lack love, I followed her through the steps one by one, watched her disappearing figure, and recalled the conversation with her just now.

The fissures where the hot blood flows or is infiltrated into the living flesh will become cold in the end. Is it true that I am impulsive in exchange for a desolation that hurts both sides in the end?

But... how could I be so... flustered...