so called love

On an unhurried noon, the sun was shining softly, and Zhang Xixi was on his way back to change a pair of sneakers, because there was a physical education class in the afternoon.When stepping down the stairs lightly from upstairs, he thought that today he must play a wonderful ball game. Thinking of this, a smile easily appeared on his face.Walking out of the door frame downstairs, a face caught his peripheral vision. He was not wearing glasses at the time, so he had a vague feeling that it was a pretty face. As he approached, he took a peek on purpose, almost at the same time. On the ground, the man turned his head and looked up at him, their eyes collided, this is not meeting each other in the corridor, if you meet in the corridor, you can squeeze out a smile and rush past, but meeting here, If you don't say anything, you may feel sorry.So, the two were talking almost at the same time. Zhang Xixi felt that their words were fighting, so he stopped, and Xiao Xia also stopped, because Xiao Xia also felt that their words were fighting.

"Oh, you go first." Zhang Xixi smiled at Xiao Xia with an unnatural expression.

"Are you here to eat too?" Xiao Xia asked.

"No, I'm here to change my shoes."

"Ok?"

"I live here. Upstairs." Zhang Xixi tilted his head to the side to indicate.

"Oh, you live here!"

"Do you eat here often?" Zhang Xixi asked.

"No, it's my first time here, and I wouldn't have come today either. The claypot rice place I often eat is not open today."

"I met you for the first time." Zhang Xixi said, "Hehe, it's a bit like the first time I met you."

"How long have you lived here?"

"More than a year."

"Do you come back at noon every day?"

"almost."

"Counting it all together, we haven't seen each other seriously for a long time."

"Yeah." Zhang Xixi bowed his head and said, "It's twelve o'clock now."

When she looked up, Xiao Xia had already finished her lunch box and put down her chopsticks.

"Hmm." Xiao Xia said, "Do you want to say that there is still a while before the end of the lunch break?"

"Correct."

"You still want to say, let me go up and sit down."

"Actually, you have always understood me."

"Today looks great." Xiao Xia said looking at Zhang Xixi's outfit.

"On the days when I can meet you, I will try my best to be personable."

"I mean, today is very beautiful, look how blue the sky is, and how stylish the clouds are." Xiao Xia turned around and looked at the sky deliberately as he spoke.

"I know that I am to you, like duckweed is to water, duckweed is too light, and the water is calm." Zhang Xixi said.

Xiao Xia had already made Zhang Xixi forget that there were tables of other people eating here, so he said something that sounded outspoken.

Xiao Xia didn't hear clearly for a moment.

"What did you say?"

"I know that I am to you like duckweed is to water, duckweed is too light, and the water is calm."

"Still didn't hear clearly."

"Some words are only suitable for reading, not for listening."

"Then why did you say that?"

"For fun." Zhang Xixi said, "Shall we continue?"

What Zhang Xixi meant was that if you want to continue talking, you should sit upstairs and talk slowly, after all, this is not a good place to talk.

"No. I'm going back. Bye." Xiao Xia got up, waved, turned around, and left.

"Bye-Bye."

In this way, two people who could walk together, pass on the right side of the road together, pass through the playground together, climb up the stairs together, and only part ways when they reach a certain floor, just like this.

Such an alternative farewell, perhaps it must be because of something in my heart.Actually, Xiao Xia should ask, "Are you going back too?"

Along the way, Xiao Xia was in front, and Zhang Xixi kept a certain distance behind him. Xiao Xia didn't look back, and Zhang Xixi didn't overtake him.

In the following days, nothing spectacular happened, and the news was quite dull. It can be said that everything around was going on smoothly. The sun was going directly to the Tropic of Cancer little by little. The more difficult it is to pass the time, for a lonely person, but Zhang Xixi is okay, he still has dreams, he can also play the piano, and he can listen to the tape on the repeater. In the eyes of other students, he only wants to When he wants to study well, he already has the time and energy to be a literary youth.It certainly looks special.The other classmates who live upstairs often come to his room to sit and listen to him play songs, to relax, and to feel this special young man. To be honest, they all admire him, but unfortunately What's more, they can't get into his eyes, otherwise, he should take a love lightly, and he will no longer be alone.

Before July, after the summer solstice, when the semester was about to end, an old couple selling potted plants appeared outside the school gate.One afternoon, Xiao Xia was originally walking in a hurry, but he stopped to watch this scene for a long time.

"Just take it when you see it, don't hesitate, sometimes it's gone if you hesitate." The flower seller said after watching Xiao Xia for a long time, but she still wanted to go.

"Which one is in the picture, son?" asked the aunt's wife, the uncle.

"He is here to enjoy the flowers." The aunt said slowly.

"Look at how thoroughly my aunt sees it!" Xiao Xia laughed, and then said, "Admiring flowers is not in vain. After I go back, I will think about it, and I will buy it after thinking about it."

"When I came, I found out that it was gone." The aunt said with full experience, "The flower you like has already been carried away."

When Xiao Xia heard about it, he turned around and left, because he clearly knew that he was only here to enjoy the flowers, not to buy them, but the words of the aunt did not fall into his ears, but into his heart, and now he understands himself better than before , he felt that he had to do something to reconcile with his heart, so, after that, he went to a restaurant outside the campus for lunch every day.

Finally, before the end of the semester, he met him again.It was still noon, and he went to the place where he lived for lunch. He was paying attention while eating, and finally, between a pitch, he saw a figure from behind. his steps.

After absent-mindedly eating, he asked to borrow the bathroom, which he knew was upstairs, so he went upstairs, with a valid and articulate reason.He looked around upstairs, and there was only one room with the door open. He guessed that it was his room, so he stepped forward, and saw a bent back sorting books. He turned around, stunned for a moment, surprised He asked, "Why are you here?"

"Well, I want to go to the toilet, where is the toilet?" He said while scratching his head.

"Just go forward."

He took a step into his room.

"Aren't you going to the toilet?"

"Didn't you say just go forward!"

"Turn right and walk forward. In such a small space, you can see everything with two eyes. Do you need to be so specific when telling you the direction? Are you stupid?"

"Yes, I'm stupid. I'm only now looking for you."

"You're acting weird today."

"Did you know what I looked like yesterday? Did you know what I looked like the day before yesterday? Did you know what I looked like the day before yesterday? Wait, time goes forward, do you know what I look like?"

"do not know."

"Then why do you say I'm weird today? It's like we get along every day, day and night."

"You have really changed. This is not the you I used to know. The you I used to know can't say such speculative words."

"I just changed. For example, I used to like to look at the full moon, but now I like to look at the crescent moon. It's curved, just like you."

"Where do I bend?"

"His smiling eyes."

The two understood and smiled knowingly.

"Why didn't you come to me? Didn't you take the initiative before?" He continued.

"I've changed! I understand some things. I understand that I can't always take the initiative. I want to be passive for a while to see if that person will take the initiative for me."

"In your concept of time, is a year a moment?"

"If you don't come to me for two years, two years will be a moment, and if you don't come to me for a lifetime, a lifetime will be a moment."

He listened, and looked at Zhang Xixi with red eyes as he spoke with lowered eyebrows.

"You've lost weight." He said suddenly.

"No, I'm fat. How can a person who understands a lot lose weight! I've already become fat."

"In addition to what you said above, I understand some things. I understand that I can't take the initiative all the time. I have to wait a while to see if that person will take the initiative for me. What else do you understand?" Xiao Xia said.Some of the words were spoken in imitation of Zhang Xixi's tone.

"I also understand that there are so many emotions in this world. Why should I be obsessed with love? I was very happy when I was young, but did I have love when I was young? I also understand that it is impossible for a person to only know love in a lifetime. like someone."

"Do you have someone you like again? Except me." Xiao Xia said cautiously and shamelessly.

"There is no, no one can take someone's place in my heart yet, but I hope there is, and then, maybe we can be together easily!" He said, "We don't mean us, I think you can can understand."

"What if someone takes my place in your heart after we are together? Will you break up with me?"

"I didn't say 'someone' was you, and I said, we don't mean us." Zhang Xixi said with a ruddy complexion.

"I understand, I understand, someone is not me, we are not us, but I start over, I start over, let's start over, okay? We are us starting over."

"After we're together, I'm sure no one can take your place in my heart, so we will never break up." Zhang Xixi replied to Xiao Xia's last sentence.Zhang Xixi's heart had already melted at this moment, no matter how reserved and indifferent he appeared on the outside, he couldn't help but take off his armor and be wiped out as soon as Xiao Xia took the initiative.

"I love you." Xiao Xia struck while the iron was hot, adding fuel to the fire.

"What did you say?"

"I love you."

"You love too many people, do you admire Mozi? You also love Feigong." Zhang Xixi said, the first half of the sentence was quite serious, but the second half couldn't help laughing.

"On the contrary, I only love you, and me, Gong."

"I want us to clarify the relationship before we talk about love." Zhang Xixi lowered his eyebrows and lowered his eyes, and replied shyly, "I can't be keen on being ambiguous anymore."

"Shall we fall in love?" Xiao Xia said with tears in his eyes.

Zhang Xixi leaned closer to Xiao Xia's shoulder and said, "It's not good to have rhinitis. When I go to smell you, no matter how hard I try, I don't think it's necessary."

Xiao Xia hugged Zhang Xixi.

"Close the door." Zhang Xixi said.

He has a special liking, smells shameless, and his mind has been swollen for so long. At this noon, he and Xiao Xia are finally together in a legitimate way.When the body is together, the spirit is also together.